THIS IS A CONTINUING SAGA. Since the last article and my removal of my diplomas that are not relevant to whom I am and am only the content of my knowledge, I have messages from many relating to this. The present line of shift is that a feeling of dates such as 2012, 2036, 2075 planetary alignments and bodily sensations and so forth maybe in a way a false trail and yet paradoxically not. In 1967 when I had this revelation and subsequently many in workshops and latterly on the internet, an agreement, a kind of group energy, seemed the appropriate expression of many and myself. However, the moving finger having writ, writes on.
The collective content of me, which I term the ego, held together by fear and superiority, which needs to justify itself and build defence/ offence mechanisms, which in its modus operand can breed wars, separation and isolation, loneliness and barriers to accessing the real self. In this respect then the 1967 inspired writings are no longer needed, nor dates, nor planetary line ups. In the dual world of polarities we live in we need a raft at times, however, when reaching the other shore, which is not content, the furniture of the room as it were, but the space in which this is witnessed, the silent viewer, space being analogous to awareness, the room being the setting in this reality. I needed this raft, it also gave me the picture and the ideas with images to egoically cling onto life as I cognised it then, and was not ready to make the leap into what appeared to be a void of nothingness (which I might add that my Teachers urged me to do), which is experienced more as inner peace and joy, not a cop out, a distraction from what is. On the contrary the ' is ' is more vivid, more alive, it is seen as it is because there is less of 'background' buzz or pop up blocker which analyses, criticises and which in turn distorts the 'is' into a creation of my own programming.
In retrospect the 1967 writings and subsequent meanderings contained the message, a deep infrastructure emergence, that an AWAKENING was imminent, that was clear to me, it seemed that this had to unfurl, and the way it was and is that a gradual breakdown of the paradigms, the way of Living, needed to change, maybe technology, fast foods, travel, the internet, the migrations, wars and conflicts, were and are signs of a breakdown, a meltdown, and this means radical change in the way we live, it is obvious that the way we are now is not working, we need radical shifts in consciousness. Young people I speak to tell me the old boundaries are inadequate and the new ones punitive, so where are the solutions? I feel they are in a change from content, the rules, disciplines laid down outside in law, prisons, senior figures being corrupt and multinationals raping the Earth for profit, only give a picture of doom and gloom. There is an internal inner space where a joy and altruistic love can be found, compassion, lightness which is satisfying and does not seek gratification and self esteem in obtaining MORE, acquisition, greed, lust and power. Acquiring objects to live through until the novelty wears off, things that rust and decay (even our bodies) desperately trying to keep them young, a new object with more gadgets, to give a sense of 'being' and yet a loneliness in a deep knowing this is only temporary and I have to work hard, get more money to feed the addiction of acquiring, becoming more in possessions, less in being.
The 1967 experience with the monks at Samye Ling exposed me to Tibetan culture as in subsequent years (scroll back) having had Japanese and Chinese teachers. The Tibetans say that their invasion broke open the can so that the cultures can infiltrate and mix with other migratory cultures, the melting pot, this takes in 'form reality' time, which is the product of form, time is measured in a sense to the rate of decay or death, or against something faster or slower or stationary. The witness to time is timelessness, an internal witness, empty and yet aware. The space in which time arises in the shape of form is who we are, we are the space that allows creation in the form of form to arise, live a while and sink back to the emptiness it came from, not an oblivion but a witness to creation. For Death to Be, an Eternal Witness has to Be. We live in a dual sense, the form that seems solid and belies its true nature of temporal existence and highly visible and the witness, an awareness undying unformed and Eternal and indestructible — invisible. This is the great mystery of Life, and if we let it be, not trying to analyse it, define it, register it, scientifically explain it, experience it in its pristine form, just being with it, then a magic moment arises, we can become one with it, let it be, and we can then experience its essence.
Looking at the new physicists and the work in the 'the bleep' 'rabbit hole' icons 2006' and the bio photon stuff and so forth, it seems that at the quantum vacuum there are or is activity, standing waves, fluctuations, motion. I feel there is a beyond that, yes, intensionalising the latest play word, yes it works. How do we know what we are intending is not in opposition to others intending? This could cause more duality, opposition and conflict. This is another reason to leave out my qualifications all this information is now on the internet, I can just refer to the website and then this leaves my 'head' as it were in peace.
The most insidious aspect in the separated mind is to win power by putting someone else down. I went into blame in another article. In the realm of politics, put downs are common, winning points on some poll. Scientists regularly put down, without proof, or investigation something that is not seemingly credible. Many of the new physics 'proponents' were thrown out of their jobs, ridiculed because they broke new ground, seemingly a threat to their colleagues, and I have met some 'stuck' scientists who confessed in private they agreed but were afraid to 'come out' . During my 45 years of workshops, lectures, client therapy. I have been saint, saviour, evil personified, a quack, vilified, that's OK, so now where am I? I don't really know, however it feels a whole lot better than being somewhere. It is freer, less baggage to carry around. I can put the baggage into the lock up, or dump it, who knows? This space is not definable but can be experienced, and the experience is peace.
The world today is full of power struggles, a poll of young people thought that being a celebrity is fantastic, the X Factor APPEAL many celebrities felt that the price of fame had its downside. Being important, recognised can be a sucker blow as the more one is recognised outside, the inside recognition of ones self can be diminished, the recipient feeds from the outside, the world of moth and decay. Today's star, yesterdays forgotten idol. The sad stories of fallen greatly admired pop stars, footballers and others who become addicted to sex, drugs and fear of anonymity. Maybe our own head programmes leave us let down, as we ignore who we are fundamentally to seek outside goals that perish and die in the course of time. The tale of a beggar who sat at the city gates, a pleasant person, and used to get many gifts, at his death a hole was dug to bury him where he begged for years, and lo and behold, there was a treasure. Maybe looking for handouts all the time in the sense of approval, with the weapons of put-downs, power games, hidden agendas, superiority, acquisition, hunger to be the top banana, I am right you are wrong, my religion, sect, cult is right the others are trash, quacks, false prophets, anything controversial is threatening, must be denounced, burnt at the stake, dunked in the witches pool, put in stocks and pilloried, maybe this has to be aired in order that we might move on, not feel threatened, listen without prejudice, allow it to be, yes listen to those who oppose and with compassion realise that the fear that is felt is built on the past which has become a habit, a programme, feels safe until threatened. If we stick to the past, evolution cannot take place, although it will come through. The man who walked in front of the first car and train with a flag, where is he now? He can be found in the put downers, yes its true some things are harmful, and what is harmful? That which binds a person to fear, pain, hurt and against natures plan for Life, that is detrimental to the survival of the race and natures species in order to gain wealth and prestige to the detriment of another's God Given right to be equals in the bounty that Life has given us.
The powerful energies now are causing turmoil, and yet in that turmoil we may find the content are not needed, a time of shedding, and the courage to leave the space vacant. The powerful solar flares, the comet, the endings of six major cycles, the climate changes and the histrionics in the media and yet underneath the feeling of a breakthrough as the meltdown of an archaic worn out age and its ideals come to a close and a new way enters, fresh spruce pristine and giving fresh life to those who falter by the wayside. The ice is gradually melting and as we claim our birthright our heritage our natural God Given Inheritance we shall emerge as a new humanity. What will this look like or be? Next month a few hints and ideas will be shared regarding this matter.
Keep On Keeping On. Lots Of Love Geoff
ADDENDUM: Any change has to start in consciousness first. At long last scientists at LEEDS University have found a connection at Full and New Moon with physical symptoms to match. They are thirty years behind the times. See scroll back to my article on weather sensitivity, planetary and Moon effects. More next month. GF
ADDENDUM: Have a look in Energygrid you can do this by looking at left side of my blog and click onto Destiny and see article DNA and extraterrestrials and then click spiritual to the Krishnamurti article. Thanks GF.
PS. Will be doing an in-depth on ET DNA and the Central Sun with a look at certain aspects to childhood that is relevant now.GF
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Monday, 5 February 2007
Friday, 5 January 2007
I Am Not What I Used To Be - January 2007
A WONDERFUL AND FULFILLING New Year. So much seems to have happened since November and this January article. I type this in the middle of December and catch it up as the days roll by into January 2007. I felt compelled to set this down, so many e-mails, faxes and phone calls, mainly how people felt about themselves, the space they were in and the physical symptoms. The main symptom seems to be the palpitations and as many around the world had synchronistic times and realisations I felt as with me it was not a conspiracy phenomena. So many went to the Doctor and some to A and E only to be told they were OK and probably stress.
During this time a wonderful insight came, it was not stress but excitement as if an expectancy were emerging, some felt a Cosmic event, some felt a miraculous occurrence, many felt there was an expectancy to a higher consciousness, a minority felt that there would be a calamity and tsunami or such like. I found that tuning into the joy of this energy a feeling of deep love encompassed me.
I had a follow up to my loving myself experience, I accepted my spiritual self, who I am as a Spiritual person, not religious not having psychic gifts or any other special aspects, but rather having all of them as a natural propensity to the being I am. This I felt was a next step. Again this opened a whole new layer, as if opening a file, all the doubts and fears about the ' psychic and spiritual ' realms dissipated, they were as natural as loving myself. I found as with the love experience I was not who I used to be.
Then came a shattering experience or two, I got involved in some current headline news stuff, this took me into the world of forensics, psychotronics, bio photon research and similar kinds of things, linking up with my past and research for degrees and so on. I felt nausea, head clogged, sick, heavy and tired, as if I had been sleep deprived, I had restless dreams and nightmares and I realised this is the end, the intellectual and academic buzz had gone, I yearned for an empty clear mind, and the peace that passes beyond all understanding. Many others had similar experiences. The past was a heavy weight and now was the time to let it go, and how many times does this arise?
This was such a fundamental shift that I knew I had to physically remove the symptoms of my past and like some recovering alcoholics I used to counsel, who still kept the statuary bottle in the cupboard as a reminder, I had to remove mine. The diplomas that are of my academic achievements are symbols of past and now irrelevant technical details, all these can now be retrieved from the internet, so I dismantled them and ceremonially burnt them. I felt relieved and born anew. Now I am who I am without an academic reference. I am hoping I can remove the degrees from the heading to energy grid to my blog and just leave those that are relevant now.
During this time of involvement with the past I had to contact scientists, various organisations, and of course I took my degrees under our family name, the hassle, and then, in meetings, the usual questions, ' so where did you get your PH.D, what do you do now and so on '? I found this not polite but intrusive, not who am I as a person '? A measuring up of the ego in pecking order, a defensive defence threat cover up, and then when doing my spiel, the arms and legs crossed. The frowns and non acceptance of new ideas on an old subject. This is very judgemental I realise that and I apologise, it is because I found it a threat too. I realised neither of us could listen to the new or old, we were set in our ways, each defending their own corner. I realised this is the world situation and to go beyond my stance, their stance, of not listening, not a new solution was needed in technique or political policy, what we or I needed was to come from a different place in consciousness. To be in the still open place and allow the ' soul,' the heart, to speak' to go beyond logic and technique, to be like a wise child. Now I knew what it meant to be my spiritual self, now I knew what it was and is to love myself. I do not feel now I have to have the back up of my certificates, my old knowledge is fast out of date if not keeping up with the latest research, I feel I am racing to a different consciousness, losing academic knowledge to the intuitive realm ( scroll back to burning off of the sheaves or sheaves ).
Meanwhile Cosmic Arrays of Planets and Huge inputs of Energy Bursts continue to play their part in the breakdown of the old order and the breakthrough of a new kind of Political World Order into a 'SOUL INSPIRED' World order, this not being political, religious, spiritual, agnostic or ecological, but a kind of each being linked to their centre like spokes to the hub, then what I feel-know is what we all feel-know. To be like this we have to drop our defences, our agendas, and our self interest, our stances, our mind games, this is what I feel 2007 might offer us.
Bless Michael our Editor, a great friend and wise person. Just recently I gave up driving and owning a car, I am fortunate to have 8 buses pass my door, the tube up the road, and the train down the road, a freedom pass, and a senior rail pass. The money and hassle saved is valuable. I have had a anxiety and panic attack type thing when packed in like sardines in the tube, strong aftershaves, perfumes, and dare I say it many unhappy people not liking their jobs, many hung and drug over, nervous looks when anyone comes in looking like a archetype terrorist as presented by the media and the home secretary saying with the Met.Police Commissioner, " we are on high alert, it is not if another attack it is when " Paraphrasing that with we are expecting some 30 attempts this Christmas, we are not trying to frighten you but to put you on alert. I shared this with the editor and he said (not exact words)' have you considered it is not a problem with you, you maybe are one of the few who are sensitive and feel these deep undercurrents, others maybe are cut off from this level of feeling, and if they were not maybe we would not be in the state we are in '. Thank you Michael, it released me from 'What's wrong with me.' I haven't had such a fear and panic since, I accepted my sensitivity and there was nothing wrong with me, also it answered a number of childhood problems as well.
This led me to another insight I have had many times. Travelling recently from London on a busy route to the country, a few fast trains sped past packed, a man had his laptop open working away with his mobile ringing every five minutes. I looked at people in their houses, working in the streets, in their cars. I thought what a crazy world. Where are we speeding to? The Earth speeding to? What is the outcome? Death? What have I they achieved? Is it important to achieve success? Does it bring lasting satisfaction or a quest for more to fill the gap of non fulfilment? Why am I here? Then I knew, I am not here to achieve anything, I am traveller, a tourist, I am here to experience all this, look, observe, enjoy or not, not hold on and pass along to the next. The quest is not about accumulating but to experience and to move on, to be alive and present to each moment and to know that this is the content of my life, not Life Itself. The furniture in my room is the content; I am the experience, the observer of it. I am the awareness not the content of the awareness, Iam the screen not the image. A hypothetical question. What if we all knew deep down that the contents rusts, decays, is temporary, subject to time, and that the observer, the witness is eternal, non collecting and hoarding, free and eternal, would the world be the same?
Recently the usual games of the UN, Codex, and the EU and government bodies have come up with the vitamin, supplement, fluoride issues, and many NGO's who have attended these meetings have shared with me that the so called official bodies are jittery and that the awakening is mighty and the officials' are shaking a bit at the ground swell. Many take side swipes at homeopathy and bio photon work, Korotkov and such like can prove it. Wonderful new things like GDV, light therapy, meridian findings, cosmic fluctuations, and cheap solar panels are on the horizon. A new breed of politician needed, new bosses of Industry, a brave New Paradigm is needed and is fast arising from the infrastructure. The seeds that have been planted in the desert are sprouting, the winds of change are pushing down, uprooting the old stale worn out 'stuff' this being the fertiliser, the compost of the new,' before we wait for the outside to change we must live it from the inside, not as a theory but as a reality, that is who we are not who we are trying to be. If we are aware, present, mindful, a natural mind, then we are in alignment with ecology, ourselves, everyone everywhere. I feel this growing in me, I felt these things years ago, I felt alone in this, now as it proliferates I feel joined into something, not tangible but nevertheless real, in fact much more real than if it were words, writings, a theory, it as if from the depths of me, which is the depths of everyone else, the flotsam and jetsam is clearing and arising from these depths are and is a collective new paradigm and collective consciousness. The collective will not be joined to the material top surface but to the deep 'SOUL' Being in us which works from a different perspective, not from logic and technique but from intuition, inspiration sweetened with and overlaid with unconditional heart energy.
When an Idea or an organisation springs to Life it has to be carried on. Like water if it remains stagnant it becomes bitter, rancid and putrefies. Life has to be a river, renewing itself or it crystallises, becomes stagnant. Winter the time of sleep and the miracle of hibernation, the spring of new Life, the buds, the blossoming, the fruiting, now the beginning of the 2007, the renewal, the chance to ' catch ' the energy of the new. 2500yrs of energy now in its crumbling crystalline form, the river is silted up , clogged, now is the chance to renew ourselves, not a makeover, which is merely change of image, only to be made over again when that is displeasing, or a new icon appears who we have to base our reality upon. Are we displeased with who we are? Who is out there we want to be? When they fade into anonymity who shall we copy then? Trying to be someone else or an imaginary being from fantasy only causes the schism between who we really are and who we are not. The Heart Chakra energy is strong and I feel the seed of Love growing, go deep within and feel this cosmic star seed germinating, water it with deep attention and loving care, the Gardner of our flowering souls. Then renewing energy the 'spice of life 'is not found outside, it is in the well of the soul, deep down, and as we breathe and with each breath we flood our being and draw from the well the spring of Life, nothing may change much on the outside, however, inside the fresh sweet waters seep through the mind and body and that extraordinary joy and bliss, waters and cultivates our joy de vivre.
I know when I feel stagnant and get caught up in old patterns my knees feel arthritic and crack, my joints ache and so on, and then I feel this renewal as I make contact with who and what I am The River Of Life, that runs deep through my being, into my cellular structure my frame and my Mind, it is then I know I am a Light Being temporarily inhabiting a human flesh body, I am an Eternal Witness to the Creation of What Is Wherever I am the Observer, then a melting into the sea of All Knowing, and as the Sufi saying goes ' Glorious Sun Why Are You Setting ? ---Only To Rise Again '.
KEEP ON KEEPING ON BEST WISHES AND LOVE. GEOFF.
Addendum;- There have been many planetary things going on, I will not go into them again but mention huge solar flares, see websites on this a big x-9 one which the west was not told about, can affect health.
1) everything has its beauty perhaps it is not seen because it is covered up by personal ambition.
2) our own agendas distort reality, cause separation and isolation, this is the breeding ground for violence, ugliness and defence/offence.
3) a mind that sings with the dazzling joy, is an empty intuitive mind. This mind is harmless and extremely creative. GF
JANUARY PART II
During the past few weeks many have phoned ,faxed, e-mailed to say that the energies felt huge, powerful and intense. The main symptoms seem to have been restlessness, unable to relax and even hyped up. The energies since the Grand Cross in 1999 have been pounding in almost constantly and not incrementally as from 1967 till 99. This has caused a number of shifts.
The main shift is that the heart chakra has been opened up to receive more of the upgrade frequencies this can be felt by some as palpitations, throat tightness and irritations. ( as usual check with a health practioner and do not just assume all is new frequencies ). The article I wrote about the love I felt for myself did not leave in ecstatic peace ( it did for a while ) however, it uncovered a can of worms and opened them, however instead of being aghast, ashamed, guilty and unforgiving, it was allowed to vent out with compassion.
The next phase seems to be a special kind of light, not bio photon light, not atmospheric light, artificial light or the light of joy one experiences in Meditation, no this is more the light of the soul. In other articles I described the upgrade of light from the more powerful sun energies to the optic nerve to thalamus cycle and so on, no this light comes from the soul which has been exposed as it were by the burning off of the false patterns. Many have mentioned the sweating, intense heat ( not weather or health related, nor to age ) and in earlier article it was described how this worked.
This energy is a carrier wave, a raft that brings on its wings, soul contact, this replaces the lower astral sheath and ushers in a higher form of intuition and knowing, upgrading the gut feeling. In earlier articles it was mentioned these sheaves would be burnt off in the alchemic process. This energy has had the effect of realigning the way we view the world and perhaps a symptom of this is strange eye symptoms and a feeling of not being in contact with the old world . The patterns that configure our old way, the set up is dramatically changing many of our realities.
Many have shared how they view the world in a more childlike way, with wonder and awe, not needing so many explanations. This shift will further alienate those not in tune and bring up lots of the unfinished business of the past with the usual breakdowns, breakthroughs, or just plain stuck. If one tries to go back to the old it feels stagnant, boring, not fulfilling. Its like we are on stepping stones and the ones left behind are covered over by a fast current, the only way is foreword.
As the soul energy permeates more and more, so the past will be wiped out. This feeling of being disconnected is not the same as shock or being spaced out, its more like a deep peace behind the scenario of Life, like being an interested spectator at the bottom of the ocean and watching the top surface world carrying on in its frantic and frenetic way.
The energies of 2007 will continue to stir up conflict, deep karmic emotions until the cleansing and detoxing has completed itself. The outside world will continue to try to find mediation with policies, crime, false corrupt people plying their trade in a confused world. However, those who are attempting to make the shift will find more peace and although peaceful, the energies have to be grounded in the body which will continue to ground the energies which will be uncomfortable as the new energies will force out the old paradigms. Never the less the process will carry on. Resistance to the energies will cause more distress.
The old paradigms will try to cling on, and the battle to hold on often results in distress, fatigue and anger. The liver, lymph,kidneys, pores of skin, bowels all need to be assisted with some good quality herbs and supplements.
The Light is who we are, we are the light of the world, and we were told not to hide this light, to let it shine. I find I am not so emotional, not so judgemental , there is still a lot ot burn away yet. I am also finding a deeper compassion, less fear and anguish and a deep seated panic attack in certain situations caused by a very unpleasant accident, is easing, not because I am pushing or suppressing but because of the soft effulgence of the light that is growing in me, others and the world. The light is indeed watering, nourishing the seed of Love. I had this experience where in the glow of this inner soul light ( I aware of it spontaneously in awake states and sometime in sleep ) the cells of my body were gently purring and glowing, like flowers growing in well composted earth. The opposite was when I got an old message, I seemed to shrivel. Let us hope the Light in Our Lives flourishes during 2007 and beyond. Wishing you fulfilment joy and peace in the years to come as we journey towards the Light Eternal and World Peace.
Lots Of Love Geoff.
ADDENDUM:- Many felt the Full and New Moons of September 2006 with the 17 October 06 were powerful culminating in the 11:11 and Nov 27 06 powerful energy portals, this may have facilitated the shift changes as above. At the moment of writing I feel a tightness around my chest, not muscular or panic, it is as if my heart is full of energy and bursting to give forth of its abundance and saturate my whole being with light energy and then into the world, I feel as though others will have this too. GF
During this time a wonderful insight came, it was not stress but excitement as if an expectancy were emerging, some felt a Cosmic event, some felt a miraculous occurrence, many felt there was an expectancy to a higher consciousness, a minority felt that there would be a calamity and tsunami or such like. I found that tuning into the joy of this energy a feeling of deep love encompassed me.
I had a follow up to my loving myself experience, I accepted my spiritual self, who I am as a Spiritual person, not religious not having psychic gifts or any other special aspects, but rather having all of them as a natural propensity to the being I am. This I felt was a next step. Again this opened a whole new layer, as if opening a file, all the doubts and fears about the ' psychic and spiritual ' realms dissipated, they were as natural as loving myself. I found as with the love experience I was not who I used to be.
Then came a shattering experience or two, I got involved in some current headline news stuff, this took me into the world of forensics, psychotronics, bio photon research and similar kinds of things, linking up with my past and research for degrees and so on. I felt nausea, head clogged, sick, heavy and tired, as if I had been sleep deprived, I had restless dreams and nightmares and I realised this is the end, the intellectual and academic buzz had gone, I yearned for an empty clear mind, and the peace that passes beyond all understanding. Many others had similar experiences. The past was a heavy weight and now was the time to let it go, and how many times does this arise?
This was such a fundamental shift that I knew I had to physically remove the symptoms of my past and like some recovering alcoholics I used to counsel, who still kept the statuary bottle in the cupboard as a reminder, I had to remove mine. The diplomas that are of my academic achievements are symbols of past and now irrelevant technical details, all these can now be retrieved from the internet, so I dismantled them and ceremonially burnt them. I felt relieved and born anew. Now I am who I am without an academic reference. I am hoping I can remove the degrees from the heading to energy grid to my blog and just leave those that are relevant now.
During this time of involvement with the past I had to contact scientists, various organisations, and of course I took my degrees under our family name, the hassle, and then, in meetings, the usual questions, ' so where did you get your PH.D, what do you do now and so on '? I found this not polite but intrusive, not who am I as a person '? A measuring up of the ego in pecking order, a defensive defence threat cover up, and then when doing my spiel, the arms and legs crossed. The frowns and non acceptance of new ideas on an old subject. This is very judgemental I realise that and I apologise, it is because I found it a threat too. I realised neither of us could listen to the new or old, we were set in our ways, each defending their own corner. I realised this is the world situation and to go beyond my stance, their stance, of not listening, not a new solution was needed in technique or political policy, what we or I needed was to come from a different place in consciousness. To be in the still open place and allow the ' soul,' the heart, to speak' to go beyond logic and technique, to be like a wise child. Now I knew what it meant to be my spiritual self, now I knew what it was and is to love myself. I do not feel now I have to have the back up of my certificates, my old knowledge is fast out of date if not keeping up with the latest research, I feel I am racing to a different consciousness, losing academic knowledge to the intuitive realm ( scroll back to burning off of the sheaves or sheaves ).
Meanwhile Cosmic Arrays of Planets and Huge inputs of Energy Bursts continue to play their part in the breakdown of the old order and the breakthrough of a new kind of Political World Order into a 'SOUL INSPIRED' World order, this not being political, religious, spiritual, agnostic or ecological, but a kind of each being linked to their centre like spokes to the hub, then what I feel-know is what we all feel-know. To be like this we have to drop our defences, our agendas, and our self interest, our stances, our mind games, this is what I feel 2007 might offer us.
Bless Michael our Editor, a great friend and wise person. Just recently I gave up driving and owning a car, I am fortunate to have 8 buses pass my door, the tube up the road, and the train down the road, a freedom pass, and a senior rail pass. The money and hassle saved is valuable. I have had a anxiety and panic attack type thing when packed in like sardines in the tube, strong aftershaves, perfumes, and dare I say it many unhappy people not liking their jobs, many hung and drug over, nervous looks when anyone comes in looking like a archetype terrorist as presented by the media and the home secretary saying with the Met.Police Commissioner, " we are on high alert, it is not if another attack it is when " Paraphrasing that with we are expecting some 30 attempts this Christmas, we are not trying to frighten you but to put you on alert. I shared this with the editor and he said (not exact words)' have you considered it is not a problem with you, you maybe are one of the few who are sensitive and feel these deep undercurrents, others maybe are cut off from this level of feeling, and if they were not maybe we would not be in the state we are in '. Thank you Michael, it released me from 'What's wrong with me.' I haven't had such a fear and panic since, I accepted my sensitivity and there was nothing wrong with me, also it answered a number of childhood problems as well.
This led me to another insight I have had many times. Travelling recently from London on a busy route to the country, a few fast trains sped past packed, a man had his laptop open working away with his mobile ringing every five minutes. I looked at people in their houses, working in the streets, in their cars. I thought what a crazy world. Where are we speeding to? The Earth speeding to? What is the outcome? Death? What have I they achieved? Is it important to achieve success? Does it bring lasting satisfaction or a quest for more to fill the gap of non fulfilment? Why am I here? Then I knew, I am not here to achieve anything, I am traveller, a tourist, I am here to experience all this, look, observe, enjoy or not, not hold on and pass along to the next. The quest is not about accumulating but to experience and to move on, to be alive and present to each moment and to know that this is the content of my life, not Life Itself. The furniture in my room is the content; I am the experience, the observer of it. I am the awareness not the content of the awareness, Iam the screen not the image. A hypothetical question. What if we all knew deep down that the contents rusts, decays, is temporary, subject to time, and that the observer, the witness is eternal, non collecting and hoarding, free and eternal, would the world be the same?
Recently the usual games of the UN, Codex, and the EU and government bodies have come up with the vitamin, supplement, fluoride issues, and many NGO's who have attended these meetings have shared with me that the so called official bodies are jittery and that the awakening is mighty and the officials' are shaking a bit at the ground swell. Many take side swipes at homeopathy and bio photon work, Korotkov and such like can prove it. Wonderful new things like GDV, light therapy, meridian findings, cosmic fluctuations, and cheap solar panels are on the horizon. A new breed of politician needed, new bosses of Industry, a brave New Paradigm is needed and is fast arising from the infrastructure. The seeds that have been planted in the desert are sprouting, the winds of change are pushing down, uprooting the old stale worn out 'stuff' this being the fertiliser, the compost of the new,' before we wait for the outside to change we must live it from the inside, not as a theory but as a reality, that is who we are not who we are trying to be. If we are aware, present, mindful, a natural mind, then we are in alignment with ecology, ourselves, everyone everywhere. I feel this growing in me, I felt these things years ago, I felt alone in this, now as it proliferates I feel joined into something, not tangible but nevertheless real, in fact much more real than if it were words, writings, a theory, it as if from the depths of me, which is the depths of everyone else, the flotsam and jetsam is clearing and arising from these depths are and is a collective new paradigm and collective consciousness. The collective will not be joined to the material top surface but to the deep 'SOUL' Being in us which works from a different perspective, not from logic and technique but from intuition, inspiration sweetened with and overlaid with unconditional heart energy.
When an Idea or an organisation springs to Life it has to be carried on. Like water if it remains stagnant it becomes bitter, rancid and putrefies. Life has to be a river, renewing itself or it crystallises, becomes stagnant. Winter the time of sleep and the miracle of hibernation, the spring of new Life, the buds, the blossoming, the fruiting, now the beginning of the 2007, the renewal, the chance to ' catch ' the energy of the new. 2500yrs of energy now in its crumbling crystalline form, the river is silted up , clogged, now is the chance to renew ourselves, not a makeover, which is merely change of image, only to be made over again when that is displeasing, or a new icon appears who we have to base our reality upon. Are we displeased with who we are? Who is out there we want to be? When they fade into anonymity who shall we copy then? Trying to be someone else or an imaginary being from fantasy only causes the schism between who we really are and who we are not. The Heart Chakra energy is strong and I feel the seed of Love growing, go deep within and feel this cosmic star seed germinating, water it with deep attention and loving care, the Gardner of our flowering souls. Then renewing energy the 'spice of life 'is not found outside, it is in the well of the soul, deep down, and as we breathe and with each breath we flood our being and draw from the well the spring of Life, nothing may change much on the outside, however, inside the fresh sweet waters seep through the mind and body and that extraordinary joy and bliss, waters and cultivates our joy de vivre.
I know when I feel stagnant and get caught up in old patterns my knees feel arthritic and crack, my joints ache and so on, and then I feel this renewal as I make contact with who and what I am The River Of Life, that runs deep through my being, into my cellular structure my frame and my Mind, it is then I know I am a Light Being temporarily inhabiting a human flesh body, I am an Eternal Witness to the Creation of What Is Wherever I am the Observer, then a melting into the sea of All Knowing, and as the Sufi saying goes ' Glorious Sun Why Are You Setting ? ---Only To Rise Again '.
KEEP ON KEEPING ON BEST WISHES AND LOVE. GEOFF.
Addendum;- There have been many planetary things going on, I will not go into them again but mention huge solar flares, see websites on this a big x-9 one which the west was not told about, can affect health.
1) everything has its beauty perhaps it is not seen because it is covered up by personal ambition.
2) our own agendas distort reality, cause separation and isolation, this is the breeding ground for violence, ugliness and defence/offence.
3) a mind that sings with the dazzling joy, is an empty intuitive mind. This mind is harmless and extremely creative. GF
JANUARY PART II
During the past few weeks many have phoned ,faxed, e-mailed to say that the energies felt huge, powerful and intense. The main symptoms seem to have been restlessness, unable to relax and even hyped up. The energies since the Grand Cross in 1999 have been pounding in almost constantly and not incrementally as from 1967 till 99. This has caused a number of shifts.
The main shift is that the heart chakra has been opened up to receive more of the upgrade frequencies this can be felt by some as palpitations, throat tightness and irritations. ( as usual check with a health practioner and do not just assume all is new frequencies ). The article I wrote about the love I felt for myself did not leave in ecstatic peace ( it did for a while ) however, it uncovered a can of worms and opened them, however instead of being aghast, ashamed, guilty and unforgiving, it was allowed to vent out with compassion.
The next phase seems to be a special kind of light, not bio photon light, not atmospheric light, artificial light or the light of joy one experiences in Meditation, no this is more the light of the soul. In other articles I described the upgrade of light from the more powerful sun energies to the optic nerve to thalamus cycle and so on, no this light comes from the soul which has been exposed as it were by the burning off of the false patterns. Many have mentioned the sweating, intense heat ( not weather or health related, nor to age ) and in earlier article it was described how this worked.
This energy is a carrier wave, a raft that brings on its wings, soul contact, this replaces the lower astral sheath and ushers in a higher form of intuition and knowing, upgrading the gut feeling. In earlier articles it was mentioned these sheaves would be burnt off in the alchemic process. This energy has had the effect of realigning the way we view the world and perhaps a symptom of this is strange eye symptoms and a feeling of not being in contact with the old world . The patterns that configure our old way, the set up is dramatically changing many of our realities.
Many have shared how they view the world in a more childlike way, with wonder and awe, not needing so many explanations. This shift will further alienate those not in tune and bring up lots of the unfinished business of the past with the usual breakdowns, breakthroughs, or just plain stuck. If one tries to go back to the old it feels stagnant, boring, not fulfilling. Its like we are on stepping stones and the ones left behind are covered over by a fast current, the only way is foreword.
As the soul energy permeates more and more, so the past will be wiped out. This feeling of being disconnected is not the same as shock or being spaced out, its more like a deep peace behind the scenario of Life, like being an interested spectator at the bottom of the ocean and watching the top surface world carrying on in its frantic and frenetic way.
The energies of 2007 will continue to stir up conflict, deep karmic emotions until the cleansing and detoxing has completed itself. The outside world will continue to try to find mediation with policies, crime, false corrupt people plying their trade in a confused world. However, those who are attempting to make the shift will find more peace and although peaceful, the energies have to be grounded in the body which will continue to ground the energies which will be uncomfortable as the new energies will force out the old paradigms. Never the less the process will carry on. Resistance to the energies will cause more distress.
The old paradigms will try to cling on, and the battle to hold on often results in distress, fatigue and anger. The liver, lymph,kidneys, pores of skin, bowels all need to be assisted with some good quality herbs and supplements.
The Light is who we are, we are the light of the world, and we were told not to hide this light, to let it shine. I find I am not so emotional, not so judgemental , there is still a lot ot burn away yet. I am also finding a deeper compassion, less fear and anguish and a deep seated panic attack in certain situations caused by a very unpleasant accident, is easing, not because I am pushing or suppressing but because of the soft effulgence of the light that is growing in me, others and the world. The light is indeed watering, nourishing the seed of Love. I had this experience where in the glow of this inner soul light ( I aware of it spontaneously in awake states and sometime in sleep ) the cells of my body were gently purring and glowing, like flowers growing in well composted earth. The opposite was when I got an old message, I seemed to shrivel. Let us hope the Light in Our Lives flourishes during 2007 and beyond. Wishing you fulfilment joy and peace in the years to come as we journey towards the Light Eternal and World Peace.
Lots Of Love Geoff.
ADDENDUM:- Many felt the Full and New Moons of September 2006 with the 17 October 06 were powerful culminating in the 11:11 and Nov 27 06 powerful energy portals, this may have facilitated the shift changes as above. At the moment of writing I feel a tightness around my chest, not muscular or panic, it is as if my heart is full of energy and bursting to give forth of its abundance and saturate my whole being with light energy and then into the world, I feel as though others will have this too. GF
Tuesday, 5 December 2006
Breakdown or Breakthrough - December 2006
THIS ARTICLE could well have been named 'To Be or Not to Be'. Many people have rang, e-mailed or written to share the way that they feel and to take care and comfort from each other. I have always believed that we are each others teachers and we teach that which we want to learn. Many are sharing they are concerned about the breakdown in society, the world environment and that they have lost 'faith' in the emerging new consciousness, many have feared health breakdowns and so forth. The internet is full of joyous and uplifting 'ascension' stuff as one friend put it, and the conspiracy 'stuff ' denouncing the emergence of a new consciousness as the 'elite' fooling the masses as a ploy or smokescreen to the new world order run by powerful governmental influences backed by multinational power merchants.
Some scientists and doctors went recently to the House Of Lords in the UK to denounce Homeopathy and yet Russian Physicist named Koroctov has proved with the GDR instruments its effectiveness and also the use of meditation. Then there was October 17 06 when a letter and e-mail, faxes and phone calls announced that a blue magenta energy from another dimension was flooding the Earth. Then there was a follow up which said it was all a load of rubbish. My view was that I definitely felt this energy many days before, so did many others, some said I picked it up from the collective unconscious ( scroll back to REG ) article and that the internet is the collective unconscious made conscious. Well the palpitations of my heart were raised and so many others felt the same. So was a massed induced event by auto suggestion or a pick up from the collective or a genuine energy phenomenon? I guess this is where intuition, and then comes the argument was it genuine intuition or fools gold, a kind of subconscious belief filter which fools or imitates intuition? This then leads to does one want to believe this information or is it a cop out from what is
really happening? This dilemma is in the world today, for instance in the same week as scientists and doctors lobbied the Lords, two eminent Professors said The flu vaccine was a waste of money and was not effective, yet the fear of not having one and the advertising on TV and the trains and public places is prolific.
Reverting back to the 17 October, a friend of mine reminded me that many years ago that famous guru's and my own 1967 writings said that the metabolic rate would up step and that it would cause palpations and hot sweats ( which many have reported as well ) so did I or was I responsible for ' programming ' people years ago? Is the whole ascension programme a pipe dream? Are the conspiracy people correct? Are we all on the path to unstoppable global warming, spiralling crime, in the hands of the multinationals, the elite, a burnt out planet with a few elite and the rest of us slaves ( scroll back to article on ' barrier seven '. These confront us in every day issues now. See also the end of an era and related articles.
There is a point that conspiracy people have, and that is that we should point out the asleep ones that they should add their voices to protest ( in a non violent way ) and protest through the correct channels, and not hope that someone else will do it. The event of taxing people for environmental purposes may wake many up, however the super rich will not be touched by higher fuel taxes and the like.
There are some promising things happening in the energy prospect, helium 3, eneutronic energy research and such things as quantum fluctuations all being researched and a race to find the free energy, its bang on time. Recently six scientists in a DVD named 'Icons of The Field' can be purchased from the 'What Th e Doctors Don't Tell You' all tops their field many of them being ousted by the stuck in the mud outmoded 'dead' on their feet boffins and corporate fear of loss of income and power, stated we are light beings temporarily inhabiting a human body. One of the scientists from the USA said he borrowed a phrase from his Russian Colleague and said that most of medicine and science today was " bullshitski " how apt.
Over the last few months I have had health scares, workshops cancelled, strange dreams, erratic sleep patterns, wonderful insights and real scary occurrences I've lost faith, found faith, been uplifted, felt down, u and around so to speak, yet behind this all I feel the 'slide' the window I look through is changing, my view of the world is clearer. I feel the paradigm shift, I know I am not fooling myself, there is a feeling in my deepest strata that I am not who I was, and there is a profound shift. My personality is dissolving; the bullshitski of me is dawning, melting. This is not age related, I can see it in other people as they are ejected out of their comfort zones, I see young people looking for the answers to global warming, racial tension, mindless killing in the mid east. Deaf Politicians, the same old rhetoric, bleating monotonously like sheep, vague promises, backtracking, knee jerk laws, fear messages, all looking for the answer in the 3d world of illusion, the matrix of advertising, glamour and corruption, a world based on mammon, that rots and decays with time, and the bed rock of deep inner peace and ones connection with the Universal Cosmic Consciousness. We are crying out for a different fresh way of living, this will not be found in our present systems of thought or assumptions .It requires a step of huge courage, a brave new world, a massive leap into unknown territory. Just for instance on one of the many issues, to recognise the one Creator of All Life, not the prophets who brought it to our notice, to recognise all prophets that they all say similar things and give credence to them, to allow freedom of religious worship and rituals as holy and not to put our religion or way as the best or the only one, to go beyond tolerance to acceptance. Another instance, can we learn to share wealth, can we put love, respect, care and genuine compassion before selfish endeavours, can we reach out and see another as ourselves, can we green this planet instead of raping it, can we see we are one at a deep fundamental level, can we live be it and not make this a theory a mere words and soft options to mull over and be pipe dream or interesting theory over a glass of wine, or a mere workshop attendance, a lift at the time and a let down tomorrow.
May this Christmas, Chanukah ,Ede, Ramadan, Duwali, Humanistic and Agnostic Wishes for a Brave New World be actionised and fulfilled.
Lots of Love Geoff.
Addendum:-The seed of God is in us……Pear seeds grow into Pear Trees, hazel seeds grow into hazel trees, and God seeds into God. I had a huge ah ha out of that quotation, although intellectually I knew this, I had this flash, well I can see the seeds of pears and hazel nuts and so on, I knew that this seed was not from my mother and fathers union, where was it? Then I realised the truth for me it is the real ME beyond my personality, the seed is in deep consciousness, when I realised this I jumped in the air and ran around. Shouting like eureka, it was the most emphatic shake up I have had in many a month and has shifted my perception, causing me to shift at deep level and to see through another slide of reality. A dear friend of mine on hearing this experience said to me when I described the impact an explosion of Light in my mind , she replied well that is the seed opening in you, and I said well how did you know that and she replied it came from the seed in me. May all our cosmic seeds flourish and grow now and forever. GF
Some scientists and doctors went recently to the House Of Lords in the UK to denounce Homeopathy and yet Russian Physicist named Koroctov has proved with the GDR instruments its effectiveness and also the use of meditation. Then there was October 17 06 when a letter and e-mail, faxes and phone calls announced that a blue magenta energy from another dimension was flooding the Earth. Then there was a follow up which said it was all a load of rubbish. My view was that I definitely felt this energy many days before, so did many others, some said I picked it up from the collective unconscious ( scroll back to REG ) article and that the internet is the collective unconscious made conscious. Well the palpitations of my heart were raised and so many others felt the same. So was a massed induced event by auto suggestion or a pick up from the collective or a genuine energy phenomenon? I guess this is where intuition, and then comes the argument was it genuine intuition or fools gold, a kind of subconscious belief filter which fools or imitates intuition? This then leads to does one want to believe this information or is it a cop out from what is
really happening? This dilemma is in the world today, for instance in the same week as scientists and doctors lobbied the Lords, two eminent Professors said The flu vaccine was a waste of money and was not effective, yet the fear of not having one and the advertising on TV and the trains and public places is prolific.
Reverting back to the 17 October, a friend of mine reminded me that many years ago that famous guru's and my own 1967 writings said that the metabolic rate would up step and that it would cause palpations and hot sweats ( which many have reported as well ) so did I or was I responsible for ' programming ' people years ago? Is the whole ascension programme a pipe dream? Are the conspiracy people correct? Are we all on the path to unstoppable global warming, spiralling crime, in the hands of the multinationals, the elite, a burnt out planet with a few elite and the rest of us slaves ( scroll back to article on ' barrier seven '. These confront us in every day issues now. See also the end of an era and related articles.
There is a point that conspiracy people have, and that is that we should point out the asleep ones that they should add their voices to protest ( in a non violent way ) and protest through the correct channels, and not hope that someone else will do it. The event of taxing people for environmental purposes may wake many up, however the super rich will not be touched by higher fuel taxes and the like.
There are some promising things happening in the energy prospect, helium 3, eneutronic energy research and such things as quantum fluctuations all being researched and a race to find the free energy, its bang on time. Recently six scientists in a DVD named 'Icons of The Field' can be purchased from the 'What Th e Doctors Don't Tell You' all tops their field many of them being ousted by the stuck in the mud outmoded 'dead' on their feet boffins and corporate fear of loss of income and power, stated we are light beings temporarily inhabiting a human body. One of the scientists from the USA said he borrowed a phrase from his Russian Colleague and said that most of medicine and science today was " bullshitski " how apt.
Over the last few months I have had health scares, workshops cancelled, strange dreams, erratic sleep patterns, wonderful insights and real scary occurrences I've lost faith, found faith, been uplifted, felt down, u and around so to speak, yet behind this all I feel the 'slide' the window I look through is changing, my view of the world is clearer. I feel the paradigm shift, I know I am not fooling myself, there is a feeling in my deepest strata that I am not who I was, and there is a profound shift. My personality is dissolving; the bullshitski of me is dawning, melting. This is not age related, I can see it in other people as they are ejected out of their comfort zones, I see young people looking for the answers to global warming, racial tension, mindless killing in the mid east. Deaf Politicians, the same old rhetoric, bleating monotonously like sheep, vague promises, backtracking, knee jerk laws, fear messages, all looking for the answer in the 3d world of illusion, the matrix of advertising, glamour and corruption, a world based on mammon, that rots and decays with time, and the bed rock of deep inner peace and ones connection with the Universal Cosmic Consciousness. We are crying out for a different fresh way of living, this will not be found in our present systems of thought or assumptions .It requires a step of huge courage, a brave new world, a massive leap into unknown territory. Just for instance on one of the many issues, to recognise the one Creator of All Life, not the prophets who brought it to our notice, to recognise all prophets that they all say similar things and give credence to them, to allow freedom of religious worship and rituals as holy and not to put our religion or way as the best or the only one, to go beyond tolerance to acceptance. Another instance, can we learn to share wealth, can we put love, respect, care and genuine compassion before selfish endeavours, can we reach out and see another as ourselves, can we green this planet instead of raping it, can we see we are one at a deep fundamental level, can we live be it and not make this a theory a mere words and soft options to mull over and be pipe dream or interesting theory over a glass of wine, or a mere workshop attendance, a lift at the time and a let down tomorrow.
May this Christmas, Chanukah ,Ede, Ramadan, Duwali, Humanistic and Agnostic Wishes for a Brave New World be actionised and fulfilled.
Lots of Love Geoff.
Addendum:-The seed of God is in us……Pear seeds grow into Pear Trees, hazel seeds grow into hazel trees, and God seeds into God. I had a huge ah ha out of that quotation, although intellectually I knew this, I had this flash, well I can see the seeds of pears and hazel nuts and so on, I knew that this seed was not from my mother and fathers union, where was it? Then I realised the truth for me it is the real ME beyond my personality, the seed is in deep consciousness, when I realised this I jumped in the air and ran around. Shouting like eureka, it was the most emphatic shake up I have had in many a month and has shifted my perception, causing me to shift at deep level and to see through another slide of reality. A dear friend of mine on hearing this experience said to me when I described the impact an explosion of Light in my mind , she replied well that is the seed opening in you, and I said well how did you know that and she replied it came from the seed in me. May all our cosmic seeds flourish and grow now and forever. GF
Sunday, 5 November 2006
True Love - November 2006
DEAR FRIENDS. Welcome and greetings, please may I take the liberty to share a recent to my mind beautiful experience. It has a had a very profound effect in my life and spiritual journey so far. some of you may resonate with this and some may not, for those who do not, and feel it is a waste of an article please bear with me and grant me your loving compassion.
On May 20 2006 I had this experience and have only now had the courage to share it generally other than with a few dear friends. I was just idly sitting when suddenly I had this deep feeling in the very depths of myself that I loved myself unconditionally, I said aloud "I really love you Geoff, I love you so much". I then had this deep extraordinary crying and release and a black spiral mass seemed to fall out of my right temple and eye, nothing physical a sort apparition effect. This is a deep deep heart felt love for myself. Then came the realisation of that part of me that had punished myself for and from my early childhood messages (scroll back) for all the so called failures, not living up to family expectations, poverty, impotency, lack of worldly success, not loved for who I am but for what I do. Of course as a counsellor, a psychotherapist and oriental specialist, lay zen monk (no longer) dealing with thousands of client issues (scroll back) done my own therapy, knew all the issues were opportunities for growth, learning curves and so on, yes I knew this mentally, psychologically and of course developed coping strategies to deal with it. My therapy tutor said "you can never rid yourself of your garbage, your crap, your piles of shit, all you can do is to be aware and recognise your heaps of debris and tiptoe and gentle step around them". This I did with awareness and presence to some extent and lived a really relative happy life with bouts of peace and creative fulfilment. However there was always a missing illusive piece of the puzzle and now I feel I have a glimpse of the piece. Through the above experience the crap seems to fade away and I notice my reactions are different, there are very few reactions now, there is more of a river of peace, not all the time but increasingly so.
This was not a huge ah ha or elation, it felt soft, gentle. I found I had found the love that I have looked for all my life. I have found love in myself. This part of the process of development felt so natural. I realised for the world to be saved it needs unselfish true love, this love has to be felt in oneself, as a pure non emotion but passionate, so that we radiate this love, not by trying but by being oneself in this flow. A love without agenda, clear of giving and receiving love, a love not born from wounds, not a love that demands love in return, not a love that seeks recognition or reward, not a do gooders love, not a charitable love, no it is a love that flows for itself, pristine, pure, primordial. Then came images of the chortling brook, the ripples of sunshine reflected in rivers, the dancing glitters of moonlight in the wavelets in the sea. This I felt as the love in Nature which flows from the creator of all that is.
Since then many of the 'blocks' have fallen away and many beautiful manifestations have come about. I still have my moments of doubt, fear and anxiety yet the turn around is faster.
I do hope that the above does not seem arrogant and egotistical, I merely tell it as it was and is. Thank you for your indulgence, patience and support. Lots of Love and best wishes. GEOFF.
ADDENDUM:- It is love desiring for us to love as It loves. The will of Love is that We share and spread the Joy of Creation and the Spirit behind It. GF
On May 20 2006 I had this experience and have only now had the courage to share it generally other than with a few dear friends. I was just idly sitting when suddenly I had this deep feeling in the very depths of myself that I loved myself unconditionally, I said aloud "I really love you Geoff, I love you so much". I then had this deep extraordinary crying and release and a black spiral mass seemed to fall out of my right temple and eye, nothing physical a sort apparition effect. This is a deep deep heart felt love for myself. Then came the realisation of that part of me that had punished myself for and from my early childhood messages (scroll back) for all the so called failures, not living up to family expectations, poverty, impotency, lack of worldly success, not loved for who I am but for what I do. Of course as a counsellor, a psychotherapist and oriental specialist, lay zen monk (no longer) dealing with thousands of client issues (scroll back) done my own therapy, knew all the issues were opportunities for growth, learning curves and so on, yes I knew this mentally, psychologically and of course developed coping strategies to deal with it. My therapy tutor said "you can never rid yourself of your garbage, your crap, your piles of shit, all you can do is to be aware and recognise your heaps of debris and tiptoe and gentle step around them". This I did with awareness and presence to some extent and lived a really relative happy life with bouts of peace and creative fulfilment. However there was always a missing illusive piece of the puzzle and now I feel I have a glimpse of the piece. Through the above experience the crap seems to fade away and I notice my reactions are different, there are very few reactions now, there is more of a river of peace, not all the time but increasingly so.
This was not a huge ah ha or elation, it felt soft, gentle. I found I had found the love that I have looked for all my life. I have found love in myself. This part of the process of development felt so natural. I realised for the world to be saved it needs unselfish true love, this love has to be felt in oneself, as a pure non emotion but passionate, so that we radiate this love, not by trying but by being oneself in this flow. A love without agenda, clear of giving and receiving love, a love not born from wounds, not a love that demands love in return, not a love that seeks recognition or reward, not a do gooders love, not a charitable love, no it is a love that flows for itself, pristine, pure, primordial. Then came images of the chortling brook, the ripples of sunshine reflected in rivers, the dancing glitters of moonlight in the wavelets in the sea. This I felt as the love in Nature which flows from the creator of all that is.
Since then many of the 'blocks' have fallen away and many beautiful manifestations have come about. I still have my moments of doubt, fear and anxiety yet the turn around is faster.
I do hope that the above does not seem arrogant and egotistical, I merely tell it as it was and is. Thank you for your indulgence, patience and support. Lots of Love and best wishes. GEOFF.
ADDENDUM:- It is love desiring for us to love as It loves. The will of Love is that We share and spread the Joy of Creation and the Spirit behind It. GF
Thursday, 5 October 2006
The Radical Shift - October 2006
THE SHIFT IS DEEPLY, deeply serious, a radical shift. The energies that are powering in ( see scroll back for measurements in electron volts ) are now triple to that stated. These are not to do with tetra, mobile, radio, submarine infra sound or electronic fog, pollution or holes in the ozone layer. These are cosmic, planetary and end cycle effects and the subsequent new energies coming in new and powerful sequences that contain vital new information, these are not just random frequencies. It is not super nova eruptions or nuclear waste, virus or additives or any such like.
Those that are attuned to the new energies the shift appears in many ways, to name a few, new intuitive information, fatigue, strange eye focusing, a type of vertigo and other symptoms, and so on, I do not want to dwell on these, so as not to energise them, rather to where they are leading us too, to see them as transforming. In the DVD ' What the Bleep do we Know ' ? a top scientist refers to the process as to a ' rewiring of the brain ' which in turn sends new combinations of neuropeptides to the cells (scroll back).
Folk who are not sensitive to the new frequencies will find they fall back to the old outworn ways, a rhetorical path and they feel ' stale worn out and ' its not working anymore and yet still feeling they are losing their grip on things, fight desperately to hang on ( see Hopi prophesy scroll back ), they are tired of being a sheep and hearing the vain bleating of political garbage, promises and policies that are without substance and wishing someone was brave enough to introduce a global policy that is uplifting fair and altruistic. They almost see through the veil of materialistic living, they are frustrated and cannot leap into the new, so they feel depressed and escape into distraction in drink, crime, sexual deviations and media hype and supply, and then are those who yearn for the 'good old days'.
The radical shift is not violent or terrorist, it is an awakening of consciousness, to feel a loving all embracing yet not emotional sentimentality, an all inclusiveness, not a taught previously indoctrinated idea, but something deeply felt, new, pristine, lived and part of one. This is a paradigm shift and the energies that are running in the infrastructure are now surfacing and they will bring about this radical shift and hopefully stabilise between now and 2008, after that the energies will still occur in increments and surges, but will be more gentle or softer. However, those in relays ( see scroll back ) will get a ' hard Knock ' should there be a stubborn resistance, a hard scrape of the pan needed. The Earth Mother has to go through her process as well so more earth changes will happen, however, these will be in proportion to those who have awakened. 70% awakened 30% changes and so forth. There is a battle for peoples minds and should a slip back occur by the invention of a mind blocking device, it might put back the 2008 to 2012 or 2036 and the last chance 2075, however, this is not looking to be the case so far.
Be of Good Cheer. Lots of Love. GEOFF
ADDENDUM:- Many old power points and centres are being activated and cleansed, ready to receive the new energies and crisis centres for those who are awakening and need reassuring. For those who like words. The still moon is on its way to its apogee. Politicians like to spout apodictic phrases and maybe we should all partake in an aubade. GF
Those that are attuned to the new energies the shift appears in many ways, to name a few, new intuitive information, fatigue, strange eye focusing, a type of vertigo and other symptoms, and so on, I do not want to dwell on these, so as not to energise them, rather to where they are leading us too, to see them as transforming. In the DVD ' What the Bleep do we Know ' ? a top scientist refers to the process as to a ' rewiring of the brain ' which in turn sends new combinations of neuropeptides to the cells (scroll back).
Folk who are not sensitive to the new frequencies will find they fall back to the old outworn ways, a rhetorical path and they feel ' stale worn out and ' its not working anymore and yet still feeling they are losing their grip on things, fight desperately to hang on ( see Hopi prophesy scroll back ), they are tired of being a sheep and hearing the vain bleating of political garbage, promises and policies that are without substance and wishing someone was brave enough to introduce a global policy that is uplifting fair and altruistic. They almost see through the veil of materialistic living, they are frustrated and cannot leap into the new, so they feel depressed and escape into distraction in drink, crime, sexual deviations and media hype and supply, and then are those who yearn for the 'good old days'.
The radical shift is not violent or terrorist, it is an awakening of consciousness, to feel a loving all embracing yet not emotional sentimentality, an all inclusiveness, not a taught previously indoctrinated idea, but something deeply felt, new, pristine, lived and part of one. This is a paradigm shift and the energies that are running in the infrastructure are now surfacing and they will bring about this radical shift and hopefully stabilise between now and 2008, after that the energies will still occur in increments and surges, but will be more gentle or softer. However, those in relays ( see scroll back ) will get a ' hard Knock ' should there be a stubborn resistance, a hard scrape of the pan needed. The Earth Mother has to go through her process as well so more earth changes will happen, however, these will be in proportion to those who have awakened. 70% awakened 30% changes and so forth. There is a battle for peoples minds and should a slip back occur by the invention of a mind blocking device, it might put back the 2008 to 2012 or 2036 and the last chance 2075, however, this is not looking to be the case so far.
Be of Good Cheer. Lots of Love. GEOFF
ADDENDUM:- Many old power points and centres are being activated and cleansed, ready to receive the new energies and crisis centres for those who are awakening and need reassuring. For those who like words. The still moon is on its way to its apogee. Politicians like to spout apodictic phrases and maybe we should all partake in an aubade. GF
Tuesday, 5 September 2006
Rods of Initiation - September 2006
MANY YEARS AGO I was meditating in a very powerful place when I went ice cold and felt I was dying ( scroll back to 2004 experiences of a similar nature ). I then felt three dark purple clad beings around me, two at my sides slightly to the rear and one behind me. The two side beings held a rod which the one on the left pointed towards the centre of my head above my third eye as did the one on the right. This formed a V, yet open at the apex. The being behind me said something to someone in front of me, I could not see the one in front, this being was cloaked and in the shadow, behind a a large veil. I then felt approval from the cloaked one and then the being behind me brought the rod that was in its keep to join the vacant space in the apex of the V to form an arrow, I then heard these words " these are the rods of Initiation ". Proceeding from this experience it set off a new life cycle in my spiritual journey, I then started out doing many years of workshops, lectures, seminars seeing clients, whilst holding down a full time job. ( 1368 workshops which includes lectures, seminars, 3000 one to one's hundreds of phone calls ) some initiation. This took place from 1962 to 2001. Many people had their awakening at this time as well. It is interesting that I was not given the 1967 Aquarian one until later after the initiation and that prior to 1967 the work was mainly Budo ( Japanese martial Zen Arts and then Tai Chi and Qi Gong). 1984 then really opened up to the Aquarian work so this meant that I did 792 ' new Age ' workshops, seminars, lectures, and about 3000 new clients. During this period a switch in a complete new phase occurred, I was driving up to Findhorn in 1974 when I felt to visit Samye Ling ( The Tibetan Monastic Centre ( see 1967 writings and visited in 1967,68 and 69 ) it was about a 30 mile round return trip to the main road, I got to the gate and was about to open it to drive in, and as if a huge hand, a barrier came and prevented me from going in, try as I may I could not go in, it was then I realised I had severed all connections with cults, religions, isms and felt that I was to be something else, it was on my last visit to Findhorn in 1976 that I informally married Gilly Wells and we started a magazine and group called Universal Approach, these rods of initiation had accelerated me into the Aquarian New Universal Way. The the way is just that, the way.
The world is at this point in its evolution with its inhabitants to take an initiation as above, to find a Universal Way. It may have to come about in several ways, for instance, hopefully through an initiation sort of as above, or through being sick and tired of war, through climate change, deprivation, drought, misery or a gigantic Earth catastrophe. I feel all of these instances may occur perhaps with less drama than it appears to be now. We are accelerating in the energies which are firing up all old Karma and hopefully burn itself out. We have to die to our old ways and the veiled being who stands before us will lift the veil of darkness and we will be initiated into the light and then world rehabilitation will begin. The energies of initiation were strongly injected into the Planets Etheric in 2004 ( scroll back to the pentagrams ) and now another almighty burst at the AUGUST 2006 FULL MOON, many feel the build up to this harmonic Grand Cross Type energy now, with trust and faith hopefully it will awaken people even further and not fire up or fuel up old karma and so burn it off with war and attrition. 2006 is the year of creative Karma ( see scroll back ). Until October hang on to your lifelines and watch for the sleepers to awaken. Lots of Love. Geoff.
ADDENDUM:- Again in the 67 writing that the mind had to be centred in all three Dantiens ( Hara's or energy Chakra Fields ( see back pages ). The energy years ago was Tandem ( Japanese term for lower hara, then in the techno age in the head ( upper one ) now had to be a heart centre opening ( middle hara or dantien ) and so the energy balanced with all three operative. There is a Qi Gong exercise or form I do named The Great Micro Universal Way which helps the channels open to this. GF
The world is at this point in its evolution with its inhabitants to take an initiation as above, to find a Universal Way. It may have to come about in several ways, for instance, hopefully through an initiation sort of as above, or through being sick and tired of war, through climate change, deprivation, drought, misery or a gigantic Earth catastrophe. I feel all of these instances may occur perhaps with less drama than it appears to be now. We are accelerating in the energies which are firing up all old Karma and hopefully burn itself out. We have to die to our old ways and the veiled being who stands before us will lift the veil of darkness and we will be initiated into the light and then world rehabilitation will begin. The energies of initiation were strongly injected into the Planets Etheric in 2004 ( scroll back to the pentagrams ) and now another almighty burst at the AUGUST 2006 FULL MOON, many feel the build up to this harmonic Grand Cross Type energy now, with trust and faith hopefully it will awaken people even further and not fire up or fuel up old karma and so burn it off with war and attrition. 2006 is the year of creative Karma ( see scroll back ). Until October hang on to your lifelines and watch for the sleepers to awaken. Lots of Love. Geoff.
ADDENDUM:- Again in the 67 writing that the mind had to be centred in all three Dantiens ( Hara's or energy Chakra Fields ( see back pages ). The energy years ago was Tandem ( Japanese term for lower hara, then in the techno age in the head ( upper one ) now had to be a heart centre opening ( middle hara or dantien ) and so the energy balanced with all three operative. There is a Qi Gong exercise or form I do named The Great Micro Universal Way which helps the channels open to this. GF
Wednesday, 9 August 2006
Transformers - August 2006
WELCOME AND GREETINGS. The High frequency energies are extremely powerful at this time and many are feeling the effects as outlined previously. The usual imbibing of energies into the portals ( scroll back ) are now taking in almost full power. The reason for this is to ' burn up ' the remaining dross or piscean patterns that are ingrained, entrenched in cellular memory. It is a bit like the fine encrusting left in cooking pans, those bits that have to be soaked and scraped. The sorting of the wheat from the chaff. This of course exudes into the atmosphere and is picked up by those still tuned into the old patterns and exacerbates their dormant or existing programmes, this we see in the escalation of wars, crime, corruption, pollution and typical of the end of an era ( scroll back ). This is now a process of extirpation.
June 21 2006 was powerful in its vibrations and the still moon ( scroll back ) began to move back along its path in its 18« year cycle going gradually further away from Earth in its elliptical orbit, many could feel this ' pull '. The pull was felt as neck, head, back and chest pressure accompanied by the increased detox caused by increased frequency and change of Yin / Yang at the equinox and the moving into position of other line ups to follow. Detox also overloads the kidneys, liver, thyroid and lymph systems, and as most people who are on the path do some deoxing anyway it is as well to keep well flushed through, drink plenty of water, rest as much as you can, also keep the balance with exercises that help the situation, sometimes these energies cause heart palpitations and fluctuations ( please check with your doctor and if given a clean bill of health, then it is possibly as above, many I know have checked in with their health professionals and been cleared and they feel relieved that it may be extramundane ). July 11 06 was the full moon and the energies were boosted up by a blast through the collective unconscious due the World Soccer tournament and Wimbledon Tennis tournament ( scroll back to see article on REG's ).
Leading on from these energies of 11/ 6, we are developing into a harmonic ( see back articles ) and a similar grand cross array as in 1999 ( scroll back ). Pluto is lining up with key centres in the galaxy along with Jupiter which had developed a second red spot now joined to the first, so fasten your safety belts. Many of us are grounding and earthing these energies resembling transformers and aerials. Some are infusing and cleansing the ley and power points and so forth. This is it for August 2006. Lots of Love. Geoff. 0208 449 2213 fax/ ans mc on at 09.00 off at 22.30.
Addendum:- The 1967 script mentions we have to have a strong physical body and mentions the fact we need a good deal of protein to ' weigh ' us down, not to be adipose yet firm and anchored. I do light weight training while on NASA recommended rebounder, tai chi, Qi Gong lots of rest and having fun. Be well GF.
p.S. APOLOGIES for the April May and June July, my ancient word processor broke down and so I could not correct anything, I will soon take delivery of a new ( second hand ) laptop which a friend has kindly donated. Hope this is more up to it.
June 21 2006 was powerful in its vibrations and the still moon ( scroll back ) began to move back along its path in its 18« year cycle going gradually further away from Earth in its elliptical orbit, many could feel this ' pull '. The pull was felt as neck, head, back and chest pressure accompanied by the increased detox caused by increased frequency and change of Yin / Yang at the equinox and the moving into position of other line ups to follow. Detox also overloads the kidneys, liver, thyroid and lymph systems, and as most people who are on the path do some deoxing anyway it is as well to keep well flushed through, drink plenty of water, rest as much as you can, also keep the balance with exercises that help the situation, sometimes these energies cause heart palpitations and fluctuations ( please check with your doctor and if given a clean bill of health, then it is possibly as above, many I know have checked in with their health professionals and been cleared and they feel relieved that it may be extramundane ). July 11 06 was the full moon and the energies were boosted up by a blast through the collective unconscious due the World Soccer tournament and Wimbledon Tennis tournament ( scroll back to see article on REG's ).
Leading on from these energies of 11/ 6, we are developing into a harmonic ( see back articles ) and a similar grand cross array as in 1999 ( scroll back ). Pluto is lining up with key centres in the galaxy along with Jupiter which had developed a second red spot now joined to the first, so fasten your safety belts. Many of us are grounding and earthing these energies resembling transformers and aerials. Some are infusing and cleansing the ley and power points and so forth. This is it for August 2006. Lots of Love. Geoff. 0208 449 2213 fax/ ans mc on at 09.00 off at 22.30.
Addendum:- The 1967 script mentions we have to have a strong physical body and mentions the fact we need a good deal of protein to ' weigh ' us down, not to be adipose yet firm and anchored. I do light weight training while on NASA recommended rebounder, tai chi, Qi Gong lots of rest and having fun. Be well GF.
p.S. APOLOGIES for the April May and June July, my ancient word processor broke down and so I could not correct anything, I will soon take delivery of a new ( second hand ) laptop which a friend has kindly donated. Hope this is more up to it.
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