Friday, 5 December 2008

Thank God I'm Not Spiritual - December 2008

WAY BACK I was collecting things to package from a friends previously rented cottage when a gentleman came walking down the lane. His presence and aura suggested to me that this man was 'special' [I've grown out of special people, we are all special and yet very ordinary]. It turned out after a while I was talking, while packing up things to send onto Spain, that it was J Krishnamurti. I have related this in previous blogs. A year later I met him privately again [Again full story in a previous blog]. However the main theme that came out of this was not to start another movement, ism or spiritual practice.

Then I am reminded of my early days and being a fringe person who was around the days of so called new age masters in the 60's, 70's and then finding them in their private lives when not performing at workshops, seminars, and those huge collectives of the Mind, Spirit and God knows What else festivals, that these folks including me were full of ego, pompous, and each one outdoing, out charging and of course an exclusive ear to God or some exalted Being, it had to be a high angelic being, an ascended master or an ET. I do know they turn on some people. However, now it seems although irrelevantly, not jealousy [which I had pangs of in that era] that it was a market place each vying and strutting their wares. Although this in the name of God, Consciousness, the shift and whatever. Great and it was a buzz. This high only lasted as long as I had an adoring audience or one of the many clients and workshops. There was always a deep at that time inaccessible part that was lonely, isolated and yet desperately seeking an elusive or mysterious goal.

Krishnamurti's famous speech about dissolving the organisation set up by others, putting him on a pedestal and the new messiah was in essence saying, that once a sect, dogma, religion and the like become crystallised, they become a habit, a structure, a confinement and a prison to free expression and creativity. Then the division between psychics, channelers, sensitive's, spiritual seekers, those who sought enlightenment and God Consciousness, those who felt they were from another dimension and another galaxy and of ET origin. Take all that, the devotees, the followers, the cop out merchants, who seek the hand outs from those they feel have the 'light', the 'message', the tools, the book, the top banana. Yet the clear message from many a wise one' You and the source are one'; 'The Father and I are one'. 'I am That', 'The Kingdom of Heaven is Within'. All the great ones were one with the creator, were the creators creation. They did not channel, get their information from a third source. They did not even have a link to the creator; they were part and parcel of the Cosmic Consciousness. Their ego had dissolved as sugar in hot tea, an iceberg to the sea, the wave subsiding to the ocean of being.

Their search was over; they are that which they were searching for. No separation, they are indeed their own source of information. They are information. They are their own way. IN FACT they are not they, they'ness has dissolved, there is only one and this is a stand alone. One is now the one and religions, cults, ism's techniques and the like have no use. These were merely steps on the way and on becoming the WAY, which is the Way less Way, these are no longer needed, and the relief is felt as bliss and freedom.

On being the way there's no such thing as holy, spiritual, masters, wrong and rights and in human form one might say' thank god I am not spiritual'. Hypothetical question' does God think of itself as spiritual, holy, right or wrong?' Has God a favourite theme other than which holy books convey to us, many of them ancient and out of date and is the cause of many bloody wars, family split ups and so forth? Have many really thought through that the vastness of the universe, the amazing abundance and ecology of nature, the mysterious sub particle realms, the marvel of a bird flying, a human walking, giving birth to off spring, the miracle of birth and death, and compared it with the pettiness of a religious dogma, some human minds petty attempt to logic it, know the answers to the theme and reason for creation? Deep unbiased contemplation will reveal the shallow and fallacious ideologies that arise from the cults, isms and scientific and political myopia that exists.

However, when sitting still and breathing gently reaching that ineffable space where one expands, feels the limits of the petty ego dissolving as it becomes absorbed in a great essence, the sensing of a consciousness unbounded, unfettered, limitless freedom, even in sleep, play and the business of life. Then one sees and senses the narrowness of the human condition. There is a joy and one is in accord with the Universal Mind. One is filled with a natural compassion, one is harmless, nay not timid, or afraid, one is not aggressive, and however one's actions are appropriate to the natural needs of the moment - the natural efficiency of the natural mind [see further back blogs on ' chicken's don't lie and rabbit kittens'].

We may catch a glimpse of the potential of this bliss and joy which I feel is beginning to percolate into the human collective unconscious. I feel this is the real message of 2012 and beyond. Not a technological revolution, but a mass inner peace and contentment consciousness brought about by contentment through just accepting and being who we are. No celebrities spiritual or otherwise, we are content to be who we are without makeovers, plastic surgery and enhancements, no desire other than to be at peace inside. When one is touched by the inner beauty and is harmony with the universe, then new harmless technologies will arise. We will have left behind aggressive marketing and hoarding, we will be altruistic stemming from heartfelt warmth. We will feel bon ami and then the world can take on its heritage as a planet of fun, creativity and peace. Far from a boring nothingness to an unfolding beautiful scenario flowing from creativity and not ego demands.

This may come about when the enchantment and fascination for gadgets, technology, power, domination and covetous hankerings subside. Some of this will come through shortage of supply; many will turn seeing that materialism is not the saviour it would appear to be. The more we hoard the more we have to defend and worry about. When we become disenchanted with the trappings, the razz meh taz, the glitter, lycra, glamour [as so many celebs are finding] then we seek the quiet life, we see the beauty in simple things, sunsets, flowers, hear bird calls, everything is vibrant, healthy, pristine, primordial and we know this because this is what we are too. This is our nature and essence which I am one with our Creator. God I'm So Glad I am not spiritual. God I am so glad I am a no-one everyone. Yippee!

There is no doubt that the credit crunch has exposed so much. The manufacture of paper monopoly money, fat cats still earning huge bonuses. People's faith in materialism which floats as thin ice, its foundations on shifting sands, the feel good factor of materialism whilst it lasts is intrinsically deluding. The payout from a nanny state and the reliance on the pensions and handouts can in some circumstances denude us of inner resources. The faith in shares and stock markets, the thrill if you like of make or break, the gamble, great if it wins, despair if it loses.

Just recently some millionaires have committed suicide over their losses and taken their families with them. Many others in less well off situations have lost their homes, their livelihoods. Is this the wake up call to rethink our lives and the way we live them? Is this the energy jolt needed to shift the mind set and be a new world paradigm by 2012?

It is strange how the Universe is constantly changing, our bodies doing the same, and yet our mind sets and securities remain sometimes entrenched, rigid and we then impose that on our bodies too, so they lose flexibility and longevity.

The value of property has gone down, so I asked my MP and the government does this mean that council tax will come down? No way, my local council had lost a lot in the Icelandic debacle, in fact they said they might hugely raise it, in order to pay for the injection of taxpayer's cash to subsidise the banks. Then I asked will the 5% inflation be updated to the state pension. No way. Blow the pensioners with fuel going up, raise in food prices, rents and other commodities. Yet big company executives flaunt and milk the situation. Agreed if you subscribe to the money capital market system you need the big earners, the banks and all that goes with it. Neither do I extol communism, fascism or any other ism. However, spare a few crumbs off the bread board for those less well off.

We hear talk of more rigid controls of banks, hedge funds, transparency and similar rhetoric. Great financial institutions giving glib and silky phrases, political gibberish, spin doctoring and so on. How long before the general public see through this brain washing and illusionary façade? Yes a revolt is needed, NOT A BLOODY VIOLENT ONE, an inner mind revolt, to see through the mists of clever con tricks, to see through the corrupt laws which foster and nourish this complete magic conjuring show named the GREAT HOUDINI OF MAMMON. Cabinet reshuffles, new policies, new government faces all saying the same thing in many different ways, and those who buck the system will be hounded out, broken and led away or bribed off. When will this end? When will the masses wake up? Rio Ferdinand the current England Deputy Football Captain, talks about the huge wages and lazy players who earn more at their club than playing for the pride of their country. The possible credit crunch leading to a collapse of some large clubs, the millions paid in sponsorship and TV rights and so on. The fans who are married to their club and these are another sort of religion and fanaticism, leading to killings and mass destruction of towns. This with street gangs who are alienated from society by poverty and loss of parental control. Yes, the have-not's of council estates and the have's of footballers may soon have their worlds touched. One very well known footballer said to me,' Christ, the thought of not having fifteen grand a week in my hand gives me the s----s, I have three cars worth £95,000 each, three houses and an airplane, if this hits me I am deep in the s---t' . It's all relative I said and he said yes I may need my relatives. By the way he is one of the poorer paid players.

We seem to have a mental Botox. We rely on security patterns instilled in our childhood [I have said this in earlier blogs in great detail]. We have been hammered, brain washed, conditioned to have a subconscious routine, playing as a loop tape, which monitors the mind to see if we are 'keeping up the tradition, the religion, the reactive defence/offence regimes, and if not guilt, punishment by low self esteem, denial and the guardian FEAR.' The governments and religions make sure their programmes are synchronised to the individual and this is called tradition, culture and we take pride in this, yes to a point it is so. Not to a point where we are bloody minded and cannot see the control mechanisms to free bright original thought. Afraid to reach out into a brave new world of trust, sharing and love. Maybe we shall have a few more crunches, and like the story in the Old Testament, re the Pharaoh refusing to let the Hebrews go, the ten plagues were sent until they relented. Will we have to have ten more wars, famines, credit crunches until we reach out beyond our puny minds, become bold and see a world family? Not a one world government or bank, but a seamless economy and holographic sharing. A dream and impossibility? If we wish and we desire it enough it can happen as en masse effort. This is the way the Cosmos works, one for all and all for one. Once we align with this in selfless participation, then the Cosmos will act and co operate with us?

As I type this in late October the snow is on the ground, the trees and roof tops at 11.23 am. There are trail of animals, we have foxes, squirrels and from the lake nearby we have geese and ducks as they fly away to warmer climes, we have the patrolling cat, magpies, pigeons and an occasional woodpecker. It seems so far away from this quiet spot shielded from the busy main road, only to be at the back of the block of flats, it seems a world apart. An oasis in the mainstream of Life. Yet at the other side of the world in the USA in the Yellowstone Park Reserve, salamanders, frogs are in decline, is this because of the rumblings of underground calderas? Pools are drying up. Ancient prophesies backed up by the indigenous shamans and wise people are saying this could go up. Well may be so. So many folk are talking about a shift, and maybe this is part of the scenario. We have to build a new world and that starts with us clearing house and new foundations. We have to be courageous, bold, daring, and yet make wise decisions. We have to find ourselves, not the brainwashed rhetoric and spin by medical, political and religious world leaders, we have to see the truth and feel it. We have to be free creative spirits and look fear in the eyes and somehow walk through it. Surely, a brave new world.

There is a popular song which starts 'What do I do to make you love me'? My feeling is the title might be 'What do I do to make me love myself'? If we are always depending on the handout for love, then we may neglect or not seek for that in us. A world filled with loving folks who love themselves [not to be confused with egoistic love] would be a world to cherish and thrive in. For where there is not love there is a barren desert and bitter water pools.

The Universe provides such beauty, recently I received an email with attachment and it showed the Northern Lights and rare rainbow fire cloud, and then the tale of the Leonides meteor shower and to make a wish when you see them [October- November]. These natural wonders are the signs of beauty and a creative Universe.

Recently I had an experience which I should like to share with you. I was in the bathroom washing my hands preparatory to making a meal, and just empty minded drying my hands on a towel when in my mind slowly and in slide motion came the phrase what shall I do with this freedom and what do I do with the emptiness, the void, the nothing? Momentarily there was a pause then a resounding inner voice as it were pronounced NOTHING. Another pause and then I stated laughing, literally for twenty minutes, I had to go to the loo several times. I haven't laughed like that for years. I then phoned friends in Germany and I couldn't speak for laughter, they started laughing and we laughed for another 20 minutes. [Some weeks previous to this I awoke with great joy and danced around the bedroom shouting 'At last, at last I'm free. It was deep and profound.]. That afternoon I was watching a soccer match on TV and every time there was a foul, I broke out in hysterical laughter. I felt quite mad and yet intensely sane. By the way my laughter attracted the attention of my neighbours who enquired if I was alright.

Interestingly enough as it were, a few days after these two experiences above, a great kick back from the ego, I felt it trying to get back, old patterns surfaced and yet at the back of mind, so to speak, was that laughter, and more gentle, and it takes off now and then.

What does this mean? Am I enlightened? Obviously things are lighter and my approach to life is more spontaneous. Part of me seems to have a difficulty accepting the fun freedom offered to me. A kind of incredibility, like a huge gift, and can I really believe it? I have read in Satyam Nadeen's books that when an enlightenment experience takes place it has to be 'worn' as it were [my words] until the full integration process takes place. I know as I have said in the Koan blog that there are ko satori [minor enlightenment] which take apart the structure of the ego to finally culminate in O satori [enlightenment]. Well I have no idea.

Synchronicity; - just recently I started to have cramps in the abdomen and diarrhoea [end of October beginning of November], well you may say a bug, change of weather. It started on a Monday and stopped on a Wednesday, then started on Friday to the now Monday 3rd November, in itself well this happens. However phoning friends in Germany, Australia, South Africa, Holland, Belgium, USA, they too had the symptoms at the same times and with the intervals. The people said that they knew of no bug going around and we are in differing time zones and climates. My ego took a jolt, a friend of mine in the USA recently had a heart problem and advised me to have a check up, and he felt the ascension symptoms were a lot of old cobblers. He had the palpitations and the tightness and felt they were the symptoms. I was jolted and wondered if I am fooling myself. I have a fear of Doctors and Hospitals with invasive tests along with the drugs that could be administered. I had so much of this as child and in my later years several misdiagnosed procedures that I am loath to go for check ups, and cannot afford to go to Chinese or Ayurveda treatment if needed.

So here I am with a background of laughter, a freedom of mind not previously experienced before, and yet still part of me frightened and wondering about my health and on my 70th birthday in November. Maybe this pressure will result in either facing my fears in reality as it were, or working it out in mind, a sort of Koan in itself. This is the tussle which we all face in many different ways. Either circumstances will force the issue and I will have to act, or become a victim to my own fear and create a situation which need not have been there should the fear be erased. Watch this space. Chinese sayings 'If undecided between two things, do the third'.

To act of fear is unacceptable, to do nothing is risky, what then is third way? Maybe it is the middle way, the way of quietness and reaching into the void and let the solution present itself. The feeling is then all consuming and there is a kind of inner confirmation, a subtle joy, a deep gut feeling, and then whatever the decision it will turn out for the best no matter the outward workings of it. [Many people have shared an unerring sense of fear during October and November]. So many have picked up the USA elections, the turmoil of the credit crunch, the crazy weather patterns, the collective unconscious, the fear of those fleeing from tyranny, multiple small earthquakes, huge inputs of Cosmic Energy, no wonder the body can break down. In my 1967 notes it did say many would not survive the huge blasts of change through the light patterns of information coming in from the Cosmos. The Cosmos Itself is undergoing change and we can only follow suite. Resistance to this change can result in worry, to go where we have never been before is scary, and yet to stay where we are can be a disaster. Truly we need to support, cherish and love each other, and encourage change and where needed and stay put where appropriate.

Look up NASA Astronomy photo of the day and click on archives for years of stunning photographs. Just a few days ago they showed a first ever photograph of an asteroid streaking across the Sudanese sky and by calculating its trajectory they could find where it landed and collect samples and they are asking for further evidence from the public. {NASA archive November 8 2008. On the trail of meteor 2008 TC3}.

One of J Krishnamurti's quotes to contemplate;" But we reduce the vast action of Life to our own petty little action in Life and ask what shall we do, follow somebody, some book, some system? A real gem is his speech in 1929 delivered in Holland when he disbanded the Order of The Star Movement. The title given is the truth is a pathless path. It has been my kind of guide for years."

So many are having breakdowns for breakthroughs. Many have shared the stark fear they experience, an unreasonable force of energy that sears through the ego, somehow relentlessly tearing away at the super structure, the map of so called reality that we have built up over the years, the programmes acting out unconsciously as reaction, now not meeting the actuality of today and this shift into a new era. This has been an uncomfortable ride for others and myself and truly at times sent us to the brink of despair to then find a leap into a new way. This leap and succession of leaps, troughs and highs seem to be surging in really quickly.

Have a great festival and a great New Year. Thank you for your support and friendship. Lots of Love and Go Well. Geoff

Thank you so very much for your generous donations, the word mysteriously got around that I was on the verge of financial disaster due to the credit crunch which I lost £2,500, which is a small amount to some but took me twenty years to save due to extenuating circumstances. I have nearly recuperated the amount. Thank you and bless you. Geoff

Wednesday, 5 November 2008

The Rocket Fuel of Spirit - November 2008

THE ENERGY or fuel of spirit is chi, Kundulini or whatever name that suits. Like a three or more stage rocket, power is needed to break the gravity, the strong pull of successive layers of density. In our case the layers of the past, the deep embedded programmed and conditioned patterns no longer needed and yet so entrenched that they seem impenetrable, encrusted and in a way it takes over the real identity of ourselves and brings to us the illusion of reality and relative safety.

Several astronauts have said once out of the field of Earths pull, in deep outer space, they feel the majesty and awe, akin to a godly or spiritual experience. Psychologist's say 'yes it is so unlike or comparable to any other experience this would be the case, given time, this would be just another experience in life's events'. May I offer another explanation, could it be that the collective unconscious is a 'layer, a field of energy' [see earlier blogs on Reg's, random event generators and the experiments to measure the collective unconscious]. Perhaps analogous to this is the rocket discarding its boosters is the same as our discarding fields of energy locked into mind patterns. [See Eckhart Tolle's pain bodies in which he describes the pain body as an energy field]. As energy radiates it can set up frequencies which attract or repel like or dissimilar fields [See magnets and so forth], it would also account for the feelings of silent attraction or repelling that one may feel or sense. [See blog that contains morphing].

The fact that NDE's and the astronaut experiences are sometimes life changing may mean that a new perspective is imbibed and the energy may dislodge an outmoded pattern and so elevate one to another dimension, an expanded horizon, mostly a freeing of the limits to the perceived self. This is still in the realm of the ego [in my terms the collective pain body], however it can free one up, make the spaceship lighter, have more fuel in the tank to rise to higher realms and eventually break free into a mindless state, the witness or experiencer [please excuse made up word], which is pure awareness or consciousness, mind in its essence without thought.

During the long hours of Budo, Gong and Zen training it became apparent to me that when energy flows freely there is abundant health, clarity and all is well. This followed on in healing, counselling and psychotherapy with patients. It seemed the amount of energy flowing was in proportion and in relationship to emotional and psychological health of that patient, and in some cases an adrenalin rush, a hyped up state, lethargy, stupor, fatigue and the like.

My understanding from my oriental teachers was that as energy is blocked either by bad food, environmental damage, emotional restriction, fear and stress, the meridians became restricted and so the vital force, the chi, Kundulini, does not feed the organs [not shown in medical scans, it is too subtle] and then becomes more impounded, impacted and so becomes a disease, tumour or such like. So the healing has to sometimes strip the layers, a kind of peeling process, sometimes the blast of energy from the holistic applier may burst through the dam, each is specific and endemic to the situation.

During the process of ascension, alchemy, transformation and resurrection, regeneration and so forth and in this era, after having been medically, holistically examined and all is well, checking out allergies, electronic fog, emotional clarity and the like, the symptoms [you can find lists on the net] certain energy experiences may seem to occur, the heat, the rush of energy up the spine, the medulla obligate [see earlier blogs on the mechanics of this and the clearance it can cause]the various cleansing experiences, then we can sense the energy as it moves either up or down the spine, the solar plexus to head and so forth that this the rocket fuel of spirit. This rocket fuel of chi/Kundulini is the same energy as global warming or the cause of it behind the Central Sun and the Creative Force of the Universe. I call it God's electricity.

When I was in regular strict training I felt so free, yes it is true I was younger, eager and so forth. I also did not fit in with my mates unless they were into what I was into. This was in part due to my NDE at the age of four and it's speaking to me even at that tender age as a huge message for my incarnation. I then went out to work, soccer, electrics, and physics, forensics and paralleling this Budo, Gong, Zen and spirito psycho training. Great journeys and sojourns abroad, busting my works pension, although magically always getting my job back.

Then I seemed to have lost so much of that pure awareness. It was as I now know the way I had to go, I could understand people's problems, because I had experienced them. I could relate to their pain, because I had felt that too, not by sensing but by life's experiences. I realised I had seen the light and it became dim, and through the thousands of patients, forensic horrors', broken relationships, endless workshops, lectures presented, the sharing's the so called unrealistic happenings, the UFO and Psychic Phenomena research, I was finding my way back to the light. This is the process of the Universe, endless progression, endless searching for Itself in Its own Creation, like the artists, musicians and Creative healers and therapists. The Universe is becoming more conscious, more aware and present of Its intrinsic nature, and when all of the components of the Cosmos have awakened, it will dissolve into pure spirit or consciousness to once more burst forth into the so called big bang, an ah ha to start the rounds of eternal cycles rolling again.

The UK and the USA are rolling out more vaccines this one for girls from 13 to 17 to prevent cervical cancer. I am not saying it is dangerous but way up the huge amount of vaccines our youngsters' have to endure. They, the medical authorities say the side effects and the few it has left with irreparable damage, like the statin and fluoride issue, is worth the risk, like the health and safety issues, health versus risk and money, often to make uncle pharma richer and also treat the symptom not the cause. Oh, oh, complimentary approaches----not a chance. I was discussing these issues with retired physicians and they said' well the WHO or National or Local Authorities' set parameters. The elders told me that the digital age has brought in world standards of measurements, almost like trying to clone us, make us uniform and bog standard, so there is status quo, no one rocks the boat, and the goalposts are coming lower in order to say,' well you do not fit this blood pressure, the cholesterol reading, the eye pressure, and they have lowered the readings so low that one then is classed as diabetic, obese, high blood pressure, so up the hospital. Blood tests and so forth' a few years back there was more tolerance, less dolling out of pills, they gave the body chance to recover. Of course if one is well over the top and is obviously not well in appearance and symptoms, then help of the right kind is needed. The lower the readings and parameters, the more Big Uncle Pharma dishes out the sweeties. Oh, by the way the sweeties are chemicalised, synthesised, pasteurised, cauterised, up to your eyes in muck and bullets yersied. Make no mistake some antibiotics, vaccines and other procedures are definitely life savers and surgical reconstructions and rebuilding are wonderful.

I now live in sheltered housing, a long story; I had to be moved quickly through a threat by someone who tried to seriously injure and maim me. This is strange as I am at present fit and well[I write this in late July 2008] and so many people every day say' its my age, you can't do anything about it' so many die here, are in wheel chairs, walking sticks, Zimmer frames, frail, frightened and dependant on carers. I really have great compassion for them and the great work done by carers and families, and again the message of the collective unconscious this is fait ac-com-pli. My journey is to go through this, who knows the result, it is endless. It is a great challenge and test of awareness to live in these surroundings and brings home how the doctors, who do great work, drug; make zombies out of people when so much could be done to alleviate their suffering. To lift their spirits, to empower them to enable them to see Life as ongoing and not the finality of this body as the only result. Is this my 'job' here, no I feel not I have tried with taking classes of Qi Gong and meditation and it went flat as people got older and some passed on, it is for me to work through the collective unconsciousness's grip of a stylised pattern of thought about age and age related symptoms. This is a world scene too. It is interesting how people who visit treat me as an old foggy, they mean well, they talk loud to me and when I answer in a clear voice, they go away perplexed and often ask, ' are you a visitor or resident'? When I answer resident, they scuttle away and on the next visit quickly pass me by. This is the labelling, boxing, compartmentalising that we all do, the assumptions and the like. The world situation again. Time for a shift. What's he doing here he should be frail, weak and diminutive. I upset the paradigm. Perhaps should I live to a ripe old age or who knows what comes to pass I might end up needing these facilities, however, it does give an insight and preparation, not through autosuggestion, but by deep mediation and the bright and clear to be able to be present no matter what. Good one Freed keep on keeping on.

What about Life on Mars? When I researched for an official organisation, it threw up some interesting facets. The Moon and Mars will be outposts for further deep exploration into the Universe. It would be a point of contact with other species and life forms. Mars had been colonised years ago and had been decimated as we could be by the policies and greed which we have now. The beings who lived there according to a Russian boy [see earlier blogs, live underground [not sure of this] however, according to my research there are deep cave dwellers in Earth, due to the lack of light they display some luminance [like deep sea fish, octopuses, squid and so on] and they are of a kind of mushroom complexion, similarly I am assured by my research to Martians. I feel we will not be allowed to set up permanent bases on Moon or Mars [years ago there is and was a conspiracy theory or not, that there were secret colonies set up on the dark side of the moon, and that a tower was found on the moon and it was also covered up. The tower I believe was explained if remembered correctly in Video by Richard Hoagland {forgive spelling}, and the colonies were explained as; there is no hope of saving Earth so the elite or the illuminate set up these bases with conspiring aliens to flit off when the wheel comes off or the 's---t hits the fan'. Nice one eh? ]. We have to sort out Earth first otherwise we will take our pollution with us. Moving venue does not always solve problems as we take our baggage with us. We go with the best intentions only old habits die hard, so we have to work on clearing ourselves first.

To diverge, on TV teletext ITV August 31 2008 researchers have urged pregnant women not to use perfumes and creams as especially to regard of male unborn child as it has been shown in experiments that this can in later life lead to male infertility and testicular cancer. HO! What about pesticides, additives, fluoride and chlorine, pollution, electronic smog, mobile phones and the like? Removing one factor does not eliminate the swath of the rest.

There are theories which are polarity and dualism. In polarity we have the yin and yang at each end, say as an example a see saw, and the swing changes the yin and yang, up and down as in the yin –yang symbol. There are syntheses and a complimentary element as per cycles, rhythms', and such like. In the theory of dualism one chooses an opposing factor, say good not evil, cold not hot, and so forth. In this a particular choice is taken, there is very little flow to the compliment and so swing it back to polarity. Here in the dualism we may find stubbornness, hard resistance to change and defence of the chosen facet. This we see clearly today and any swing to polarity is regarded as weakness. Polarity encourages an embracing attitude, a willingness to flow with Universal Harmony, to be firm when appropriate and flexible when concomitant to the requirements to the what is at the moment. This we see at the deepest levels of life and the flow in the Universal Currents. As the waves of the rocket fuel of evolution, Kundulini, battering the shore of old outworn concrete patterns, so the swing from dualism to polarity will commence, as it is apparent now.

Those who endeavour to shore up the failing modes of Life collapsing around us with weaponry, media indoctrination, food manipulation and the planet throwing up into our face to change and humankind not heeding this invocation, then we face the facts, change or be changed. As the Universe ushers in the next step in evolution, and we are not in step or in harmony with it, the tide will force this on. Hopi from the popular verse' there is a river now running very fast, jump in, do not hold onto the banks, see who is there with you and celebrate. The River has its own destiny-------------'. Parts of it as you know states we said there is an eleventh hour it is now this hour. We see dwindling resources, crashing economies, soldiers in Afghanistan and Iraq saying 'Why are we here'? 'Is it a wrong military decision and they too proud and arrogant to call it off'? 'Are they doing it just for power and money'? Extensive interviews with American and British troops on videos and TV. They are battle weary and feel this is a futile negative fight, and so many people are now feeling this in their lives.

Surveys show so many people fed up with their work, dull, boring, and not creative. Making us uniform. The medical profession pushing us into BMI, Digital Readouts, lowering the parameters, human draconian denial of rights, big brother tactics, all the signs of the present systems decaying. The obscenity of celebrity wages and those starving, fuel poverty, house repossessions, cannot walk alone in the park, means testing, all tightening the net, and then an implosion.

What is this implosion? When the ice gets thin enough, when the boredom gets intrusive enough, when the deprivation gets obscene enough, then the Kundulini can surge, the energy of suppression can surge up, like the flower pushing though slabs of stone, like the baby's tight grip on mothers hand. If not subdued by drugs, distraction and slothfulness, the energy of slumber is given a shock, a kick start, and lo and behold, this feeling of empowerment blossoms forth and we see the spring and its abundance, indeed we feel it.

Just recently there have been videos like Zeit Geist, Esoteric Agenda and the like. They tend to portray most of the conspiracy theories we know; some are more factual about the elements and deeper observations and proof. However at the end of most they go into the kind of empowerment and 'new age' kind of self growth and meditation. What does come through and you can fast foreword from the doom and gloom, is that the so called lords of power and oppression are into mind sets and from this flows the energy that many link in and imbibe and join the club although somewhat reluctantly. WHEN one sees that is only conditioning, programming, brain washing and does not subscribe and knows the freedom felt inside when free of this clinging viscose glue, then we break the bonds, the slavery to materialism, cruel negative relationships and the world is transformed into something far more enjoyable.

The trap and trick is not to subscribe to another set of conditions. This does mean to roam loose like a demonic impulsive maniac, hedonistic and amoral. This is an ego trick and puts one back to where we broke lose from. The way maybe to be calm, to be centred in deep peace found in stillness, be aware without judgement, to be in tune in the deepness of oneself where we can perceive and sense the presence of a wonderful lightness, a clarity, and feel the universal energy coursing through us. Here is abundance not necessarily of material goods, but abundance that our needs are met even in so called recession in marvellous synchronicity. We may not be rich as the world knows of it possessions but by inner richness which attracts the right thing at the right time. The more we acquire the more can be stolen and the more we need to defend. One's treasure is shifted from acquisitiveness of objects to delight in simple being.

Paracetamol is in the news. 2000.000 children given this substance have developed hay fever, asthma. In fact there is an age that this affects the children, I believe as babies and then six to nine [not sure of the ages and doses], however it is linked to a world wide epidemic of asthma. I wonder what will happen if all drugs are investigated? Go to geoff freed online and click on left menu health and look at the BMJ's own admission of the side effects and usefulness of drugs. York University says that a lot of chronic illness can be alleviated by identifying intolerance to certain foods, 76% of population maybe intolerant to certain foods. The body then hosts an anti body which is triggered by the substance in the foods. Good old natural unadulterated food grown with good old horse manure, chicken droppings, compost of food and garden waste, well maybe an old ancient idea?

Many astrologers have now felt that comet Holmes and the alignment of Pluto to the Central Core is partly responsible for the economic collapse. So many have phoned in desperation. Some e-mails pleading what do I do I have lost so much? It would be contrite to answer this. I have felt the pinch too, however, I have very little in comparison so my simple way of living so far has been marginally touched, enough however to feel its claustrophobic effect. By the way the Orionids, the meteor shower which are the fall out debris of Halley's Comet are here from 15th to 29th October. Some time back I mentioned about the input of huge measurements of electron volts and the sun maybe just one factor in global warming. Now a senior scientist has ruefully admitted that the global warming maybe due to cosmic perturbations and now detected flares from deep space.

A well known writer on space matters has branded my theories as 'crap, baloney, and a piece of mind s—t, and by copywriting it I will be exposed and humiliated' this writer says it is the sun cycle but does not offer an explanation, as we know the Cosmos is an entire seamless hologram and what happens in deep space and larger cycles filter down to local events. In years to come my theorem may prove to be correct or not. Maybe this person is jealous as the scientific world is full of competition and divisive elements. Now is the time to join and explore all theories and ideas in non opinionated debate, having said that I have slanged off the man above. Oh dear what a naughty boy Freed a hypocrite? Well yes I own up to my own stuff.

That's it for now and keep on keeping on. And as our politicians tell us I share your pain. Yet this pain encourages me to seek deeper solutions within me. Lots of Love. Geoff

Sunday, 5 October 2008

Is There Such A Thing As Free Will? - October 2008

THIS IS A HOT POTATO. Some authors state all is consciousness and as such everything is God or Source dreaming Its dream [see many previous blogs where I have gone into this in depth][ see spirit of eternal loneliness in last few blogs] that just like a dream it is all a game and just as in a dream, no one gets killed, smashed or loved and so on. This would apply also to this so called awake in the body experience. So war maiming, loving and so on is just God's game. We can do what we want and as it is a dream when awake and sees that it is all a dream, and then this is what it is Maya. This also implies we have no free will and that we are puppets on a string. God's game contains the dualities and there is a balance sheet and in the end all is well. We naively think or believe we have free will.

This train of thought or inspiration or enlightenment goes on to state that there is no reincarnation, no prelife agreements, no recriminations, no karma only all this issues from God's Mind and when the dream fades which is death, everything goes back to the formless God Source, and like a bubble bursts and my analogy a wave recedes back into the ocean. The perpetrators of this knowing or paradigm is said to be how God sees it not us poor unenlightened blighters or plebs. This is the so called 4D or Consciousness enlightened world view. I would not know I am trapped in the old 3D one. We have no free will this is the illusion and when we wake up all is God and what we thought was our choice, we have no choice either, is really God's plan working through us. All we have to do is surrender, witness, do nothing and hey presto it begins to happen. There is no moral responsibility, no need to try and change the world, lie back experience the freedom of letting it all flow through and up yours to sufferings, another illusion. This is God's plan and dream.

The theory goes on to say, Teachers, spiritual paths and so on are useless, disciplines out the window and just know when the whim of God for no particular reason, by grace, nothing a former life or discipline, book, chance encounter can predetermine, because God has a whim, his grace awakens you and you've arrived. Your free will is not factored into this. This is almost analogous to my conversations with the morticians a few blogs back. Of course I reiterate maybe this so from the 4D perspective. It can be a cop out from responsibility.

OK, let me look at this from 3D, ego confused, limited perspective. I feel, yes I may be deluded, clouded, and still trapped in Maya. To me a God that lacks compassion is not what I see in the Universe and cycles, not at the systems level at deep particle physics. I feel we are the observers, the presence and at the particle level there are probabilities, possibilities so that choice is the name of the game. Yes we are the puppets on a string in so far as we have been given a life. If I were a creator, and I dreamed my dream and knowing the result. For me how boring. Give them the gift of free will, let then make choices, let them cock it all up, let the drama unfold their way and then when they realise they are swimming against the tide, their petty plans are of no avail and they seek me, and their mind joins God's mind then we are one and then one surrenders the gift of free will. We in a way become choice less, because' I and The Father are One'. So in a way yes we have choice and on surrender, that choice dissolves. The difference between the first paradigms is there is no choice at all and this is the delusion and really our cock ups where part of God's design, I feel not. Our cock ups are our freewill gift. God might find it amusing to see the flops, yet how does a child learn if not by its mistakes?

Apparently teachers are not needed, well the theory then relents and talks about grace falling on one because God just fancies that particular one, then grudgingly states well teachers, disciplines and such like 'soften one up' kind of like a ripe fruit ready to fall' so we did need free will to take a teacher, a discipline, no this was in God's plan as well. So God sees us sweat out and suffer, this is part of the dream. I feel the gift of free will was not in God's plan but in the separated ego and the discipline and such like did soften up for the awakening [see my koan blog, this softened me up for the mini or ko satori], although God might know our thoughts, I feel we are given licence to make choices and have free will up until the time of surrender. Ultimately God's intent is to bring us back home or into potential and its unformed primordial state. The journey to achieve this is God's amusement and not pre planned as to its execution. Like in the days of Greek mythology, what amusement would the Gods have making everything turn out their way.

Agreed in the 4D consciousness re incarnation, pre life agreements or contracts are not required, this is because the Source, God, Consciousness is the all in all. However, in the 3D ego centric mind set we may need to come back many times and so forth in order to learn to break through the dream of Maya. No not so, we and everything is a dream from God and once it dies it never comes back, no need to, it's just a dream. It was fun whilst it lasted, no choice, one game of chess. Again no choice, in the 3D mind set there is one. Maybe it's all a game, the rules given above; the rules of engagement are different.

There are a couple of more points. If one says killing, spiritual disciplines are all just a dream from God, the Source, then does this give one a licence to kill, rob, rape and equally to balance out the duality of Life. Yes I can see from an enlightened point of view one can argue; well it is all Maya anyway. If this fell into unenlightened hands one might say' its OK to do what we want it's only a dream, lets love do good deeds and so on, equally so if my predilection is rob, rape, plunder and so forth then that's OK too. It depends who picks up these discussions or the books written by either side, or my take on it. If everything is just a pre planned dream from God so called good or bad, then where in the 3D world does morality, responsibility and compassion come from. No teachers, no Karma, no second chances. Well until or maybe never I am enlightened, I'll stick out for being present, being the witness, acting from intuitive promptings [not impulsive fools intuition] and choice will arrive, yes maybe from God, however, deep inside I feel compassion, a sense of deep responsibility and I do not feel it is God's design or dream to condone maiming, killing or the like, if it so I wish to stay in the 3D consciousness, wrongly or rightly.

Many years back I used to train at a Judo club in Victoria, London and if in the cold winter if you stuck out the winter sessions [I think they were called kangusek?], then you might get a grade higher or a new judo gi[judo suit and so forth], after the training was over about 05.00 hrs we showered in cold water, put on track suits and ran to the House of Sandwiches in Soho, London and get hot tea and sandwiches, gulped down eagerly.[a good two mile or so run after three hours of hard training]. In this establishment were the early hippies, later flower power people, and the older LSD people, a strange mixture, we all talked about satori, enlightenment, the former ones mentioned had trips and so forth, we extolled mediation. Some of us had similar experiences group wise. It was noticeable that the drug induced seems to have highs and lows, where as the meditators maybe had less experience however they had more lasting effects without the oscillations of the former. Many of the drugs induced said' man everything, its all Cosmic, its all bliss, it's a dream man, do it all nothing matters', the meditators, felt a knowing that led them more into an inner peace than a blissed out rapture, it was quieter and felt more as if a loving and benign presence was at work. It was if the drugs so blissed out in the rapture that they somehow took away the natural moral nurturing feeling, while the Zen Budo guys felt deep compassion and knowing of the Buddha consciousness, it brought a morality, a kind of inner deep responsibility and made us feel we were in the presence of a supreme consciousness and yet an individual being. To put another matter straight, some people have mentioned that Zen Buddhists' sit for hours and are beaten with a stick if they nod off, true in some cases, however, in Budo the Japanese collective Martial Arts it is not so. Neither later on in my Qi Gong, Tai Chi and Kung Fu endeavours did my Sifu ever beat us and we followed the Lao Tzu and Sutra as in Tao. As mentioned before I was given a Koan [see blog or so back] and my subsequent life there after.

Let us now see this perhaps from a different angle. Descartes, Newton and the like brought in the classical physics view of separation and the mechanical reductionist view. Man was outside of nature, the supreme intelligence on Earth and the dominant species, the king and top of the pile, the supreme product of intelligent hereditary genes or the accolade of God's handiwork. Well the cock up this has led to on the planet one wonders the wisdom of such theories. Further more God is outside and we pray for His help and guidance. Depending what religion you are in, cult and so on you may or may not get a result. It is OK to go to war and exterminate another who disagrees with your way of life or belief. It is also from an atheistic point of view merely the survival of the fittest. I know some of these and when threatened have said' where are the police, the morality', I remonstrate with them and chide; well it's the survival of the fittest after all.

With splitting of the atom and later particles and so forth, it heralded to the gob struck scientists, that the observer played a part in the experiment [many books and proof of this], this then brought in a new mind set ONLY FOR SOME OF THE SCIENTISTS. Some even now will not surrender their ego and stay in the old reductionist classical view and are usually dogmatic and fail to see consciousness as the observer as part of the whole, not the top of the pile, supreme intelligence, but very much part of the system and a link in the chain to the Cosmic plan. It takes a humble scientist to acknowledge they are part of the whole and not the new high priests and just a link in the ecological system. This means they have a responsibility to the whole and not to just themselves to experiment and dominate. To tweak nature and go against the natural system and arrogantly go about her rape and destruction, harming their own kind in the process.

Taking free will again and analogous to the last paragraph, if this is a dream and anything goes, it somehow goes without saying in a way that the particles and their dance and our observations and the lessons it may give us say anything but an outside observer, a God dreaming up crap just to amuse Himself. It seems that the whole is a partnership of relationships, of an interrelated, inter dependent, harmonious exchange of information, data and mutual care and responsibility, with choices through possibilities, probabilities and mutual benefits for the whole, by the whole and no outside the system interference or whims. The dance of the particles as they 'bump' into each other and through this exchange become something else through the exchange of information, this is no whim, this an opportunity to be a co-creator, to be a partner in a never ending drama of Life Eternal. Yes a play a pantomime, but conscious co authors in this mystery, and yes they can come back and rework the script, until they become the authors of their destination and creation. This next step in the evolution of our planetary life and solar system will see us more conscious of the 'plan' and our ability to be co-planners in it and with free will; more of the ego chipped away and yet still opening more to the Divine Eternal Will.

This was originally going to be Novembers Blog, however, some friends and readers who contacted me asked me what books I had been reading and I said what they were and they were perturbed by the authors of several of them and asked me to do a blog on them. I do not wish to name the books as I do not want to slag off anyone, I merely voice how I feel, and as I have said so many times, read it, throw it out or juggle with it, throw it back to me. I can be up the gum tree too. I try to present angles and perspectives and leave the choice to you. So if the November blog seems out of what's going on I am merely replying to requests. Thanks for your understanding.

By the time you read this the Cern Hadron Collider or large particle track accelerator will have been hopefully after hick ups switched on. Some scientists according to Jonathan Cainer are wondering if it might tweak time in some way. Well the reductionists see it as an isolated experiment and the systems guys see it as not a non local event but as a whole integrated system Cosmos wise. Some scientists ignore minute fluctuations called perturbations [see monarch butterfly effect] others see it as an effect felt Universally as the electron in multi location, a stimulus to one electron is simultaneously effected universally, so in some small way or large or whatever, we may find a change in energetic flow, maybe the ushering in of the 2012 breakthrough?

When the atom was smashed it showed the involvement and inclusiveness of everything, no outsiders and co authorship, that everything is in an information exchange that is mutual for the whole and its well being, and that so called material solids were not so solid and appeared to be fluid and malleable. This should and is gradually percolating down to mass levels, the ambiguity and erroneous belief that materialism is the answer to every problem and hoarding; power mongering is a dream of ignorance and selfish acquisition. That like the body rots and decays with age and is in itself not self fulfilling. It has smashed the mind set of hard concrete immovability. What might the Cern Collider do? Watch this space. It takes 40 to 60 years for a new paradigm to creep into the mass paradigm of the mind set predominant at present. The very unrest of our world today shows that the new paradigm is pushing into spaces to oust the old outworn patterns of today. Like the seeds that push aside large stones by silent passive pressure, the will to experience new life, to be present in life and reach its destiny and fulfilment is a most powerful force indeed. Like water in concrete that freezes and cracks the structure and so on.

Returning to freewill the phenomena known as the Akashvic Records where everything ever done said or thought is said to be in memory and some are said to be able to tap into this and read the past. Akash is the Sanskrit word for sky and vic records. In a previous blog I mentioned the plastic cover and insert carbon paper which you write and scribble on and then by pulling out the carbon paper sheet glued to stiffer cardboard it would erase the writing from the plastic, however the faint imprint was left in the carbon, after a while one had to replace the carbon paper. In the early days of forensics one looked in paper and documents for indented writing under top sheets. It is also said that in the field level of particles, all data may be stored and that a juxtaposition of these facets organise themselves into a workable and comprehensive composite self organising form, something like a bank of graphics and designs and new or hybrid forms come from the library, not exactly from chaos. Homeopathy has miasms, Steiner mentions about the soil holding impressions or deposits of detrimental elements, some psychics refer to atmospheres and so on. The latent tendencies left over either so called good or bad. The point being that these are or can be resurrected and reincarnated, part of the game, yes but until cleared and God conscious it is the ego choice and then one might say even the ego is part of the game of God awakening to Himself, and so the conundrum goes on, maybe it is the Super Koan [see blog last month].

One can then contemplate omniscience, omnipresence, omnipotence and get so wound up in the seeming contradictions, theories, opinions until a head of steam is built up, then one can go crazy, bliss out on distraction of one's predilection, bury one's head in the sand, however, the riddle, the koan of freewill or not will never go away, one is hooked and then the head of steam bursts into a Cosmic Orgasm the biggest Satori or AH AH and one is free of it all, and one is said to presumably be enlightened. In the end it is God's Dream to give us free will as an illusion that we have choice, and when we surrender that choice, the game is up. If we did not have or be given this illusion the game or dream would be a bore. So yes to the enlightened it is a dream, a game, to the unenlightened as it were, it is not and can be deadly serious or hilariously stupid. This is the great koan and when one goes beyond the logic as above and one's back sweats and we know and can never describe the knowing, the decision about free will is abundantly clear.

The easy way out of the riddle is to find a nice easy loving cult, religion and be comforted and have a logic based set of laws where questioning is out of order and one becomes a puppet and not think, just blindly follow. This will not harm oneself too much and we can justify anything under the sun in this scenario. The thin ice, the quest, the search can lead one to steep crevices and unsure ground without navigation and maps. This can provide the leap, the adventure of the pioneer, the wake up call and then the situation becomes ripe for the final collapse of a personal identity as such, and one shouts EURIKA and while others may think a crazy naked mad person, inside one is free from convention. Not the crazy drug filled freedom of a high which by continued use of a narcotic substance, which can lead to acts of terrifying destruction, no this mind is in tandem with the Cosmic Mind and lives in harmony with the order and flow of the Universal whatever.

A few years back there were the hippy jokes, one I like is ' A hippy is run over by a bus and he looks up at his friend and says "Hey man call me a doctor" the other replies" OK you're a doctor" Similarly there were the mad psychiatrists jokes. Two psychiatrists walking in opposite directions down the road and one says to the other" Good morning you're alright how am I?"

By the time you read this [I type this 10th September 2008 at 13.11 hrs] the Cern Hadron Collider particle accelerator will have been switched on and the actual bombardment or colliding will be in October. Well this is my take on it and sent to several people who were panicking and e-mails, mail shots, grave warnings and the like, and I quote from my replies" I agree with 'Jonathan Cainer that there is a benign element in this' , and my take continues. I feel when they split the atom years back they or it rent a hole in the fabric of materialism. It takes 60 years or more for this message now appearing in the mainstream that materialism has no solid base and so not worth hanging onto as the saviour. It also commensurately rent part of the collective unconscious paradigm asunder. I feel this Hadron will further rent the veil between ego [collective unconscious mind set, habits, fashion, and media hype] and reality. I feel this is meant to be and great. It will release the infrastructure deep new paradigm and climax in 2012. Not everything in science is horrendous or foreboding."

Of course the money could have been well spent elsewhere, however, in the greater scheme of things who knows. The views of opposing scientists as in other blogs are now in précis, sorry for the repeats. The classical, Newtonian, Descartes, reductionist scientist sees us outside of nature, ignores perturbations, and that consciousness is not a factor, the observer is extraneous to the experiment and just applies the technology. The technicians' supply the equipment it then is thought out and the results are merely at the particle level and no relevance to the observer accept as information and data. Humans are the top of the pile and by science we dominate and the parts are important and not so necessarily the whole. This is the Medical versus Complimentary stuff as well.

The systems and deep ecologists see the observer as part of the whole and as such consciousness is an integral link in the chain, not by any means top of the pile. At deepest level the field is seamless and so the uncertainty principle and the like, the wave particle, multi locations', possibilities, probabilities and all that and the wave collapse, are all part of this interrelating, interwoven, seamless whole. Holistic complimentary medicine versus chemicalisation and extracting nutrients, vitamins from the natural organic whole. If something is seamless then no part is more important than the rest, it merely is a cog in the wheel, and not the kingpin, in fact there are no kingpins. This does not sit well with power mongers, hoarders and so called most prominent powerful leaders, business men and stubborn ego pride scientists. The competitiveness, backstabbing in science is like children in kindergarten only far more sophisticated.[ read Professor Candice Pert's ' Molecules of Emotion ' for starters and then all other pioneering scientists' who have been pilloried and had the balls to buck the system. Boy do I know about this].

As I write the USA FDA has given permission to start irradiating spinach and other things. This annihilates and goodness in it. Of course some reductionist well paid scientist on the payroll of large industrial giants will quack up the evidence. This saves food being wasted, true, but kills its vital essence. Its no so great that food has to travel a long way and is already loosing its vitality, and so this will be eat cardboard, you will probably get more out of it. Watch the EU follow on with the same stunt.

Meditators often debunk scientists and vice versa and heaven knows I have done both. I have to say that I feel inordinately well since the switch on of the Hadron, maybe it is synchronistic. Many others have said the same, and of course there are those who are agitated by it. This came to mind. As we meditate, not cogitate, visualise, imagine, mantra, tantra, contemplate, pray, just to sit in the stillness and allow the presence to take one into choiceless awareness, then we feel we are going up, down, out, inward, outward, expanding, contracting, floating yet grounded. A nowhere but everywhere beingness. It seems to me to equate to the penetration by scientists who peer into the depths of the substance of Life. One day they will fall into God Consciousness, as will meditators, and realise that we are all the one Life and expressions of it, so in a way we are only one mind behind the many expressions of that mind, and we created the big bang, only this one is unique to our current limited mind. So really meditators and those on the spiritual path are approaching God Consciousness from opposite directions to the scientific and medical communities, to meet eventually at the Centre Point when the resolving syntheses will be the end of illusion and the reality of Universal Harmony.

Years back they rent a hole in the fabric of materialism. It takes 60yrs for this message now appearing in mainstream that materialism has no solid base and so not worth hanging onto as the savior. It also commensurately rent part of the collective unconscious paradigm asunder. I feel this Hadron will further rent the veil between ego [collective unconscious mind set, habits, fashion, and media hype] and reality. I feel this is meant to be and great. It will release the infrastructure deep new paradigm and climax in 2012. Not everything in science is horrendous or foreboding.

Following on from the above I have some follow on thoughts and they are an what if, or are they? This large financial crisis and the USA Injecting 154 Billion dollars into the market to shore it up, to me pose some interesting postulations. Where do governments find these huge amounts when seemingly broke? The USA and Britain for instance have been finding billions upon billions of pounds and dollars for wars, overseas donations and the like, far more than the gold or silver meant to back it up. Does this mean it is mere paper? If so like in the past and in Zimbabwe people took buckets of money to buy a loaf of bread. So then everything becomes artificial, a mind set, an agreement built on thin air and could crash again. This is tantamount to Maya, illusion and when we see this is a false premise that controls us we may then unsubscribe to this and link into truth. That our real source of income is provided through money by the Universal Consciousness, we may never be rich in millionaire or wealthy standards, however, our abundance comes from the synchronicity of the Universal supply. Our fear of poverty keeps us from true supply and we are controlled by the mind game of those stock market manipulators and entrepreneurs', once we see though this control ruse we are free and our health [same control game by the medical, education authorities], we then are guaranteed our needs.

The Cern Hadron switched off because of a fault; a crazy thought came into mind. Could this have smashed the mass consciousness associated with materialism as above? Maybe they realized this at a deep level? Maybe Russia withdrew her troops from Georgia because the threatening attitude of 'we don't care about another cold war, we will cut off your fuel supply'. However, if there is a financial recession which nearly occurred, there would be no money to trade, buy fuel and so on. China would be stuck with exports as the money would be unavailable, and you could see the stock markets collapsing in India, Hong Kong, Australia and the like. So was this whole market fiasco manufactured as some thought the moon debacle and 9/11, 7/9 with similar episodes? The Iraq war and maybe others. Well it does show how fragile the economic structure is and brings into question our willingness to believe and tighten our belts when there is no need to. I do not mean to go out and spend more than we have, it means to be a wise dispensing of the gift and energy of money, to know our birthright is of a divine nature, not just knowing this, feeling it and knowing it is the truth and not the mind games and control hypes, a few are, you must have your flu jab, you must get vaccinated, you must have blood pressure readings and cholesterol readings uniform through out your life, you must be a certain BMI, your getting old now, old age and uncertainty is part of the game, having a large status symbol is the sign of success. These entire can be and so and yet be free in consciousness, not forced or enmeshed in control fear. Yes Doctors, hospitals, chemicals, money management, and infirmities in age can be, the difference being having a free mind and not cajoled, inveigled, and it is not the sine qua non of living.

Yes we will undoubtedly have more wars, more border conflicts, more ravishing nature, more forcing fear tactics, more scaremongering, more quakes, storms and then we through tiredness, despair and actually reasoning that the old ways of separation, conflict and dysfunctional behaviour are debilitating, causing our own downfall, when the penny drops we will awaken. Do we always have to have drama, suffering and bloodshed? Some of us are so thick [join the club] that it takes this to break the hard shell or amour, the thick skin of obstinacy, the protective defensive shield of superstition, conditioning and programming. Yet those blessed with natural insight will see and intuit this and find means to extricate themselves from this insidious and monstrous goliath and seemingly gargantuan oligarchy. The last fiscal debacle was classic oligopoly and oligopsony. Enough said.

The New Economics Foundation says that the Human Race is using up resources of fisheries, forests and the like also producing more waste than the planet can absorb, we are overshooting nature's budget, and this has been the case since the 1980's. We are in ecological debt. The ice fields are melting and escaping Methane is in the higher atmosphere far more lethal than CO2.

Not to despair and go into spasm. This is all a wake up call and there will be those who are awakening who will see the light. There is evidence of a massive wake up and it increasing in intensity. A personal note I was awarded a PH.D in Metaphysics. It is fully authenticated and it is reinstated at the heading on energygrid. Since this will not offend scientific degree holders and my comments on physics and the like I can still make my comments and takes in a metaphysical way. Should anyone challenge this degree the University will be happy to supply details. I am not going into this social gambit 'Oh Hello what do you do for a living'? 'Where did you get your degree?' It really is saying I really don't believe you, or the one that is said to me,' You don't look like a forensic man, a scientist, an ex pro soccer player, a healer and so on, mind you being arrogant I don't mind it when they say' You do not look 70 yrs old, you only look 50 and your skin is nice and smooth' [purr and lick tongue ----you big head Freed]. It is time we stopped the social upmanship. Keeping up with the Jones and so forth. You could say why put up the degree then. Unfortunately the people I deal with at various Institutions will not deal with me and I cannot obtain relevant information or get into inner circles so I can relate this in blogs if not classified, unless I JOIN THE CLUB and have a recognized degree in whatever. It is supposed to say that one has been through a discipline and is sort of organized in some sort of rationale and logical appraisal of the data perused and commented on. I am sad that people cannot be taken as intelligent, creative and bright as any person with so called qualifications. There are those because of financial difficulties, upbringing are just as qualified through their private studies to have Life experienced degrees and they are the most highly developed, they have had to work in menial jobs, clerical, admin and so on, they are grounded, know the world, street wise, grounded and are often in touch with the world as in contrast to academics who maybe in their secluded world and not in touch with everyday living. This does not mean an assessment and it is a generality. Hey Ho and away we go. Lots and Lots of Love and Go Well. Geoff

Friday, 5 September 2008

Zen in Transformation - September 2008

WHEN ONE REVIEWS the many sites and people an emerging feeling of an awakening strikes many, although there may not be a clear understanding of what this may be or what shape it takes and so forth. It is a gut feel and is being replaced by many from the fear of the unknown. What are appearing are the clear polarities that exist as though it were a paradox, a koan?

This is great from the point of view that a koan is meant to drive one away from the logical mind to the realm of the intuitive, not to be confused with impulse, imagination, channelling, psychic phenomena, hunches or subtle mind tricks and old rehashed graphics.

It seems so long ago, a distant star in the myriad universe, that I was a Zen Buddhist lay disciple or monk to a Sensei, and a little later a pupil to a Chinese Sifu. But I feel that the koans of transformation I learned are as relevant in the world today and our environment and politics. Before this a few reflections. Just as thoughts are top surface so to speak and awareness underneath, the backdrop of the witness, then the so perceived outside world is transient, the wave on the ocean and the awareness the depths, the underneath or behind as it were, although having no spatial content [similar to sub particle stuff], having gaps, spaces, isolated, yet dynamically moving, yet awareness is seamless, whole, complete and still, with the canvas of the backdrop the witness and the thoughts the actors on stage moving and dramatic. Here is a kind of Koan. The one I was given was a classic, before I read it. "In movement there is stillness and in stillness there is movement. What is it that is still and what is it that moves."

Thoughts and objects may seem fragmented, the witness may seem to be polar opposite but when the koan is intuited they are neither. The koan had me transfixed, I went to Sensei with explanations, concoctions, clever mind plans, and then one day I was deep in contemplation, having been gripped in a fever of excitement, as if my whole life evolved and revolved around this koan [it has to be in resonance with you and he gave it to me as I literally was throwing someone in seoinage {shoulder throw} and I gasped and dropped the guy to the floor unceremoniously, [he was not hurt] and it consumed me for weeks. Then as I was crossing the passage way from bedroom to bathroom, a flash of knowing hit me like an express train at a crossing. I rushed out the house with pyjama top and jeans and got the bus and train to Sensei's house and I rushed in unannounced. Before I could utter a word he said" sit down have some tea, you will never be able to explain what it is, it is beyond description, logic and reason. You are not enlightened this is kosatori {minor enlightenment}, now your troubles really begin, for you will not see things as many others do, you will be misunderstood, never the less you will in yourself know the truth of what is". This is true and suffices as today.

The complexities of today's living is a koan of hard reflection and borders on a seemingly solid foundation, and yet as the new physicists' have found, beyond words and what is seemingly solid is only made solid by our minds grasping this as a reality. When our minds finally accept all is in the mind and beyond, then our grasp on the solidity of this world, the materialistic element will melt asunder.

The still depths of the ocean, the field, is analogous to the awareness, the ebb and flow of the waves, the going and returning of the illusion of the waves being seeming reality. They are the surface of Life. The stillness and movement are part of the whole. They are the interplay of duality. The middle way is neither. Sounds arise from the stillness, they fall back to stillness, each to their own and yet as one. Searching for a beginning and end is pointless, for there has never been a beginning or end, just the eternal cycle of birth, death, each begetting the other. This is the flow, cease looking for ends, beginnings, reasons, explanations and the truth will dawn. Freedom will be attained and joy will be. The still mind is still, thoughts ripple over it. We can see from the impasse of medical, political madness, crazy logic, nanny states, power structures that reasons and ends beginnings are a paradox, a koan.

The Still Pond
A ripple, a wave, Life
Life, death, the still pond
What is Life and Death?
Life has no opposites
Only birth and death are opposites
Is this Eternity?

Maybe eternity is the constant interplay between Yin and Yang. The perpetual motion about an axis, a centre of gravity, the midpoint in the see saw, perhaps this midpoint is infinity and from this formless void, it becomes the womb of creation, and yet remains empty of content and substance in Itself. It is the fount of Creation, neither Yin nor Yang and yet their origin. The ego struggles with these concepts because they are not logical and have no clear boundaries {sub particle analogies again} and are not understood and can only be a mind game of recognition or imagination unless intuited and experienced in deep with an ah ha factor. A kind of liberation and exaltation in its realisation.

Materialism drags one from deep inner peace and depths although through acquisition it might bring temporary satisfaction, leaving one to desire more, and feel empty when deprived of it. The next shot, hit, dose, the drugs, toxins. The market for narcotics is ripe and rife. The credit crunch may bring with it the withdrawal symptoms. It could be an awakening. The crunch of tightening up to the land of plenty, a koan in itself. Having withdrawal symptoms may reveal where we had placed our false faith. Interesting enough now the East is adopting more materialism the addiction is becoming evident too. The hunger and thirst for more. More cars, houses, TV, Hi Fi , computers, modern technology and so forth, dragging one away from spiritual, not religious and contact to the Earth Mother, bringing in more flesh parlours, vice dens adopting global marketing economies with its rape and pillage of the natural environment. AND YET, the very crest of the wave, the very crest of Yang, the fullness of one, by the flow of Cosmic Law turns about Itself to bring in the opposite, as the seasons melt into each other so it will be when the seemingly crazy world affairs turn around and take us once again to the next beautiful step in evolution. Can we see or intuit the Koan of Transformation which our present climate offers us. What a glorious time to be living and as the worlds conundrum confronts us, realise it is the living Zen of Transformation.

To examine a subject of another facet of life in the physical body. I call it the morph or empathy. Some people I know are morphs or empaths. They are able to live on contact with another or a film, plays, experience from book, and so forth as though they were that. So much so they become that experience, that person. Some do healing through this, others make fine actors, some detectives solve cases through this process, some healers, and therapists do this. The trick is to know you are morphing and not become obsessed with it, to be the witness and yet go through the almost reality of it oneself. There is a possibility of getting possessed by the process and so losing oneself and become a split personality or have sub personalities. When on my travels to various centres, workshops and psychotherapy, counselling work, I have people tell me they genuinely love this planet, and yet feel they are aliens as it were, and morph things, people, animals and so forth to experience the variety of life experiences not afforded to them in their own planet or realm. I felt like this for many years and I have been many years with teachers as above and in the course of my therapy and counselling training got put through the mill of analysis and such like and of course scientific training, pro soccer and the like, the forensic scene and its attendant so called horror, and yet I still feel that I am an empath to certain extent. The Tibetan tongal {see other blog} is a good technique to protect one from becoming the absorption}, some visualisation and imagery exercises are useful.

Morphs have this ability to be like a sponge. They can alter their own frequencies to absorb or align, resonate with that part of the morphee (that which one is morphing) similar to telepathy, but with the experience of not just knowing but feeling and in some cases living out in a different way to a morphee, and almost produce a movie or fantasy about this. Sometimes it works out the same way as the morphee. I can do this with some people or things. Not so much now, as I seem to be more interested in enlightenment than morphing. I did have a few instances when I knew what certain famous people and people in trains would do next or say, and I felt like them. Some do it in sleep and others in the awake state. There is a warning to not become obsessed or possessed. This is akin to the psychic sponge. Sitting next to a stranger and feeling drained, anxious or the opposite. Feeling atmospheres in places and the like. Today so many people are high through so called recreational drugs, that their auric energies, their ego stuff surfaces rapidly and furiously, sensually, erotically, violently, madly, that morphs have to be very aware and cautious. Morphs may find that are still within themselves, before the occurrence, that the fullness of the other is attracted to the emptier state of the other. Just as a battery flows from higher potential to lower, as weather fronts flow to opposite pressures. It is at the exact point in that empty state of observing that the morphee's energy is attracted to the morph and the witness can lose its empty propensity and become latched, docked into the morphee, the ship has docked. This exact point of transference is the point where an experienced morph holds back their complete surrender and a remnant of the morphs 'observer ship' is retained.

Onto another aspect of this age. In my 1967 writings I came to this point of those who lived and created centres and those who lived a life in the wider community. Just recently I had a conversation with a person who has centre abroad and they said that she was pure and not contaminated by worldly affairs: she did not read newspapers, had no TV, and did not go to doctors, and she felt that we should all strive to become like her. Some wealthy world guru's, workshop leaders give this impression too. Each to their own. Dear Eileen Caddy said to me "Some are like flowers and some are like bees". I see this as the fishers of people in the sea and those at home. My writings went onto say that there would become a time when mayhem would reign, taxes, floods, disease, weather and natural disasters, this would be the end of an era, it would be a sharp reminder to awaken. There would be fall out zones [not radiation but disaster areas], those who lived in the world, understood the world problems would be able to assist in the awakening to the fallout people. Some could then go onto being world servers, perhaps locally, some globally and some would find their way to form or join centres.

I like to read teletext, get involved in what is going on in the world and I feel I can glean information without being contaminated with it. I suppose some mud sticks, although I have some very perceptive friends who will sense this and share their findings with me. This is me. I like to watch all sport on TV, I like some musical and comedy talent shows, and I like science fiction. Some well known teachers I know who I regard as sufficiently aware are into this as well. I also appreciate the people in centres do Stirling work and we have to have a cross section of servers from the famous book writers and world teachers, the workshop leaders in small church halls, the spiritualist churches, mediums, healers, teacup readers, shamans we all have a part to play. The trick is not to be addicted and move on. The moving hand having writ, writes on.

The world koan, the multinationals and the greens, the medicals and the complimentary, the poverty and hugely wealthy, the raping of the world and the conservationists, the fanatics and the non-fanatics, the greedy and the sufficient. The list is endless. Applying the example we can say yes we can find explanations, such as green the world, share wealth, nature has the cure for everything. Yes and these maybe answers or even solutions. Yet until we wrestle with this, get frustrated and amazed at the leaders of our world and so on, it is not until both sides disappear into the AH HA of the quiet non aligned mind, and we experience the deep inner peace and joy of the Ko satori as above, that we have an extraordinary energy to be the midpoint in the koan, so to speak and then act out from that. Who knows what may occur from there or how we shall act.

Perhaps as self growth work, spiritual quests go a koan for that could be. As I am enlightened and so is everyone else, why do I seek enlightenment? Is this another mere illusion? If I do not seek what am I? Do I drift aimlessly in the ocean of transmigration? Yet to seek it is pointless for this is who we are, and yet not to seek we may never attain. What is attainment if we are already there? Where is there?
In some spiritual writings it refers to the redemption of matter. I see this in a few ways. At sub atomic levels matter is not solid, you know this scenario by now, if not an easy read is The Tao of Physics by Fritjof Capra, so in this respect matter is redeemed from solidity to whatever it is when not solid. In a spiritual sense when one comprehends in depth, not through reason and logic, that the entire universe dissolves and rebuilds itself in never ending creativity, then the realisation is that matter redeems itself to its non solid form or spiritual propensity. One may say that the universe's purpose may be to take matter to spirit, or raising all matter to consciousness. I have stated in many previous blogs that the Universe created Itself from Itself in order to experience Itself. My teachers told me many times about the Zen or Chan saying' The spirit of Eternal Loneliness, and that is why the Universe created Itself in order to know Itself and so experience a companionship in Its Creation.'. Is this not a koan in itself? Of course then begs the question who is God? Who is this Creator? How did the creator if there is one come into creation? Who created God, and if there is a creator of God who created that?

I do not have any answers to the last few sentences in the last paragraph. It is a Koan and when one suddenly has a deep profound AH HA, and as the old Zen states, your back sweats, your mind dissolves and then you know. Can it be explained? For me I feel it outside of words, a cop-out one might say, my reply, when this happens to you, you will know. It is a direct knowing, life changing in a very deep and comprehensive way. Life is never the quite the same. Yes this has happened to me as in Ko satori, yet this does not mean enlightenment in the literal sense. Some people who have come through major tragedies, illness and disease, breakdowns and deep trauma, have deep awakenings, they too can be koans in some sort of way. To know your enlightened is to still be in the realms of knowing and is a false enlightenment. Those who perceive others as enlightened are projecting their own imaginings as transference. Perhaps the financial, climate, energy, obesity, alcohol, knife, gun, and relationship breakdowns of law, people countries and the like will turn on the light of understanding and then beauty, true love and harmony will be restored. When the world koan is resolved by the mass population or a majority of the mass [see 100 hundred monkey or critical mass] then the so perceived world mind set, which seems so rigid and concrete will shatter and hey presto we will have the new paradigm in place. What is the new paradigm like? There will be no blueprints for we are an organic process and like the Universe linked to the DO [the way of the Cosmos, the Tao] and so we evolve through the deep contact and relationship with It. Each a link in the Cosmic Chain.

When will this happen? In Buddhism there are many sects. These you can research, however in Zen and Chan [Chinese] there is the sudden school and the gradual school. Some get the Koan 'understanding of no understanding' suddenly through the Masters pressure [the master in our study is the disasters that befall us personally through our relationships or through world events, health and so on] or the gradual school which tends to chip away. It's like being thrown into the pool in order to learn to swim, or starting off in shallows and water wings. To me it seems that it is a mathematical equation 'the density and thickness of the mind is proportional and in relationship to the sudden or gradual awakening'. I am sure a mathematical equation could be formulated and then we could really get stuck in the mire! For me I sometimes need a drama to awaken me, and yet at times it is sudden. If in a monastery one can be in a sudden or gradual school, if in everyday life as it were, both may apply due to the variety of life and intensity of pressure.

There is a lot of chat about the crop circle that indicates a particular alignment and it will be significant if this alignment brings a notable event. I can foreword you this by e-mail. Masuru Emoto put a water flask as per his technique on a crop circle photograph and the resulting crystal turned out like a UFO. Was it thought transference many asked? I feel it was in the collective and yet partially true. August 1st 2008 and the 16th 2008 presented us with the two eclipses of sun and moon, then the 8th 2008 with a presumed numerological huge energy impact. Well we can build these things up in our minds, we can collectively ramp it up, however there is evidence, see my last blog regarding the up step of energies, and after all if we study the Bose-Einstein condensate [I shall go into that at a later date, maybe November] and particularly the book by Danah Zohar 'The Quantum Self' and Fritzof Capra 'The Web of Life, A new synthesis of mind and matter' which I read some years back when studying atoms and particles that these phenomena can be created and also as we are a complete system, totally shared. I shall give as usual my own take on this condensate.

As I type this in [Aug1st 2008] water has been found and confirmed on Mars. What will this mean for the future? More about this in later blogs. Craig Covault from the Aviation and Space Technology has said that NASA has informed the White House and the Bush Administration about the 'potential for Life' on Mars. Scroll back to my UFO article and you may get some clues as to where this in years to come may lead us. The water has traces of perchlorate which is one of the main constituents of rocket fuel. Either it leaked from the craft or it is natural to the planet. Some say it is from another space era of a previous habituation.

The press are at it again on August 5th 2008, teletext ITV announced sitting in the sun and be careful is good for one and that injections of vitamin C have been found to shrink cancerous tumours. Broccoli also found to help prostate cancers. What about the denials from the medics and big pharma regarding this? Now fluoride is raising its head, with forty years of research ignored just because it is a quick fix and saves money. A quote by a famous scientist 'what good is a having a set of white perfect dentures if you die early of thyroid or bone cancer'. By the way too much fluoride also causes mottling of the teeth. Some crazy doctors want to give flu shots to children. The real problem is tackling preservatives, pesticides, artificial and processed sugars, GM grains, hormones and additives to the food and a chemical cocktail in our water supply. Chlorine is harmful enough along with the heavy metals, add hydrogen fluoride as well and then you have YUK YUK YUK. The food industry, the pharma and petroleum, the weapons and greedy landowners need to reform and see the light. The quest for power and prestige inflames the ego and dims the responsibility towards a shared world and its beauty and pristine loveliness, when this is realised we see it in others and ourselves.

Once again the Perceid meteor showers of August returned around about the 9th to 19th. They originate apparently from the Perseus region which is near the northern hemisphere of Andromeda and Auriga. Perseus was the son of Zeus and Danae who slew Medusa and rescued Andromeda. Some web sites put great store on these astronomical events. My take on this as with all astro phenomena and numerological happenings is that we are an interconnected, interrelated, sequencing system and as in other sciences such as the butterfly [see earlier monarch butterfly trigger, blog] and an energetic input is accrued. The interpretation is open for debate and what ever resonates with the individual is true for them. Danae visited Perseus in a golden shower whilst being incarcerated; maybe there is a connection here with the meteorites and also all seven of our planets are in the skies at present with a new moon [blue moon] at the end of August 2008, the 30th, and the new eclipsed moon of the 16th. It is said to make wishes then, certainly a very intense energetic time. The planet and we will respond in transforming symptoms as per individual make up and disposition. Some additional information the Perseids are thought to originate from the parent comet Swift-Tuttle which is due to return in 2016 and very, very close to Earth, since I will or would have been 78 yrs young I may or not witness it from this body, maybe if not in this body I will ride on the comets tail!

Well the Olympics have come and gone the crazies are trying to deny British success and make it a European Team next time, I bet the maniacal ones who want a uniformity and rob our individuality as organic and free beings to evolve without constraint will push and our nanny government to capitulate in order to prostitute itself for money regarding the 2012 games in the UK. Watch this space.

I had a meeting with some elderly GP's and we discussed many of the ideas in my blogs, which several had read. They reminded me that blood pressure used to be 100 plus your age. My Doctors view no matter what your age you must be somewhere between 125/75/60 and top limit 140/80/67. No matter what body size, ethnic group, no weather related sensitivity and so on. Check out www.globalbioweather.com . I am in touch with them about their flippancy towards moon sensitivity as it is the most important and the extraordinary input of energy[electron volts, see other blogs] apparent as we move to alignment with the central milky way Mass [Central Sun] and their ignoring of the C24 50% increase of the sun cycle. However their site is very very good and you can get a reading daily and see how it relates to you. I found it about 40% accurate for me and the rest I know are the transforming energies. Give it a try. Some European Doctors have a similar bio forecast linked into their clinics, dentists too. They tend to issue fewer pills and trust the patient's needs and feelings. Someone who really listens. When reading this blog if not HMTL format check out menu in left panel. Click on Destiny and there you will see four video's by Project Camelot and one large one all on the remarkable David Wilcockl. If the large one confounds you view the four underneath. Then if you want more and not so racy and mind boggling click on Aliens and view Robert Dean and his Wife a two part view. I endorse all that is said, and I am glad as it freed me up from knowing this and researched and witnessed some of it, as I was scared of being incarcerated because of its sensitive nature and the position of the work situation I was in. I was threatened with being crazy and be put away. Many dear friends will vouch I told them in strictest confidence, which none of them breached, these things in the early70's.

The 'Alpha Aurigrids' meteor shower is upon about 31st August they lie in the shadow somewhat of the Perseids. Thank you for your support and reading such a long diatribe. Lots of Love. Geoff

Tuesday, 5 August 2008

The Crux and Knub - August 2008

A LITTLE BIT OF HISTORY and retrospect. When the ancient Greeks and so forth started to delve into matter there seemed an anomaly, some thought of solids, some felt there were influences beyond and so forth. Then Descartes came along and we began a new era. Newton then takes us too many classic science models. The solid lumps that are moved by gravitational forces and the jiggling of the bits and so forth. God put the bits into formation and that was that. Neat and together and in solids and mechanistic view it still holds up well. The world and us are machines, logical and treat the part and not the cause and all is well. Our minds have very little to do with it. We are divorced from nature and we are a divine creature with no interaction with nature other than to feed us and so forth. In some models we are not divine, nor is there a God, we are merely a product of a accident and over the years we became through trial and error, survival of the species and fittest, through evolution, a system of built up of reflexes and neural pathways and as such we are the top of the tree and all is subject to our whims and fancies.

In the above everything has to be proven, mathematically and now digitally correct, logic and reason the only law and chemicalisation a substitute for the natural world. Concrete and steel for nature [see the mammoth structures in Dubai]. This is a world of power attainment, the big aggressive car, the ostentatious house and possessions, a signature of 'I have made it'. Translating this to the youth on street corners, 'Street Cred'. To be a gang leader, to prove that you are the 'man'. Akin to this are the multinationals, the hyper and supermarkets, all huge and full of the commodities, tempting the shopper to buy and overbuy, the marketing and so forth, bringing to the purchaser a feeling of the 'good feel factor', a kind of drug, an addiction to more is good and comfortable. The latest hi-fi. TV, mobile phone, umpteen gadgets, all inflating the ego, the mark of prosperity, to build up one's own image to the super star we all may wish to be. This is a take, take and throw away society.

We now come to the oil and house mortgages fiasco. The USA has four million unsold houses, thousands of houses repossessed, people now renting and greedy landlords cashing in on the dilemma. The crash and the oil prices per barrel going up from $10.00 a few years back to $135.00, plus a shortage of supply to boot. This of course has a knock on effect to energy prices, food and all else.

Watching any questions on TV [29-05-08. BBC 1], it was fascinating. The labour MP was for more oil production from OPEC and new North Sea Platforms and Nuclear Power Stations, an economist felt that the pinch would force people to change their life styles [she didn't mention the rich who will cope or more than cope], the green view after stating people in rural areas have schools miles away, no local shops and supermarkets stuck 15 miles away on some motorway, so the car was needed. She then said why not grow locally? Why not have the local small shop back, the old corner shop? Why close down local post offices that could also be the corner shop? The audience were all for it. The MP'S blanched looked uncomfortable. The reason why they looked haemorrhoidal was it was against any of their policies. The public baying reduces fuel tax and by so doing out goes the green policies and targets. Already thieves have been breaking into cars to siphon off petrol, and as money gets short identity fraud, mugging, ATM tampering is on the increase.

It takes on the average forty or so years for a paradigm shift to reach the masses. Our doctors still stuck in statins and jabs, blood pressure for all ages 125/75/60 and so forth, not accounting for weather, season, time of the day, bladder full or empty, cuff inflation and so forth, the machine approach. One diet for all, one body mass index for all [see previous blog]. The car, the business, the house, the erroneous assumption there is an endless supply of everything and life is eternal in the body and running away from death. Many scientists stuck in making weapons and destructive organisms to maim, cripple and control. This supporting the power hungry nations to become the top dog [sorry dogs].

Now I feel we come to the crux and nub. The splitting of the atom, be it as it may, in the bomb has done something else. It split materialism into shards and showed a few scientists the interaction of the mind with the infrastructure of nature. "The great extension of our experience in recent years has brought to light the insufficeny of our simple mechanical conceptions and, as consequence, has shaken the foundation on which the customary interpretation of observation was based". Niels Bohr. Suddenly it was seen we complete the realm of nature. The act of observation takes away the randomness or seemingly chaotic sub particle realm, we are part of it, and there is randomness until we interact by observation to it.

When this filters down into the mass mind, and it is seeping into it now and we are on the verge of the paradigm shift as more minds see the connection and interdependence of all things, then the sense of responsibility and respect will dawn. The sense of I am responsible for my world, the world at large and, I am part of a world family, I feel this in my heart, my total being, and then we will not be held in prison by religion, politics, and acquisition or power games. The splitting of the atom was the shattering of the power game. Suddenly matter was empty of solidness; the thick ice became thin and is getting thinner. The first reaction of the separated mind as in the mechanistic model is panic, fear of drowning, death, loss of status, power, authority. The realisation that emptiness is not daunting, boring, morbid or stultifying brings in a kind of bliss, a kind of deep connection and knowing, a feeling belonging to the all and all.

Those who do not feel the above will know in a deep level, probably at the collective mind consciousness, that this is true, while the surface mind panics and strives to shore up its resistance to this change in the fundamental values. It then turns to distraction, denial and hoarding. To build superstructures of mammoth, gigantic forms, not only of inflated ego's but physical structures. Massive bridges, buildings, vehicles, bank accounts, corporate business with many subsidiary firms all havens for tax dodging, environmental rape and robbing ethnic people of their homeland and heritage. Banks of lawyers employed to find ways around the laws, bribery, corruption and even killing.

The general public are seeing DVD's like Zeit Geist, What the Bleep, 11th. Hour, some new physics scientists speaking out at last. New ideas of a great deep nature coming out, one of which I will mention. [I have mentioned Chrono Biology and many in previous blogs]. This one is named Epi Genetic Control. The mechanistic view was DNA, then RNA to form proteins and the like, it is heredity, a hand me down and we are stuck with it. Unfortunately an old acquaintance of mine Francis Crick founded this view, although his greatness with Watson should not be overlooked, for his time, as with Newton was and is a vital and important step into the right direction, and still applies in some instances.

Epi Genetic Control [EGC] says that the mind through various techniques like visualisation, meditation, various forms of Yoga, Qi Gong, Tai Chi, life style change, alters the chemicals in the body[see my earlier blogs on how this done]. Here again we see the mechanistic solid rules breaking down, everything is alterable by observation, intention and the deep so called fixed genetic hand me down's broken. Another kind of shattering the solid mass, the shattering of the fused solid atomic particle, or so it was perceived to be.

Dr Bruce Lipton feels this is gradually filtering into the medical profession. He resigned from teaching the old DNA paradigm to his students and is pursuing this in his own way. Dr Mercola and others are following. Of course in the early 60's many of us were healing, doing imagery work. Why did we not get the results of the potential it promised? The Eastern philosophies and practices knew this many, many years ago. I feel the reason was that the old paradigm was so entrenched in the collective unconscious, which undergirds the paradigm, that the ability to feel and believe, not by knowing, but by feeling, was sparse, so that a few random 'miracles' of change were known. Now the 'mind over matter' is gradually coming to the fore, we shall expect to see more of these wonderful turn a rounds occurring.[spontaneous remissions as the medics fondly call it].

The fact that incrementally the new paradigm is breaking down, encroaching, stealthily, creeping in, it is applying silent deep pressure to the resistant dam of the mechanistic domain. I can feel this in me, the pressure of letting go of the old way, a realisation through a big increase fuel bill [gave up car and driving 3 years ago], food prices, rent increase and so forth, having to cut my cloth to suit, and the beautiful realm I have experienced when I touch the deep empty pristine consciousness, sends me into a polarity mode, and I can feel the pull of the old and the loveliness of the new.[actually is not new, it is that which is Eternal and has been covered by my own conditioning]. I feel this in others knowing we will all have to embrace the way of Tao, God, Buddha, Christ, Allah, or whatever this consciousness is referred too. I feel the pull in the MP's, they know it is crunch time. Some one some time, someday, will have to confront the Moguls of industry, the flouters of the law of nature. Someone will have to have the courage to do it. That someone is us. 'We are the people we are waiting for'. Breaking news as I write this is that a British MP decided to resign and get elected again if possible on a belief he holds dear and to challenge the Prime Minister. He can lose his job and not be in the cabinet or shadow cabinet, rightly or wrongly he had the guts to swim against the tide, and be true to himself.

Other news is that UFO's were seen in Wales and have been for years; this incident was prolific and involved a police helicopter. Sources I trust and in the know have confirmed this as a 'distinct and important incident'. I feel as the global warming and increased vibratory rate continues, we will see more of this. We are converging to the frequencies our ET friends are used too, so they will be more comfortable in our atmosphere. ET feel a darkness and heaviness and shattering by our thoughts and atmosphere. These are NOT psychic beings but able bodied limbed beings of an amiable nature, although they DO NOT comprehend or understand our emotional hysteria, and so may seem cold and distant, however, they are companionate without emotional demonstrative expression. I repeat they will not help our world or peoples UNTIL we learn to help ourselves. Until we are true custodians of our beautiful Earth.

Noctilucent[night shining clouds] found normally at the poles are now at 40 degrees north and in increasing frequency, could be down to global changes in the atmosphere. The proper name for these clouds is mesospheric clouds [PMCs]. Aeronomy [the study of the upper atmosphere, especially of regions of ionised gas]. In this case the aeronomy of ice through iridescent clouds in the mesosphere. They are now being seen at lower altitudes. I would say a kind of refraction through ice forming like crystals and prisms; one can see various beautiful rainbows that are inverted U shapes and so on through sunlight through ice crystals in the sky. One of the many reasons to keep our skies clear and unpolluted, the beauty of these phenomena is astounding. Maybe our UFO friends come to admire our beauty that could disappear. My gut feeling is that we will wake up en masse when the going gets tough and reaches a peak of so much crud that a clean sweep will follow. When the money trail eventually exhausts itself, when the general population have their freedom impudently curtailed, when the green land and nature is on the brink of annihilation, then we will wake up. When the seeming government says we will provide you with all the care and so on, lulling us into a super EU Nanny state and sneakily bringing in draconian laws to dope us into sublime surrender to the so called affable state then we awaken.

Take cheer in the infrastructure there are those who are already awake and awakening and they are putting down roots and preparing for the devastation that MAY come about. They are laying low at present because the tender shoots are fallible to the rough foot of oppression. The change will definitely come and it will be exponential, incremental and proportional to the rate of awakening. It will gather pace as the snowball garners its feast of snow in its momentum. In the darkest moments the light is given the chance to shine and all is very, very well indeed.

You who read this and similar blogs are those that are awake or like myself arousing out of the slumber and sluggishness of mental stupor, mainly brought about through the stifling brain washing and media onslaught and governmental propaganda. I have heard that some blogs are being removed that are similar to this as it is claimed that it can stir people to riot and be terrorists. The truth is I am referring to a revolution of awakening minds. I abhor violence and acts of bloody terrorism and cannot emphasise that violence is not the answer. Wise incite, thoughtful contemplation, deep imagery and meditation and most of all opening oneself up to the incoming energies of transformation.

Could it be that the power mongers, the greedy, the large business conglomerates, the corrupt government and more like those behind the thrones of power are worried about free thinkers and so try to wipe out perceived threats to their hedonistic empires? Could it be the power infrastructures are creaking under the weight of their own fallacious policies and dictates? Could it be they feel the winds of change and their own stench is flowing back to them? Are they feeling the putrid smell of the rotting carcass of the old outworn egocentric power modes and will someday bury the corpse of the old mentality for good. I think it will happen and sooner than we may think. Have a look at the present condition in Zimbabwe, it epitomises one individuals lust for power and the extent he will go to keep it. Think of other more powerful group leaders, the executives of the large multinationals, the ministers of government who pay lip service to dying people and will not act unless there is oil or minerals to be had. These will be phased out soon, not by violence, please god no. They will soften their hearts as they see their own children get sick and drug infested at the very laws and products meant to be their saviours.

So we accept the end of an era, in its prime it was right and correct for its age in the great scheme of evolution. Now it is time to give way gracefully, share power, share the wonderful new ways coming in, enjoy the pleasure of giving and celebrating in others joy. To feel the wealth of nature and its healing abilities, to let others have their natural remedies', to let us choose the health care we know best suits us. To educate our children in natural law and conservation. To reach out with benevolence to those unlike ourselves. To restore the forests and once again walk the path that nature created for us through the magnificence of the creator. To once again walk unafraid, seeing every child as our child, every person as a member of a vast extended family, and every being in the world of nature as our cousins and there for our ultimate well being.

Someone asked me a question. "NASA has said we are in a solar flare quiet time and that C24 has not started [see blogs] and so how it is that global and planetary warming is carrying on? After all you keep banging on about it." Sometime back in a blog I quoted an article from the Daily Telegraph July 5th 1995 Science editor: "American and Japanese scientists have measured huge energies and are startled, they normally measure cosmic rays in millions of electron volts, over the last two years they have measured rays to the power of 320 billion, billion electron volts." To quote the article, "Something out there — no one knows what — is hurling high energy particles around the UNIVERSE, in this case the most energetic ever observed by scientists — not even the power released by the most violent exploding stars could account for them. Indeed conventional theory says such particles should not exist." There are gamma rays [GRB's], Galactic Cosmic Rays [GCR'S], which I feel come from the Central Sun and beyond[see January 2008 blog and add these ingredients to it]. What the sun is not doing the Central Sun is and it is no coincidence that the global warming is appearing as we travel towards this source.

On December12th 2006 an alert by NASA Space Radiation Analysis Group [SRAG] alerted astronauts at the ISS and shuttle Discovery about a huge solar flare. They had to take cover and there was no procedure to do this. This occurred at 02.00 hours that morning. I have the full log by astronaut Wayne Hale. E-mail me if you wish for the attachment. It has also been found that the Earth's inner liquid which has a function of producing magnetic fields is revolving faster and less viscose could be caused by galactic cosmic rays, gamma rays which also have an affect on the weather patterns, volcanoes, and earthquakes. This is confirmed by various scientists. Again there seems to be an increase in the intensity and barrage from the Cosmos. I suggest this cyclic pattern from the journey around and to the alignment with the Central Sun. This would also explain that our sun and the cosmic influences are mutual and the one common factor to the entire planetary solar system getting warming too. Again no mention what is might do to us. After all if the astronauts went scampering for cover, true a lot is absorbed by our ionosphere etc., never-the –less it seems to have effects on our weather and the like, might it not be the ascension, transforming and so forth spoken about in all my blogs?

August 1st 2008 is a new moon and is indicated as a full eclipse of the sun at new moon, August 30th 2008 is a partial eclipse or annular eclipse of the sun at the full moon, August 8th 2008 is purported to be a extremely powerful energy influx. Many folk have contacted me to say their transformation symptoms are very intense and extreme, me too. The Modula area especially with head pressure [crown and third eye]. Please have medical check if in any doubt. The energies now are acting very strongly to squeeze out non conducive patterns and alignments to the new world era vision.

According to several sites there are after Earth events proceeding eclipses and there is a list which you can get from me by e-mailing and I will do an attachment. These are in the region of 14 days approximately. Lots of Love. Geoff