Thursday, 5 November 2009

Light as a Carrier of Information - November 2009

THIS IS VERY EXCITING. See insert below to start this off. This is an article from Dr. Mercola's website, the original of which you can find at www.mercola.com.

How Your Biophoton Field Regulates Your Physical Health

The DNA inside each cell in your body vibrates at a frequency of several billion hertz (which is unfortunately the same range at which modern cell phone communication systems also work).

This vibration is created through the coil-like contraction and extension of your DNA — which occurs several billion times per second — and every time it contracts, it squeezes out one single bio photon; a light particle.

That photon contains all the information on everything going on in your DNA at that moment. One single bio photon can carry more than four megabytes of information, and relays this information to other bio photons it crosses in the bio photon field outside your body.

All the photons that are emitted from your body communicate with each other in this highly structured light field that surrounds your body.

This light field also regulates the activity of your metabolic enzymes. This corresponds nicely with the findings in the study above that show your light field ebbs and flows along with your metabolic rhythm.

The information transfer on bio photons is bidirectional, which means your DNA sends information out on a photon, and on the same photon the information of all the bio photons from your body is broadcast back to your cells, and to your tubulin, which are light conductive molecules in your connective tissue.

The tubulin, in turn, receives the information-carrying light impulse and conducts it at the speed of light throughout your body, where it is translatedinside each cell into activating or inactivating certain metabolic enzymes.

Every living organism emits bio photons or low-level luminescence, and the higher the level of light a cell emits, the greater its vitality and the potential for the transfer of that energy to the individual who eats it.

Hence, the more light a food is able to store, the more nutritious it is. Naturally grown fresh vegetables, for example, and sun-ripened fruits, are rich in light energy.

The capacity to store bio photons is therefore a measure of the quality of your food.

I firmly believe it's only a matter of time before these truths will become common scientific- and medical knowledge. You can help speed things up by sharing what you know with your family and friends.

This information is given from Dr. Mercola and various sources. I have mentioned this so many times in previous blogs and I write this on the 22nd Anniversary of the Harmonic Convergence of this period of the 15th to the 18th of August 2009. Should you care to go back to my blog on the Themis Project [please ignore graphics and pictures, they were an experiment put in after the blog was finished] March 2009 blog. The light we see as opposed to dark is only the refraction and interchange with our atmosphere. Photonic energy carries through the dark of space without the necessary effect that our eyes interpret as light. Again we see below the explanation by Dr. Mercola in even more depth.

Energy Medicine – Ancient Knowledge Gets a Facelift

There is an emerging trend of clinicians who recognize that a far more powerful approach to healing is one that is based on physics and not on chemistry.

Many natural health experts believe that your body is not only made up of tissue, blood vessels and organs. It's also composed of energy, or chi as it's called in traditional Chinese medicine (TCM).

This energy is circulated through your body along specific meridians, and when points on your skin that correspond to certain meridians are manipulated, the energy circulation and your internal organs are affected. Acupuncture is one well-known modality used to manipulate the flow of your meridians, but there are others.

The term "energy medicine" and modalities such as meridian tapping techniques have become more and more widespread, even though conventional medicine still largely ignores it.

Schematic illustration of experimental setup that found the human body, especially the face, emits visible light in small quantities that vary during the day. B is one of the test subjects. The other images show the weak emissions of visible light during totally dark conditions. The chart corresponds to the images and shows how the emissions varied during the day. The last image (I) is an infrared image of the subject showing heat emissions. Credit: Kyoto University; Tohoku Institute of Technology; PLoS ONE

But your body is also surrounded by light, or energy.

As mentioned in the article above, earlier research has confirmed that your body emits light that is 1,000 times less intense than what your naked eyes are sensitive to. (Some people, however, are able to see this emitted light or "aura," and some can even distinguish colors.)

What's really interesting about this study is that they discovered these light emissions appear to be linked to your body clock and the rhythmic fluctuations of your metabolism over the course of the day.

This suggests that you could detect medical conditions with the use of highly light-sensitive cameras.

"If you can see the glimmer from the body's surface, you could see the whole body condition," said researcher Hitoshi Okamura, a circadian biologist at Kyoto University in Japan.

There are other devices that can accomplish a similar feat already, such as electro dermal screening, which measures your electrical skin resistance to gain information about your chi flow.

If an electrodermal screening finds that certain meridian points are out of balance there are numerous non-invasive ways, such as massage therapy, herbal medicine and homeopathy, to bring them back into homeostasis.

Your Biophoton Field Holds the Key to Your Health

Others have explained the existence of light and energy around your body in terms of a "bio photon field."

Dr. Dietrich Klinghardt discusses this field in The Five Levels of Healing, which is based on a healing model developed some 12,000 years ago. This energetic model for health has influenced Tibetan medicine, traditional Chinese medicine (TCM), and Ayurvedic medicine as well.

The existence of the bio photon field was scientifically proven by Dr. Fritz-Albert Popp in 1974.

Your physical health is dependent not only on what goes on inside of your body, but is also interconnected with and dependent on other non-physical levels of energy, such as the energy surrounding your body, called the bio photon field.

In highly simplistic terms, your bio photon field can be viewed as a highly sophisticated computer that processes, stores and retrieves information that is then used to regulate your biological processes.

It is known in biology that every cell in your body has over 100,000 biochemical reactions per second, all of which must be carefully timed and sequenced with each other. Many (mostly European) scientists have investigated the organizing principle behind this sophisticated dance.

Dr. Popp also proved that bio photons originate from your DNA and that they are laser-like in nature. He developed the biophoton theory to explain their biological role and the ways in which they help control your biochemical processes.

How Your Bio photon Field Regulates Your Physical Health

The DNA inside each cell in your body vibrates at a frequency of several billion hertz (which is unfortunately the same range at which modern cell phone communication systems also work).

This vibration is created through the coil-like contraction and extension of your DNA -- which occurs several billion times per second -- and every time it contracts, it squeezes out one single bio photon; a light particle.

That photon contains all the information on everything going on in your DNA at that moment. One single bio photon can carry more than four megabytes of information, and relays this information to other bio photons it crosses in the bio photon field outside your body.

All the photons that are emitted from your body communicate with each other in this highly structured light field that surrounds your body.

This light field also regulates the activity of your metabolic enzymes. This corresponds nicely with the findings in the study above that show your light field ebbs and flows along with your metabolic rhythm.

The information transfer on bio photons is bidirectional, which means your DNA sends information out on a photon, and on the same photon the information of all the bio photons from your body is broadcast back to your cells, and to your tubulin, which are light conductive molecules in your connective tissue.

The tubulin, in turn, receives the information-carrying light impulse and conducts it at the speed of light throughout your body, where it is translated inside each cell into activating or inactivating certain metabolic enzymes.

Have You Ingested Healthy Light Today?

A fascinating alternative practice that Dr. Klinghardt has started using, based on this premise, is to use tools that work with light to influence your biophoton field in beneficial ways.

For example, transmitting the information of nutrients in the form of light into your bio photons field can affect your body in the same way as eating the actual nutrient!

Bio photon research also puts a whole new spin on the impact of environmental toxins.

Mercury, for example, destroys your tubulins at extremely low concentrations. Remember, tubulins are the light-conductive molecules in your connective tissues, so by disrupting these all-important light transmissions from your bio photon field to your cells to your metabolic enzymes, mercury effectively disconnects the intelligent force that organizes your biochemistry.

All the more reason to avoid those thimerosal-laden flu shots!

Raw Food = Live Food = Healthy Light Particles

Biophoton research also explains the underlying principles of why it's so vital to eat a diet of mostly RAW food.

As you know, without the sun it is virtually impossible for most life forms to exist. For example, we now know that without appropriate sun exposure, you will become deficient in vitamin D, which will have very far ranging consequences for your health. Vitamin D influences at least 2,000-3,000 genes (that we know of), and without sufficient amounts of vitamin D, your body becomes susceptible to a staggering amount of diseases.

But you can absorb sun energy via your food as well as through your skin (although this should not be confused with being able to alter your vitamin D status).

Dr. Johanna Budwig from Germany has stated that live foods are electron-rich, and act as high-powered electron donors and "solar resonance fields" in your body to attract, store, and conduct the sun's energy in your body.

The greater your store of light energy, the greater the power of your overall electromagnetic field, and consequently the more energy is available for healing and maintenance of optimal health.

[Dr. Mercola quoted from www.mercola.com]

Back in March 2009 [please ignore modified pictures and diagrams they were part of an experiment added to when blog was finished] I mentioned the light encoded spirals and the messages that turn on the so called redundant or junk DNA and that they came in spirals and so forth this was in regard to the Themis project.

Further more I would suggest you purchase a DVD from What Doctor's Don't Tell You and the works of Dr Konstantin Korotkov from The Living Field Conference titled Icons of the Field. I have mentioned him several times in back blogs and his work is truly amazing. Combine all this with Nassim Haramein's video containing the intelligent sun, Korotkov, Popp, the article insert above, my research into light and encoded messages, Einstein's quote on light, 'matter is energy, energy is light and we are all light beings'. Hail the day when light energy becomes the healing to replace all other techniques, substances and so forth. See my blog on Russian scientist August 2009 breakthroughs with DNA transference and The Field and frequency found heart operation drug use. The Field written by Lyn McTaggart.

www.wddty.com/icons-of-the-field-dvd.html

www.wddty.com/the-field-in-paperback-only.html

Quantum calculations show that we and our universe live in what amounts to a sea of motion - a quantum sea of light. Also referred to by physicists as the vacuum, the Zero Point Field is called 'zero' because fluctuations in the field are still detectable at temperatures of absolute zero, the lowest possible energy state.

The basic substructure of the universe is a field of unimaginably massive quantum energy in so-called empty space - the energy in a single cubic metre of space is enough to boil all the oceans in the world.

Frontier scientists from top-ranking institutions such as Princeton and Stanford in the US and in Europe have come to realise that the Zero Point Field - discounted by physicists, who tend to 'renormalize' their equations by subtracting it out - could hold the key to areas that have bedevilled scientists for centuries.

According to these new theories, all living things, at their most fundamental, are packets of quantum energy constantly exchanging information with this pulsating energy field. We literally resonate with our world.

Through scientific experiments, scientists have demonstrated that there may be such a thing as a life force flowing through the universe, just as George Lucas imagined in Star Wars.

Taking account of the Zero Point Field may also provide a scientific explanation for so-called 'energy' medicine as well as many of the most profound human mysteries - from ESP to life after death.

The implications for light, about light about us being quantum packets of energy exchanging and interrelating and yet being uniquely us, yet even further knowing there is the witness to this which is common to all of us, so in a way there is only awareness and no formal body or mind, just an all encompassing Being. This Being is formless and has not yet split itself into individuality. This maybe the Great Beings leggo set, that is packets of quanta. This Being then witnesses itself through diversity which reminds itself of its oneness.

Nassim Haramein sets out the fake calculations that scientists make [click here] by this renormalizing process of calculations. They leave out spin and perturbations and put in a nominal amount and equation. By going into the 'leave' outs we might be able to verify all the aspects healers claim, the tele powers and see that these tiny fluctuations and spins are actually the very quanta that produce the so called super and psychic phenomena. In fact my research has shown when conditions are right the energies of this realm can surface through an atmosphere of resonance. Our brains and the 'realm' interface.

video.google.com/videoplay?docid=6151699791256390335&hl=en

This then throws the true authenticity of the calculations and at such small levels makes it a mockery. Anyway we are far from a calculated energy source. Yes at so called form 3D, that is factual and in the realms of logic. Consciousness wise we are unlimited and only bound by our belief systems and conditioning.

This also explains when a negative strong disruptive force is present these minute' noisy' frequencies are blocked off and then pushed down. This pushed down feeling is why sensitives feel so awful when in a doubting atmosphere when asked to perform or take part in experiments. In fact it akin to spiritual indigestion.

Babies in particular are sensitive to atmospheres as are animals, plants and sea creatures.

www.energygrid.com/futurity/geoff-freed/2005/11.html

My blog describes Dr Graham Farrants interview taken with the Institute of Noetic Science and the full article is in the link below. We are Unlimited and only bound by our belief systems and conditioning.

www.real-personal-growth.com/res_fixing/graham_farrant/graham_farrant_interview.htm

Also explained in the 2005 link back blog are some clinical experiences in my work as a psychotherapist which relate to reincarnation or far memory as some like to call it.

Sitting still and slowly sinking into the stillness and feeling a star being a star woman or man. Going out further beyond space and going in beyond the particle and wave, beyond zero quanta. These two seemingly opposites are the complementariness. Coming from or apparently appearing from beyond time, the infinite to the finite. From beyond light and dark to light and dark. The mystery of Life and its appearance and disappearance.

Everything one sees or experiences is not me, us. Even one's body is not forever, nothing is forever than we can see feel touch know or reason. Death swallows all and if we retain that memory it might attract us back to the form we left. If we see that by the tip over or Prigogine bifurcation [October 2009 blog], then we have the possibility or probability to become a higher and more efficient form. So who are we then?

When one is younger, one is aware of oneself, then older and still aware of oneself. The form grows older the witness to the awareness of the form ages not. If one's identity is with the form then one dies with the form. If one's identity is the awareness of the witness, the consciousness, then there is death of the form, which proves it was transient, expedient and in that way illusionary. This then can bring peace and with that a sense of light. The realisation comes that I am not the form and this is a relief and brings a quiet joy and certainty.

The erroneous belief that the form must live forever cultivates fear. Trying to keep this form young by cosmetics, severe discipline is alright to a point. Beyond that the search for ever lasting life in a form body may prove to be a fruitless and wearisome task and perhaps in the way of the Cosmos not intended.

Just as birth was a gateway to a form of experience so death is a gateway or birth to another existence, hopefully of a lighter substance, perhaps more ethereal. This means it can handle more energy, more complex in its abilities and yet simpler so fulfilling Prigogine's and the tip over theories and allowing bio photons to become akin to their origins of light. Light encoded beings that follow closely the patterns of the particle wave inter actions and their endemic DNA which is luminous and less organically bound.

This light body is already around us and as we burn off the need in the course of 3D time for a flesh existence then we simply become more of our auric propensities. As the 'onion' skins of the corporeal body dissolve, depending on the amount of entropy we dissipate and disperse, so shall our next rebirth be accomplished?

I suspect there are many realms of' light existences', just as there are many forms of human incarnations. Each realm has its own 'laws' and yet the witness is there still through these lives as well. Should the witness be able to none identify then enlightenment ensues. Just what these are indescribable and then in the realm as it were of God. The witness is the witness without the need of form or light.

Here is a trap. The ego has its own awareness. It becomes the sentinel of its programmes and conditioning which sets up its subtle attack and defence mechanisms. This is fools gold. One practices awareness, this is OK to a point where the REALISATION of awareness replaces the act of practising of the habit of' I must remind myself to be present or aware'. The habit or reminder disappears not by becoming an automatic response mechanism, but realising I am awareness, presence, and consciousness.

When the quest for enlightenment is not needed and the mind becomes intuitively engaged then questions go and knowing replaces the seeking. Then instant manifestation is accomplished and one has become one with source.

Figure 1: Beyond, behind--before form is Source. What is Source? That is the mystery that drives evolution. Evolution trying to find its own source. This is the Koan and paradox.

My old Sensei and Sifu rolled around in laughter and would have torn up this page or all blogs and used them in a certain room in the flat. Many a time they curled up in unstoppable laugher and sometimes on the floor [I've had one of these and see Mooji, previous blog {the laughing Buddha}]. I do not know what cracked me up or that of the video of Mooji or my teachers. It is a realisation of something that is so simple and yet with no reason. It is realising I suppose that nothing exists and that's OK, it's a label that falls off when the need to know what this label denotes and depicts is fallacious. As crazy at it might seem emptiness once experienced even in a flash is strangely liberating and to some terrifying. It seemed so freeing at the time [oh that word time].


Figure 2: The picture says it all!

In a few blogs back it was mentioned that when in Forensics that a scientist I came in contact with stated that the magnetism suggested in rock samples about the flip of the poles, climate change and small creatures that were deep in Earth start surfacing when a magnetic anomaly is sensed. This is now and has been occurring.

scienceblogs.com/highlyallochthonous/2009/02/
is_the_earths_magnetic_field_a.php

Furthermore the blog on the Themis experiment it showed the effect of the magnetosphere and the North and South Pole with my suggestions of the spirals and the explanation of the messages and encodings from the sun. When there is a lowering of the Earths Magnetic field strength maybe heralding a flip of the Poles magnetically[not physically], then more Solar energy, plasma and the like can enter Earth. I suggest therefore that the encodings are now able to breach even more and get the DNA signals into us, the planet and all things. Some scientists' feel a complete flip is far away as yet, but there is movement, quite startling for some boffins and others a slow decline.

science.nasa.gov/headlines/y2001/ast15feb_1.htm

Looking at the diagrams in the two links above we see the similar spinning vortex fields. Strange how scientists leave out spin and perturbations from the particle fields, yet calculates them in Astro calculations and they complain about a unifying theory. Nassim Haramein in his videos explains the lot and this awful admission in the calculations and their significance.

www.energygrid.com/science-videos.html#haramein1

The video shows the Sun pulsing, UFO and the Sun, and the Suns defence against a huge object plus a saving grace from the object. I know the video is 6 hrs in length; however, you can view a few periods at a time. The timer can be moved and indicates the session viewed in minutes and so forth. This is in my opinion the unified theory as is now being recognised and the first part describes this theory. In my view we are looking at the new Einstein and more. He includes metaphysics. I have stated in the future Meta and other physics will be joined in a complimentary form as will be allopathic and natural complimentary medicine. Just when the time line will be for this is a difficult prognosis. It will come when a consensus of minds see the light as it were.


Figure 3: When the mind can float free as this astronaut, the ability to think outside the box. To take on board that which seems outrageous and yet when gone into most sensible. It takes a big open mind, discerning and yet eager mind to embrace new ways.

Where there is space there is room for more and more and yet Krishnamurti's quote' The use of a cup is its emptiness'. The way I see this that to get more information one has to empty the tea to pour in the coffee. This then satisfies Prigogine and the tip over as in previous blogs. The exchange, the dissipative function, bifurcation and entropy. The mind when healthily empty, in the state of awareness without bias, attention without intention, comes as it were, into a low pressure passive mode; this then can automatically pick up high pressure thought activity. This can be seen in telepathy, astral travel and picking up the collective unconscious. True awareness has its own built in discernment. Analogous to this is low pressure weather fronts which attract high pressure fronts, electrical circuits which flow from negative pole to positive pole, water that is at high pressure to flow to low pressure as in plumbing. This interactive flow of Yin and Yang and is a continuous motion in its interplay, its dynamic and is the eternal motion of Life. There is no death only the exchange of one energy form to another hopefully to a higher order. It is the propulsion of evolution. Seemingly erratic and chaotic and yet possessed of a higher intelligence and yet deceivingly simple. Simplicity is so simple it appears complex. It is only complex when the chain is broken up into sections as in mechanical solid physics. Yet left in its endemic native holistic form simple, miraculous and ecologically sound.

When I first started blogs in energygrid I had a fantastic vertigo caused by the Tsunami of 2004. I have mentioned the ethmoid bone and various sentivitys some people have. I am in Yogic terms a vatta, pitta, and in Chi terms lower Yin. So others I know akin to me, and incidentally not of the same astrological sign, some have some Scorpio and Leo[I am a Scorpio], have the exact same 'symptoms' at the same time in different parts of the world and time zones. With this in mind my feelings are with those in Samoa and local area where there has been a further spat of tsunami, floods and earthquakes.

Some experts are saying that more are expected in this area and I have read that a group of Maya predicted this and also a nuclear confrontation between India and Pakistan. They say we have to change our ways and this will either lessen the devastation or the Earth Being will endeavour to soften the impact as much as possible. Of course the sceptic will argue it is tectonic and natural; however research has shown by the Institute of HeartMath and other institutions and individual scientist's research that the collective consciousness which is linked in a deep way to the Earth's magnetic field can do physical interactions and can deflect or buffer some impact.

I felt this above on the Monday 28 September 2009. I awoke that morning with a sense foreboding, and about 09.00 I became giddy. I had an hour on the bus to St.Albans and felt nauseous, giddy and could hardly walk, this persisted even as I type this on Wednesday 30 September 2009. Emails, phone calls from the sensitive's I know began to come in.

Some psychics I know reckon we sense these events and catastrophes beforehand and travel astral wise to the event, await the calamity and assist those who pass over to realise where they are. I feel there is something in this and I tend to do a 'puja,' this to me is sort of contacting the soul or entity awareness that is still bound to the personality and requesting a being of light to escort this person to a place or guide as it were. Those who are more conscious or aware go to 'special place' where pre life agreements are arranged [see back blogs]. Those who have less awareness or very little other than their personality and are addicted to their Earth body and experiences can become Earth bound as ghosts or instantly reincarnate.[Not the same as enlightened being who intends to inhabit a body, those who have less awareness have less choice]. The proportion of awareness determines the proportion of choice. [November 2005 blog on pre life agreements].

Magnetic fields hold many lattice matrixes together. With the diminishing Earth magnetic field it may be a possibility that the collective unconscious matrix is being disassembled gradually as the swing from magnetic north now veering eastward progresses. Commensurate and concomitant to this the swing may produce a different type of mass consciousness or collective mind. It maybe if the swing continues so that there is a magnetic pole reversal it could result in a complete different mass mind set.

This could also explain why so many are feeling disassociated with their current mind sets and this is changing daily and any attempt to salvage or go back to the old set produces the associated withdrawal symptoms, referred to as ascension or transformation symptoms. It maybe we are not ascending as it were but having differing mind sets as we travel through the new matrixes as the breakdown occur. This being incremental and perhaps quickening as the fields get weaker.

The sun is quiet because it is in resonance with Earth. Weaker Earth magnetic fields allow more entry of Sun energy in the form of CME's. However we are still being bombarded by cosmic energy. This shows the dialogue between the intelligences at work throughout the Universe. We would be burnt up if the sun activities woke up and pounded us at this moment. This is the enigma and anomaly that scientists face. If consciousness and intelligence, spin and perturbations are not factored in then one is left with zilch. [See blog on Themis in March 2009, please excuse inserts pictures they were an experiment to see how blogs could accommodate these kinds of inserts and energygrid space and technology].

Just recently we had a comet zoom by the moon; this apparently is a common occurrence. Also there is another film out knocking Al Gore's environmental film. Many scientists are questioning the carbon emission theory. The truth is out there as they say and to remember truth is a moving finger too. Truth is relative to the moment of truth and then it can change as situations arise. However one's intrinsic truth is the unmovable movable.

Lots of Love.

Geoff



Addendum

Jaytee would appreciate your feedback. Jaytee is an ex Royal Marine who fought in the first Gulf War and his partner Beckie is a serving police officer. They are grounded people and are now pursuing a self growth and spiritual path.

Geoff

Here are the rest of the pics that were taken on the night of Mums first anniversary!…(taken by my best friend who is a serving police officer of 27 years)… there were four of us and when Mark used his new mobile phone camera to take pics… everyones were normal even pictures of him when I took it… yet mine had orbs on them… every time… 2 weeks before my Mother died she called me to her room and said that she had prayed for the Lord to take her… but she would always be around me holding my hand… and when you look at the cocoon image… shes right there holding my hand…

Also the pic of the dog… (you have to look really close at the wall and zoom in... but you can make out faces, and you can see Lukes face his odd grey eye in the wall along with what I think is Mum bending over him… they all died in September… my dog, mum, dad and fiancee…

Hope this helps… let me know if you need anything else my good good friend… lets hope it sparks some debate… and offers some reassurances that we are most definitely not alone… and that the two universes are most certainly very very close… if not interacting…

Jaytee


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Saturday, 10 October 2009

Side by Side — From Particle to Article - October 2009

TWO LONG WHEEL BASED tropicalised land rovers were parked back to back to back in a desert, a canvas attached from roof to roof and side attachments forming an oblong tent. I lay on the roof of one of the vehicles looking up at the night sky as the evening turned into darkness and the stars came out as if by an organised light show.

The silence of the desert, my companions inside quiet and meditating, the occasional crack of the contracting sand and salt, as if footsteps were approaching. The heat of the day subsiding and eventually becoming cold. As I lay there I became absorbed in the myriad amazing scene unfolding as it had done and is doing for millions of years. The emerging starry night held me spell bound and as I lay there gazing into the night sky I felt myself going into the night cameo. A slight tinge of fear enveloped me as I began to lose my sense of identity and became overwhelmed. Relaxing into this scenario I became for a while one with this awe inspiring and magnificent experience. Then on coming back to where I was and the shock and excitement with the spaced out feeling as if I were slightly drunk and dizzy.
 

Figure 1: Infiniteness of space reminds us of our finiteness

The cold became apparent and I went back into the land rover and a special adapted bed across the front seats was my sleeping space. My two companions had their sleeping bags across the two long range diesel fuel tanks by means of planks. All in all a cosy arrangement easily erected and dismantled.

I lay in my warm sleeping bag and thoughts and feelings crowded my excited mind. That starry night, many stars no longer there. How did they get there? Where did I come from? Who am I? Where am I going when I dissolve like an exploding star? I felt so finite, tiny and small, and yet so comforted at the same time. Deep inside I knew I was part of this, and yet somehow separate. It was a side by side arrangement.

Of course my logical mind said "It was a result of the big bang" "It was God that created it all", "Who created God? ". This and many other questions arose. Then again I surrendered and agreed within me to accept the mystery. As soon as I did this a pleasant relaxed glow crept through me and I knew that this is the quest, the journey and indeed this was why I was in this vehicle anyway.

During the course of the journey many wonders and sights were experienced. Then it came, the big question one night again pondering on the roof and sleeping bag. How did the first particle arrive? How did these particles arrive to become articles, forms? Of course the logical mind said evolution. Yet my scientific mind said there is no intelligence in evolution it self forms itself without any need for intelligence or consciousness of itself.

This explanation did not satisfy me. I felt that if I am part of this then I am aware of myself, I am conscious of my existence, whether an illusion or not. The next step in this drama that was unfolding in me, and I might add causing me considerable consternation, as one of my companions remarked" where are you these days, you seem very preoccupied?" I began then some forty years back to realise that consciousness is who I am and what formed the worlds of form. Then the process still ongoing of what is this consciousness, the search for at onement with this consciousness, endeavouring to define this awareness and the constant enquiry of 'yes I know I am this consciousness and I accept I am aware of my awareness and as such consider me a sentient being'.

Yet a nagging question arose. How did this consciousness arise or become manifest in its awareness of itself? My spiritual mentors told me that there was no answer to this and I would know the 'intuitive' answer. In other words the answer was outside logic, the finite mind, and the answer would come intuitively from the inside mind.

Forty years on and flashes of the 'answer' have arrived spontaneously, uninvited, not sought for, and it seems when the mind is not searching, it relaxes, goes beyond the boundaries of its own making. Then a flash, a knowing, no words as such, just a kind of inner glow a confirmation which no explanation could bring, and then peace a flood of tears sometimes. Then being human, whatever that conjures up to mind, and being me, my ego starts up its quest and says" surely there is more to it than that, you are not really satisfied with this?" .

It seems my programming, my conditioning, my ever restless ego still wants the journey and the quest. It seems I have to exhaust every niche and cranny of who I am to come back, to arrive back, at that intuitive enlightening flash and that is the bedrock of my existence and indeed that of the Universe. The particle to article is complete because consciousness has its own reasoning beyond the ken of the ego. It is the compliment to the ego; it is not in opposition to the ego. Because if consciousness wants, wishes, desires to become aware of itself, it has to have an ego to validate the complimentary side, it is indeed the mirror of its own existence.

What then is left to quest to travel on to be Life? It is a constant journey. Consciousness creates forms in order for the forms to be mirrored by a finite form in order for that form to be seen as illusion of its creator so that the complimentary infiniteness maybe witnessed and consciousness once again establishes its own infinite identity through its dissolving of its finite component.

So where am I now? I am no further than forty years ago in the sense I have not solved or want to solve how consciousness arrived and am and is. Why so? Because consciousness is the bedrock for me there is nowhere else to go. I am that. I am the quest that I seek. It seems that I just experience what consciousness throws up and this confirms as I experience this, that I am awareness; this is my true nature and alpha and omega. The journey through finite forms will continue to confirm the illusion of finiteness, the mirror and complimentary to the witness of these finite forms me as the infinite witness or awareness. So the mystery consciousness remains to be the finite mirror form not so to witness presence of the awareness another nomenclature for consciousness. All these are words until one has that flash of knowing.

Then a question. Why one cannot remain in the peace, unformed energy or potential, in the primordial awareness? The only way I see this and it is logic and therefore a view from finiteness. Consciousness which has its own 'logic' wishes to experience itself and so therefore like us built in the image of consciousness, it wishes to live, experience and enjoy its creativeness. Maybe boredom, loneliness urges the creation to spring forth. I did mention several times in past blogs that in some Eastern philosophies the 'spirit of Eternal Loneliness' causes the explosive urge of creation. That seems something I can accept. For out of loneliness we seek companionship and who is to say that consciousness does not have the same emotion?

Further on into the journey there was the living desert. Although barren it felt as though it were a canvas to write ones thoughts on to daydream. There also was this possibility in the quietness and emptiness of visual input to get to' grips' as it were with ones own presence and aliveness. The quietness, the hissing sound inside oneself and then the rebellious mind not liking this emptiness. One night after a few days of this peace my mind stopped its incessant chatter as if the internal dialogue miraculously switched off. It came about as I heard the loud cacophony of sound like today's ghetto blasters, and something inside yearned for the quiet and kept it so for days.

Coming back into the towns and markets, the noise and bustle even with meditation and searching for this quiet I seemed to have lost it. Yet the inside din was and never has been so loud again. It is more of a background hum now, and even in so called retirement in quiet surroundings the inside head stuff is far more in the distance and none interfering. It seems my souls yearns for this and deservedly gets a smidgeon of reward.

One night as I lay on the roof as night began to fall a strange glow appeared on the horizon as I lay parallel to it. Flares of light lit up the horizon; I could not make this out. On using binoculars I realised this was the burn off stacks of an oil refinery. The barren desert, the stars, the eerie quiet, the flares, it all seemed surreal. This reminded me of the illusion of form, transitory, yet so mind appealing and sometimes addictive.
 

Figure 2: The Living Desert

There are two 'spiritual' experiences regarding deserts. One is the living desert and the other the desolate desert. Both I have described and experienced in back blogs. Many a traveller and pilgrim have found and lost themselves in the desert. Some people cannot abide the absence of noise and substance; I prefer the stillness and sparseness of form. These days I seem to be emptying my tiny flat of its contents. Strange the more I give away the more I found I have stored like a squirrel and its winter cache.

So from this massive journey of mind and miles and to 2012 and this whole concept of whether there might be a critical mass of minds and so tip over the current paradigm [see back blogs on the number of sites and people turning towards a new way]. The forces of lethargy, security, comfortability, entropy and the human condition of greed, hoarding and sheer addictiveness to power and egoism seeking to delay and destroy the new way foreword, I offer a workshop scenario some of us did in the 80's. We called it planetary initiative [have mentioned it before]. It was backed for a short while by the UN, it printed out a planetary passport [I still have this, it is not a legal document], then when the great immigration, asylum seekers and the like started, this passport was discontinued. The dream was that eventually the whole human race would see one another as planetary citizens, celebrating their uniqueness and diversity rather than fearing it and endeavouring to proselyte to a one politic and religion. A similar idea to the one world government, but there would be devolution, and an ethos that what works locally can be shared and ingeniously, inspirationally reworked to other localities because of climate, culture and the like. Local herbal and building strategies along with harmless friendly technology, coupled with adaptability and encouragement to this rather than punishment and large global conglomerates. The reason planetary initiative did disperse is because we wanted it to be an inclusive idea and not top heavy.

Many left and did their own thing. I went into Attitudinal Healing and then from that to the work I do now called Healing Attitudes. One of the ideas that so appealed to me I will show below in a small diagram.
 
Figure 3: Left side mega crisis. Right side mega solution. Apex synthesis.

An example on left side Pollution. On right side alternative solutions as in new technologies. On left allopathic medicine and complete removal of natural therapies. On right Complimentary medicine including the best allopathic.

As one approaches the apex things get more intense and more critical. Then as the crescendo increases then it implodes and explodes into a third way or synthesis. This hopefully will occur in 2012, or 2036 and 2075. I have a feeling that this is happening now and will complete its second phase by 2012. Apart from Rupert Sheldrake [critical mass, rat experiments, chickens, don't lie, REG stuff, telepathy in Koestler Unit, Institute of Noetic Sciences and Cellular interview with Dr Graham Farrant, all in previous blogs, books by Marylyn Fergusson, Peter Russell, all in previous blogs] I would like to share now a very important theory and world recognised fact now by a genius scientist.

The world scientific community had been to this point of discovery become more involved in closed systems. Closed systems seem to be closed like the contents of a room but over long time they slowly interact with the environment. Closed systems can reach a point when they reach a state of maximum disorder. This state of disorder then reaches a point of entropy which can no longer hold its form together.

Along comes Prigogine whose interest is in open systems. These systems constantly interact with their environment. They change, evolve and grow. Living organisms are of this kind. They are constantly in flux or equilibrium. They take on forms of light, heat, food, air and water and at the same shed their intake in the form of waste, carbon dioxide and various activities, and so are having to constantly adjust to their environment. This entails, healing, learning, growing changing.

Prigogine's study of open systems was to understand how systems of sustainable and increasing order survived in a Universe that tends towards disarray and chaos. He found that open systems took in material but also had the ability to dissipate the entropy back to the environment. He called these structures dissipative structures. He found that all open structures in order to survive must constantly take and dissipate back to the environment; this means a constant flow of energy in and out of the system. In fact the system is the flow. Quantum physicists' of the mechanical branch of this science, uphold this view, that the universe is not one independent thing or set of things, it is indeed one of changing, flowing, evolving, intimately interconnected system of interactions.

These dissipative structures are therefore unstable and live in fluctuating environment but are supple enough to handle variations. The more structured and complex this system becomes the more entropy it must handle, and so dissipate more entropy to survive. This is a major and noted point. If the disturbing ripples, fluctuations, variances increase too much for the system to maintain from the environment and the system becomes more chaotic and entropic internally that is, then the system begins to crack up to the point where a slight touch can bring that system to a crunching stop. This Prigogine calls bifurcation point [split into two branches]. The system then has two ways to go. It goes bust completely and is non existent or it self organises or spontaneously reinstates itself. Amazingly this reinstatement or reorganisation is not associated in anyway it was before, and is not in the least associated or predictable from previous conditions. Like in quantum stuff only the probability is a possibility that an outcome may occur. This is a true quantum leap, a particle, a death and rebirth through quantum fluctuations. The new system then has the propensity to maintain and facilitate the fluctuations, the flow and input from the environment, which had caused the previous structure and system to breakdown. Prigogine's own words" the system escaped into a higher order". Out of the chaos and breakdown of the old system a new ordered system and is more highly evolved. In fact it has the ability to survive in the previous environment more efficiently. However, the same repetitive procedure will follow if the fluctuations prevail and put it in overwhelm and cause the chaos and breakdown. So evolving a higher order and advanced evolution again. The spiral of evolution follows this path.

From this we see how the present paradigm and mega crisis and solution meet at the apex. The saturation point, the point of bifurcation, so go into chaos as we now see in the environment politically, morally, religiously, financially and individually, we are approaching maximum entropy and if we cannot dissipate this to the environment, which we cannot it seems, as we keep going around and around the bush, not really changing policies but laundering them to look as though changes have taken place and entropy builds up, there is no exchange just a stagnation of old ideas, a merry go round, this then gives a bifurcation, bust completely or quantum leap into a higher order. Check out this similar idea.

Then the system breaks down and out that chaos then there is a quantum probability of synthesis or the new order as it emerges from the ground base of being. What might this be or when? It might breakdown completely by 2012 or those other dates given, and what might it look like or be? We only have the promise of a probability that is a possibility. That we can be sure of, a new way will arrive, when and where are only in the realms of possibilities and probabilities. Yet it will arrive.
 
Figure 4: Particles photographed from bubble chamber.
Possibilities from this?

As above Jupiter's scar Venus's pimple, Mars methane, Sun pulsing, all planets having climatic changes similar to global warming. This might be the tell tale signs that entropy is at hand, the breakdown occurring and the input from the central Sun causing an enormous input of energy, which in turn will cause the dissipation to be large in exchange and if not, then bifurcation, the breakdown into chaos. Then the solar system will be caput, or a new higher order will evolve out of the chaotic debris.

This new system according to Prigogine will be able to accommodate more energy and hence input. It will also be able to dissipate it as well. Is this not the set up writers, channelers, bloggers and all sorts of 2012 and similar scenarios write about? Some of the prophesies included in this paint similar cameos. As to the exact time scale? I feel this depends on the amount of entropy this present system can handle. I have quoted in past blogs a kind of formulae. 'The breakdown and or the breakthrough are proportional to the units in this system and the sum of the consciousness of the individual and the whole will be tantamount to the systems health and sustainability as to the survival of the system'. In other words free choice is there only as a delay. Inevitably the system will collapse and hopefully rebuild in a higher structure.

The maximum energy input is coming close as the Sun travels to its appointment and alignment with the Central Sun December 2012 which incidentally is the end of the 11 year Sun cycle C24 which as yet has not turned out to be the 50% higher flares [CME's] although I suspect the Sun is still pulsing

I favour the idea of two differing consciousnesses living side by side and who knows maybe in differing dimensions without them being aware of themselves and those in them not realising the separation. 
 
Figure 5: The jouney of the Sun across the ecliptic. The nearer the centre the warmer.

Civilisations fluctuate with the Sun's proximity to the Central Sun and it has been shown that certain hormones proliferate and decline with these cycles of heat and cold[see back blogs].
 
 
Figure 6: the rise and fall cycles of populace with ecliptic cycles

The Maya understood these sun cycles as did the Egyptians and the various other peoples. The intelligent sun becomes the intelligent central sun becomes the intelligent Universe, becomes the Divine Mind and plan, which is an ever changing scenario and evolutionary journey.

The next diagram shows the relationship between the sun cycles and the hormones, I have suggested before [back blog] that there is also a relationship between obesity and the sun cycle. I feel only 5% of obesity is food, exercise and modern culture, like with global warming we still should cut back emissions and with obesity take a careful look at diet, exercise and the like. It would seem the Cosmos plays a much larger part in our lives than we might have thought.

Maybe the transformations symptoms, to some painful, and to others a hypochondriacally sensitive and lonely confused person because that set of individuals do not seem affected by them. Yet this is not an issue. We have our paths to follow. In my case I realised the 1967 writings were and is my path. These strange anomalies in my life make me search deeper, it is my 'spiritual', sometimes defying logic and common sense and other times so simple and easily understood.

What if we are brave enough to reach outside the known, the box? Would we indeed be lost without hope and desolate? We will never know until we defy logic at times and leap into what may seem a bottomless pit.

So many people have contacted me and I share their feelings, as they feel reality, their very identity, that was and to some extent their reality shift. Indeed it is the shift, truly the shift of the ages. 
 
 
And so to the future. Who knows as we go further and further into a real flip, a kind of mental, psychological, emotional roller coaster.

I would advise one not to take the ionising too seriously as in depiction; however, there is a research about fertility in male and female and so much IVF going on. Yet in some places there are huge increases in the birth rate. My feeling is that the warming proliferates the birth rate through the hormone abundance [back blog], whiles the CME's [solar flares and pulsing], and may cause a higher risk of ionisation.
 
 
Figure 7: This depicts the journey of 36 years across the centre. A debateable figure.

This 36 year is interesting. I have stated we have a series of windows of opportunity so as to speak, 2012, 2036 and 2075. One can calculate from the grand cross in July 1999 and it comes to 2035, and or from 1998 to 2034. These are near enough to my 1967 information which said 'in 1999 there would be a Grand Cross in which humanity will unleash its filth and degradation into the world, this falling from the cross unlocks the door to the putrid vileness that has been suppressed down the ages of this cycle. A great upheaval will ensue and the healing, purging process will commence, and an alchemic process caused by the heat of the local solar sun will be responsible for this process. A great suffering by many will be undertaken, and they that are left will be cleaned out scrubbed and have to start over, and yet the shift this brings in consciousness will make this non laborious. In fact it will seem a new and pristine world, hallelujah'.

Once again NASA have confirmed what I feel, of course its not the official view and that the Sun is doing strange things [Again see Nassim Haramein video as before at the 4-hour mark], check out this link.

http://apod.nasa.gov/apod/ap090922.html

NASA's Chandra X-ray Observatory has uncovered a dramatic find as it captures a new vision of the Galactic Centre disclosing a complex and hostile environment. An area known as "Sagittarius A," contains several mysterious X-ray filaments. Some of these likely represent huge magnetic structures interacting with streams of very energetic electrons produced by rapidly spinning neutron stars or perhaps by a gigantic analogue of a solar flare. [see also back blog on quasars].

Is there a connection, or perhaps a revolutionary find which supports Mayan prophecy of the coming Galactic Alignment, 2012, and Cycle 24's apex (or maximum)? A picture comes together further bringing modern science and ancient text ever more united. As the galaxy's centre comes closer to its alignment with our solar system, could this bring with it continued escalation in earth changes events?

A collection of Chandra pointing has created a single snap-shot of galactic evolution. Surrounding a massive central black hole, we find bright young stars housed in a hostile environment. Scattered throughout the region are thousands of point-like X-ray sources. These are produced by dense remains of stars that have reached the end of their evolutionary trail which end up as white dwarfs, neutron stars and black holes.

The world of science is coming to a similar idea as Prigogine. See link below and the leading scientist Martin Scheffer of the Wageningen University in the Netherlands.

http://www.redorbit.com/...

 
 
Figure 8: Wild life signs are telling to change

Another mystery from NASA. Our Earth speeding up.

http://apod.nasa.gov/apod/ap090906.html

Well Folks. Have a great time. The energies are powerful and huge. The transformation continues its work of breakdown, breakthrough and build up. 
 
 
Figure 9: Have fun!

A really loving and beautiful Hawaiian tradition is Ho' oponopono. Just google in and then You Tube. It brought tears to me and a deep heart felt gratitude.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ac5SGwRPv0o

Lots of Love and Take Care. Geoff

ADDENDUM. At the risk of seeming melodramatic I urge, nay plead with you to look at the following video on YOU TUBE. I believe that the future of Humankind lays in this beautiful interview of a brave courageous and informed lady.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PelTWCUmTsU.

Saturday, 5 September 2009

Here We Go Again — Rebooting - September 2009

THE ENERGIES SINCE LATE MAY 2009 have been similar to those of 2004 and when I started recording them blog wise. In fact, almost identical.

In 2004 late after Christmas I had the pentagrams, the dark night of the soul and the giddiness with abdominal area crystal. Then I had to ask my goddaughter to look after me. I also had reluctance to water; I had a down in the dumps feeling and breathing irregularities. I was also informed it was an initiation.

This time the same only less severe on down in the dumps, huge electric and heat energy, crystals in heart and crown chakra and also told it was an initiation. Back then a financial and physical crisis with energy and balance. This time health issues and hospital stuff with balance issues.

I feel that this period is the rebooting or upgrading, a kind of reconfiguration and that the whole person has been sufficiently upgraded, cleaned out to a degree where new more potent downloads can be offered and administered. This is going to be very, very crucial as the next outpouring, dosage and vibrant input will be breathtaking—literally. I feel many will either be ill or apparently ill, weakened to the point of disablement and possibly leave the planet. Time to go. If this seems negative, it is not meant to be. Life is eternal. I feel and have felt recently perhaps I have done my job and it is time to go home, yet it could be the entropy [see October Blog]. Part of the Shamanic prophesy from November Gull Moo as the death of the old self—see blog].

The other side of this is that many no matter what age there is a possibility that we will be regenerated rejuvenated and will prove to be marvels.

This as above is dependant on the so called 'junk DNA' and its encoded message for each individual [see blog on Russian scientist and DNA]. It is not dependant on inherited subconscious conditioning that programme and overrides the natural DNA upgraded message. This subconscious stuff is being cleared by self growth work, the transmutation energies, and the space cleared by the removal of the outworn programmes which leave a space when purged for the new encoded messages triggered by the Cosmic Consciousness, filtered through the Central Sun to our sun and then dispersed through planets, comets, Earth energies, which trigger the release from the so called' junk' creating new neural pathways and new peptide flows, the release of kundalini.

The actual process is a whole sequence. The triggering releases a spray or over lighting energy cloud which sprays its messages in accord and harmony to the chakras, DNA, which in turn go deeper into the solid body so to speak. A blocked response to this leads to bloating, itching, dizziness, and palpitations in short the ascension transmuting symptoms.

The over lighting cloud or umbrella looks like a shower spray with separate jets or umbrella spikes which then cover the whole auric shield so the aura then sorts out by its innate intelligence, as of the body itself and is of course Cosmic in origin. This spray is of varying frequencies which entrain or marry to the unit, chakra and so forth and it is tuned too. Then it is passed through the interface of the DNA. The DNA is the interface between energy and matter as it were. A kind of transducer.

The refinement process is endemic to the individual. In my case I was telling people from 1968 onwards about the symptoms, and some were getting them then. Kundalini, Tantric Yoga and some types of Qi Gong also share similar detox presentations. I was fortunate so I thought I would never or hardly experience them, I felt somehow the 'mission', my NDE and spiritual practices would alleviate or even exonerate me from the process. Little did I know it would bombard me, zap me from 2004 onward? No room for complacency.

The new configuration is of higher and finer frequency and its process is not that of percolation or seeping. It is a piercing sonic type laser quality vibe. It is searching and very much pulsed through Pluto [and of course other planets]. Remember Pluto is in Capricorn for some years. Pluto is searching and clearing dross in depths and Capricorn is the sign of attainment and initiation. Planets like Mercury will send higher velocity messages from the 'Gods' so to speak, equivalent to our fibre optics internet, Saturn will give us upgraded structure commensurate to the need of the age, Uranus will give the kundalini and awakening electric shocks, Virgo the feminine upgrade, Aries a new chapter in our lives, Cancer will open up the secret vaults, Taurus will give us Cosmic strength, Scorpio will lift sexuality and sensuality to new heights and androgyny, Mars will fortify us in inner power and empower the masculine to balance the feminine , Neptune will bring inner emotions to peak into Cosmic Joy and the other planet such as Lilith, Eris, Ceres, Sedna, Chiron and so forth will gradually add their mix as we travel on.

This process will go for 150 years to complete the new humanity. The configuration now present was fuelled and fired up by the June Solstice, the three eclipses, the distances relevant to the sun and moon from Earth [see last blog], the Central and Local Sun alignment of 2012, in fact this process of stage 2 which we are in is due to culminate in 2012. There are many upgrades and stages after this. Ones in 2036 and 2075 as mentioned many times.

On a different tack. A few friends and I were discussing a document we received regarding the Planet Lilith and the myth or legend of Adams first wife Lilith and the move to Eve. According to legend Lilith refused to be underneath in sexual union and so went of in a huff and became in some accounts an angry Amazon and Eve then became the subservient female partner.

In today's society we see many angry women [men as well—later on discussion] and women binge drinking, girl gangs, women taking their role in business and so forth. When I worked for the police terms like WPC were dropped and just PC or DC instead of WDC. This was all part of the equality programme. Interestingly enough the women seemed aggressive and wanted to out do the men, after a few years it settled down, however, there were undertones mainly from the men feeling put out, their manly hood threatened or an over protection. This is still apparent in many work places and can lead to sexual innuendoes, sexual harassment and favours to the boss.

Male dominance, to coin a phrase, has been since subservient Eve and religions in many cases have been male dominated and up to recently the military as with the medical authorities. Lilith is now reclaiming her usurped position, although albeit of her own choice, she now does not demand on top sexual congress [some ethnic communities feel this is the true position as the female can control the act and await her climax without male ejaculation being over to fast and the female not enjoying true union], so maybe now either partner changes or it is a side by side equal sharing, as it were.

When both partners climax there is a self abandoned ecstatic feeling and a complete loss of ego and self, there is a nirvana or Samadhi, ananda [bliss]. This is why obviously so many perform the act as it is so pleasurable. Esoterically or spiritually speaking this 'loss of self' can be referred to as 'Union with the Divine'. In deep meditation there can be this grace and bliss and it is sometimes known as the Cosmic Orgasm. Some people have suggested that the origin of the Universe was masturbation by Cosmic Consciousness the orgasm the big bang and the planets and stars or rather the 'debris and dust' is the semen and sperm of God. Hope this does not offend. Space in some Eastern Philosophy is known as the womb of God.

Sexual intercourse is a means to procreate and in its higher form a way to experience the taste of the Divine. However the addictive nature of the ego slants towards preference and the hedonistic pleasure of the method and technique and the union with God as secondary.

Lilith planetary wise is recently discovered and now becoming included by some astrologers. To me she is gaining influence and the rise of the feminine energy is so important so as to counterbalance the male domination. When a true balance is attained then Lilith and Eve would have joined and the true women arrived.

Lilith is known by similar names Lil-itu, Sumerian Lil [air], Nin Lil Lady Air Goddess of the South Wind and wife of Enlil and so on, she is mentioned in Kabala, Talmud and in many other traditions. In some psychotherapy schools she is the shadow of Eve and vice versa. I feel there is a link with her and Sedna [see earlier blogs and legend of Sedna. Another recently discovered planet and being looked at by astrologers and included in some charts]. It would seem that the feminine is rising astrologically and that Aquarius points to this union with a harmony between male and female in androgyny.

Lilith is also associated with the Lilly and in certain Eastern texts the Lilly is supposed to represent or symbolise the vagina opening to the sun and the clitoris the stamen and the secretions during intercourse and cuni lingus [oral sex] is the female yin energy. When I was taught Qi Gong we learnt the sexual practices of the art and were told not to indulge too much, the best times and that when or if performing cuni lingus not to do this regularly as it deprived the female of yin energy and could take away her power, whilst enriching the male. There are ways of harvesting Yin power for men without sexual activity. Such as moon bathing exercise, Sun for Yang. Rest in morning. Sexual activities in morning.

It would seem that Lilith is rising and it this process she is gaining the attributes of Eve as Eve is gaining her energy and emancipation from Lilith and male dominance [see female circumcision, African women rape and indeed refugee women rape].

The emancipation of Lilith and Eve will culminate when the energies and coding trigger the DNA as it is now and it will reach its climax in a majority hopefully with the windows of opportunity in 2012, 2036 and 2075. The very fact the new codes are triggering the DNA is shown by the emerging dysfunctional patterns being displayed. It is the outworking in society that is the detoxification and expunging of hither to buried emotional gunk.



Figure 1 Beautiful portrayal of Lilith as a Calla Lilly

Brain chemistry [see John Barrowman and his search for his homo sexual reality], has shown that lesbians and male homosexuals have definite brain chemistry differences to heterosexuals. My feeling is that it lies in the dormant DNA [see previous blogs and Russian Scientists etc.,], and that the rising feminine is balancing the male and that the rising Lilith is balancing the male aspect. Lilith it is said secretly or subconsciously envies male energy and seeks to destroy men in many ways and is often in myth logically associated with the serpent. Sinewy, slowly coiling and seductively provocative as in the temptress. Forensic investigations of brothels, massage parlours, sadomasochistic dungeons, street prostitution, has found that many dominatrix were of a Lilith type and that female slaves to them were Eve's and that men slaves were the shadow Adam. As a psychotherapist I have seen this with child with parent issues, parents with child issues and of course Karmic implications too.

Here of course Chiron the wounded healer comes in. Chiron was a centaur [part man, part horse, both untamed and battling within them], Chiron's father was Zeus and king of the Gods, and Chiron was abandoned by his parents, however, he overcame his personal issues to become a wise and mature healer, which he found through overcoming pain and the lessons learned therein. He was an immortal and was wounded by a poisoned arrow and prayed to die, he was granted this wish. Chiron is often called a planetoid and was discovered in 1977.

This is so poignant to today. So many people being rejected, refugees, asylum seekers, parental children issues [so many children running away from home], relationships breakdowns personal, political, businesswise and one against oneself, huge denials and deep frustration anger and guilt. Vicious killings by knife crime, drug wars, alcohol and drug abuse. Wars, riots, strikes. Yes the bubbling inferno of unrest as the old subconscious issues as above and many more are rising out of the depths. The monster as in revelations is an analogy I feel. This is the toxic waste of humanity long held down by superstition, religious tyranny, and denial. Now we hear we need a listening government, how often do children and people tell me I want to be listened to, not just heard, deeply listened to, and not have the listener having a subconscious agenda and only half listening and ready to pounce to get their point over? We are told by politicians we will listen and do they? No wonder the world over there is anger, frustration of not being heard, and of course Mother Earth not being listened to as well.

So here we go again. The male Adam has to acknowledge his shadow the guilty male side that feels unworthy and failed his parents and clients and in the sexual parlours I have seen and heard the punishments that these men had administered to them to endeavour to ally their guilt and the 'naughty useless self effacement, waste of space a useless piece of s—t ' attitude and belief of themselves, never getting to the root cause and so endless visits, expenditure and searching for more hurtful punishments ending in torture in order to expiate their pain.[I witnessed this as a therapist and my time in forensics].

How sad. Yet the law does this in endless ways to punish people, take away their rights, invade their countries force people into terrorism, young offenders who reoffend, curfews, parents who feel failures to their kids, kids who feel failures to their families and most of all, all feeling failures to themselves. So we will punish back we will destroy this monster that spawned us. When will it stop?

It will stop. There is a climate arising through the fog of pain and suspicion, through mists of illusion, derision and hurt. I feel a great tug in my chest. So many people with heart decease, heart failure, irregularities. Why? Because as the pain of the unconscious vents itself into world issues and comes to be seen, an emotional subconscious transparency is occurring. We begin to recognise this is in me. I have been in denial. This is the next world step and individual embrace.

We realise we have a lack of heart, we head respond. Now our hearts are opening to the dawn of a new energy, a new way. This energy will awaken the closed heart chakra and wrench open the grimy dusty encrusted vault cobwebbed door. The door will creak open with ominous rusty clanking screeching sounds. The light will filter in and then, the moths, bugs and mould will be exposed to the light and gradually the crud will evaporate and the first dawn light melt away the tears of the age now receding to usher in the way to follow.

Once again pure untainted blood will flow through elastic veins and rejuvenated valves, our hearts will beat to the rhythm of love. Our Earth cleansed of toxicity, our food tasty without artificial flavours that overlay the taste of foul preservatives, pesticides and the like, our rivers flow fresh and pristine and our love restored so that respect and peace flourish in our society. There will be a joy, a dynamic to create beauty and safety and those who walk the Earth will be Planetary Citizens who have the ethos of One World, One Humanity, and One Divinity. They will rejoice in their diversity and support each other in that diversity. It will be a joyous and dynamic as not been seen world wide before. AND IT CAN BE ACHIEVED AND WILL BE.

So ladies it is all right to be manly, tough and decisive and also to be sensitive, soft and feminine, also hetro or not and BE the Wonder Women and super Heroine. Above all be true to your true self. OK fellows it is alright to cry to appear a wimp to be caring, tough and superman. It is OK to be hetro or not, again be true to who you truly are. Hey peoples never give up the quest to be who we are, Human flesh biological forms of Cosmic Intelligence.

The journey to the end of this age and our individual completion as human forms on Earth run concurrently. What we are working out so is the world and it's populous. This is a great self growth Comic Workshop. Remember we are energy beings disguised as humans, we are spirits, splinters of the Cosmic Mind. Human body perfection, gender and accomplishments no matter how laudable are only part of the game. Go for bulls eye, stretch to the limits and let us all break through this present mind set and its separatist and compartmentalised rhetoric . A quote from the bible "But they that wait upon the Lord shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run, and not be weary; and they shall walk and not faint" Isaiah 40.31. "I am not a Christian. a Jew, a Buddhist, A Hindu, an Atheist or any other religion, sect, or ism, for my way is different, if made a King I am not exalted if made a beggar I am not deflated, for my way is different." Hari Prasad Shastri.

On rare occasions I have felt the surge of power in meditation and felt a super being, on walks sometimes I get energetic injection and I have walked for hours, run and not be weary. This in some writings about the age to come or now emerging as green tender shoots will be the regeneration and rejuvenation and it will not depend on exercise, diet or supplements. This will come when the signals activate, trigger the DNA [so called junk] and as in speech [see earlier blog] automatically download the encodings and so we become a super race. Glimpses of this are around and felt today.

However, if the Cosmic Plan is disrupted [we have free will] and those sections working to hijack this evolutionary process are successful then the encodings will be held back. That is why the process will take 150 years to complete from 2012, 2036 or 2075. This is also the period that the Sun takes from 2012 to 2075 to cross the galactic centre. There is a debate that it takes 36 years and it started from the harmonic convergence in 1987, some say 2009 this year. See my back blog on time. In the Cosmos all is in relationship to all, so that calculations from several different vantage points in the solar system can give variables. I naturally go to the information in the 1967 notes.

August 3rd 2009 just read that Venus has a blip on it that maybe a volcano erupting or an impact. It joins Jupiter in its change of appearance. Astrologers are giving many interpretations. My take is this, that the heating up of all the planets which is their equivalent to global warming is either, it is self induced, for instance Jupiter produces about 90% of its own heat plus the pulsing suns contribution, maybe Venus has the same phenomena in its own way. See again Nassim Haramein's. Russian Scientists, Themis project and enigma and you will indeed realise there is something very, very interesting happening out there which in turn as an interconnected, interrelated whole then local events become Cosmic events and vice versa. [See electron experiments in earlier blogs] must in its transformed way effect and affect us. Jupiter's Scar, Venus's spot and now Mars and methane cloud [supposed to be no life up there], planets warming up, sun pulsing, hmmmmmm!!!.

On to an old friend. With all the activity as above it might be as well to return to NASA and some mysteries that they admit and that add to enigma of 2012. April 11 2004 Photograph by NASA show an analogy to Professor Liedenbrock and fellow explorers who travel to the Centre of the Earth in Jules Verne's classic story, in which strange and wonderful things emerge. Astronomers know of strange and wonderful things at the Centre of the Galaxy. Much is blocked by swirling gas.



Figure 2 THE GALACTIC PLANE RUNS ALONG THE MIDDLE OF THIS IMAGE

At first there was a reluctance to explore this centre of mystery. Then gradually there was an interest. Not only is it of vital information for astronomers because of this huge massive impact of energy and its black hole propensities, it of importance to ancient legend regarding the Central Sun and its significance to the alignment in 2012. See also Nassim and the portal to the solar system [part 2 as mentioned in previous blogs].

Strange Radio emissions named by NASA as a Radio mystery. Radio astronomers tuned into the area and found a complex and mysterious place. This area of the black hole belts out astonishingly high energy streams. I have surmised this may be entraining our sun to pulse and get active, effect our DNA and the complete story as in blogs.

Remembering the return of the Sun Gods, the Vatican's interest in the Sun [see Nassim again at 4 hour mark] this area may hold mysteries not understood and what will excitingly be revealed in time?





Figure 3 This depicts the Radio Mystery. What signals, codes, energies are hidden in these emissions? Could this be part of the Cosmic Plan? Could this be 'God's ' Neuron s Firing? Are we part of the Cosmic Brain? A dream in God's Mind?

Are we indeed inside the Cosmic brain and the above emissions are the firing of the synaptic response in the mind of God? Are we witnessing the inside of God's brain and so taking pictures of the inside of the cerebral enclave so that God can view His own inner workings? Maybe we are the shrunken ship [a film made to shrink a vessel to explore the body and brain of a scientist and remove a tumour]. Wow.

I mentioned before that when one gets into deep meditation and a feeling of compassion encompasses one, it seems the brain fires off gamma rays in short bursts. I suggested that gamma rays maybe the love injection and the recent discovery of 16 pulsars belting out gamma rays around the galactic centre and five of them in relatively close proximity to the Central Sun Mass and the corresponding heart Chakra centre opening and the need for love in this age and planetary situation. Could this be concomitant and commensurate to the fact that our Sun is travelling over and indeed will line up with this Centre and as it approaches the injection of love is instilled and absorbed, which in turn is passed onto the planets, and all Life on Earth. Indeed the glow of Love is Warmth. Therefore is Global Warming [not from carbon emissions, only 1 tenth is down to us, although we must eradicate this too] a love injection, a powerful spiritual message?









Figure 4 The Centre of the galaxy surrounded by a cluster of five pulsars and another eleven in the vicinity. A love story unfolds and if not why not?

So dear friends as we travel on in our lives, whether the above and all the new age and 2012 is myth, conjecture, hype in order to fill lives which may have become besotted due to the apparent corrupt collapsing world and climatic seeming tragedy. The main thing is to get deep into meditation, fill the heart and mind with love. Love in the end or rather deep compassion will always find a way. A way that perhaps the logic will not accept or see. For to Love is the gift of the Cosmos as it shows us it's never ending abundance creation and evolution.

The Perseid Meteorite shower has passed and this is debris from Comet Swift-Tuttle. Even this would cause a perturbation which added to the massive new moon of the 20 August and the celebration of the 22nd anniversary of the harmonic convergence along with the Waitata Maori Ceremonies from the 15 to 18 of August. A simply mind blowing time. A esoteric astrologer friend alerted me to the fact that the last full moon had a six and twelve star configurations which when looked at with its conjunctions and so forth would have had a volcanic effect. Energies which would have to have a kittle state of mind.

I also received a picture of Michael Jackson and a comparison to an Ancient Egyptian Bust face; although similar I felt to be kitsch.

Seriously though you never know if you believe in reincarnation. I would not take anything like this too lightly as I have witnessed karmic look likes before. I liked Michael as in previous blogs and I think he would have been chuffed to think of this as ancient ancestry. After all if look at David Wilcock at Destiny EnergyGrid or to left menu in my blog and click Destiny and scroll down, he is supposed to look like Edgar Cayce and so forth.

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Well Folks hope you like the picture inserts and although the article may be long it provides a months reading. I will try to set up different topics each blog. Until next time. Bye for now and Lots of Love. GO WELL. GEOFF