Wednesday, 5 May 2010

Energies, More Energies and Consciouisness - May 2010

This month's entry is in two parts:

PART 1: Energies, More Energies and Consciousness

PART 2: Blown Fuses, Wiring Overload, Fairies, Gnomes, Elves and Goblins. How about that?



PART 1: 

Energies, More Energies and Consciouisness

Geoff Freed — May 2010



THE INTERNET IS FULL OF CHANNELLED WRITINGS and I suppose my 1967 download may have been that as well. Channelled writings, videos and the like can be found in abundance at

http://spiritlibrary.com/

Then there are the more scientific interviews, personal opinions, videos of 'the names' that do workshops, seminars, and self growth and can be seen to be coming from research, science and spiritual acumen such a one is

http://www.consciousmedianetwork.com/home.htm

There are then the Yoga, Tai Chi, acupuncture, homeopathy, osteopathy, TCM, Ayurvedic, Aromatherapy, Rolfing, Astrology, psychic reading, Mayan, Native Canadian, Native American, Aboriginal, Maori, Inuit, Magic, healing, the list is endless so it seems. Then when clicking on the site there are many other links.

The Mayan calendar which I feel expresses this best is found at

http://www.energygrid.com/futurity.html

Scroll down to Mayan Calendar comes North by Ian Xel Lungold.

To me this huge outpouring of energy is synonymous with Consciousness. Consciousness to me is awareness. Space of awareness is emptiness of thought leaving the observer, the witness.

The witness then provides the space for the content of mind to arise. This then allows mind to send ripples across space, the twanging of the guitar string so to speak, which sets up the resonance and frequencies in magnet fields of pulsating energy which contain the seeds or templates, the blue prints for form.

Awareness then is the chalice, the womb, the fount which is potential. Potential is then sent forth [the bullet in the gun is potential, when fired becomes the outcome of the potential.

Time is speeding up or is it consciousness. Have a look at Dr Calleman's short video.

http://www.mayanmajix.com/lab_F1.html

A good representation of consciousness speeding up rather than time speeding up.

http://www.energygrid.com/science.html

Oh God no. Another video this time one that is--- and what long!!!!

This one backs up Free Energy the race to Zero point 2008 backs up Ian Xel Lungold and Calleman. The amazing inventions, the fantastic philosophy the spiritual coming out in scientific inventions. AND you see the duplicity and agro that new inventions and ideas provoke.

So many are now feeling the intensity of the transition and the term time is speeding up is and is being redefined. Time as a clock or timepiece is the same, psychological time is the same, however, the push of the transforming energies which are the carriers of information is felt as time speed only, it is indeed consciousness change.

As the awareness or space of observation, the witness takes over or is recognised, the memory function is superseded or made to be felt or perceived as redundant or surplus to requirement.

The plethora of information is so great it is outweighing the brains capacity to process it and in this mode the memory is 'overfed' and sort of mind constipation or diarrhoea sets in. Then information is so changeable that yesterday's data is today's garbage. What do I keep? What is the right information? Can I keep up with the change? Shall I keep what I know and be safe? If I take on the new will I be sure it is correct and so forth? This can be very confusing and we can get into burn out and brain fag.


Figure 1 So many minds in disarray and helter skelter.

So many people becoming addicted, so many craving for peace and yet not realising it is inside not out there. I get a lot emails and phone calls about peoples past haunting them, lots of wild dreams, great rushes of heat and guilt, insomnia. Mainly because of the 'speeding' up and its side effects of altering the spin and centrifugal and centripetal forces that throw off the heavier 'past' accumulated crud[1967 notes referred to this a s cell disgorging]. Many a workshops done in the 70's and 80's when doing this cell stuff people threw off muck of different colours which resonated with an experience of a past occurrence.

Some people have told me of debris coming out of the pores of their skin in past regression and sweat lodges which have an accompanying emotional trauma. I had three when working in a certain restricted area as it were. A snake out of my head, black oil from stomach with yellow puss from throat. This then facilitated an emotional release.

Sometimes the kundalini, an emotional turmoil sensed to be released, a trigger event, or some such inner sensed phenomena builds up heat, like a pressure cooker, almost like a birth moment, a climax, an emotional orgasm and it can be physically painful, a feeling of craziness, madness and then if one is sufficiently aware and in touch it is released. This is the beauty of being the witness, the impartial witness.


Figure 2 The hot sensing of material coming to the surface to be released

This material will keep trying to surface until the ego is ready to release it and not feel deprived or endangered. In a way this is a false statement. The ego never wants to release unless it has gains. The trick of the ego is to fool itself by allowing a release and then modifying it with a sensation of release. So it is a pacifying reassuring self satisfying process. Give the child its dummy and it is OK until the next time.

A real release is when it is observed and gone. No rehash of old material. The ego makeover system is disabled in this particular instant. Constant witnessing of this process without bias [trick is to realise you must witness and say I am witnessing, this is the ego bringing in its 'false witness', at first this happens and then that is realised as an ego deception, when that falls way one is witnessing], this then deprives the agendas' the scenarios of judgemental values and so their food, their nutrients are cut off and they wither into the nothingness they were in the first place. This proves the illusion of coming from nowhere to return there.

We may build our reality or perceived reality from the grounds of illusion or the graphics of illusion, solidify it with the emotional safety and security it affords, we keep it, repeat it ,it becomes more and more solid and real and this is then our reality. How many years of reinforcing do this take? Layers upon layers, tamped down, pressed in, etched in, and then we lose ourselves the witness in this, there is no witness, accept the witness created by the illusion. The illusion created its own loop feedback, its own witness, its own mirror, and its own self assurance and so the self deception goes on until we no longer know any other reality than the false world we created.

If one thinks this above is rather harsh and unreal. Look around at horrendous war crimes, religious bigotry leading to war, rape, killings and atrocities which defy logic or understanding. The madness of killing nature which feeds and sustains us. The barbaric road rage, the senseless drug addiction. In most cases we know we live in a crazy zoned out world, yet either do not know how to come out of it. So in love with the illusion and yet soured by it, so tired and exhausted that we give into to it and so on.

Yet there is stirring, a slumbering giant is gradually yawning and stretching.[one example the video on the new technologies coming from quantum states in last blog, the many websites on self growth, mind blowing discoveries, ET and so forth]. So we keep on keeping on. This tide, this express train is ramping up and it will sweep away the accumulated outdated crud, rust and decay. It will either carry us to a new place through expanded consciousness; take us to a new dimension through death of the body, madness, addiction, breakthrough or breakdown. Whatever it will do it will bring radical change one way or tother.

YOU MAY COME TO THIS SHOCKING CONCLUSION. CAN YOU LIVE WITH IT? Since we all create our illusions, the so called realities through the media of our beliefs, the backdrop of conditioning and programming, indoctrination, cultural brainwashing{we all pride ourselves on 'I have choice and freewill'---really?}, there is no common reality at all in the 3D world, only comparative perceived reality.

WE MERELY WITNESS the endless eternal illusions and realities of illusions, none of which is intrinsically us.

CAN WE LIVE WITHOUT DELUSIONAL AND ILLUSIONAL REALITY? BECAUSE ONCE WE SEE REALITIES AS AN ILLUSION THE MAGICIANS TRICK WHICH WE DELUSIONAL BELIEVED BEFORE WAKING UP AND TOOK FOR REAL IT TESTS OUR SANITY.

Do we take the trick for real and if so why? It is belief in the trick, we want to believe it, and this makes it insubstantially and unsubstantial, although fooling ourselves it is safe, real.

Where is safe then? Safe when awakened becomes undefined, space, emptiness. Empty of thought and the constant inner dialogue and drone. It has no central point of reference, so cannot be attacked or defended. So is emptiness reality? This is Koan. Go for it?

A Koan is never solved; it is the riddle of Life. There are more to follow, yes there maybe a respite, then the restless mind of illusion, because the mind contents were created from illusion, a programme, starts to question the nature of its own creation. Where was I born? Who programmed me? Huh I am a bunch of programmes! Wow is this my everlasting foundation? I will have to shore this up, make it more robust, solid. How do I do this? Build in more safeguards more programmes, more acquisitions. Oh No! I have to die one day. Never mind I'll reincarnate. You're sure of this are you? Oh s—t here we go again. Why can't I accept being the witness to the magician's game and accepting it? It is God's game, the eternal coming and going. Is that It?

This is the wheel of Dharma and Karma. Remembering the inserts way back when in a blog.



Figure 3 ENOUGH I SAY, ENOUGH



http://brasschecktv.com/page/603.html

This will startle you. Please look at this short exposé on Face book. Thanks to Maurice for sending.

https://www.youtube.com/v/4o2ZGk1djTU
This is a companion if you like of the above and thanks to Ed for sending.

As consciousness speeds up giving the apparent sense of time speeding up, then as we head into the 'Zone ' or emptiness, intuition[knowledge or information that does not arrive from the 'normal' thought processes], knowledge from outside the box, inspired original data, then time in more emptier states of consciousness ceases to have 3D parallel or correlation. Arriving in emptiness so to speak, time ceases to be and all is in the present.

This will present itself in the 3D body; its delivery however, will be in synchronism. The realm of emptiness is pure potential and holds the possibilities and probabilities. Synchronicity is the link between quantum events. The more in the moment the more we invite manifestation in synchronous events, which appear to be in time and space, however, are a translation from quantum events to so called 3D reality. Again the filtering process can obscure the purity of the event such as channelling via a third party or intermediary or cultural and so forth programming.



This is supposed to be the greatest astrological alignment of 2010 and the century. [Diagram courtesy of Jonathan Cainer]. Apparently according to Jonathan many astrologers have been anticipating this alignment with some trepidation. If you have any other ideas or views it would be interesting. I am not an astrologer so go for it.

In the January 2006 blog Tsunami and Telepathy there is mention of experiments in telepathy and some scientists stating the tsunami of 2004 slightly speeding the Earth up. Now they are saying the opposite. Hey Ho and away we go again. As we will be having some major shifts Earth wise and in ourselves we can expect more of these seemingly contradictory findings and reports. More evidence of the shifting and changing times.

Way back in the 60's there was a lot of chat in psychedelic, beatnik, flower power times about the atom bomb the splitting of the atom and so forth. Many were on about splitting the 'veil' between the psychic worlds and the form world of so called solid matter.

Emptiness, zero state, quantum vacuum and similar expressions were around later and it seems to me it gave the logical mind the first glimpses of the 'Zen No Mind', which may equate to Samadhi, satori, nirvana and so on.

I remember Fritjof Capra and early writers going on about the meditative states, equations being similar in Sanskrit print and the correlations between scientist like Einstein, Neil's Bohr, Heisenberg, Max Plank, when philosophising sounding like the Yogic and Zen terms.

It did open a window for many to grasp emptiness, nowness, mindfulness and I introduced to scientist where I worked to Sub Atomic Meditation. Many early scientists freaked out when they saw the mind observer connection with atomic phenomena. They retreated into logic and sheer mathematics. Some even had breakdowns. Some still do and phase out and go into denial.

Many scientists will agree that the observer has a connection and interaction with particles but not at large bodies as in Astro physics. Well that is debateable.

What strikes me as the most valuable is that nothing is solid, it is merely glued together, held together, bound by the energy of the concept and perception of the observer, not the witness observer, the observer through the veil of conditioning and programming.

Should this be so then 'ungluing' not by replacing one programme with another [a makeover] but by observing without intention, so seeing with emotive judgement, being present, awareness without bias. This then takes away bias which the programme needs to fuel it. Its fodder is removed and so shrinking them and uncovering the layered deposits deposited there by years of repetition.

Gradually and sometimes suddenly the programmes are exposed and each viewing can remove another layer of varnish until the bare ground level is met. Dramatic explosions can usher in an earthquake or volcanic eruptions so severe that the 'mountain of illusion' the cassettes of accumulated programming are wiped out in one go. There are records of gradual and sudden in classic writings.

Seeing and understanding that 'no thing, nothing' is in its essence solid affords us the insight to dismantle the seemingly solid foundations [see December 2009 blog]. Intrinsically every and anything is vast amounts of space, relatively speaking at particle level and deceptively packed close together 'stuff' which on close and microscopic observation isn't solid either. It has the appearance of solidness.

So where are we in all this? Can we define the witness? Indeed not, on attempting to do so we will be up against a brick wall, and an impassable mind block. We can either try to put it into words, such as, consciousness, I am, The witness, in an attempt to 'solidify' and at most this is a mind game, and trying to put the invisible into tangible explanation for the mind to make a programme of, a definition of, puts us back into the realm of the programme and we then make a programme and ego illusion.

The mind block. The impasse, when observed, relaxed and steady breathing may dissolve. Then there maybe a feeling of letting go, a kind of beingness without effort and this then leads to an empty light mind, which is content to be empty and just observe nothing, very little thought, a bright awareness and in this one knows who one is. Once again there maybe and will be no explanation as one is aware that this is my ground state and is the emptiness and its perfectly OK.

The intention process works in the opposite way. One goes into the emptiness which is full of potential, possibilities and probabilities and from this matrix one steadfastly feels, not so much imagines, or rather feel see, that is imagery with potent feeling to match and so by constant repetition or a powerful mind manifests the desire.

The downside is this; If we all desire different things we could be at odds or even war over the differences. I wrote to the original Intent DVD and Book people as they were constantly going on a bout the dream house, the big car, the lottery win. I mentioned to them that we would just promote materialism. Surely those people who envy the celeb life or yearn after enlightenment are passionately doing the same thing.

Maybe there is another 'way'. Nature resides in the natural element of consciousness. When I asked my Zen teacher what is enlightenment he replied' a log, a tree, a frog, a bee, they do what nature intended them to do'.

What if I let go and let my life be lived from emptiness, like the forms that come out of the void. My intentions would be that of that which brought forth nature. I would be in the Zone, flow, spirit. What would my life be like? It would be like a flower, a tree, a bee; I would be doing without much thinking that which intuitively is in accord with what is.

So if nothing is nothing, empty and is only a façade of something, why hang onto to it anyway?



When we dissolve and become one with the void, surrender to God, the old self mainly and largely vanish. Certain traits which nature then benefits us with, the gifts are enhanced. A giraffe, a lion, a tree, You, Me. Who knows what we will be when we pop out of the emptiness of the Ocean Of Being. 'Bible quote—Behold I make all things anew'. Other quotes in brief mention' those who wait upon the Lord shall run and not faint--- shall rise up as if upon eagle's wings'. ' . He restores my soul, gives me peace, and replenishes life and so forth'. 'Causes me to lie down by still waters and pastures'. 'In the beginning was the void'.

http://bit.ly/9dYuiV

In earlier blogs I mentioned that from my 1967 'writing' it mentioned a lot about the centre of the Milky Way. There is now information arriving [looking for data from whistleblowers] that the Milky Way has a rhythm and pulse. See Nassim again and my blogs.

http://bit.ly/b6Q7a4

This is vitally important, because of the alignment in 2012 and the resonance it will change DNA [as it is already doing] and effect all our lives and climate change considerably.


Interesting and may relate to our heartbeat. Many arrhythmias' reported. Could one cause be the changing Galactic Pulse? Get this checked out by a health professional if not sure. Maybe medication if nothing is found and is only a 'safe guard or preventative' could upset the Cosmic Rhythm?

http://bit.ly/aLcyeH

Wow. No wonder the energies are powering in. Many scientists are becoming overwhelmed at what is being discovered by the Wise and Planck craft. They have asked for a halt of the information being made known. A whistleblower told me it make s all new theories obsolete, makes their predictions or hypothesis appear 'numb' and most of all people like me [Geoff] look increasingly right. Great praise to Nassim Haramein, Mitch Battros and so many who have the guts to stick out the criticism and in my case castigated by the quack buster.

W.I.S.E. and PLANCK

What is the source of this new data flow which seems to have made the field of solar-physics and cosmologist extremely anxious? It is the two spacecraft 1) WISE & 2) PLANCK

WISE (Wide-field Infrared Survey Explorer): WISE will survey the whole sky in infrared light, and will produce an all-sky image atlas and catalogue of over 300 million infrared sources. Things of particular interest to the scientists working on WISE are the structure of the Milky Way Galaxy, Ultra-luminous infrared galaxies, asteroids, large scale structure of the Universe, the coldest and nearest stars and regions of new star and planet formation.


Figure 6 Wise and Planck craft

Wow.

Ian mentions that every step is twenty times faster in consciousness and change. The increase not only is in electron volt but in apparent time speeding up due to consciousness 'speeding up'. So could this be expressed in formulae? Consciousness 'speed' =electron volt increase=proximity alignment December 21 2012 = solar CME's [solar flares]=DNA changes= Resonance factor=Earth changes=next step in evolution=years after mentioned in blogs i.e., I mention 2036, 2075.[these extra years are to ground the 2012 energy].

Some whistleblowers are kindly acknowledging many of us who work in this way and are open to metaphysics which as mentioned many times will be the co joining of physics, philosophy, intuition and Cosmic Download.

Please be mindful, all emotional, mental, psychological, psychic and deposited blocks to body be cleared before getting into the science and cosmology.

Concepts may hinder the flow of new information and hark one back into logic and filtering through the belief systems. 'I see all this through the eyes of 1) old patterns, 2) New age and religious indoctrination. 3) I take comfort in the new scientific breakthroughs and ignore practical issues. 4) I don't care a dam. 5) Its all too much I will just phase out. 6) Thank God I will die one day. 7) What if reincarnation is true? Geez I may have to come back and work all through this crap again. So what.

Just be mindful of feelings, let them go, let the mind rest, feel into the centre of the peace. Find where peace is in the body. If it cannot be found, travel through the body until all parts is relaxed. Let the tense parts relax, see what feelings or experiences come out of this, gather their message, hints, wisdom, let this come without trying, without manufacturing this, let it arise naturally without force, let it go and travel on. A traveller without notion or forethought merely the interested unbiased observer.

http://bit.ly/WnXVZ

http://bit.ly/a0LMnj

http://bit.ly/b1wG1N

Dear Friends Please be careful who you vote for in the coming elections and write to your MEP, MP and in the USA the FDA and Senators.

You may think you have heard all this before. I can assure you I went to FAO [Food and Agricultural Organisation of the UN in Rome] for eight years for three weeks to present workshops and have whistleblowers there and even in the 80's they were planning these things by stealth. Although I feel and think this will be defeated in late 2012 and perhaps from March 8 2011 till October 28 2011 we will see significant breakthroughs, you will no doubt if you have read my blogs that the end days will harden those who feel GM foods, chemical additives, massive number of vaccines and allopathic medicine is good for us will only present us with a slow decline in health while the pharmaceutical companies and food suppliers gain huge profits.

Please subscribe to Lloyd Pye's Star child site , ANH, NHA as I am getting more and more who want this information. I send this to my editor and he cannot always put everything in energygrid. I cannot always put everything in my blogs in energygrid.

Fear Not as mentioned before those who support GM foods, pesticides, additives, huge amount of unnatural vaccines, allopathic only medicines, banning of nature and its products, WILL harden their stance and then the energies like a tsunami which are increasing from the Cosmic Source [Mayan Calendar Ian Xel Lungold, my calculations of consciousness=increase electron volts=rate of shift= Earth events=increasing Solar events=scientists finding the resonance of the Central Sun, Our Sun and the 26,000 year cycle.]. This sweeping away which advocates of the unnatural world vote for, adore and plunder for, are aware of the changes to come and are doing everything in their grubby blood stained hands to sabotage it. Will they succeed? Never! They will take away many by varying means. Dirty underhanded ploys, which they will do, openly and without shame.

This kind of mind lost its plot years ago and the normal bounds of decency long gone. Drugged by their own power, seduced by the pleasures of flesh [nothing wrong in sexual pleasures within the framework of natural expression. I've never seen an animal in nature porn or blue film yet, and I saw many things in Forensics].

All natural acts are expressed in grace and beauty, not the bloodcurdling lust and thrust of war, rape, torture and abuse. This they get off on. This vibration is being put through TV, Cell phone networks, computers and the like and the digital age will assist this. However, when the new energies which are building up power and momentum escalate then they flush out this dross. Until this happens [only two to three years for the arrival of full Cosmic input and sixty three years to complete the process] as I have said there are windows for the completion to the mass consciousness 2036 and 2075{given in 1967 writings}.

Those of you who knew me 40 years ago I gave workshops and lectures [if you still have gold leaflets and single sheets] you will see I lectured and did diagrams of this and the years this would happen. Remember the bit on cell disgorging. Well we are really into this now. In my files I may find the leaflets and single page, I will scan [scanner not great but essence there] and you can email if you wish to get an attachment]. The gold leaflet had a symbol, a bright sun with a baby overshadowing the Earth symbolising a new era and the Sun's part in all this.

I used to be chairperson to Attitudinal Healing which was founded by John Hunt, Barbara Faloudi, several others and I. This was based on Jerry Jampolski's [Love is letting Go Of Fear fame USA] and later I became chairman and on the breakup I incorporated Elizabeth Kubler Ross's work with Jampolski and my own Zen,[taught Judo, Aikido and Kendo, meditation, Tai Chi and psychotherapy and counselling training] and formed Healing Attitudes and incorporated some 64 additional titles, did 616 workshops to date, seen over 3000 clients and worked for 13 years out of St. James Piccadilly as a therapist, healer and counsellor. Then toured UK and Europe with Canada over 36 years, also holding down job in engineering then Forensics. In this time also took degrees. Now am resting and allowing the energies to hopefully put my somewhat battered body back to some semblance of shape and health.


It was a full schedule. Some weekends did Forensics on call, or travel to present workshops. Evenings when not on call, taught Judo etc., or saw clients, studied for degrees. Time for me, very little, time now very much. Michael in his kind comments in my introduction has made some remarks about a workshop he came to, that was fifteen years back.




PART 2:







Blown Fuses, Wiring Overload, Fairies, Gnomes, Elves and Goblins. How about that?

Geoff Freed — May 2010





In the last blog it was mentioned about overload. Lets us look at this a bit more. The human body has its own wiring system in the form of nerves and meridians. Each house wiring system has its own fuse ratings and wiring to accommodate the amount of current or energy through it. Any surge of current that cannot be handled either blows a fuse, can melt wiring or earths it because of a short circuit.

Too much overwhelm in the brain can cause a mental breakdown in the neauronal network. In the body in can cause a spill over to organs and so cause heat and then in other instances cause the overload to trigger kundalini. The body thermostats and brain acknowledgement of these overloads or under loads causes the triggering of parasympathetic and sympathetic systems this in turn causes a change in P/H with hormone secretions.[see back blogs in depth of this].

In the 1967 writings it mentioned the specific words of 'cellular disgorging and flushing ', presenting symptoms of 'flu like symptoms and phantom illness'.[Those of you who attended my 1970 to 2003 workshops, may remember the gold leaflets and brochure in which these were mentioned and explained].

Any unresolved or unfinished business is deposited in the body somewhere and stored as well as 'cellular memory'. Although psychotherapy may release the emotion an energy 'signature' may still reside as a subtle field. This we know may appear by a trigger in a deeper level, the peeling of the onion experience. This subtle level of the experience beyond the emotions is then deposited in the fine meridian network which feeds the subtle magnetic field surrounding the cells.

This deposit then blocks or dams up the kundalini, this then creates heat and tries to unblock the debris. The pain or heat, cramp or whatever, the so called transformation symptoms, then proceed to cause an eruption or dam process and sometimes itching, hives, nausea, vertigo, indigestion and the like and this has to be to offset or dissipated. This is cell disgorging and meridian tenderness can cause bruising, circulation problems. [Seek health professionals diagnosis if not sure, some of these symptoms maybe medical situations which may need allopathic intervention].

Again the '67' writings it stated that the body will have to be strong to take these new energies. This may mean some sort of gym work at home or in a gym. A diet that suits one, not necessarily vegan, vegetarian or a fad one. The body will let one know. Yoga, Tai chi, Qi Gong, stretching for easing the kundalini through, and maybe some weight or resistance exercise to muscle and tone along with massage, and some cranial, shiatsu, osteopathic work. Also be prepared for long periods of rest and disruptive sleep, fatigue and so forth which facilitates the 'knitting together 'and recuperative process.

As the energies build up and the change around and the surges pulse in the pumping action causes a 'blow up ' eruption[big belly sometimes] this causes strain in the system especially where there is a blockage and as the debris is washed away, the eliminative systems go into detox, and so now the detox symptoms arrive. If the lymph, kidneys, liver, 'guts' lungs are clogged or not toned, this labours the system. My body has through the years taken a right old beating. Sports injuries, horrid canteen and night London food stalls whilst doing Forensics. Flights all over Europe, Canada, thousands of patients, shift work, horrific childhood illnesses and so forth has left me with a lot of clearing to do and I wonder how I am still here. So I feel the symptoms of detox very much and the energies of transformation. No excuses and of course 71 years young, I like many others in my case have an added 'cleansing'. This is why I am very fortunate to be here and to have the opportunity to have quiet rest and a lovely flat and situation with shops nearby, plenty of buses and trains. However, workshops, counselling, teaching all has stopped, well almost. It is fine. Just recently started more gym work again. It feels that I need to build up a stronger frame. This I feel [see Lungold and the onset of massive energies as time shortens and the energies power in]. I feel that I have to up the game. Apologies about me, me, me, however, many are in the same or similar to myself. Thank you for your indulgence.

The Earth has to realign and clear its meridians, which in turn alters the ley lines[earthquakes, tsunamis, floods and so forth], the planets getting their changes[back blogs], this in turn to galactic and Universal changes. As above so below. Similar processes in the sun in particular. See Nassim Haramein and plasma ejection and pulsing sun. See Link below. Especially 4 hours in.

www.energygrid.com/science-videos.html#haramein1

I mentioned London Food Stalls. When on night duty I was called out and the Police Station I was covering, mainly Marylebone [behind Cumberland Hotel, Marble Arch and Paddington, Edgware Road], the canteens were pretty rough to say the least at the late night hours. So went out to food stalls along with the cabbies, late night delivery drivers, train drivers prostitutes, and homeless people. The food was burger stuff and the like, yet one could get eggs, tomatoes salad, cheese, and they were good. Bitterly night cold in winter, balmy nights in summer. My day would start at 09.00 hrs. Finish at 17.00, if not on night call out, at St. James for clinic, weekends if not on call, workshops, all over Europe and Canada and some 36 a year. Pretty full on. What with patients, the night people the experience of Life and the things I heard and what I saw in forensics, the stories of patients, the huge influx of energies at seminars and workshops was priceless to my education. Its downside very little rest, constant emotional bombardment, horrific scenes of murder and abuse. The switch between forensic in day and healing, counselling and psychotherapy in evening and weekends. It was the switch between left and right brain. Between strict logic and procedure and right brain as it were intuition. Also knowing the 1967 stuff and its implications.

We all have story, and I often wondered if these energies would come about, then the research as you have seen in previous blogs of the proof gleaned. This has led me to this conclusion. What I did is not me, that is what I did. I am not my doing, I am my being. I am not my past, I am not my degree, and I am not my story. So who am I? I am the witness to that. I am the space, the awareness that all these scenarios arose. I am the formless canvas in which my experiences arose in. Why did I have to experience these in this particular manner? My feeling is they provided me the opportunity to realise the impermanence, the illusion that is taken for reality and rendered to me the chance to see the fleeting experiences that seem to be my life, only to be seen as a fleeting transmigration of nothing but the ratification that all in the end has to be gone, to clear the slate, to rid one of the addiction that life is what you do and not who one is.

The death bed is a place to often too late [as I have seen in hospice work] to realise what have I accomplished. Some so called successful folk may look back and feel content and pass on and feel well good about their life, others regret leaving, not having done much, sufferers glad to go. However, if one realises we are the witness and sees the experiences as a temporary video in our sojourn here and is not living through and addicted to the experiences, then with this distancing one can enjoy, release and so every moment is like enjoying a soap episode, not missing it if missing one, and then releasing the emotional dependence on outside gratification. One has died to the outside world and yet enjoying its offerings, as take it or leave it. Not a sullen acceptance but a joyful participation with out the need for repeats.

This I feel my night life as it were with the busy life did in part for me, there are still 'hang over's' ghosting stuff, they are more fine and distant now without suppression. The fear of them, the allure is not so emotionally provoking. I see a shift in world issues in this too. It may start with disenchantment, boredom, in my case burn out and illness, dependence on the buzz of a busy life, not alone with me enough and then the penny drops. After the buzz the quietness of 'retirement', what fills in the gap? For me a return to the Zen of life of my teens and twenties. I had to see all the above in order to give it all up. I was offered a large house to start a movement, Universal Way, to write a book, even a TV contract to be a presenter and interviewer. What we all might have been, could have been, and yet the invisible hand working through circumstances, synchronicities, brings one to where we should be not always where we want to be.

Just a little night story for you. Many Arabs came to London around the Marble Arch Edgware Road Area; they loved the casinos, the girls and the all night restaurants. On many occasions young black guys would break dance, robo dance accompanied by ghetto blasters, the Arabic audience would throw money onto the mat, they often performed in large shop front doorways, and one would keep a look out for the police, and when the shout went out, 'bill', the were gone in flash. The police would ignore the Arabs. I used to know a few sheiks and princes. Great guys as well as the break dancers.

One more if I may. I used to have to travel in my car [VW Golf] with stickers on my window to let me into New Scotland Yard, Harrow Road, West End Central. Marylebone and Paddington Police Stations. One kept them in the log book picked up when on duty, and brought out on arrival or if challenged by plain clothes patrols, who often stopped others in the job, mistaking us for punters. I often used to take 'big 'Sue' a Women Police Sergeant with me because she may have to search the girls who had been 'nicked'. She knew all the girls and she often said to the girls on the street corners' right, one punter for rent, one for food, one for the kids, one for treats, one for a rainy day' . If I see you here again, your in' 'the girls respected this and they used to say' Thanks Sue, your sweet'. There was also good policing in this because these girls would impart information and were eyes and ears. Sometimes IRA and the like would go with one and so forth, petty street crime reports. Of course the brothel girls and pimps were a different story. Some of these stories are incredible, perhaps another time. Thank you.

Just recently the Anastasia books have hit the block. Ringing Cedars, the first of nine. Anastasia to me whether she exists in the flesh is the epitome of the feminine and Mother Earth. She is the like the maypole and Morris dancers. She is the fertility and fecundity symbol. She also communes with fairies, goblins, elves, gnomes and divas. In the books I understand she does extraordinary things. When I was a kid I sat in trees and watched and witnessed goblins and elves, and once at Findhorn, Pan, and in Suffolk nature spirits and their signs at Western House in Cavendish. There were witnesses to most of this. A few years ago in the Church [Swedenborg one] just over the road where I live, many healers, practioners and me have seen cherubs.

Many years ago I used to give auric readings, readings from objects [some of you who knew me then will witness have seen these] I do not do this now, although at times when needed they will arrive. Whether the so called miracles and strange events in all the nine books from Russia are true I feel to say yes why not? There are many dimensions and to be closed and not go outside the box is denying us of expansion. Caution is needed not to get addicted and stray from enlightenment. I feel about channelling about the same. I feel channelling comes from beings, and inspiration comes from being. Maharishi Mahesh Yogi once said' Why go to the manager when you can go to the boss? My Zen and Qi Gong teachers more or less said the same' why channel and let the ego convert the words from the being who has already converted the word from another being'? 'Are you so afraid you maybe found wrong that you hide behind a being, blaming the being, saying well I am only a channel'? 'So many channels, channel the same being all with different messages, true the being might speak to each one separately, however, can you not be open to intuition oneself and not need the crutch of confirmation ? The very uncertainty of not being certain can be the driving force to seek within and then learn to trust oneself'.

There are fairies at the bottom of my garden so the old poem and song go. I have heard many a child tell me of these lovely beings. A great friend of mine who I met when I stayed in Menorca for a while [I took four separate sabbaticals from work, hence a reduced pension] an American who lived in this lovely villa up the road from [see blog and photo of my place], that his daughter when four or five years was playing in their garden in I think California, with a poisonous large snake, when he saw this he rushed and got his gun. The snake went away and when he said how long have you been playing with this snake, the daughter replied two years. She said the snake fairy said it was OK. The snake never returned and the little girl was so sad.

It is innocence that absence from fear that opens the cluttered mind. Jesus mentioned about the child many times. It seems to me that if we adults had the wisdom of adulthood that is unadulterated and the openness and innocence of the child we may once again see fairies and walk with angels.


Is this the answer to our energy problems? Amazing technology. How will big fuel end energy suppliers cope with it?

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The tsunami in 2004 shortened the day and slightly altered the axis as above in Chile.

http://www.hemmy.net/2008/03/17/google-office-in-zurich/

How would you like to work in this luxury? It is powered by the bloom box as in link above earthquake.


http://www.anh-usa.org/new_site/?p=2372

Please make sure this does not happen in the UK. The forthcoming elections will or may not say anything about supplements. The EU will follow the FDA in time if allowed.


This scientist shows the ice drillings and such like prove the Mayan calendar. Fascinating and very credible. This is a great endorsement for the blogs done in earlier years, so big head feels OK at this information. Also shows the Egyptology, Mayan and other theories all coming from other astrological and astronomical angles tie in. The global warming and cooling debacle is exposed here and the dinosaur stuff espoused by the press as bit of a non runner.

The bit about the cosmic dust is a contentious point. I rather feel that the resonance between Earth, Sun and Moon and other bodies play a more significant role than the dust. I feel the fractal nature of the universe and proximity fuel the sun by the central sun to excitation, this causing CME's [coronal mass ejections or solar flares]. The proximity as shown by the astrological and astronomical displays depicts an energetic pattern that repeats itself. Sure dust will appear as this is a constituent to any array and constellation. Stars are coalesced and spun out of cosmic dust. The isotopic elements are merely commensurate to that particular array and maybe 'cloud' the real issue of resonance.

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We now see how important to recognise research to spin, perturbation, bifurcation and the big one measurement problem. Nassim in first part points out the mathematical dodge used by scientists in their calculations. It's a disgrace and deceiving. Watch this space. Quote' an atom is spread out all over the place and so when a conscious observer observes it, it creates it'. Taken from Quantum Apocalypse, found in energygrid, menu science and below Nassim video.

Ultimately it may mean we have created everything we see. Was it there at all? In quantum Apocalypse it gives the example of the brain as a decoder. An analogy I use is; the TV programme [you can use mobile phone messages and so forth] is invisible to the eye a set or pattern of frequencies modulated from carrier waves. This being the composition of all forms. The TV, mobile phone, radio and so forth is the brain as it were, which decodes and presents a holographic picture as it is modified or INTERPRETED through the filter or sieve of our stored graphics, library, CD or video collection bound up in one as the ego.

As it is edited ah la our belief systems it shows why many individuals see the same thing as the same but with variations as to their upbringing. [see DVD 'What the Bleep do we Know' and follow up' How far down the Rabbit Hole' or many of my back blogs describing the shaman of the Kalahari Desert Bushman and Borneo first white sailors and ships].

Telepathy may not work if the recipient is thought occupied. The quiet unfocussed and yet attentive mind may provide a lower potential or lower pressure for receiving information. High pressure weather fronts flow to low pressure ones. Positive pressure to negative in batteries and circuits[terms in batteries are misleading, yet there is a potential], in plumbing the flow has to come from source to a sloping outlet, the source high pressure and the outlet tap lower, unless a pump is used, or some form of kinetic energy.

This is maybe how medium ship and such works, phrenology and the like. However, the recipient will get the information still from their 'filtered processes'. This maybe why many channel lings say from saint x or archangel y differ from one person to another or to be cheeky and facetious 'made up by ego' due to the lack of ability to contact Source.

I was given a remit re UFO and psychic phenomena by an organisation[mentioned in UFO story blog and elsewhere] and teams were sent out to investigate so that remote viewers and psychics might be used for certain purposes.

Many reports which bore out mine were as follows; there were genuine intuitive's known as sensitive's who went to source say Cosmic Intelligence, those that used or contacted beings either genuine 'departed Earth Plane humans or so called ET and angelic sources', some were ego fashioned to draw attention and fame. Some were telepaths, others were body and facial 'pick' up or body language and the facility to 'track and trace' and mind wise put together a picture from suggestions or simply feeds from subject, some very astute TV magicians can and do use this. The popular soap The Mentalist does this. Definition of mentalist; the doctrine that mental processes exist independently of, and can account for, their manifestations in observable behaviour.

If we view again the Quantum Apocalypse [10 min] we see we all create our realities and it begs the question 'is there such a thing as reality'? If so whose reality is reality? This then comes back to a repeated theme of mine. As the realities we create are 'illusion' because of this we shore them up so that the illusion felt deep down [death is feared because of this] is made more concrete, because of its transient nature. We inadvertently or perhaps unconsciously knowingly convince ourselves to make this as solid as possible.

The next thing is we make this our world, we employ and deploy weapons of defence and attack, we join a cult, religion, philosophy, political party, know it is all a phantasm and so do anything other than accept the empty mind. We even make wars, break relationships, become ill to defend this phantom, this self created mania. We may go to any lengths to defend this world delusion and illusion. Some channelers were found to be hiding behind the being so if the prophesy or information turned out to be baloney then the excuse 'well I am only a channel, or times have changed, I only report what comes through', a good cop out. Unfortunately many have followed cult wise these channels and have ended deluded, sad and hurt folk. I am also not saying that some thought they were genuinely into something really spiritual and uplifting. However, can we be sure that which comes via a discarnate source is absolutely genuine or that our filtering process has not deviated and distorted the information?

How does this fit into the world picture? I feel many know this illusion exists and when we see the digital graphics of modern TV and Cinematography, we see the workings of the mind, greater graphics, more thrills, more outrage, more protesting and so forth, and the stale outworn patterns become boring, jaded, seedy, then where do we go. More distraction, more, more, more or we just arrive at simplicity, rest, peace and begin the inward journey to discover where this arose, arises and quell the flame of desire which is the fuel of illusion.

Have we the courage to dismantle the scaffold of our illusion? [See blog December 2009]. Many see the quiet mind as vegetative, non productive. Some have come to the end of the illusion, had not the courage to jump into the void and went insane; some become introverted, shunning society and its mayhem. Some take the plunge and then the mind being open allows its contents to pour out. A venting, purging detoxification follows. This can be physically, mentally, psychologically and taxing. It is the quiet observer that lets the process take place without intervention, and eventually it settles. It still vents but the quietness is there and somehow there is a distance and that is accepted and one moves onto whatever, having leant not to store and save, but enjoy and let go.

http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/sci/tech/8556621.stm

Oh boy.

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And to top this after shock on Thursday March 11 at 7.2.

Long-term scientific studies of long-term cycles all have the same answer. What is happening now and coming events in the months and years ahead, have happened many-many times before. Every historical science echo's the same results. -- Yes, all of them. -- Palaeo-biology - study of fossil Plants and animals; Palaeo-climatology - study of ancient climates; Palaeo-limnology - study of ancient lakes; Palaeo-ntology - study of fossils; Palaeo-pedology - study of early soils; Paleo-botany - study of ancient plants; Paleo-isotopic - study of charged particles; Paleo-ecology - study of past ecosystems; Palaeontology - study of prehistoric life and evolution; Palynofacies - study of organic matter such as sedimentary rocks; Palynology - study of fossil pollen and spores.[Thanks to Mitch Battros-- Earth Changes Media]

On Monday 5th April 2010 a huge geomagnetic storm hit Earth at 0.800 UT the most powerful since December2006. NOAA [National Oceanic and Atmospheric Administration] space weather prediction centre in Boulder, Colorado, USA advised Crew and Astronauts of the ISS and Shuttle to take cover in specially designed compartment shields. The KP index which measures the geomagnetic inputs is calibrated at 1{mild} to 9 {high}, the Monday one was 7.

A cloud of charged particles {CME Coronal Mass Ejections, or solar flares} was spotted by the spacecraft SOHO on the 3rd April 2010 and travelling at a velocity of 500 Kilometres a second. It was suggested it would reach the Earth in three days.

However it hit the Earth's magnetosphere earlier than forecast said Doug Biesecker of NOAA. Could this trigger more landslides, climate change, Earth quakes and for those who feel the powerful energies of transformation and change, remembering we are an electromagnetic marvel as well.

Remembering the Vatican has an interest in all sun activities [see Nassim Haramein video 4 hours in and watch for 2 hrs]

www.energygrid.com/science-videos.html#haramein1

Scroll down until reaching video.

There was a 7.8 Earthquake and a cancelled Tsunami warning 204 KM [127 miles] North West of Sumatra's coastline at a depth of 48KM near Sibolga and reported 3 aftershocks. Could this and the landslides near Rio de Janeiro be the result of the flares as above? In previous blogs it was mentioned the connection with the position of the alignment 2012 and build up, the power of sun and Cosmic impact of vibrations of impacting to Earth's surface, the geomagnetic and magnetosphere influences and changes due to the impinging frequencies.

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Following the above you may be interested to read the link as the Vatican hosted scientists in order to discuss ET existence and the like. Hey Ho away we go. It's all happening folks.







Addendum



After the Solar Flare [CME] of 3-5 April 2010 there can be more earthquakes and such like. More on flare in June article.

Loving, peaceful thoughts and energies to the folks in the above region with animals and plant life.

What a basin full we have had with the energies of late. A large solar flare was spotted on the 3rd April 2010{ISS and Shuttle crew alerted to take cover], then the hit of it on the 11th although there was confusion as what day or time it arrived [said to be a glancing blow and KP 7. Scale is 1-9, so 7 are high]. Then the New moon in Taurus [Taurus governs the throat, thyroid, larynx, pharynx and all head stuff], followed by West China Earthquake, What a basin full!! we have had. Wow first a solar flare alert a massive meteor shower over parts of USA, then Iceland Volcanic cloud, and then see below chart of another flare at 5 levels.

Expert Mitch Battros who has called me a ------ and ----- in emails we exchanged has in his latest article as below,[go to page 18 for text continuing, thanks]




Fri, 16 April, 2010 2:59:25 Something Not Quite Right in the Heavens. Mitch Battros agreed with my theory in part and you can see all of this in my blogs. When I suggested to scientists and Mitch about the effect of the Central Sun it was rejected, whistleblowers at NOAA and NASA agreed with me in principal as did climate boffins. At the risk of being a big head, it does vindicate the 1967 writings and so forth. [Blogs Aug 08, Aug 09, Sept 09, Dec 09 and Jan 10], are particularly on gamma rays which are associated with quasars. The brain fires off gamma rays in deep empathetic meditation. See blogs of why this is stimulating the heart chakra and central sun which 'focuses or beams' the energy into the solar system as a portal. [See also Nassim Haramein at Science in energygrid in particular video, this backs up the portal theory].
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Those of us who are sensitive to these kinds of energies would have found it very intense. The transformation symptoms [referred to in other modes as ascension symptoms, symptoms of kundalini, Chi rush, ki push and so forth].

Well a lot more to cover in June so until then take care and lots of love. Geoff

ADDENDUM. There are some photographs that are NASA genuine material below.

So many scientists are realising the connection and the interdependency and relationships between space weather and our climate and indeed our health and well being. We truly are not alone. We may not be socially involved as it were and even verbally or consciously connected in this intimate relationship. However at a deep level, beyond the unconscious programming data, we are in a deep and very intimate connective relationship. The vibratory intensities like the twanging of guitar that's sets of the resonant note in another across a room, a tuning fork setting off another, this at a deep level sets the Earth, rocks, tectonic plates , plants, minerals, animals and us. At a deep level we are held in the loving matrix, the womb of creation, which also holds the blueprint and flexible plan.


Figure 10 Quasar


Figure 11 April 2010 CME [SOLAR FLARE] CORONAL MASS EJECTION



Monday, 5 April 2010

Soup Cells and Us - April 2010

HEY THERE I CAME ACROSS SOME ANOMALIES during recent research and wondered if I could reconcile them.

I read two books by DR Bruce Lipton and simply glowed with the concepts and the absolute agreement with 90% of the work and its hugely significant work. Part of it describes the way of the single cell from the soup of creation coalescing itself to larger groups of cells and so forth through evolution and eventually arriving to this time and us. We are a many trillion family of cells we are a community and we work by co operation rather than the survival of a single part or survival of the fittest. The community endeavours for the survival of optimal well being and enhancement. Fine so far.

Even the big bang is acknowledged as part of a PLAN, a hint of Divine Consciousness. I have always felt the big bang was one of many 'kick starts' to a Divine or All Pervading Consciousness implementation of starting the ingredients for the cake. The fun of God's dream and mind to make another 'cake'. Hey what shall I make this time? It starts of the process and allows it to kind of throw the ingredients in and have fun with it. Hey Ho here we go. Let's see what happens with this recipe.



Figure 1 The Thinker and the next dream in the step of evolution or the plan of Cosmic Consciousness.

Next we come to the Mayan 9 step as seen in www.mayanmajix.com. Click onto learning Lab and it more or less confirms as above with Dr Lipton. Again I have no beef with this [vegetarian beef if offended!!!]

One sees in the steps of the pyramid the drive and rise in consciousness such as, Cellular Cycle 1st day 16.4 Billion years ago, 2nd Day Mammalian Cycle 820 Million Years ago and so forth until March 2011 Universal Cycle and Co-operation. This beautifully explained in March Blog by Ian Xel Lungold and many of Dr Calleman's videos available on his site and YouTube. They are much in accord with Dr Bruce Lipton's book The Biology of Belief.

www.energygrid.com/futurity.html
Scroll down till get to part 1 and 2 of Mayan calendar

Then I pondered and thought what or where do ET's come into this not one mention so far as I have researched into the above two programmes? My research through the years with the UFO story May 2005 Blog, Lloyd Pye, Timothy Good, my prize book and research 'The Space Ships of Ezekiel' by Josef F Blumrich.

F. Blumrich is chief of the systems layout branch NASA. Born in Steyr, Austria, in 1913, he came to the United States in 1959, has worked on spaceship construction matters ever since, He is the holder of many patents and was co-builder of the Saturn V. Blumrich, who received the NASA "Exceptional Service Medal" in 1972, is also the author of many technical articles. 'Josef F. Blumrich Confirms Ancient Astronaut Theories'.

Another is Zecharia Sitchin, Nassim Haramein video [4 hr in re sun gods, UfO and NASA authenticated videos, Vatican, DNA changes and his YOUTUBE short explanations as to the wonder of pyramids and so forth].

Some more evidence can be seen in


However be that as it may are the aliens or ET out of the picture completely, a mere figment of fertile imaginations, wish fulfilments for a Knight in shining armour to come and rescue us from our polluted and somewhat corrupt world. Another view given by Ian Lungold is that the corrupt element or elite are doing a good job of tearing down the old and awakening the new, sort of like the Indian deity Shiva.

Maybe there is a place for both to run concurrently. Let us suppose there is a divine plan [I feel there is, shaped in outline, spaces left for us to shape it until it merges or is in sync with the overall vision. An apparently loose flowing project, a spontaneous thrown together cake mix, an experiment that in the end comes out a beautiful cake. However, in the making somewhat dubious and chaotic. [See chaos, tip over and Prigogine].

Maybe ET had a brief to watch and oversee without interference. Maybe they had made their cake and were here to inject a few bits and pieces of the ingredients as above suggestions. Remembering ET is part of the Universal cake mix as well.

Perhaps ET left without trace and apparently on the way back as part of the plan. Leaving after an injection to spur us on and not relying on them and coming back when the plan has come to a point where it meets them as equals, not in the sense of technology but in synthesising our consciousness [see Mayan last step 9] and would use their technology in co operative ways and not to dominate, play the old power games.

So I feel as I did in the UFO May 2005 blog, they have a surveillance role and when the time is right they will once again ah la Egypt, Atlantis, Mu come again and mix freely with us. Their very withdrawal left clues for us to hanker after and mouth watering future contact and perhaps this alluring figment is what spurs us on and in this way consciousness grows.

This maybe part of the dream.

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Check this site out.

Sample picture, they all have explanations go to site for them.


Figure 2 Sample picture, they all have explanations go to site for them.

There is nothing as provocative as a good old UFO discussion usually ending in a confrontation. I have done so many UFO workshops [do not do them now], the most provocative was in Lincolnshire. I went on Radio to advertise it; a small room was booked in the Town Hall. When I arrived there was about four hundred or more. After moving to a large room, in fact the council chambers and half hour into it, eggs and tomatoes were thrown and about fifty left, booing and sceptical. Then after the interval the time was extended for another hour, I got barracked by the religious folk and another hundred or so left along with reporters.

This left us with about 150 folk, who were not sure or just came for the ride and said it was entertaining. Finally I was left with 35 folk, we decanted to a large house where we discussed it all night and the next day and they agreed to the facts I presented. I had much the same numbers down in Herefordshire, they stayed. A follow up next year only had twenty and a few sceptical scientists who tried to smear my name. I threatened them with a law suit and was able to prove my credentials which they said were a fake. They backed down and have scuttled away like naughty girls and boys. Maybe the consciousness urge or surge as in Mayan explanation used ET as part of the spur and speeding up. After all Buddha, Jesus, Mohammed, Moses and the like all put their energetic facility in.

It is interesting even now how such so called educated doctors and scientists [some] can be so violent in opposing such things that are outside their box. I can see the fear of losing face [one said to me I am the pinnacle of academia, a professor, a PH.D I am the top of the tree, a consultant once said that to me, and I am the authority, none higher]. I replied why are you so violent and affronted? It is only a discussion. It is so piffling that it does not even warrant exploring and it is affront to my intelligence, was an answer I have heard numerous times.

Even at talks with the 'converted or believers' I have heard people have a real angry go at me. They have quoted their UFO Guru and when I showed them proof that I wrote or said this long before their Guru, they said I never mentioned it in the talk, when played back to them on tape, they said, So and So has written a book and been on TV, you are just an upstart. It seems that when we find a guru or authority anyone else's view is pushed aside. Our security is threatened, our familiar road map and sign posts are not there, we are in undefined territory, its foggy and we hurry back to the known.

Sometimes a leap into the unknown is scary but can be productive, expansive and can push us into the next step. That feeling of dizziness when the unknown beckons is akin to the tip over, chaos, Prigogine realms.


Figure 3 Follow the vortex and come through to a new order.

If we can breathe and follow the chaotic and racing thoughts through and let them be, breathing steadily and watching like a curious cat, not pronouncing judgement on anything, we might just feel the subsidence of the chaotic racing mind, rapid pulse and heartbeat, relax into and then perhaps, calm down, go through the calm and keep breathing, the breath becomes shallow, almost in some cases imperceptible, and then, and then, we may find ourselves in the space of no space, somewhere far away from thought, calm, serenity. We are alone with our essential self, and this goes beyond definition. We have used chaos and anger, resentment and tribulation, ego challenge and pompousness to find a realm, a space, transcendental to all known information or recognisable data, we have arrived at -------?

What can we say now about 9 steps, biology of belief, ET and the like? An interesting mental stimulation, a plan, a theory, who knows which is right. And yet it is all part of the plan. Is there a plan now? Does it matter? Well we shall see.

For sure as in the 9 step we can trace the steps. We can see Dr Lipton's future medicine will revolutionise current medical procedures, we can see science as it forges ahead with mind busting stuff, blasting through the current held paradigms. What then can we do? Follow our fears, joys, sorrows and elations and let them drift into the vortex. Let it get sucked down into the vortex and as information is so rapid, the whirlpool gets faster, causing the ascension transformation to push us into subtle felt pressures, relax into these. Keeping up with the latest information which is often in contradiction to the former outdated info. The experts themselves absolutely frantic to keep up too.

These well meaning experts try to hold onto their pet theories, relating to their incomes, which in turn relates to power and prestige. Theories are abounding, diets, meditation techniques, what's good for you. Butter not in, margarine yes, red wine wow, not so. Belly fat for older people OK, no, no, thigh fat is now OK. This goes on and on, breast feeding urgh, now yes, yes. In every field, you see TV with science stuff and wonder why the people in the medical, agriculture cannot take it up. It moves so fast now. The acceleration, the pace. Even in soccer Commentators and pundits talk about the pace. When I played soccer with the big boots and studs, the ball like a lump of lead, the diet and training so different, the money in sports. A fiver some years ago was the top pro footballer wage. Now £150.000 a week or more, transfer fees of millions. Tennis, snooker and the like the same. Films with more graphics of super hero's massive speed. Violence and loveliness together.

Where will this end this pace, this whirlwind, this pressure, this existence? It will take us down the vortex. Many will spin out. Tossed off by the centripetal and centrifugal forces of the wheel of Life. We will reach such a speed that it will come to standstill as it were. Yes some of us can feel this, it manifests in various ways. Lifestyle speed, thought speed, anxiousness as we struggle to comprehend the changes. Policies changing, internet speeds increasing to download more and more information rapidly. Mind blowing to such an extent as to blow your fuses.

To many the chaos has not yet hit home. When it does one has to stay with it in the ways described by the tip over, chaos and Prigogine. If the higher form is not reached then the system collapses. Yes a brave new world. It will take courage, commitment and a deep rooted inner strength, not all will power but an intuitive recognition of the Divine Within. This must be felt, not a dogma or the right of one or many persons, this must and will be everyone's everywhere, and this is what is so threatening to those few who hold the masses to ransom. This will usher in a world that works for everyone everywhere; we are indeed the people we have been waiting for.

Check this latest Photo reading, it is genuine I know of a place where it is authentically done, it is immensely faster than speed reading. I know three people who do this. Mind blowing, mind boggling and amazing. Yes anyone can do it. I am not interested to do this. Again the paces, the appetite for more information, more speed, more, more, more and speedy as well.

Contemplate what would happen should everyone in the world do this?

In some parts of Afghanistan people are being denied even basic reading and some parts of the remaining deep forest and mountain areas peoples may not have radios, books, television, radios. The whole world is still not as one in very many differing ways. What life style would you choose? What with the pace we are going doing you feel or think life will end up like? Please refer to the Mayan calendar as per Ian Xel Lungold as in previous blog, and see what you feel then.
Sometime back I did this as below in a blog.
Figure 4 Left side mega crisis, right side mega solution.
If you take the nine steps of the Mayan Calendar ah la Lungold one can see a corollary [March 2009 blog], plus the tip over theory and Prigogine there may be the following synthesis.
Take the inverted V above as the steps of the 9 Mayan Calendar and see as the years diminish there is a ratio as follows; as the decrease in years, the increase in energies which are synonymous to raised consciousness.

Raised Consciousness is therefore the motivator, the divine idea or plan or similar phrases for the evolutionary urge. The evolutionary urge is the energy derived from the phrase 'energy follows thought'. Energy is the carrier wave of thought. In this case the thought of Creation, Life, and Beingness. Thought causes ripples in space and sub divides into interference patterns so to devolve into synecology. This is synergism, seamless interaction in motion.

The mega crisis then proceeds to breakdown and go into tip over or dissipation as in the dissipative structures of Prigogine. The counter balance mega solution then does its job to urge on the crisis and produce overwhelm as the two battles it out and yet compliment each other. This then quickens as more energy and impetus is added.[ examples allopathic harmful medicine mega crisis and counter part natural medicine{herbs, acupuncture, homeopathy and the like}.

This quickening then takes us to the apex. Mayan wise to December 2012 and as seen Universal Consciousness. In my inverted V to the top and then mega crisis and mega solution, the two meet, blend, synthesise, implosion meets explosion, immovable force meets unstoppable force. The two then synthesise into a third way that is not common to either and yet is acceptable to both. Not a compromise but a higher or expanded order. [See detailed explanation of Prigogine in October 2009 blog, about half way or so down, in my opinion the most important concepts and for me truths, analogous with Tip over and Inverted V and Mayan Calendar, In October blog go to figure 3 the inverted V and continue down thank you ].

This quickening would eventually transform our DNA in order to accommodate the new information and also expand the brain for the same reason. Maybe we will end up with large heads and small bodies or the way the obesity obsession is going thin bodies. Remind you of something? Aliens nah !!!.

So the quickening goes on. Sensitive's feel this underlying infrastructure upheaval. The pulse quickens and so the kundalini fires up in proportion to the need, like a fire, or high powered pressure hose, your choice of description, and like the story of Hercules and the Augeus stables is depictive of this.

Heracles was saddled with the unpleasant task of cleaning out the stables of the largest herd of cattle in the country - in one day.
Heracles (Roman Hercules) had the enormous task of cleaning the Augean Stables in one day for his fifth labor. The stables were home to the largest number of cattle in Elis, belonging to its king, Augeus. The stables had never once been cleaned out.
This task, Eurystheus had hoped, would be incredibly humiliating to Heracles, and lower his luster among the populace, in addition to being quite impossible to accomplish. However, using his wiles and his great strength, the hero was able to re-route the Peneus and Alpheus Rivers, which helped to successfully flush all of the filth out of the stables quickly.
One could liken the waters of Aquarius, to the kundalini, the quickening energies of Cosmic Consciousness, and whatever metaphor or adjective to use in this indeed invisible but measureable only as a depiction.

Articles in the Daily Telegraph July 5th 1995 Science Editor [see blogs back] and Nature November 20th 2008, say similar things about the energies and so forth.
Science Editor of Daily Telegraph. Scientists in America and Japan revealed some startling findings. Rays of millions of electron volts are known. Over the last two years they have measured rays to the power of 320 billion, billion electron volts. 'Something out there – no one knows what is hurtling high energy particles around the Universe, in this case the most energetic ever observed by scientist….Not even the power released by the most violent exploding stars could account for them. Indeed conventional theory says such particles should not exist.' [July 5 1995].
Once again are we looking at energy follows thought? Is the Cosmic Mind thinking up the next part of the dream and us its co partner, we dream the dream of God and add our bit too? The ripples of Thought issue forth from the Creators Fount and the frequencies, the waves, the vibrations, the carriers of information impinge on our consciousnesses. Even though we may not be aware of these, never the less the pressure is there and the eventual break through will come. This will be for everything everywhere.

Again we see the pressure of overwhelm, the tip over, the inverted V and the dissipative structures of Prigogine.

http://apod.nasa.gov/apod/
Have a look at this beautiful NASA picture of the day; I view these every morning as an inspiration and reminder of our wonderful physical Universe and its Creator. The Archives go back many years. See the cocoon effect. As above so below.
This short clip of Echart Tolle says it all for me. The Zen Master I had from the Butotokwai Monastery from Kyoto in Japan and the Chan [Chinese word for Zen] Master from the Shaolin Monastery in China along with Krishnamurti were the clearest and for me the most poignant. Albeit I knew Echart as Ulrich briefly before his transformation and briefly afterwards. This above however is one of the most eloquent, poetic and clear exposition I have heard in ages. I feel Echart is the 'man' on the block to spirituality as Nassim Haramein is to science.
This UFO one gives pictures of ancient stuff. Worth a 5 min peruse.
More controversy over body scanners at airports. I feel all radiation has an effect and just what I do not know. I am glad I do not travel much these days. Once again is it for our safety? Is it to take us out, make us sick and earn money from this until demise? Who caused terrorism in the first place?
http://blogs.healthfreedomalliance.org/blog/2010/02/22/once-again-big-pharma-lies-and-people-die/
http://blogs.healthfreedomalliance.org/blog/2010/02/19/fda-invades-non-commercial-amish-farm-in-pa/
This incident is increasing in the USA and is being ramped up by Obama's food police. Please note the EU is intent of doing something similar with its witch hunt on Homeopathy and vitamins and supplements, nano foods and such like. Please use your vote sensibly and write to your MP or parliamentary representative. USA readers write to Robert Kennedy.
Regarding homeopathy, it seems reductionist Darwinian, Newtonian scientists cannot accept that diluting, seccusing and other homeopathic preparations can work as a remedy or medicine. My take on this is that by dilution the memory in the water molecules and crystals [see Masuru Emoto] the intent [see again the effect of prayer and thought by Emoto] takes the potency to more refined energetic or subtle layers. I feel at the very highest which is the deepest potency it reaches the quantum memory field and is stored there ad finitum.

This then when ingested and before hand protected and inserted properly entangles or resonates with the subtle cellular magnetic fields of the individual. It is important to note that the remedy be kept away from other strong influences. This is because the 'stored' potency in the remedy can be entrained or obliterated or even changed into a non helpful substance.

Maybe this has been done before, that an old remedy by years of storage could be prayed over and brought back to potency. Certainly as we go deeper into quantum memory, molecular and cellular memory and various scientific disciplines share their knowledge, we may see homeopathy and like remedies have their day, and it will be a very different mind set to those of only allopathic medicine. I see a time when the best of both worlds come together for the benefit of the patients not the profit or egoistic agendas.

When hospitals and the like use radio therapy, radiation and the like, along with MRI they are using very large frequencies that can be measured and have to be protected from as in X-Ray when the technician and dentist scuttle behind the screen and leave you alone. I am not against this just a precaution of over use. Like Astro scientists who cannot see the oneness and unity because of the very large and quantum ones see the seamless interrelationships the two combined give us as above so below. Of course to generalise about all scientists is very judgemental and conceited of me. There are many awakening now including the sleep and slumber of myself.

It is interesting that scientists at quantum levels ignore spin to some extent and perturbations. A full explanation can be seen in energygrid Nassim Haramein video. Scroll down in link below until videos as above.
www.energygrid.com/science-videos.html#haramein1
The day will come when my thoughts and ideas along with others will be seen and felt as incoming intuitive data rather than concepts which can divide. We shall all be ducts, channels not from beings but from BEING. Each like nature will receive that which is for them and be in sync with the cosmic plan, with room for innovation to an extent from us.

The Mayan Calendar ah la Ian Xel Lungold beautifully explains the next 'on rush' of energies in the sequences outlined, see March 8 2011, October 28 2011 and December 21 2012.
www.energygrid.com/futurity.html
Scroll down to two videos for the above.

This higher energy or consciousness will purge out more redundant 'material', a kind of mind detox which of course will have a physical counterpart. As mentioned in previous blogs many are having spontaneous kundalini surges and concomitant and commensurate ah ha awakenings.
The kundalini has a differing effect than ah ha. The ah ha can switch one on and then be a precursor to a kundalini 'onslaught'. My feeling is that the more one clears the redundant debris of mind and body the less the raging fires of kundalini besiege us.

We're sure many of you can relate and have noticed how the energies are something that we've never experienced before. It seems to us like we can only hold on to our hats very tightly and keep our focus (those days when you are blessed enough to know what you want to focus on of course!). This "stream" of energies it's so powerful that our only real choice is to go with its flow and don't even try to paddle upstream, trusting downstream we'll find our wishes fulfilled. [Taken from Spirit Library February/March 2010 newsletter, thanks to them]. A nice complimentary writing to the Kundalini above this.
Spirit Library's contributors consist of channelled writings and although I am not a fan of channelled writings, it does show the enormous amount of information coming through from the psychic realms. Many of the abundant messages carry a common theme. It does highlight the huge awakening and never the less even if some of these contacts may seem dubious [not meant to be judgemental, it is my own ego, scientific mind and predilection, no offence, some of the writings I really look forward too, just as some of the contacts I have that channel cannot abide this blog, however, we are friends, viva la difference].

In compliment and contrast there is Consciousness Media Network which is hard to describe, has a lot of well known doctors, scientists and tends to be inspired, technical and researched. This is not to say that it is better or worse. It is 'horses for courses'. Inspired work maybe channelling in a different way. As I see it is work that comes through inspiration, intuition and may not have a 'beings name as say Archangel xx or Kiton or suchlike'. Whether this is more valid or not is left to your evaluation. Again the vast awakening, then the other sites with other topics as in previous blog, it seems endless. A Russian scientist and I worked out that in the Northern Hemisphere there maybe as many 22, 000 sites with thirty six million participants and then they spread it to others. This is the latest Andrei worked out. It varies as the net increases and some sites close down or the 'authorities' close down because of a conceived threat. Some of the vitamin, medical scams and political scam ones can get shut down. The usual excuse, inflammatory, not in the public interest and so forth. Mind you some of it should be closed down.
Short fun and educational. Look at the faces of the scientist behind the presenter.
Loving healing thoughts and feelings towards central Chile and the huge Earthquake that struck over 26 to 27 February this year.
Japan had already experienced a huge landslide and tsunami on one of it's Islands earlier in February and has issued a pacific tsunami warning as of the dates above.
A consortium of astro-physicists, cosmologist, and astronomers have warned that, unless we use this current flood of new galactic research sparingly, we risk setting up a dangerous scenario. If the whole data set from the WISE and PLANCK mission is released at once, as is planned, any new ideas that cosmologists come up with may have to remain unresolved because they will have no frame of reference to measure against.
This is a problem unique to cosmology. In other sciences, additional information is always available: you can always reset and rerun an experiment, or go out into the field to collect more data. Because of our fixed location in the universe, however, cosmology doesn't have that luxury. There is only a finite amount of information we can gather about our galaxy and this segment of the universe. In this area of cosmic ray particles, we may never know the source of cyclical events beyond the Sun-Earth connection - and our rapid discoveries of the Galactic Core - Earth Solar System connection. Taken from ECM Mitch Brattros [subscribe to this news link. Mitch has inside contacts in NASA and other institutions. A great source of information. Thanks Mitch].
Many times it has been mentioned that metaphysics and physics will come together. Many whistle blowers in medical matters, scientific data, cannot keep up with the new flow of information. It unsettles them. For those of you who know my humour and workshops I predicted that doctors, scientists will get to the place where they get that stiff haemorrhoidal feeling, a pain in the proverbial a---e. They will and are reaching tip over, overwhelm and dissipative Prigogine.
The onrush of the new energies, the pushing and tugging of the information which the energies usher in simply gets them into overload. The world's collective unconscious RG's [Random Generators] are nearly ¾ of the way up the meters [see back blogs]. The world is really feeling the 'push'. Again I give this link to see how it matches up with my energy calculations as in previous blogs this year, Scroll down to Mayan Calendar Ian Xel Lungold.
www.energygrid.com/futurity.html

The future and sequel is that the separative scientific and medical new data will have to share their knowledge, as it is overlapping into a seamless picture and not separate units of enclosed ego glory seeking Nobel Prize glorification. This is too big for single minds in reductive science, it has to move into holistic seamless sharing for the good of the whole not for a few isolated ah ha's that never get out there. There are magnificent healing technologies from Russia, massive research in Heart technology by the Institute of HeartMath, Weather Bureau research that GP's could use that would curtail the use of much medication and so much more, we are 20 years behind what could save the world and its demise. Politics' and Multinationals cannot or will not see beyond profit.

This information is pushing, the weight of this is causing the breach of the ego defensive walls and boundaries, in some it will cause breakdown and no recovery and go back to' safe', others in all fields, from economics, sciences, medicine and so forth in every field, way and aspect, will explode [see spontaneous awakenings in back blogs happening more rapidly] which may cause breakdown and chaos and then a new greater awareness and consciousness[see tip, over, inverted, Prigogine, overwhelm]. And for some the overload will blow their circuits and fuses and they may become seriously ill or leave the planet [this could happen to anyone]. In the words of Nassim Haramein' don't take it personally'.

This will flush out the false, challenge to logic, press solutions to arrive intuitively 'outside the box'. This will feel like walking on shallow and thin ice. It will mean to trust in the letting go and not know what one is letting go too. All that will remain is the awareness of awareness and in that space information will arrive and if it does not inner peace resides, as the witness witnesses itself witnessing.
I decided March 5 2010 to cancel all workshops, lectures and teachings, healings and so forth. Yet will be available over the phone, email. It came to me all 62 subjects I used to do workshops and the like were no longer needed. They seemed like a worn out pair of shoes. If I did the ones scheduled for this year I would do it mechanically, an act. It would not come from me. So until something else arrives I am here now.
Lots of Love. Geoff




Cycle name
Began
Length of Days/Nights
End Results
Cellular
 16 .4 billion Years Ago
 1.26 BY
1st Live Cells
Mammalian
 820 Million Years Ago
63.1 MY
1st Live Births
Family
 41 million Years Ago
3.1 MY
Family Relationships
Tribal
 2 million Year Ago
158,000 Yrs
Homo Sapiens/ Tools
Cultural
 102,000 Years Ago
7900 Yrs
Agriculture/religion
National
 3,115 B.C.
394 Yrs
Sovereign Nations/laws
Planetary
 1755 AD
19.7 Yrs
Internet & Global Economy
Galactic
 Jan 4th 1999
360 days
Ethical Considerations
Universal
March 8th 2011
18 days
Conscious Co-Creation

Please look at these two one and half videos by Ian Xel Lungold found in destiny in energygrid, he describes beautifully the events now unfolding. The graph above is taken from it.
This inspired video just 8 mins and story brought tears to my eyes. What an inspired young man William is and can be this simple act be the step in the new way for Africa? Thanks to Beryl Whiting for bringing this to me..

Madness upon madness.

Friday, 5 March 2010

Deadlines and Timelines - March 2010

THERE APPEARS TO BE A GREAT DEBATE regarding an asteroid named Apophis and this is causing some consternation as to Edgar Cayce's, Nostradamus and many others. You Tube videos show anything from doom and gloom to violent impacts and redemption with repentance. A report by NASA is not clear as to the impact or near miss. There is a rough deadline to figure out impact or near miss.
Then we come to 2012 and certain prophesy. The link below is a good synopsis in brief of the Mayan material and common sense.

https://www.youtube.com/v/V8MXwQXKW_w

This brings into focus several points. A timeline of 26,000 year timeline and an apparent deadline.

Other points are that there is a connection between human consciousness [see back blogs on the heart, the mind and consciousness and its propensities to lessen any impacts. See Institute of Heart Math and so forth. See also Nassim Haramein video, 4 hrs in]. There is no doubt in my mind that we were 'saved and given a second chance and we live in a sea of grace'.].

We are at a point where the materialistic reductionist Darwin, Newtonian model is at the end of an era too. Epigenetics, Chrono Biology, Quantum Physics, studies and proofs of consciousness [see video below]

https://www.youtube.com/v/4dpRPTwsKJs

[Here is the combination of deadlines and timelines.]

Just as a serious illness or drastic impact of calamities can awaken some people, so the full message of climate change may do this too, or drive many to distract more, more denial. My feeling is that with the information and data now available the infrastructure collective unconscious will like a yawning sleepy lion arouse itself, have a stretch and prepare for action.

Global warming is some ways a misnomer. Perhaps a more appropriate term might be climate change. Droughts here, floods there, cold here, hot there in not the usual locations. Like our crumbling values, policies and the like, there is confusion, no pattern, just a sort of chaos and those who seek power play on it, milk it, a convenient cash cow.

Please refer back to the blogs on Prigogine and the wonderful explanations regarding chaos. Also see the difference between random and chaos. The tipping point is another view of this. Again I stress to this as a dissipative structure, a tipping point. [November 2009 blog]

Within all systems there is a timeline and deadline, we even do it commercially with 'built in obsolescence', in order to make money on repairs, spare parts, more up to date models and warrantees. We are sold this idea by authorities like the messages' three score and twenty' 'You're getting old'. NHS will take care of you and yet world statistics show that the third most cause of death is iatrogenic responsibility [death by doctors, allopathic medicines or procedures]. Yet a war against herbs, supplements, homeopathy, is accepted.

www.msnbc.msn.com/id/34843925/ns/health-mens_health
Hold on ladies this is going to push buttons!!!

A surplus of information out there, book magazines,TV, mobile phone, internet, text messages, advertisings, fashion, all fighting for the lime light. Terrorists doing more and more daring events to attract attention, celebrities, soccer teams, TV programmes, New Age therapies all clamouring, we are the best, we are right, join us, subscribe to us, listen to us, must have the vaccine, the new model, must look glamorous, have the best CV[ Yes kiss my a---e Sir Alan], swear the most, be the best chef, kill the most, be the most ruthless gang boss, and be the most to myself most.

All this is a timeline to dog eat dog, a Darwin survivalist modus operand; we only co operate until we see an advantage to be the top and then you're fired, kicked out.

Real team play is found when we stop looking outward all the time for the solution, the fix, we eventually exhaust the predatory hunt for more and more. We lay panting and pill popping on the deserted beautiful beach we yearned for, to find it, like supermarket chemically dosed food, eating without real taste and pleasure, full stomach, no nourishment. In the end constantly looking outside for the answer to all things that disembowel us, saps our gut and the gut is where health stems from as well as looking and cultivating inner resources. A certain amount of will power, yet mainly inner peace, calm certainty through serenity.

Imbibing this inner faculty we automatically become a real team player, one for all and all for one. A strong chain because the chain in its entirety gives the links its love and all accompanying field of it health and status, empowering the links as well as its wholeness. A world that works for everyone everywhere.

Strangely enough street gangs do this in a perverse way. They will kill to prove their loyalty, they wear their badge. Soldiers do this, terrorists do this, and even employees do this. Killing and putting down others in a ruthless competitive way for ideals, money, boosting ego is a primitive form of NOT animal behaviour. IT IS PRIMITIVE HUMAN BEHAVIOUR. We should not denigrate animals to our bestiality. Some of us are the beasts, the devil incarnate.

The next step in evolution is to wake up to the fact we carry a primitive form of behaviour in us. When altruistic love or rather compassion arises, when our hearts open. Then we will become outside of timelines and deadlines.

I know from my own experiences my heart chakra is opening, I can feel the deep layers of auric impacted cellular memories giving up their relentless grip on me, as I begin to see the dysfunctional conditioning and programming surfacing for dissipation. Heart attacks and strokes are so common, probably because of the 'lack of heart', the oppression, depression and lack of care due to the recession and fiscal prominence, driving many to anxiety, desperation, lack of identity and generally apathy and loss of 'appetite' due to unfulfilling jobs and a subterranean undercurrent of planetary unrest and Earth changes.




Figure 1 The pick axe analogous to the crumbling layers around my heart chakra to bring me to the bedrock of ground being.

The predators [not sharks they only kill and prey to eat, not to have properties and kill for the sake of killing, even snakes do not do what we do], of this world are feeding on our fears as well as feeding these fears. They are claiming to ally our anxieties at the same time promoting them. Good marketing strategies [Your employed-Thank you Sir B------s]. However one slip not on top of your game, losing deals, conniving deals that go wrong. Your fired, Oh god what am I to do Sir? Get a life, get a grip. Thank you Sir. Pro footballers and managers are in this too, the pressure to succeed to earn money to be top of the pile is enormous. I do feel for them.

When the top of the pile collapsed for me in my own relative experiences [as did the yuppies years ago with the famous stress syndrome yuppie flu, and some of them did outrageous things, peeing in public, drunken orgies, rapes, car bashing and so forth], it was a shock and then relief, a relief from constantly having to justify myself and self approval. [Approval messages to please parents and so forth from formative years, residual as nuances and ghost feelings in the unconscious that drive us as if on auto pilot]. [see Dr Bruce Lipton's 'Biology of Belief' book].

Some of the former yuppies that I knew went to live quietly in the countryside or form charities and so forth became creative and the like. I went into workshops, therapies, taught meditation [if you can ever do that] Tai Chi, Judo, Kendo, Aikido and even now still getting more simple, less workshops, no patients, no teaching, lots of phone stuff, lots of being. Not so much head stuff lots more feel stuff. The last to go was the job at Forensics, living on a basic state pension [some serps, now Chancellor Darling has frozen this, reduced pension because I took sabbatical leave of four years at various times. The understanding was you had a job to come back too but you lost the pensionable years. Now you can have the lot, I suppose not for long. Yes they tax us on our combined income]. This forced me to a more frugal life style, until it dawned on me, this is not frugal, it is simplicity, it is life enhancing, it gives me the opportunity to really see and appreciate what is without extravagant trappings. This is not survival this is awakening. [Through a painful separation from my partner Gilly and some really hasty financial dealing, I also have to pay off a still rather large loan and this will end in 201?]. At first I thought panic, cramping my style, where do I turn. Then the realisation that it at first cuts the cloth to suit, then living with it, and finally so I thought well this is an opportunity for growth and trust, then I became acclimatised to it, and I thought acceptance. However, there was always a slight 'shadow' of a niggle, a jealousy of those better off, and then a dissolving of the issue. [Our family were always in poverty due to my late fathers gambling and constantly on the move as we lost our homes.]

Although there is a dissolving it feels as though the emotional plight has gone, however, there is a fleeting shadow that comes up, my awareness sees this, recognises this, and without judgement or suppression it is there for an infinitesimal moment and the flame dies out where as before it would have ignited insecurity, doubt and anxiety. There are other areas of my life that do 'catch' fire. Being aware, present, definitely for me is the key and as these others issues surface and I learn to let go of the fear they may present by the recognition of them and the worry 'I may manifest them by their constant appearance', the allowance and permission to just let them be, takes the sting out of the thought package. I realise it is fear which is the superglue, the custodian and guardian, the force binding field, the electric fence, the perimeter barbed wire deterrent of my hardware unconscious storehouse library collection, buried deep and hidden, the secret hiding place of the ego, that is being exposed. The guardians of the cave of ego then deploy their weapons and they really do have clout.

This is what for years I thought me was. The cunning apparatus that surrounded this lair connived at times to fool me into thinking this was me. Finding out this vault of floppy discs, this duke box of juggling panoramic kaleidoscopic fantasy was an illusionary deployment meant to fool me, to cover up the real truth of me, the nothingness of everything I am, brought on the frantic histrionics of panic, which occasionally come up. As a sick child in the womb and out up till the age of 13[see back blogs], health is an issue which is still deeply embedded, and although I have been through devastating illness, survived and cured myself as it were, there still lurks in me the programme of that fear.

However, as I continue to meditate, becoming more naturally aware, I sense the triggers and so let them be there in full sight, and just let them be. It is almost as if they are saying, 'we need your frustrated and anxious attention with fear to fuel us, we cannot survive without the sustenance, the nurture of your anxiety'.

They appear in disguise wearing different masks, trying to trick and trying to entice me to anger, fear, seeking a solution [which maybe needed, however, by awareness in a non opinionated mode brings in intuition], or otherwise dissipates itself like water evaporating on hot surfaces.

This dissolving of the false 'me' can bring temporary weakness, fake illness, and skeletal pains as the 'scaffold' [see December 2009 blog] begins its collapse. Sometimes a collapse and sometimes a dismantling, which seems to be intelligently managed by an innate sense.

Then arrives the physical breakdown [see blogs on psychoneuroimmunology] 'change the mind change the chemical' especially at a deep unconscious level. The detox's that follow, the healing crisis, the purging and purifying, which often awakens the kundalini and especially pranic forces. The cellular' memory' has to be expunged. The cellular receptors, the membrane sensitivity and so forth. This is of course on a more dense levels take time to reorganise.

Another process comes in as we uncover more, so more is exposed and according on how much debris is there it could be a lengthy process. Many have commented that we are clearing the 26,000 year accumulation.

The ego comes to a point where it begins to realise that 'resistance is futile' [sorry Borg and Star Trek]




Figure 2 Maybe our 'debris' has made us to our mind ugly, to a Borg beautiful. Beauty is in the eye of the beholder.

Then the mind becomes compliant. It still may have seeds of discontent. Since the greater mind is a naturally aware mind. This then becomes a natural process. The ego or separated self, the small mind, finds it safe and secure in the big mind and then becomes still and realises its own shortcomings and then lies down. It realises not annihilation but absorption but salvation by surrender.

The Earth has its own karma and mind programmes and we can see it constantly alters itself and goes through detox, purifications, by fire, water, wind and shifting surfaces. What deep embedded patterns, programmes and the like are held in the fissures and caverns of our Mother Earth?




Figure 3 A beautiful underground cave. There are dark and foreboding ones. The lurking memory, the beautiful scene. The mural and tapestry of Life.

What vast secrets lay in her bowels? What lay in ours? http://bit.ly/80vkjQ

A brilliant article on this much maligned subject. I feel the future of homeopathy and its 'quantum' propensities are yet to be revealed when scientists wake up and see the real medicine is found in energetic and auric levels.

http://bit.ly/7K1rui

I have been campaigning against the use of fluoride for thirty years and still the government scientists refuse to recognise its devastating long term harm. Many dentists like doctors are brain washed into the belief that this kind of chemical is not so harmful.

The hardened stance is because of the dumping of it and disposing of it is so toxic that we become the waste disposal means to do so. This chemical concoction is a waste product of the aluminium and fertiliser industry, need I say more. It is a bio plasma hazard and it builds up over many years, and is very, very difficult to detox. [There are literally hundred of reasons more and I devoted some years ago half a blog to it]. [During World War Two the Nazi high Command on the advice of their scientists was to use fluoride bombs on London reservoirs. The effect of really high doses affects the brain and rots certain parts that have the function of discernment. It was interesting that the Conservatives always promoted this and Labour opposed. Now new labour brought this in almost at once. The conservatives just kept quiet when lobbied. Maybe this is another way of suppressing the rising awakened informed public].

The gentle art of blessing. In a battered world this is a tonic. A daily blessing can bring miracles.

This is dynamite. Please note and read.

http://bit.ly/4SRhPj

This is dynamite too. Wow.

http://bit.ly/5GFRov

We are not the victim of our genes. I have mentioned epigenetics before.

http://bit.ly/4wqU4d

Top expert explains so much why we are so depleted of real food.

The following is the clearest exposition and amazing fluent and simple clarification of the Mayan Calendar.

2012 - Ian Xel Lungold - Mayan Calendar - June 19, 2008
Ian Xel Lungold - Mayan Calendar Comes North... 1 of 16.
The sixteen are well worth persevering with; they are roughly about 10 mins each.

https://www.youtube.com/v/jEyZFbkvJjw

http://mayanmajix.com/articles.html

Yet another climate change scientist dubbing down the 'popular' view and a hint of sucking up to political bosses and funding research for 'saying what the boss wants to hear'. You can see this in the emails from Suffolk University [blog back to December 2009 and addendum January 2010].

http://bit.ly/9j1Rwt

Thanks to Beryl Whiting for sending this is and the kind words in support of Michael our editor and energygrid. Beryl has her website at www.berylwhiting.com

https://www.youtube.com/v/1O8oE5RHinA

A lot of folk have contacted me and I have the same, an itch, fire and causing me to scratch. The above link can explain the kundalini rash. I have tried various remedies and so far [February 3 2010] no change. The transformational, ascension energies and kundalini are in my opinion the same if not similar. You can see from the Mayan graph that the energies as stated in many of back blogs are incrementally increasing, by February 28 2011 the pace will get even faster, see the graph and 16 videos by Ian Lungold.

https://www.youtube.com/v/W51JRTjoI1A

In my opinion this is the most important video of them all. Hopefully Obama's food police do not close him down. Anastasia's revolution [see Ring Cedars] and the Russian Dachi may in times to come be the only solution to humanities survival.

https://www.youtube.com/v/8POHkMQg0Dw

This is a companion to Nassim Haramein's SOHO NASA satellite.

www.energygrid.com/science-videos.html#haramein1

If you do not wish to see complete video, move timer to 4 hrs in and watch for two hours. The YOUTUBE one is 4 minutes. Mind blowing. [You can always pause the timer and go back or stop and go back on longer videos] http://bit.ly/ckP0Jl

Its not often you see this about big pharma and vitamins.

https://www.youtube.com/v/3p29UDJjIHI

This is another example of science and media hype. You may remember the strange spiral that startled Norwegian people with the spectacular images in the sky as in the above. The Russians claimed it was a rocket which misfired and spiralled down. Then there was all the talk about HAARP and their stuff. However I would suggest you look at Nassim Haramein's video, he explains the black hole and at last he is being recognised. I repeat if you cannot watch the whole 8 hrs, then move timer in till reach 4 hr mark and watch for two hours you can stop and return to timer if cooking, TV programmes, social commitment and so forth] here is the link below.

http://bit.ly/ciiXBf

More UFO news and the usual debunking by a scientist especially the one mentioned. Oh well the old gang of dinosaurs have to keep their world alive.

You may have had your doubts about education, wait until you see this mind shattering short video of a whistleblower. Here we go again 2010 the year of transparency and exposure.

http://bit.ly/9ncImu

This is hilarious but so sad in a way. If you think this general knowledge is taxing look at this fun thing, short, serious, humorous and sad. Part of education Eh?

http://bit.ly/9uzRtd

This is officialdom gone mad. Latest all patients and people must be 120/70/60, eye pressures down to 20, cholesterol in men 4.9 and women 3.2 and son on. No allowances, no ethnic background, age or size. This means extra medication. Some thin BMI index people have fat around organs and are considered obese. Thigh fat and bottom fat OK now, belly fat no way. May GP's I know say it is unworkable and that they are medicating people unnecessarily because of these targets? Is this NHS preventative medicine or Big Pharma at it again, culling the worlds population, making people sick before they die, getting money out their sickness by medication which was not necessary in the first instance. I reiterate, some medication is vital and life saving.

Until next time. Take care. Lots of Love. Geoff