Time Marches On or Is It An Illusion? - January 2009

A GOOD NEW YEAR TO YOU. So much has happened. On a personal level it has been very trying and yet growth stimulating. Strange synchronistic events. Around about the Scorpio New and full Moons I received emails and writings stating that this was a huge and powerful time. The main aspect was a dying off inside of the redundant or outworn patterns we no longer need. I thought OK then a gradual sloughing off. No way, a few folks in various countries and UK went through a strange likeness of diarrhoea, nausea, indigestion and a darkening of the soul so to speak. When mine abated and restarted so did theirs. A group soul, an emphatic resonance, I do not know. Other groups had similar events.

I am not a fan of channelled writings, however, The Children of Light Monthly Weather Report, seemed to sum this up and December as well. I got this after the events. It has been a kind of inner crisis with me, a real test, going from despair to very enjoyable experiences. I had three great experiences in September and October and there was a definite kind of shift, this left me with the energy and quietude to cope with the later months.

Many people have felt that 2008 was in fact the 2012 year energy wise. I feel it a kind of dry run, a dress rehearsal for 2012. Some esoteric Astrologers' base this on the Scorpio Moons above and said that Eris, Sedna, Chiron had a lot to play in this along with Saturn being conjunct with Neptune and Pluto going into Capricorn for a few years and also some stated that there were two grand crosses at that time. I know little of the details but trust a few of them very much.

There is another take on this that many are prepared so that when the wheel drops off in the next four years the light workers who have changed their consciousness and the youngsters with the 1% as yet changed DNA will understand and assist. When I say the wheel falls off I do not mean a holocaust. I mean specifically that there will be a gradual erosion of the world we see today. The battle between the new ways and the old established ways with its conspiracies will continue until the critical mass is reached, I feel this could be in 2012. Until then expect the medical, political, big pharma, the banks to get up to their games and ploys, particularly in curbing human rights and freedom using the old terrorist propaganda and yet orchestrating it themselves.

Then there is a summary that I feel is for me the aspect of the whole thing, another view or window.

• The increase in energy and global warming seems to be commensurate to our gradual alignment with the mass or central sun at the middle of the Milky Way, which belts out huge energies.
• This is a natural cycle and so is a Universal or Spiritual event.
• Ancients and the elders today of the ethnic communities know and knew about this.
• All the planets in our solar system seem to have global warming of a sort and climate change.
• I thought and so did others that the local sun was responsible[NASA now say the sun is powering up again and launching into cycle 24, so more Solar flares, magnetic space weather[CME's Coronal Mass Ejections].
• The line up is December 20/21 2012. Then I feel we may have moved to critical mass, and hopefully the collective unconscious will be at saturation point and spew over to a new world view.
• In the meantime people will have grown incrementally and sequentially, turn on in their new neural pathways, hence peptides and transmitters, which switch on some of the redundant DNA and Codons.
• The switching device is the flow of magnetic energy from the Central Sun which is coded and decoded and is a frequency signal which resonates with the DNA already embedded in us.
• The human body and brain in particular has to refine its nervous system to take the higher frequencies otherwise burn out or even chronic illness and demise of the body completely and the soul will work in higher dimensions as they have already glimpsed at the 'plan'. [I could feel the searing energy in me with the above account of the synchronistic events].
• There will be attempts to 'mess with our heads' from certain hostile quarters.
• I have stated many times in blogs past that we have 2036 and 2075 as other possible windows. If we miss these two, I am not sure of our destiny.
• Articles in the Daily Telegraph July 5th 1995 Science Editor [see blogs back] and Nature November 20th 2008, say similar things about the energies and so forth.
• I feel these energies are messages to evolve us and I call my work 'The Next Step in Evolution'.
• The next few years will give the opportunity for the messages to implant into and switch on the new encodings.
• What happens to those who are not sensitive to the messages? It can cause havoc with their DNA or just pass through the body as junk and perhaps interfere with the immune system in some way.
• Similar things happen to light workers if not refined enough. I lost so much weight and sleeplessness lately I could be one of those whose refinement is not up to par, or it could be a refinement process. I have not idea for me; I am often left in the dark as to my future, and often soldier on blindly.

My overall feeling for the world is optimistic, whether I am here to see it or not, I feel between the years stated above we will make it.

The credit crunch goes on, jobless, house repossessions, the tragic horrific incident in Mumbai [by the way some elders have prophesied for some years now a possible nuclear confrontation with India and Pakistan]. What does it take to wake up humanity? How many times more, more massacres, more tyranny to deny us choice in the face of 'experts', more credit crunches, more taxes, more unfair rules to punish the poor and reward the rich. When will the fanatics wake up and the oppresses in so called democracy realise they share a platform with the opposition.

I can certainly feel the intensity as the battle warms up, it is threefold. The old and the old, and the silent pressure to push the dam and spill over into a synthesis of the old and old into a third way the new.

The silent pressure will like the gentle flower pushing aside hardened earth and ice cracking concrete, or like a dog I had once who used to get into bed and gradually push over to Gilly my partner at the time, and we used to find ourselves on the floor and a bemused look on her and my face, the dog completely and blissfully unaware of the whole episode.

What is freedom? It is not to pursue whim and impulse, it is to find that space in the mind which is serene and aware, here love and compassion abide and it is not a forceful thing and the experienced is harmless and all embracing.

The main theme from 2009 to 2012 and beyond is Consciousness. It is not the accent or play on the astrological and astronomical alignments but to see the outworking of the energy facilitated by these energetic bodies to bring about a radical change in mind sets, a purging through the unconscious auto pilot patterns of cultural and deep seated havoc played out by habitual and unconscious automatic decisions. The ability to bring to the surface dysfunctional behaviour patterns, that may have been appropriate at some time, now though, redundant and exhausted. The ability to let go of tenacious protectionist beliefs that isolate ourselves from one another. The stale outworn fanaticism of politics, religion, human rights and just being allowed to be human. Simple and pure.

What does this take to be like this? It means we all are born and die. For the time we spend on Earth it is infinitesimal in terms of the Cosmos, it is not even a grain of sand, and yet in that grain lies the secret of the Cosmos. What ever we accrue during this temporary sojourn we cannot take with us. The lesson in this is that whilst it may give us pleasure to have bags of money, riches, hedonistic pleasure. It can give us a false sense of security [as some millionaires who committed suicide found when they lost all in the credit crunch]. So we come down to where our patterns, our road map, our image, our ego sense of security lies we will fall or rise.

Money, wealth, prosperity is not evil; it is the attachment, the addiction to it that is. Why is this so? It is because it means that accumulating more and more, whether it is money or some other thing, this addiction leads to obsession and then a kind of blindness which in turn can be so demanding that one might trample, kill, imprison and strive to get this no matter the consequences. The quest then leads to domination and power and subdues others who are not on the same wavelength. The rape of the Earth, the urge for supremacy in religion and political agenda's, the blindness of the marriage between traditional medicine and allopathic drugs and procedures, the arrogant multi nationals, the domination of male over female and the like.

As long as the above becomes an attachment it becomes ones modus operandi for security. As long as I have X amount in the bank I feel secure, safe, as long as I pray to ONLY MY God then I am safe and secure, as long as I have this and that even to ideas, concepts then I am safe. Deprived of these and I feel lost, no hope, depressed. YET, this can be an opportunity to break free and trust in that emptiness, in the chaos, for it is known to grow one has to breakdown, then a period of confusion and chaos, and then with trust in Life, from out the womb of emptiness a new hybrid or form is born. [See here the Nobel Prize Winner Russian born Belgian theoretical chemist Ilya Prigogine, a really brilliant way that evolution works].

What now to 2012 and onwards. If a system fails to exchange and grow, if our bodies arrest and dwindle and fails to exchange its energy, by food intake and excretion, the intake and discharge, then the system arrests and collapses. Our bodies may do this mutual exchange with the environment and this contributes to ecology. What of our minds that become a close system? No exchange just a repetitive rote, keeping the exchange locked in, no new stimulus, no ecological value, a closed system of a few, not contributing the whole.

By the laws of evolution exchange and expansion to higher levels are indeed the name of the game. Sooner or later when our bodies have done their exchange, we move on to death, the place where new forms take the place of the old system, this is the way of things, should the system be freely operating in its exchange with its environment then the new form will find its commensurate higher order.

Sooner or later the way of society will have to change as the laws of evolution are demanding change. We will not survive as a planetary humanity if we are full of hate, racial and religious intolerance, pollution, medical dictators, and large industrial giants raping the Earth, food contaminated and depleted of nutrients. Crazy thinking, knee jerk political madness, youngsters crying out for love and decency. There will be a breakdown, and the chaos will get worse, until that point when nothing works at all. Not even Obama. The light will go on at the eleventh hour and fiftynine minutes and fiftynine seconds and then a ripple will go through the collective unconscious and the clarion wake up call will sound and people will either stay in the lower form and decay and or seize the opportunity, wait patiently through the chaos for the resulting higher or more inclusive form to emerge.

One might ask what if this fails to take place either at 2012, 2036 or 2075. Then a polluted burnt out planet, oil exhausted, wars local and international, weather bleak and foreboding. A drug infested knife and gun society, no go areas and awful scenarios to horrific to imagine. Do I think or feel this will happen? No the awakening of the psychic children, the laws of the Cosmos which are the laws of Evolution are through their enablers and configuration and update implementers, driving huge energies of change into the consciousnesses of humanity, a pressure is felt, a quickening, the pulse beat of the planet, the heart beat of the planet is surging, urging, and silently and yet relentlessly pushing for change. Should humanity not grasp the nettle then the planet will. Time marches on and yet time is an illusion. How so? Read a book and get engrossed, sit in meditation and time seems to race by. Bored and depressed, time seems to be stretching out. Yes linear time, the clock time, mental time is what we have made it to be. Yet time where there is no clock, where the mind is steeped in inner peace, yet aware in physical time, is still in this body and our present situation, aware of the clock, the watch, signing in for work, closing and opening time, TV programme time. However, should the mind find itself absorbed in the witness, inner peace, then the ATTACHMENT to time is not there. One honours time as above, and yet is not driven by the madness to 'get there on time', 'run out of time', somehow one does all this and is a'good time keeper', it part of the ebb and flow of life. The difference is there is not the pressure and one keeps time with content ease. So in this sense time loses its attachment and is seen as an illusionary, temporary, transient aspect of Life in this corporeal body and present society.

As I type this in it is a cold December day, two days before the Full Moon on December 12 2008. The energy was very intense, and there seemed a pall of black murk around and a huge silent, ominous, lurking, prevailing feeling of a giant tsunami, earth quaky, or a terrorist attack or something. I then received six calls from light worker colleagues from around the globe stating that they were having this feeling and that they felt as though they were having a nervous breakdown and that they felt they could not hold it together anymore, they felt like exploding.

I felt something akin to this as if a part of me that was old and redundant was now dying off, or more like wanting to break out, find its freedom and go and dissipate itself. I then realised that Life is an ever evolving kaleidoscope, a treadmill of adventure, and to, truly evolve, we must and should breakdown to breakthrough, and in fact breakdown is OK. When we can see that breakdown is liberating and not traumatic, I feel we have a great chance to reform NOT back to the old self, but to a different form, a different consciousness, a more evolved self. This may mean we leave old friends, or meet them again another footing, see them in a different light, be more still, more creative, perhaps rid ourselves of objects once held dear, clear our clutter, and most of all have less mind chatter and feel comfortable with less or sometimes more. To meet ourselves with more compassion and less judgemental of others and ourselves.

When we view the world scenarios we see the leaders going on about change, more transparency, more liberation and yet that thought gives them hope and they really want to do it. Then comes the 'What If'. Can we really trust others, ourselves, and that first flurry of YES, then doubt, then fear and then denial, and then more security, more stringent obnoxious detainment and shackles? Can I really dare to let go, can I really be liberated, can I really feel the joy of being? What will God say if I am a rampant joyous sublime clown, dancing through life with happiness and a few possessions and no religion but the celebration of Life? Acknowledging the One Life and Creator. Can I let Go?

I am sure if this spirit prevails we would delight in new harmless technologies, medical breakthroughs that are not intrusive and poisonous, free travel and no fear, nothing profit motive driven, the good for all and the life that works for everybody everywhere.

A dream one might say. Yet we have the technology. What stops the dream materialising? A non evolving mind set, a mind set based in the past of power grabbing, me, me , me, and f---k everybody else. When we realise that all things we condemn, judge and criticise we really disown this in us. We all have disowned shadow stuff that we are in denial off. It is liberating to realise that in other circumstances I could have been a pauper, a millionaire, different sexual orientation, a terrorist, and lack of self worth, worthy, a real con artist, a brothel owner, a pimp, a prostitute, a priest, a King/Queen, a beggar and so forth. Just dialogue with these aspects in you. [A good way to do this is to google in Genpo Roshi in Big Mind, Big Heart].

The message of 2009 is to see that consciousness is prime. That the energies are at the back of the shift. The shift has to come from consciousness. First the Creator of the Cosmos [You and I and all facets are part of the One energy and with no separation]. Then filtered through the hologram to each and every node of intelligence which is the all and all of everything. When we awaken to the feel and intuition we are one planet, one humanity, one divinity, one universe, seamless and fluid, a flow shared by all, then we shall see the tired, fatigued and worn out systems of repression, tyranny and dogma fall away.

So many are inwardly tired, fed up with the rhetoric and bullshit, religious, political, medical, market place crap, that we rebel either outwardly in protest or inwardly in breakdown. If we are to use breakdown efficiently then we must wait in the void [old sayings' When the weather is bad fisherman stay at home and repair their nets', 'Wait patiently for the well to fill up', ' Wherever your arrow lands call it your target', 'Wherever your arrow lands draw a circle around it', and so forth.].

This is an opportune time. This is an appropriate time. Do not rush to fill the gap, a time for meditation, contemplation, for reflection and wait patiently for the Universe to restructure and evolve and then in the silence of Ourselves we hear that still small voice, a subtle prompting, a familiar and yet strange to us, and if we trust it and go foreword with Its prompting, sometimes against all odds, maybe, just maybe a new horizon, a new vista will open and who knows we are on our way. Where are we going? To somewhere that has been waiting for us to arrive, stay a while and then move on. Such is Life and the adventure it is meant to be. Go well travel well and maybe we will meet upon the way and travel together. This is the hope for all planetary citizens.

Astrologers, Astronomers, Esoterics, Light workers and the like, forgive me an indulgence. I had a chat with a great friend and esoteric astrologer and reading a little of Jonathan Cainer, and an article by the Astrologer Eric Francis, I would like to offer a slant of what I feel will be the precursor astrological influences to the consciousness switch in and during 2012 and beyond.

A few years back I read a fascinating article by Eric Francis named 'A Bridge to the Core' in which he feels the core is the alignment in 2012 with the Centre at The Milky Way[see NASA and scientists confirming this and the ancient prophesies, the 26, 000 year cycle etc.,]. He felt that Chiron the wounded healer would bring out the wounds of the past and heal them. The core I feel is the true self and the wounds of humanities and personal past, Karma if you like, would surface, to either heal, or worked out, a kind of expiation or even closure. There was much more. Then Jonathan Cainer at the time of the Tsunami of 2004 mentioned how Sedna worked her influence and was a great influence for the ensuing years. Her influence on the seas and animal kingdom and our treatment of them would be affected, and that our responsibility to nature and the feminine would have to be addressed. Bearing this in mind, plus recent events I feel a picture is emerging. The Scorpio New and Full Moons were said to be the most powerful for many a year and forecasted 'the death of the old self', many felt this, there were reported to be a number of grand crosses. Then the 12 December 2008 Full Moon which heralded another set of a grand cross. This at the Full moon of Gemini saw this vista, Looking towards the setting Sun, Venus and Jupiter, also near the Sun, Mars, lower than to view, half way between the setting Sun and Rising Moon, Saturn and underneath the feet as it were Uranus. So many emails and telephone calls of folks felt they were losing the 'plot'. The moon large in the sky at its perigee [the moon nearest the Earth in its oval orbit] all made for a momentous surge of energy for those sensitive to it.

Then followed Mars going over an invisible line of Uranus at one end tugging at Saturn the other in a battle. Uranus representing rule breaking and revolution and Saturn restriction and tradition or structure, some sees Uranus as light, fire and unconditional love as it tends to break down false love. This dual goes on into 2010. Then to cap it all Pluto into Capricorn for at least fourteen years, some say twenty one years.

The above, the setting, now the picture. We have to be responsible for nature and the feminine in the world and us. Pluto will search out the untruth and dross in us, anything that is not of the true self. This in turn will bring us to and climb the Capricorn Mountain of initiation, which are the unconditional compassion and the leap from the plateau into the void of creation. Chiron will heal the heart aches of the oppressed and Sedna will bring forth the magic of seas and nature. According to Esoteric interpretation Saturn has been the ruler of the last 26,000 year Yuga or cycle and now Uranus takes over. So the tug of war or battle for letting go into new ways which opposes Saturn sees the tug of Uranus for the fire of Creativity and Unconditional love tempered by the intuitive insight.

I feel this sets us up nicely for the years ahead. The old medical slash, burn, poison, chemical drugs [still needed until the old finally slithers away], the old petroleum/pharmaceutical, multinationals, the corrupt banks and systems, the war lords, power mongers, greedy energy companies shunning and putting off the alterative power sources, the devious food companies with false food labelling and putting children's lives at stake. The big brother attitude and terrorists the same difference, at the opposite ends of the rope [Saturn], the human rights and so called democracies taking away civil liberties. Can this be the death throes of the Saturn leader as it makes way for its new role as assistant to Uranus [the creative and innovative new ways and insights?]Is the breaking down of everything now apparent the Pluto stuff? Yet the compassion and rising heart energy and wound healing also now apparent, Chiron? Is the care for the planet and her beings, nature, the seas, the land, the ecological awareness the cry of Sedna?

Well if we take Pluto as being in the purging role for 14 or 21 years this takes us to 2022 and 2029 respectively. I have repeatedly stated that we have two more windows after 2012, they are 2036 and 2075. I feel that 2012 will herald in the 'flip' this I feel will be the year when the critical mass is reached and then, and only then will it start to percolate into the mass collective unconscious and circulate to rise in consciousness, that is the unconscious deep promptings, the archetypal corner stones of the old Piscean Saturn structure tumble, then those who have been awakening WILL BE THERE to explain, facilitate and lead on to the Uranus Mind set and Aquarian energies. Pluto will mop any odds and ends, and the leap from Capricorns heights will see humanity leap like lemmings into the true and beautiful.

Until then we will have more violence, go back to a banking system that continually breaks down, the authorities choking us with taxes, civil liberties abuse, medical maniac dogma [children forced to be vaccinated or parents imprisoned, fined or children taken into care, more racism, terrorist attacks and so on,] anything natural, healing, herbs and so forth curbed and banned old age. Science the new God, the Doctors the new priests, bankers and multinationals' the new politicians, the media the new entertainment.

Then it reaches a crescendo, a point of so much pressure, and so many have shared you feel this silent yet pushing, pulsating pressure, a pinnacle, a climax, and then boil bursts,[like the Berlin Wall] confusion and chaos, and then a vacuum, and so not to fill it with vandalism, riots and looting, the awakened or semi awakened ones will be there.

Do I think we will make it? Yes for sure. When will we make it? Which year? I feel between now and 2012 many will be switched on, when will the mass make it? Between 2012 and 2075. Will the outside world be different? Radically so from 2075 until 3000. Will the next generation see the changes? Yes they will see the turn around albeit slowly. Will wars end at anytime? There will be wars not so much for power and territory, but for how to best structure the new way; it will be academic rather than military. This will be the new role for Saturn to learn to be less rigid and yet give a more flexible skeleton to Uranus creative impulse.

There is much hope and remembering we are on the cusp of change, the transition. Two thirds across the river. There is no turning back. So let us march on, courageous and know that it will and must happen.

Astrology, divination, runes, I Ch'ing, angel cards, channelling, medium ship all are seemingly telling much the same story, the return of ET, the 12 strand DNA or the switching on of redundant DNA, the raising of energies, kundalini, a higher form of consciousness, children DNA change new super powers emerging. However you see the picture there is change; how we interpret the change is according to our programming.

The perigee takes 8.85 years and it's opposite the furthest is apogee. The moon is 221,800 miles from Earth on perigee it is 18,400 miles closer. Therefore it is 6% closer and 11% brighter. It can raise sea levels by 50cm or 2ins. What effect on the human body [see earlier blogs]. The brightness of the moon at perigee may mask somewhat the geminids meteor shower at this time as well. It is a rare occasion when perigee is at full moon, next time is November 2016. The reverse presumably would be at apogee.

A friend of mine and light worker sent me an email which he has kindly given me permission to quote 'An ex next door neighbour and a good friend of mine, was, until his recent retirement, one of BP's top engineers, having been a project manager for a number of high profile construction projects over the last twenty years, interspersed with periods in the London Head Office. During my research I asked him around fifteen months ago about the extraction and refining of oil. During the conversation he mentioned that they were having to repeated calibrate their navigational instruments due to the drift of the North Magnetic. He was referring to the original systems which had been retained as backup in the event of a breakdown of the more recent satellite systems. He went on to say that the North Magnetic had drifted 6 degrees from its original position. By my reckoning that is almost 700 kilometres'. Far in excess of what you [Geoff: in earlier blog some years back, when I was given by the Institute Of Navigation it was 56 Kilometres' to the East and had to recalibrate runways, satnav and GPS systems] fifteen months ago. Food for thought eh? On a slightly different subject. A friend of mine recently had a message from spirit to the effect that we should not worry about carbon emissions, as the Earth is quite capable of seeing after itself. Have a Good Christmas, with Regards. Norman.'

Well you see how far it has drifted in fifteen months and Mitch Battros site has said that 30,000 scientists are taking Al Gore to legal proceeding over leading the general public astray over the facts regarding global warming. However I must REPEAT we have to stop our 10% of contribution to the warming as we will rape the Earth, displace ethnic minorities and force starvation and deprivation. We have to turn to harmless technologies and medical procedures that are around, go forward into a brave new unpolluted world without profit margins and market place rogue policies, we have to have fair minded politicians, an education system that fosters ecology, respect, truth about big industrial giants scam and dictatorships by health authorities, human rights fiddled and tweaked to appear just and yet devious and ambiguous. We have to teach the one Cosmic Power and energy and show racial colour of skin is geographical and also cultural in difference, and joy to the difference and not to proselyte.

Until next time. Take care and Lots of Love. Geoff

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Thank God I'm Not Spiritual - December 2008

WAY BACK I was collecting things to package from a friends previously rented cottage when a gentleman came walking down the lane. His presence and aura suggested to me that this man was 'special' [I've grown out of special people, we are all special and yet very ordinary]. It turned out after a while I was talking, while packing up things to send onto Spain, that it was J Krishnamurti. I have related this in previous blogs. A year later I met him privately again [Again full story in a previous blog]. However the main theme that came out of this was not to start another movement, ism or spiritual practice.

Then I am reminded of my early days and being a fringe person who was around the days of so called new age masters in the 60's, 70's and then finding them in their private lives when not performing at workshops, seminars, and those huge collectives of the Mind, Spirit and God knows What else festivals, that these folks including me were full of ego, pompous, and each one outdoing, out charging and of course an exclusive ear to God or some exalted Being, it had to be a high angelic being, an ascended master or an ET. I do know they turn on some people. However, now it seems although irrelevantly, not jealousy [which I had pangs of in that era] that it was a market place each vying and strutting their wares. Although this in the name of God, Consciousness, the shift and whatever. Great and it was a buzz. This high only lasted as long as I had an adoring audience or one of the many clients and workshops. There was always a deep at that time inaccessible part that was lonely, isolated and yet desperately seeking an elusive or mysterious goal.

Krishnamurti's famous speech about dissolving the organisation set up by others, putting him on a pedestal and the new messiah was in essence saying, that once a sect, dogma, religion and the like become crystallised, they become a habit, a structure, a confinement and a prison to free expression and creativity. Then the division between psychics, channelers, sensitive's, spiritual seekers, those who sought enlightenment and God Consciousness, those who felt they were from another dimension and another galaxy and of ET origin. Take all that, the devotees, the followers, the cop out merchants, who seek the hand outs from those they feel have the 'light', the 'message', the tools, the book, the top banana. Yet the clear message from many a wise one' You and the source are one'; 'The Father and I are one'. 'I am That', 'The Kingdom of Heaven is Within'. All the great ones were one with the creator, were the creators creation. They did not channel, get their information from a third source. They did not even have a link to the creator; they were part and parcel of the Cosmic Consciousness. Their ego had dissolved as sugar in hot tea, an iceberg to the sea, the wave subsiding to the ocean of being.

Their search was over; they are that which they were searching for. No separation, they are indeed their own source of information. They are information. They are their own way. IN FACT they are not they, they'ness has dissolved, there is only one and this is a stand alone. One is now the one and religions, cults, ism's techniques and the like have no use. These were merely steps on the way and on becoming the WAY, which is the Way less Way, these are no longer needed, and the relief is felt as bliss and freedom.

On being the way there's no such thing as holy, spiritual, masters, wrong and rights and in human form one might say' thank god I am not spiritual'. Hypothetical question' does God think of itself as spiritual, holy, right or wrong?' Has God a favourite theme other than which holy books convey to us, many of them ancient and out of date and is the cause of many bloody wars, family split ups and so forth? Have many really thought through that the vastness of the universe, the amazing abundance and ecology of nature, the mysterious sub particle realms, the marvel of a bird flying, a human walking, giving birth to off spring, the miracle of birth and death, and compared it with the pettiness of a religious dogma, some human minds petty attempt to logic it, know the answers to the theme and reason for creation? Deep unbiased contemplation will reveal the shallow and fallacious ideologies that arise from the cults, isms and scientific and political myopia that exists.

However, when sitting still and breathing gently reaching that ineffable space where one expands, feels the limits of the petty ego dissolving as it becomes absorbed in a great essence, the sensing of a consciousness unbounded, unfettered, limitless freedom, even in sleep, play and the business of life. Then one sees and senses the narrowness of the human condition. There is a joy and one is in accord with the Universal Mind. One is filled with a natural compassion, one is harmless, nay not timid, or afraid, one is not aggressive, and however one's actions are appropriate to the natural needs of the moment - the natural efficiency of the natural mind [see further back blogs on ' chicken's don't lie and rabbit kittens'].

We may catch a glimpse of the potential of this bliss and joy which I feel is beginning to percolate into the human collective unconscious. I feel this is the real message of 2012 and beyond. Not a technological revolution, but a mass inner peace and contentment consciousness brought about by contentment through just accepting and being who we are. No celebrities spiritual or otherwise, we are content to be who we are without makeovers, plastic surgery and enhancements, no desire other than to be at peace inside. When one is touched by the inner beauty and is harmony with the universe, then new harmless technologies will arise. We will have left behind aggressive marketing and hoarding, we will be altruistic stemming from heartfelt warmth. We will feel bon ami and then the world can take on its heritage as a planet of fun, creativity and peace. Far from a boring nothingness to an unfolding beautiful scenario flowing from creativity and not ego demands.

This may come about when the enchantment and fascination for gadgets, technology, power, domination and covetous hankerings subside. Some of this will come through shortage of supply; many will turn seeing that materialism is not the saviour it would appear to be. The more we hoard the more we have to defend and worry about. When we become disenchanted with the trappings, the razz meh taz, the glitter, lycra, glamour [as so many celebs are finding] then we seek the quiet life, we see the beauty in simple things, sunsets, flowers, hear bird calls, everything is vibrant, healthy, pristine, primordial and we know this because this is what we are too. This is our nature and essence which I am one with our Creator. God I'm So Glad I am not spiritual. God I am so glad I am a no-one everyone. Yippee!

There is no doubt that the credit crunch has exposed so much. The manufacture of paper monopoly money, fat cats still earning huge bonuses. People's faith in materialism which floats as thin ice, its foundations on shifting sands, the feel good factor of materialism whilst it lasts is intrinsically deluding. The payout from a nanny state and the reliance on the pensions and handouts can in some circumstances denude us of inner resources. The faith in shares and stock markets, the thrill if you like of make or break, the gamble, great if it wins, despair if it loses.

Just recently some millionaires have committed suicide over their losses and taken their families with them. Many others in less well off situations have lost their homes, their livelihoods. Is this the wake up call to rethink our lives and the way we live them? Is this the energy jolt needed to shift the mind set and be a new world paradigm by 2012?

It is strange how the Universe is constantly changing, our bodies doing the same, and yet our mind sets and securities remain sometimes entrenched, rigid and we then impose that on our bodies too, so they lose flexibility and longevity.

The value of property has gone down, so I asked my MP and the government does this mean that council tax will come down? No way, my local council had lost a lot in the Icelandic debacle, in fact they said they might hugely raise it, in order to pay for the injection of taxpayer's cash to subsidise the banks. Then I asked will the 5% inflation be updated to the state pension. No way. Blow the pensioners with fuel going up, raise in food prices, rents and other commodities. Yet big company executives flaunt and milk the situation. Agreed if you subscribe to the money capital market system you need the big earners, the banks and all that goes with it. Neither do I extol communism, fascism or any other ism. However, spare a few crumbs off the bread board for those less well off.

We hear talk of more rigid controls of banks, hedge funds, transparency and similar rhetoric. Great financial institutions giving glib and silky phrases, political gibberish, spin doctoring and so on. How long before the general public see through this brain washing and illusionary façade? Yes a revolt is needed, NOT A BLOODY VIOLENT ONE, an inner mind revolt, to see through the mists of clever con tricks, to see through the corrupt laws which foster and nourish this complete magic conjuring show named the GREAT HOUDINI OF MAMMON. Cabinet reshuffles, new policies, new government faces all saying the same thing in many different ways, and those who buck the system will be hounded out, broken and led away or bribed off. When will this end? When will the masses wake up? Rio Ferdinand the current England Deputy Football Captain, talks about the huge wages and lazy players who earn more at their club than playing for the pride of their country. The possible credit crunch leading to a collapse of some large clubs, the millions paid in sponsorship and TV rights and so on. The fans who are married to their club and these are another sort of religion and fanaticism, leading to killings and mass destruction of towns. This with street gangs who are alienated from society by poverty and loss of parental control. Yes, the have-not's of council estates and the have's of footballers may soon have their worlds touched. One very well known footballer said to me,' Christ, the thought of not having fifteen grand a week in my hand gives me the s----s, I have three cars worth £95,000 each, three houses and an airplane, if this hits me I am deep in the s---t' . It's all relative I said and he said yes I may need my relatives. By the way he is one of the poorer paid players.

We seem to have a mental Botox. We rely on security patterns instilled in our childhood [I have said this in earlier blogs in great detail]. We have been hammered, brain washed, conditioned to have a subconscious routine, playing as a loop tape, which monitors the mind to see if we are 'keeping up the tradition, the religion, the reactive defence/offence regimes, and if not guilt, punishment by low self esteem, denial and the guardian FEAR.' The governments and religions make sure their programmes are synchronised to the individual and this is called tradition, culture and we take pride in this, yes to a point it is so. Not to a point where we are bloody minded and cannot see the control mechanisms to free bright original thought. Afraid to reach out into a brave new world of trust, sharing and love. Maybe we shall have a few more crunches, and like the story in the Old Testament, re the Pharaoh refusing to let the Hebrews go, the ten plagues were sent until they relented. Will we have to have ten more wars, famines, credit crunches until we reach out beyond our puny minds, become bold and see a world family? Not a one world government or bank, but a seamless economy and holographic sharing. A dream and impossibility? If we wish and we desire it enough it can happen as en masse effort. This is the way the Cosmos works, one for all and all for one. Once we align with this in selfless participation, then the Cosmos will act and co operate with us?

As I type this in late October the snow is on the ground, the trees and roof tops at 11.23 am. There are trail of animals, we have foxes, squirrels and from the lake nearby we have geese and ducks as they fly away to warmer climes, we have the patrolling cat, magpies, pigeons and an occasional woodpecker. It seems so far away from this quiet spot shielded from the busy main road, only to be at the back of the block of flats, it seems a world apart. An oasis in the mainstream of Life. Yet at the other side of the world in the USA in the Yellowstone Park Reserve, salamanders, frogs are in decline, is this because of the rumblings of underground calderas? Pools are drying up. Ancient prophesies backed up by the indigenous shamans and wise people are saying this could go up. Well may be so. So many folk are talking about a shift, and maybe this is part of the scenario. We have to build a new world and that starts with us clearing house and new foundations. We have to be courageous, bold, daring, and yet make wise decisions. We have to find ourselves, not the brainwashed rhetoric and spin by medical, political and religious world leaders, we have to see the truth and feel it. We have to be free creative spirits and look fear in the eyes and somehow walk through it. Surely, a brave new world.

There is a popular song which starts 'What do I do to make you love me'? My feeling is the title might be 'What do I do to make me love myself'? If we are always depending on the handout for love, then we may neglect or not seek for that in us. A world filled with loving folks who love themselves [not to be confused with egoistic love] would be a world to cherish and thrive in. For where there is not love there is a barren desert and bitter water pools.

The Universe provides such beauty, recently I received an email with attachment and it showed the Northern Lights and rare rainbow fire cloud, and then the tale of the Leonides meteor shower and to make a wish when you see them [October- November]. These natural wonders are the signs of beauty and a creative Universe.

Recently I had an experience which I should like to share with you. I was in the bathroom washing my hands preparatory to making a meal, and just empty minded drying my hands on a towel when in my mind slowly and in slide motion came the phrase what shall I do with this freedom and what do I do with the emptiness, the void, the nothing? Momentarily there was a pause then a resounding inner voice as it were pronounced NOTHING. Another pause and then I stated laughing, literally for twenty minutes, I had to go to the loo several times. I haven't laughed like that for years. I then phoned friends in Germany and I couldn't speak for laughter, they started laughing and we laughed for another 20 minutes. [Some weeks previous to this I awoke with great joy and danced around the bedroom shouting 'At last, at last I'm free. It was deep and profound.]. That afternoon I was watching a soccer match on TV and every time there was a foul, I broke out in hysterical laughter. I felt quite mad and yet intensely sane. By the way my laughter attracted the attention of my neighbours who enquired if I was alright.

Interestingly enough as it were, a few days after these two experiences above, a great kick back from the ego, I felt it trying to get back, old patterns surfaced and yet at the back of mind, so to speak, was that laughter, and more gentle, and it takes off now and then.

What does this mean? Am I enlightened? Obviously things are lighter and my approach to life is more spontaneous. Part of me seems to have a difficulty accepting the fun freedom offered to me. A kind of incredibility, like a huge gift, and can I really believe it? I have read in Satyam Nadeen's books that when an enlightenment experience takes place it has to be 'worn' as it were [my words] until the full integration process takes place. I know as I have said in the Koan blog that there are ko satori [minor enlightenment] which take apart the structure of the ego to finally culminate in O satori [enlightenment]. Well I have no idea.

Synchronicity; - just recently I started to have cramps in the abdomen and diarrhoea [end of October beginning of November], well you may say a bug, change of weather. It started on a Monday and stopped on a Wednesday, then started on Friday to the now Monday 3rd November, in itself well this happens. However phoning friends in Germany, Australia, South Africa, Holland, Belgium, USA, they too had the symptoms at the same times and with the intervals. The people said that they knew of no bug going around and we are in differing time zones and climates. My ego took a jolt, a friend of mine in the USA recently had a heart problem and advised me to have a check up, and he felt the ascension symptoms were a lot of old cobblers. He had the palpitations and the tightness and felt they were the symptoms. I was jolted and wondered if I am fooling myself. I have a fear of Doctors and Hospitals with invasive tests along with the drugs that could be administered. I had so much of this as child and in my later years several misdiagnosed procedures that I am loath to go for check ups, and cannot afford to go to Chinese or Ayurveda treatment if needed.

So here I am with a background of laughter, a freedom of mind not previously experienced before, and yet still part of me frightened and wondering about my health and on my 70th birthday in November. Maybe this pressure will result in either facing my fears in reality as it were, or working it out in mind, a sort of Koan in itself. This is the tussle which we all face in many different ways. Either circumstances will force the issue and I will have to act, or become a victim to my own fear and create a situation which need not have been there should the fear be erased. Watch this space. Chinese sayings 'If undecided between two things, do the third'.

To act of fear is unacceptable, to do nothing is risky, what then is third way? Maybe it is the middle way, the way of quietness and reaching into the void and let the solution present itself. The feeling is then all consuming and there is a kind of inner confirmation, a subtle joy, a deep gut feeling, and then whatever the decision it will turn out for the best no matter the outward workings of it. [Many people have shared an unerring sense of fear during October and November]. So many have picked up the USA elections, the turmoil of the credit crunch, the crazy weather patterns, the collective unconscious, the fear of those fleeing from tyranny, multiple small earthquakes, huge inputs of Cosmic Energy, no wonder the body can break down. In my 1967 notes it did say many would not survive the huge blasts of change through the light patterns of information coming in from the Cosmos. The Cosmos Itself is undergoing change and we can only follow suite. Resistance to this change can result in worry, to go where we have never been before is scary, and yet to stay where we are can be a disaster. Truly we need to support, cherish and love each other, and encourage change and where needed and stay put where appropriate.

Look up NASA Astronomy photo of the day and click on archives for years of stunning photographs. Just a few days ago they showed a first ever photograph of an asteroid streaking across the Sudanese sky and by calculating its trajectory they could find where it landed and collect samples and they are asking for further evidence from the public. {NASA archive November 8 2008. On the trail of meteor 2008 TC3}.

One of J Krishnamurti's quotes to contemplate;" But we reduce the vast action of Life to our own petty little action in Life and ask what shall we do, follow somebody, some book, some system? A real gem is his speech in 1929 delivered in Holland when he disbanded the Order of The Star Movement. The title given is the truth is a pathless path. It has been my kind of guide for years."

So many are having breakdowns for breakthroughs. Many have shared the stark fear they experience, an unreasonable force of energy that sears through the ego, somehow relentlessly tearing away at the super structure, the map of so called reality that we have built up over the years, the programmes acting out unconsciously as reaction, now not meeting the actuality of today and this shift into a new era. This has been an uncomfortable ride for others and myself and truly at times sent us to the brink of despair to then find a leap into a new way. This leap and succession of leaps, troughs and highs seem to be surging in really quickly.

Have a great festival and a great New Year. Thank you for your support and friendship. Lots of Love and Go Well. Geoff

Thank you so very much for your generous donations, the word mysteriously got around that I was on the verge of financial disaster due to the credit crunch which I lost £2,500, which is a small amount to some but took me twenty years to save due to extenuating circumstances. I have nearly recuperated the amount. Thank you and bless you. Geoff

The Rocket Fuel of Spirit - November 2008

THE ENERGY or fuel of spirit is chi, Kundulini or whatever name that suits. Like a three or more stage rocket, power is needed to break the gravity, the strong pull of successive layers of density. In our case the layers of the past, the deep embedded programmed and conditioned patterns no longer needed and yet so entrenched that they seem impenetrable, encrusted and in a way it takes over the real identity of ourselves and brings to us the illusion of reality and relative safety.

Several astronauts have said once out of the field of Earths pull, in deep outer space, they feel the majesty and awe, akin to a godly or spiritual experience. Psychologist's say 'yes it is so unlike or comparable to any other experience this would be the case, given time, this would be just another experience in life's events'. May I offer another explanation, could it be that the collective unconscious is a 'layer, a field of energy' [see earlier blogs on Reg's, random event generators and the experiments to measure the collective unconscious]. Perhaps analogous to this is the rocket discarding its boosters is the same as our discarding fields of energy locked into mind patterns. [See Eckhart Tolle's pain bodies in which he describes the pain body as an energy field]. As energy radiates it can set up frequencies which attract or repel like or dissimilar fields [See magnets and so forth], it would also account for the feelings of silent attraction or repelling that one may feel or sense. [See blog that contains morphing].

The fact that NDE's and the astronaut experiences are sometimes life changing may mean that a new perspective is imbibed and the energy may dislodge an outmoded pattern and so elevate one to another dimension, an expanded horizon, mostly a freeing of the limits to the perceived self. This is still in the realm of the ego [in my terms the collective pain body], however it can free one up, make the spaceship lighter, have more fuel in the tank to rise to higher realms and eventually break free into a mindless state, the witness or experiencer [please excuse made up word], which is pure awareness or consciousness, mind in its essence without thought.

During the long hours of Budo, Gong and Zen training it became apparent to me that when energy flows freely there is abundant health, clarity and all is well. This followed on in healing, counselling and psychotherapy with patients. It seemed the amount of energy flowing was in proportion and in relationship to emotional and psychological health of that patient, and in some cases an adrenalin rush, a hyped up state, lethargy, stupor, fatigue and the like.

My understanding from my oriental teachers was that as energy is blocked either by bad food, environmental damage, emotional restriction, fear and stress, the meridians became restricted and so the vital force, the chi, Kundulini, does not feed the organs [not shown in medical scans, it is too subtle] and then becomes more impounded, impacted and so becomes a disease, tumour or such like. So the healing has to sometimes strip the layers, a kind of peeling process, sometimes the blast of energy from the holistic applier may burst through the dam, each is specific and endemic to the situation.

During the process of ascension, alchemy, transformation and resurrection, regeneration and so forth and in this era, after having been medically, holistically examined and all is well, checking out allergies, electronic fog, emotional clarity and the like, the symptoms [you can find lists on the net] certain energy experiences may seem to occur, the heat, the rush of energy up the spine, the medulla obligate [see earlier blogs on the mechanics of this and the clearance it can cause]the various cleansing experiences, then we can sense the energy as it moves either up or down the spine, the solar plexus to head and so forth that this the rocket fuel of spirit. This rocket fuel of chi/Kundulini is the same energy as global warming or the cause of it behind the Central Sun and the Creative Force of the Universe. I call it God's electricity.

When I was in regular strict training I felt so free, yes it is true I was younger, eager and so forth. I also did not fit in with my mates unless they were into what I was into. This was in part due to my NDE at the age of four and it's speaking to me even at that tender age as a huge message for my incarnation. I then went out to work, soccer, electrics, and physics, forensics and paralleling this Budo, Gong, Zen and spirito psycho training. Great journeys and sojourns abroad, busting my works pension, although magically always getting my job back.

Then I seemed to have lost so much of that pure awareness. It was as I now know the way I had to go, I could understand people's problems, because I had experienced them. I could relate to their pain, because I had felt that too, not by sensing but by life's experiences. I realised I had seen the light and it became dim, and through the thousands of patients, forensic horrors', broken relationships, endless workshops, lectures presented, the sharing's the so called unrealistic happenings, the UFO and Psychic Phenomena research, I was finding my way back to the light. This is the process of the Universe, endless progression, endless searching for Itself in Its own Creation, like the artists, musicians and Creative healers and therapists. The Universe is becoming more conscious, more aware and present of Its intrinsic nature, and when all of the components of the Cosmos have awakened, it will dissolve into pure spirit or consciousness to once more burst forth into the so called big bang, an ah ha to start the rounds of eternal cycles rolling again.

The UK and the USA are rolling out more vaccines this one for girls from 13 to 17 to prevent cervical cancer. I am not saying it is dangerous but way up the huge amount of vaccines our youngsters' have to endure. They, the medical authorities say the side effects and the few it has left with irreparable damage, like the statin and fluoride issue, is worth the risk, like the health and safety issues, health versus risk and money, often to make uncle pharma richer and also treat the symptom not the cause. Oh, oh, complimentary approaches----not a chance. I was discussing these issues with retired physicians and they said' well the WHO or National or Local Authorities' set parameters. The elders told me that the digital age has brought in world standards of measurements, almost like trying to clone us, make us uniform and bog standard, so there is status quo, no one rocks the boat, and the goalposts are coming lower in order to say,' well you do not fit this blood pressure, the cholesterol reading, the eye pressure, and they have lowered the readings so low that one then is classed as diabetic, obese, high blood pressure, so up the hospital. Blood tests and so forth' a few years back there was more tolerance, less dolling out of pills, they gave the body chance to recover. Of course if one is well over the top and is obviously not well in appearance and symptoms, then help of the right kind is needed. The lower the readings and parameters, the more Big Uncle Pharma dishes out the sweeties. Oh, by the way the sweeties are chemicalised, synthesised, pasteurised, cauterised, up to your eyes in muck and bullets yersied. Make no mistake some antibiotics, vaccines and other procedures are definitely life savers and surgical reconstructions and rebuilding are wonderful.

I now live in sheltered housing, a long story; I had to be moved quickly through a threat by someone who tried to seriously injure and maim me. This is strange as I am at present fit and well[I write this in late July 2008] and so many people every day say' its my age, you can't do anything about it' so many die here, are in wheel chairs, walking sticks, Zimmer frames, frail, frightened and dependant on carers. I really have great compassion for them and the great work done by carers and families, and again the message of the collective unconscious this is fait ac-com-pli. My journey is to go through this, who knows the result, it is endless. It is a great challenge and test of awareness to live in these surroundings and brings home how the doctors, who do great work, drug; make zombies out of people when so much could be done to alleviate their suffering. To lift their spirits, to empower them to enable them to see Life as ongoing and not the finality of this body as the only result. Is this my 'job' here, no I feel not I have tried with taking classes of Qi Gong and meditation and it went flat as people got older and some passed on, it is for me to work through the collective unconsciousness's grip of a stylised pattern of thought about age and age related symptoms. This is a world scene too. It is interesting how people who visit treat me as an old foggy, they mean well, they talk loud to me and when I answer in a clear voice, they go away perplexed and often ask, ' are you a visitor or resident'? When I answer resident, they scuttle away and on the next visit quickly pass me by. This is the labelling, boxing, compartmentalising that we all do, the assumptions and the like. The world situation again. Time for a shift. What's he doing here he should be frail, weak and diminutive. I upset the paradigm. Perhaps should I live to a ripe old age or who knows what comes to pass I might end up needing these facilities, however, it does give an insight and preparation, not through autosuggestion, but by deep mediation and the bright and clear to be able to be present no matter what. Good one Freed keep on keeping on.

What about Life on Mars? When I researched for an official organisation, it threw up some interesting facets. The Moon and Mars will be outposts for further deep exploration into the Universe. It would be a point of contact with other species and life forms. Mars had been colonised years ago and had been decimated as we could be by the policies and greed which we have now. The beings who lived there according to a Russian boy [see earlier blogs, live underground [not sure of this] however, according to my research there are deep cave dwellers in Earth, due to the lack of light they display some luminance [like deep sea fish, octopuses, squid and so on] and they are of a kind of mushroom complexion, similarly I am assured by my research to Martians. I feel we will not be allowed to set up permanent bases on Moon or Mars [years ago there is and was a conspiracy theory or not, that there were secret colonies set up on the dark side of the moon, and that a tower was found on the moon and it was also covered up. The tower I believe was explained if remembered correctly in Video by Richard Hoagland {forgive spelling}, and the colonies were explained as; there is no hope of saving Earth so the elite or the illuminate set up these bases with conspiring aliens to flit off when the wheel comes off or the 's---t hits the fan'. Nice one eh? ]. We have to sort out Earth first otherwise we will take our pollution with us. Moving venue does not always solve problems as we take our baggage with us. We go with the best intentions only old habits die hard, so we have to work on clearing ourselves first.

To diverge, on TV teletext ITV August 31 2008 researchers have urged pregnant women not to use perfumes and creams as especially to regard of male unborn child as it has been shown in experiments that this can in later life lead to male infertility and testicular cancer. HO! What about pesticides, additives, fluoride and chlorine, pollution, electronic smog, mobile phones and the like? Removing one factor does not eliminate the swath of the rest.

There are theories which are polarity and dualism. In polarity we have the yin and yang at each end, say as an example a see saw, and the swing changes the yin and yang, up and down as in the yin –yang symbol. There are syntheses and a complimentary element as per cycles, rhythms', and such like. In the theory of dualism one chooses an opposing factor, say good not evil, cold not hot, and so forth. In this a particular choice is taken, there is very little flow to the compliment and so swing it back to polarity. Here in the dualism we may find stubbornness, hard resistance to change and defence of the chosen facet. This we see clearly today and any swing to polarity is regarded as weakness. Polarity encourages an embracing attitude, a willingness to flow with Universal Harmony, to be firm when appropriate and flexible when concomitant to the requirements to the what is at the moment. This we see at the deepest levels of life and the flow in the Universal Currents. As the waves of the rocket fuel of evolution, Kundulini, battering the shore of old outworn concrete patterns, so the swing from dualism to polarity will commence, as it is apparent now.

Those who endeavour to shore up the failing modes of Life collapsing around us with weaponry, media indoctrination, food manipulation and the planet throwing up into our face to change and humankind not heeding this invocation, then we face the facts, change or be changed. As the Universe ushers in the next step in evolution, and we are not in step or in harmony with it, the tide will force this on. Hopi from the popular verse' there is a river now running very fast, jump in, do not hold onto the banks, see who is there with you and celebrate. The River has its own destiny-------------'. Parts of it as you know states we said there is an eleventh hour it is now this hour. We see dwindling resources, crashing economies, soldiers in Afghanistan and Iraq saying 'Why are we here'? 'Is it a wrong military decision and they too proud and arrogant to call it off'? 'Are they doing it just for power and money'? Extensive interviews with American and British troops on videos and TV. They are battle weary and feel this is a futile negative fight, and so many people are now feeling this in their lives.

Surveys show so many people fed up with their work, dull, boring, and not creative. Making us uniform. The medical profession pushing us into BMI, Digital Readouts, lowering the parameters, human draconian denial of rights, big brother tactics, all the signs of the present systems decaying. The obscenity of celebrity wages and those starving, fuel poverty, house repossessions, cannot walk alone in the park, means testing, all tightening the net, and then an implosion.

What is this implosion? When the ice gets thin enough, when the boredom gets intrusive enough, when the deprivation gets obscene enough, then the Kundulini can surge, the energy of suppression can surge up, like the flower pushing though slabs of stone, like the baby's tight grip on mothers hand. If not subdued by drugs, distraction and slothfulness, the energy of slumber is given a shock, a kick start, and lo and behold, this feeling of empowerment blossoms forth and we see the spring and its abundance, indeed we feel it.

Just recently there have been videos like Zeit Geist, Esoteric Agenda and the like. They tend to portray most of the conspiracy theories we know; some are more factual about the elements and deeper observations and proof. However at the end of most they go into the kind of empowerment and 'new age' kind of self growth and meditation. What does come through and you can fast foreword from the doom and gloom, is that the so called lords of power and oppression are into mind sets and from this flows the energy that many link in and imbibe and join the club although somewhat reluctantly. WHEN one sees that is only conditioning, programming, brain washing and does not subscribe and knows the freedom felt inside when free of this clinging viscose glue, then we break the bonds, the slavery to materialism, cruel negative relationships and the world is transformed into something far more enjoyable.

The trap and trick is not to subscribe to another set of conditions. This does mean to roam loose like a demonic impulsive maniac, hedonistic and amoral. This is an ego trick and puts one back to where we broke lose from. The way maybe to be calm, to be centred in deep peace found in stillness, be aware without judgement, to be in tune in the deepness of oneself where we can perceive and sense the presence of a wonderful lightness, a clarity, and feel the universal energy coursing through us. Here is abundance not necessarily of material goods, but abundance that our needs are met even in so called recession in marvellous synchronicity. We may not be rich as the world knows of it possessions but by inner richness which attracts the right thing at the right time. The more we acquire the more can be stolen and the more we need to defend. One's treasure is shifted from acquisitiveness of objects to delight in simple being.

Paracetamol is in the news. 2000.000 children given this substance have developed hay fever, asthma. In fact there is an age that this affects the children, I believe as babies and then six to nine [not sure of the ages and doses], however it is linked to a world wide epidemic of asthma. I wonder what will happen if all drugs are investigated? Go to geoff freed online and click on left menu health and look at the BMJ's own admission of the side effects and usefulness of drugs. York University says that a lot of chronic illness can be alleviated by identifying intolerance to certain foods, 76% of population maybe intolerant to certain foods. The body then hosts an anti body which is triggered by the substance in the foods. Good old natural unadulterated food grown with good old horse manure, chicken droppings, compost of food and garden waste, well maybe an old ancient idea?

Many astrologers have now felt that comet Holmes and the alignment of Pluto to the Central Core is partly responsible for the economic collapse. So many have phoned in desperation. Some e-mails pleading what do I do I have lost so much? It would be contrite to answer this. I have felt the pinch too, however, I have very little in comparison so my simple way of living so far has been marginally touched, enough however to feel its claustrophobic effect. By the way the Orionids, the meteor shower which are the fall out debris of Halley's Comet are here from 15th to 29th October. Some time back I mentioned about the input of huge measurements of electron volts and the sun maybe just one factor in global warming. Now a senior scientist has ruefully admitted that the global warming maybe due to cosmic perturbations and now detected flares from deep space.

A well known writer on space matters has branded my theories as 'crap, baloney, and a piece of mind s—t, and by copywriting it I will be exposed and humiliated' this writer says it is the sun cycle but does not offer an explanation, as we know the Cosmos is an entire seamless hologram and what happens in deep space and larger cycles filter down to local events. In years to come my theorem may prove to be correct or not. Maybe this person is jealous as the scientific world is full of competition and divisive elements. Now is the time to join and explore all theories and ideas in non opinionated debate, having said that I have slanged off the man above. Oh dear what a naughty boy Freed a hypocrite? Well yes I own up to my own stuff.

That's it for now and keep on keeping on. And as our politicians tell us I share your pain. Yet this pain encourages me to seek deeper solutions within me. Lots of Love. Geoff

Is There Such A Thing As Free Will? - October 2008

THIS IS A HOT POTATO. Some authors state all is consciousness and as such everything is God or Source dreaming Its dream [see many previous blogs where I have gone into this in depth][ see spirit of eternal loneliness in last few blogs] that just like a dream it is all a game and just as in a dream, no one gets killed, smashed or loved and so on. This would apply also to this so called awake in the body experience. So war maiming, loving and so on is just God's game. We can do what we want and as it is a dream when awake and sees that it is all a dream, and then this is what it is Maya. This also implies we have no free will and that we are puppets on a string. God's game contains the dualities and there is a balance sheet and in the end all is well. We naively think or believe we have free will.

This train of thought or inspiration or enlightenment goes on to state that there is no reincarnation, no prelife agreements, no recriminations, no karma only all this issues from God's Mind and when the dream fades which is death, everything goes back to the formless God Source, and like a bubble bursts and my analogy a wave recedes back into the ocean. The perpetrators of this knowing or paradigm is said to be how God sees it not us poor unenlightened blighters or plebs. This is the so called 4D or Consciousness enlightened world view. I would not know I am trapped in the old 3D one. We have no free will this is the illusion and when we wake up all is God and what we thought was our choice, we have no choice either, is really God's plan working through us. All we have to do is surrender, witness, do nothing and hey presto it begins to happen. There is no moral responsibility, no need to try and change the world, lie back experience the freedom of letting it all flow through and up yours to sufferings, another illusion. This is God's plan and dream.

The theory goes on to say, Teachers, spiritual paths and so on are useless, disciplines out the window and just know when the whim of God for no particular reason, by grace, nothing a former life or discipline, book, chance encounter can predetermine, because God has a whim, his grace awakens you and you've arrived. Your free will is not factored into this. This is almost analogous to my conversations with the morticians a few blogs back. Of course I reiterate maybe this so from the 4D perspective. It can be a cop out from responsibility.

OK, let me look at this from 3D, ego confused, limited perspective. I feel, yes I may be deluded, clouded, and still trapped in Maya. To me a God that lacks compassion is not what I see in the Universe and cycles, not at the systems level at deep particle physics. I feel we are the observers, the presence and at the particle level there are probabilities, possibilities so that choice is the name of the game. Yes we are the puppets on a string in so far as we have been given a life. If I were a creator, and I dreamed my dream and knowing the result. For me how boring. Give them the gift of free will, let then make choices, let them cock it all up, let the drama unfold their way and then when they realise they are swimming against the tide, their petty plans are of no avail and they seek me, and their mind joins God's mind then we are one and then one surrenders the gift of free will. We in a way become choice less, because' I and The Father are One'. So in a way yes we have choice and on surrender, that choice dissolves. The difference between the first paradigms is there is no choice at all and this is the delusion and really our cock ups where part of God's design, I feel not. Our cock ups are our freewill gift. God might find it amusing to see the flops, yet how does a child learn if not by its mistakes?

Apparently teachers are not needed, well the theory then relents and talks about grace falling on one because God just fancies that particular one, then grudgingly states well teachers, disciplines and such like 'soften one up' kind of like a ripe fruit ready to fall' so we did need free will to take a teacher, a discipline, no this was in God's plan as well. So God sees us sweat out and suffer, this is part of the dream. I feel the gift of free will was not in God's plan but in the separated ego and the discipline and such like did soften up for the awakening [see my koan blog, this softened me up for the mini or ko satori], although God might know our thoughts, I feel we are given licence to make choices and have free will up until the time of surrender. Ultimately God's intent is to bring us back home or into potential and its unformed primordial state. The journey to achieve this is God's amusement and not pre planned as to its execution. Like in the days of Greek mythology, what amusement would the Gods have making everything turn out their way.

Agreed in the 4D consciousness re incarnation, pre life agreements or contracts are not required, this is because the Source, God, Consciousness is the all in all. However, in the 3D ego centric mind set we may need to come back many times and so forth in order to learn to break through the dream of Maya. No not so, we and everything is a dream from God and once it dies it never comes back, no need to, it's just a dream. It was fun whilst it lasted, no choice, one game of chess. Again no choice, in the 3D mind set there is one. Maybe it's all a game, the rules given above; the rules of engagement are different.

There are a couple of more points. If one says killing, spiritual disciplines are all just a dream from God, the Source, then does this give one a licence to kill, rob, rape and equally to balance out the duality of Life. Yes I can see from an enlightened point of view one can argue; well it is all Maya anyway. If this fell into unenlightened hands one might say' its OK to do what we want it's only a dream, lets love do good deeds and so on, equally so if my predilection is rob, rape, plunder and so forth then that's OK too. It depends who picks up these discussions or the books written by either side, or my take on it. If everything is just a pre planned dream from God so called good or bad, then where in the 3D world does morality, responsibility and compassion come from. No teachers, no Karma, no second chances. Well until or maybe never I am enlightened, I'll stick out for being present, being the witness, acting from intuitive promptings [not impulsive fools intuition] and choice will arrive, yes maybe from God, however, deep inside I feel compassion, a sense of deep responsibility and I do not feel it is God's design or dream to condone maiming, killing or the like, if it so I wish to stay in the 3D consciousness, wrongly or rightly.

Many years back I used to train at a Judo club in Victoria, London and if in the cold winter if you stuck out the winter sessions [I think they were called kangusek?], then you might get a grade higher or a new judo gi[judo suit and so forth], after the training was over about 05.00 hrs we showered in cold water, put on track suits and ran to the House of Sandwiches in Soho, London and get hot tea and sandwiches, gulped down eagerly.[a good two mile or so run after three hours of hard training]. In this establishment were the early hippies, later flower power people, and the older LSD people, a strange mixture, we all talked about satori, enlightenment, the former ones mentioned had trips and so forth, we extolled mediation. Some of us had similar experiences group wise. It was noticeable that the drug induced seems to have highs and lows, where as the meditators maybe had less experience however they had more lasting effects without the oscillations of the former. Many of the drugs induced said' man everything, its all Cosmic, its all bliss, it's a dream man, do it all nothing matters', the meditators, felt a knowing that led them more into an inner peace than a blissed out rapture, it was quieter and felt more as if a loving and benign presence was at work. It was if the drugs so blissed out in the rapture that they somehow took away the natural moral nurturing feeling, while the Zen Budo guys felt deep compassion and knowing of the Buddha consciousness, it brought a morality, a kind of inner deep responsibility and made us feel we were in the presence of a supreme consciousness and yet an individual being. To put another matter straight, some people have mentioned that Zen Buddhists' sit for hours and are beaten with a stick if they nod off, true in some cases, however, in Budo the Japanese collective Martial Arts it is not so. Neither later on in my Qi Gong, Tai Chi and Kung Fu endeavours did my Sifu ever beat us and we followed the Lao Tzu and Sutra as in Tao. As mentioned before I was given a Koan [see blog or so back] and my subsequent life there after.

Let us now see this perhaps from a different angle. Descartes, Newton and the like brought in the classical physics view of separation and the mechanical reductionist view. Man was outside of nature, the supreme intelligence on Earth and the dominant species, the king and top of the pile, the supreme product of intelligent hereditary genes or the accolade of God's handiwork. Well the cock up this has led to on the planet one wonders the wisdom of such theories. Further more God is outside and we pray for His help and guidance. Depending what religion you are in, cult and so on you may or may not get a result. It is OK to go to war and exterminate another who disagrees with your way of life or belief. It is also from an atheistic point of view merely the survival of the fittest. I know some of these and when threatened have said' where are the police, the morality', I remonstrate with them and chide; well it's the survival of the fittest after all.

With splitting of the atom and later particles and so forth, it heralded to the gob struck scientists, that the observer played a part in the experiment [many books and proof of this], this then brought in a new mind set ONLY FOR SOME OF THE SCIENTISTS. Some even now will not surrender their ego and stay in the old reductionist classical view and are usually dogmatic and fail to see consciousness as the observer as part of the whole, not the top of the pile, supreme intelligence, but very much part of the system and a link in the chain to the Cosmic plan. It takes a humble scientist to acknowledge they are part of the whole and not the new high priests and just a link in the ecological system. This means they have a responsibility to the whole and not to just themselves to experiment and dominate. To tweak nature and go against the natural system and arrogantly go about her rape and destruction, harming their own kind in the process.

Taking free will again and analogous to the last paragraph, if this is a dream and anything goes, it somehow goes without saying in a way that the particles and their dance and our observations and the lessons it may give us say anything but an outside observer, a God dreaming up crap just to amuse Himself. It seems that the whole is a partnership of relationships, of an interrelated, inter dependent, harmonious exchange of information, data and mutual care and responsibility, with choices through possibilities, probabilities and mutual benefits for the whole, by the whole and no outside the system interference or whims. The dance of the particles as they 'bump' into each other and through this exchange become something else through the exchange of information, this is no whim, this an opportunity to be a co-creator, to be a partner in a never ending drama of Life Eternal. Yes a play a pantomime, but conscious co authors in this mystery, and yes they can come back and rework the script, until they become the authors of their destination and creation. This next step in the evolution of our planetary life and solar system will see us more conscious of the 'plan' and our ability to be co-planners in it and with free will; more of the ego chipped away and yet still opening more to the Divine Eternal Will.

This was originally going to be Novembers Blog, however, some friends and readers who contacted me asked me what books I had been reading and I said what they were and they were perturbed by the authors of several of them and asked me to do a blog on them. I do not wish to name the books as I do not want to slag off anyone, I merely voice how I feel, and as I have said so many times, read it, throw it out or juggle with it, throw it back to me. I can be up the gum tree too. I try to present angles and perspectives and leave the choice to you. So if the November blog seems out of what's going on I am merely replying to requests. Thanks for your understanding.

By the time you read this the Cern Hadron Collider or large particle track accelerator will have been hopefully after hick ups switched on. Some scientists according to Jonathan Cainer are wondering if it might tweak time in some way. Well the reductionists see it as an isolated experiment and the systems guys see it as not a non local event but as a whole integrated system Cosmos wise. Some scientists ignore minute fluctuations called perturbations [see monarch butterfly effect] others see it as an effect felt Universally as the electron in multi location, a stimulus to one electron is simultaneously effected universally, so in some small way or large or whatever, we may find a change in energetic flow, maybe the ushering in of the 2012 breakthrough?

When the atom was smashed it showed the involvement and inclusiveness of everything, no outsiders and co authorship, that everything is in an information exchange that is mutual for the whole and its well being, and that so called material solids were not so solid and appeared to be fluid and malleable. This should and is gradually percolating down to mass levels, the ambiguity and erroneous belief that materialism is the answer to every problem and hoarding; power mongering is a dream of ignorance and selfish acquisition. That like the body rots and decays with age and is in itself not self fulfilling. It has smashed the mind set of hard concrete immovability. What might the Cern Collider do? Watch this space. It takes 40 to 60 years for a new paradigm to creep into the mass paradigm of the mind set predominant at present. The very unrest of our world today shows that the new paradigm is pushing into spaces to oust the old outworn patterns of today. Like the seeds that push aside large stones by silent passive pressure, the will to experience new life, to be present in life and reach its destiny and fulfilment is a most powerful force indeed. Like water in concrete that freezes and cracks the structure and so on.

Returning to freewill the phenomena known as the Akashvic Records where everything ever done said or thought is said to be in memory and some are said to be able to tap into this and read the past. Akash is the Sanskrit word for sky and vic records. In a previous blog I mentioned the plastic cover and insert carbon paper which you write and scribble on and then by pulling out the carbon paper sheet glued to stiffer cardboard it would erase the writing from the plastic, however the faint imprint was left in the carbon, after a while one had to replace the carbon paper. In the early days of forensics one looked in paper and documents for indented writing under top sheets. It is also said that in the field level of particles, all data may be stored and that a juxtaposition of these facets organise themselves into a workable and comprehensive composite self organising form, something like a bank of graphics and designs and new or hybrid forms come from the library, not exactly from chaos. Homeopathy has miasms, Steiner mentions about the soil holding impressions or deposits of detrimental elements, some psychics refer to atmospheres and so on. The latent tendencies left over either so called good or bad. The point being that these are or can be resurrected and reincarnated, part of the game, yes but until cleared and God conscious it is the ego choice and then one might say even the ego is part of the game of God awakening to Himself, and so the conundrum goes on, maybe it is the Super Koan [see blog last month].

One can then contemplate omniscience, omnipresence, omnipotence and get so wound up in the seeming contradictions, theories, opinions until a head of steam is built up, then one can go crazy, bliss out on distraction of one's predilection, bury one's head in the sand, however, the riddle, the koan of freewill or not will never go away, one is hooked and then the head of steam bursts into a Cosmic Orgasm the biggest Satori or AH AH and one is free of it all, and one is said to presumably be enlightened. In the end it is God's Dream to give us free will as an illusion that we have choice, and when we surrender that choice, the game is up. If we did not have or be given this illusion the game or dream would be a bore. So yes to the enlightened it is a dream, a game, to the unenlightened as it were, it is not and can be deadly serious or hilariously stupid. This is the great koan and when one goes beyond the logic as above and one's back sweats and we know and can never describe the knowing, the decision about free will is abundantly clear.

The easy way out of the riddle is to find a nice easy loving cult, religion and be comforted and have a logic based set of laws where questioning is out of order and one becomes a puppet and not think, just blindly follow. This will not harm oneself too much and we can justify anything under the sun in this scenario. The thin ice, the quest, the search can lead one to steep crevices and unsure ground without navigation and maps. This can provide the leap, the adventure of the pioneer, the wake up call and then the situation becomes ripe for the final collapse of a personal identity as such, and one shouts EURIKA and while others may think a crazy naked mad person, inside one is free from convention. Not the crazy drug filled freedom of a high which by continued use of a narcotic substance, which can lead to acts of terrifying destruction, no this mind is in tandem with the Cosmic Mind and lives in harmony with the order and flow of the Universal whatever.

A few years back there were the hippy jokes, one I like is ' A hippy is run over by a bus and he looks up at his friend and says "Hey man call me a doctor" the other replies" OK you're a doctor" Similarly there were the mad psychiatrists jokes. Two psychiatrists walking in opposite directions down the road and one says to the other" Good morning you're alright how am I?"

By the time you read this [I type this 10th September 2008 at 13.11 hrs] the Cern Hadron Collider particle accelerator will have been switched on and the actual bombardment or colliding will be in October. Well this is my take on it and sent to several people who were panicking and e-mails, mail shots, grave warnings and the like, and I quote from my replies" I agree with 'Jonathan Cainer that there is a benign element in this' , and my take continues. I feel when they split the atom years back they or it rent a hole in the fabric of materialism. It takes 60 years or more for this message now appearing in the mainstream that materialism has no solid base and so not worth hanging onto as the saviour. It also commensurately rent part of the collective unconscious paradigm asunder. I feel this Hadron will further rent the veil between ego [collective unconscious mind set, habits, fashion, and media hype] and reality. I feel this is meant to be and great. It will release the infrastructure deep new paradigm and climax in 2012. Not everything in science is horrendous or foreboding."

Of course the money could have been well spent elsewhere, however, in the greater scheme of things who knows. The views of opposing scientists as in other blogs are now in précis, sorry for the repeats. The classical, Newtonian, Descartes, reductionist scientist sees us outside of nature, ignores perturbations, and that consciousness is not a factor, the observer is extraneous to the experiment and just applies the technology. The technicians' supply the equipment it then is thought out and the results are merely at the particle level and no relevance to the observer accept as information and data. Humans are the top of the pile and by science we dominate and the parts are important and not so necessarily the whole. This is the Medical versus Complimentary stuff as well.

The systems and deep ecologists see the observer as part of the whole and as such consciousness is an integral link in the chain, not by any means top of the pile. At deepest level the field is seamless and so the uncertainty principle and the like, the wave particle, multi locations', possibilities, probabilities and all that and the wave collapse, are all part of this interrelating, interwoven, seamless whole. Holistic complimentary medicine versus chemicalisation and extracting nutrients, vitamins from the natural organic whole. If something is seamless then no part is more important than the rest, it merely is a cog in the wheel, and not the kingpin, in fact there are no kingpins. This does not sit well with power mongers, hoarders and so called most prominent powerful leaders, business men and stubborn ego pride scientists. The competitiveness, backstabbing in science is like children in kindergarten only far more sophisticated.[ read Professor Candice Pert's ' Molecules of Emotion ' for starters and then all other pioneering scientists' who have been pilloried and had the balls to buck the system. Boy do I know about this].

As I write the USA FDA has given permission to start irradiating spinach and other things. This annihilates and goodness in it. Of course some reductionist well paid scientist on the payroll of large industrial giants will quack up the evidence. This saves food being wasted, true, but kills its vital essence. Its no so great that food has to travel a long way and is already loosing its vitality, and so this will be eat cardboard, you will probably get more out of it. Watch the EU follow on with the same stunt.

Meditators often debunk scientists and vice versa and heaven knows I have done both. I have to say that I feel inordinately well since the switch on of the Hadron, maybe it is synchronistic. Many others have said the same, and of course there are those who are agitated by it. This came to mind. As we meditate, not cogitate, visualise, imagine, mantra, tantra, contemplate, pray, just to sit in the stillness and allow the presence to take one into choiceless awareness, then we feel we are going up, down, out, inward, outward, expanding, contracting, floating yet grounded. A nowhere but everywhere beingness. It seems to me to equate to the penetration by scientists who peer into the depths of the substance of Life. One day they will fall into God Consciousness, as will meditators, and realise that we are all the one Life and expressions of it, so in a way we are only one mind behind the many expressions of that mind, and we created the big bang, only this one is unique to our current limited mind. So really meditators and those on the spiritual path are approaching God Consciousness from opposite directions to the scientific and medical communities, to meet eventually at the Centre Point when the resolving syntheses will be the end of illusion and the reality of Universal Harmony.

Years back they rent a hole in the fabric of materialism. It takes 60yrs for this message now appearing in mainstream that materialism has no solid base and so not worth hanging onto as the savior. It also commensurately rent part of the collective unconscious paradigm asunder. I feel this Hadron will further rent the veil between ego [collective unconscious mind set, habits, fashion, and media hype] and reality. I feel this is meant to be and great. It will release the infrastructure deep new paradigm and climax in 2012. Not everything in science is horrendous or foreboding.

Following on from the above I have some follow on thoughts and they are an what if, or are they? This large financial crisis and the USA Injecting 154 Billion dollars into the market to shore it up, to me pose some interesting postulations. Where do governments find these huge amounts when seemingly broke? The USA and Britain for instance have been finding billions upon billions of pounds and dollars for wars, overseas donations and the like, far more than the gold or silver meant to back it up. Does this mean it is mere paper? If so like in the past and in Zimbabwe people took buckets of money to buy a loaf of bread. So then everything becomes artificial, a mind set, an agreement built on thin air and could crash again. This is tantamount to Maya, illusion and when we see this is a false premise that controls us we may then unsubscribe to this and link into truth. That our real source of income is provided through money by the Universal Consciousness, we may never be rich in millionaire or wealthy standards, however, our abundance comes from the synchronicity of the Universal supply. Our fear of poverty keeps us from true supply and we are controlled by the mind game of those stock market manipulators and entrepreneurs', once we see though this control ruse we are free and our health [same control game by the medical, education authorities], we then are guaranteed our needs.

The Cern Hadron switched off because of a fault; a crazy thought came into mind. Could this have smashed the mass consciousness associated with materialism as above? Maybe they realized this at a deep level? Maybe Russia withdrew her troops from Georgia because the threatening attitude of 'we don't care about another cold war, we will cut off your fuel supply'. However, if there is a financial recession which nearly occurred, there would be no money to trade, buy fuel and so on. China would be stuck with exports as the money would be unavailable, and you could see the stock markets collapsing in India, Hong Kong, Australia and the like. So was this whole market fiasco manufactured as some thought the moon debacle and 9/11, 7/9 with similar episodes? The Iraq war and maybe others. Well it does show how fragile the economic structure is and brings into question our willingness to believe and tighten our belts when there is no need to. I do not mean to go out and spend more than we have, it means to be a wise dispensing of the gift and energy of money, to know our birthright is of a divine nature, not just knowing this, feeling it and knowing it is the truth and not the mind games and control hypes, a few are, you must have your flu jab, you must get vaccinated, you must have blood pressure readings and cholesterol readings uniform through out your life, you must be a certain BMI, your getting old now, old age and uncertainty is part of the game, having a large status symbol is the sign of success. These entire can be and so and yet be free in consciousness, not forced or enmeshed in control fear. Yes Doctors, hospitals, chemicals, money management, and infirmities in age can be, the difference being having a free mind and not cajoled, inveigled, and it is not the sine qua non of living.

Yes we will undoubtedly have more wars, more border conflicts, more ravishing nature, more forcing fear tactics, more scaremongering, more quakes, storms and then we through tiredness, despair and actually reasoning that the old ways of separation, conflict and dysfunctional behaviour are debilitating, causing our own downfall, when the penny drops we will awaken. Do we always have to have drama, suffering and bloodshed? Some of us are so thick [join the club] that it takes this to break the hard shell or amour, the thick skin of obstinacy, the protective defensive shield of superstition, conditioning and programming. Yet those blessed with natural insight will see and intuit this and find means to extricate themselves from this insidious and monstrous goliath and seemingly gargantuan oligarchy. The last fiscal debacle was classic oligopoly and oligopsony. Enough said.

The New Economics Foundation says that the Human Race is using up resources of fisheries, forests and the like also producing more waste than the planet can absorb, we are overshooting nature's budget, and this has been the case since the 1980's. We are in ecological debt. The ice fields are melting and escaping Methane is in the higher atmosphere far more lethal than CO2.

Not to despair and go into spasm. This is all a wake up call and there will be those who are awakening who will see the light. There is evidence of a massive wake up and it increasing in intensity. A personal note I was awarded a PH.D in Metaphysics. It is fully authenticated and it is reinstated at the heading on energygrid. Since this will not offend scientific degree holders and my comments on physics and the like I can still make my comments and takes in a metaphysical way. Should anyone challenge this degree the University will be happy to supply details. I am not going into this social gambit 'Oh Hello what do you do for a living'? 'Where did you get your degree?' It really is saying I really don't believe you, or the one that is said to me,' You don't look like a forensic man, a scientist, an ex pro soccer player, a healer and so on, mind you being arrogant I don't mind it when they say' You do not look 70 yrs old, you only look 50 and your skin is nice and smooth' [purr and lick tongue ----you big head Freed]. It is time we stopped the social upmanship. Keeping up with the Jones and so forth. You could say why put up the degree then. Unfortunately the people I deal with at various Institutions will not deal with me and I cannot obtain relevant information or get into inner circles so I can relate this in blogs if not classified, unless I JOIN THE CLUB and have a recognized degree in whatever. It is supposed to say that one has been through a discipline and is sort of organized in some sort of rationale and logical appraisal of the data perused and commented on. I am sad that people cannot be taken as intelligent, creative and bright as any person with so called qualifications. There are those because of financial difficulties, upbringing are just as qualified through their private studies to have Life experienced degrees and they are the most highly developed, they have had to work in menial jobs, clerical, admin and so on, they are grounded, know the world, street wise, grounded and are often in touch with the world as in contrast to academics who maybe in their secluded world and not in touch with everyday living. This does not mean an assessment and it is a generality. Hey Ho and away we go. Lots and Lots of Love and Go Well. Geoff