Sunday, 5 July 2009

Face to Face - July 2009

THIS ARTICLE COULD BE NAMED a true confession. Should you go off of me after this then I understand. What follows is from the heart and a distinct turning point in my life.

During my life time I have faced many outer and inner crises as it were, and maybe they are the same, my response to crisis. I have had many a 'dark night of the soul'. This one I am going through is shared by many of all ages and sexes, and as a collective in some instances seems the most severe.

For a few weeks now I have been experiencing being in a deep pit and no way out. It is dark, menacing and suppose depressing, yes depressing. Slowly all my best defended blog arguments against multinationals, politics, doctors and allopathic medicine, who I am and so on, have collapsed.

My very identity as a person has collapsed and I find myself without a reference or road map. In a way it is liberating, and in another way absolutely terrifying. Sitting in my local café and chatting away I observed how people were fascinated by my forensic career, my work with the EU and UN, research with NASA and science and I perceived the 613 workshops, the countless counselling, psychotherapy, the travel and the hype. Suddenly my witness self saw I enjoyed the attention and sometimes adulation and I realised this is not me anymore. A laughter took hold of me and a voice inside said 'so long Lord B------s'. I was tired of being my personality and I needed to shift into who I really am.

I fell into despondency because this had been my platform for so long. I realised I preached about the emptiness that is the real me, the witness. That observer that is impartial and free and here I was a ship adrift in the ocean, lonely, no rescue in sight, a great wave of despair. I have been in this predicament in times gone by. This felt so deep, relentless and a fear crept into my very bones, waking up at night or morning teeth chattering and a belly full of cramps.

A vision came when meditating. Five pillars appeared, more like plinths, or Egyptian Temple type structures and each one a platform and on these a series of concepts. The BASE however had feelings. The first was my dearest late mother and her fear and depression, which came to me in the womb and then in later life as a concept, I saw or felt how this had crept into my cellular memory and bones. I experienced loosing heart and getting deeper and trodden down. Interesting that my doctor who has turned out to be a gem thinks I may have a heart problem, so far ECG tests are OK. The second pillar at base had the feel of lack of self esteem, the platform shyness, not worthy and so on, and I perceived that my apparent confidence was a cover up for the sometimes socially squirming me. Comfortable as a leader and authority not as an individual in friendship and scared of intimacy.

The third pillar was lack of means, the top always short of money, never been able to make mends meet. Using the excuse that money is evil, not spiritual, and secretly envying those with abundance. The excuse I am a spiritual being and not seduced by the hedonism of materialism. Hence my venting on in the blogs. During this current process this has eased through letting go of concepts as outlined above. The fourth pillar was about Mum and Dad. The relationship was a disaster. My Father was an uncontrollable gambler and he gambled away massive sums of money of his inheritance and also was a con man extraordinaire. My late brother who was ten years older than I had his own escape mechanisms and hated my father all his life. My parents really and rarely cohabited and so there was a sexual impotency and lack of intimacy. This then affected my relationships with various female partners. My mum never had enough to buy clothes and the rent was always being chased up.

The fifth pillar was the lack of a permanent home, we always moved from pillar to post, living with relatives and sometimes in rented property. So I live in rented property all my adult life. This is not a poor me, this is liberation from deep embedded cellular memory, it is not a cry for help either.

I came to this impasse and I write this [May 12 2009] I feel like I am trapped, bound and gagged. I know that this time no one out there can help me. This is a process of letting go of 70 years of programming and conditioning. I have to take this leap into the unknown. I feel this is what the world population has to do. The new way is this awakening to the old way of living. A new way is to appear. What is this new way---God alone knows.

During this process I lost all faith in God, Life, the new energies, angels and so forth, especially in my own dowsing, and other people predictions about my medical tests, the ones taken so far are fairly OK and the ones following I have not taken at the time of writing. I have decided that should I need allopathic medication I will take it until my cataract is removed and then assess whether to carry on. An examination by my GP last November 2008 showed I have arrhythmia, this comes and goes, and so I have been advised not fly until it is sorted out. My feeling is that my heart is congested, not by plaque so much as repressed emotion. My mum died of a broken heart a dispirited life. In recent weeks as I touched on the pillar issues, especially in meditation I yawned often for lengthy periods so wide like a hippopotamus.

I know many have contacted me over similar issues and the emotional pain is severe and uncompromising. I have also seen the cover ups and when I look at the Dr Geoff Freed I now wince. Yes it is a genuine title yet I feel like it is not who I am anymore. Who am I? What am I? Also a good question. I feel this relentless pressure; I feel it in the street, the hospital, where I live. The whole world is going through heartbreak, heartache and so desperately need of change. When you read this I may or may not be in this consciousness and will if able to comment on this process.

I am tired of the old clichés, the witness, the observer, take responsibility and so on. Just to be. Just to be. How fortunate to be a tree, a flower, a sun, an animal in the wild, not contaminated by me or anyone else. I feel this urge for freedom, not from the world but to be free mentally, emotionally while living here. For whatever years left it will always be the quest until even that desire is extinguished. And when desire without depression or vitality is extinguished then a true abode maybe found. Who knows?

I went for a fasting blood test in middle May 2009. This entails fasting for 12 hours and then going to the hospital and having a several small bottles of blood taken. Afterwards I felt groggy, had some food and went home. I was relieved that as an absolute coward of any medical procedure I had endured it. After several hours at home I began to get a racing heart, missing beats, and severe breathlessness. I knew instinctively this was not an energy surge. I took myself of to A+E and was admitted immediately. The doctors and staff were magnificent, kind, reassuring and on first names. They at first thought I had a mini heart attack and then could not really be sure.

After 11 hours I was in a very noisy ward where I had to remain possibly for a few days. I had to have blood taken at 03.00 hrs in the morning. Suddenly I felt a great joy, a kind of inner peace I have felt before in emergency situations and I thanked God for the opportunity to face these, for me, terrifying procedures and possible outcomes. It has given me the courage to face more tests and procedures.

Then a most extraordinary cameo appeared on the ceiling. My deceased relatives and parents were like a slide show looking at me. I felt they had come to welcome me over the other side. I prepared myself for my passing. I said a prayer and commended my soul into Gods Care. Then my late Mother started jumping or rather running on the spot, clenching her fists and glaring at me. I realised that in that moment I had a choice of staying or going and I suppose as it is now May 18 that I chose to stay, at least for a while.

The head honcho then came with his team and said that I could go home after lunch. He wants me to have further tests, some are daunting, and I said I would do them. He kindly sent a letter to ophthalmic department to honour my cataract removal on 29th May. Then the crunch. He urged me to take an aspirin a day and a beta blocker. You know my views on allopathic medicine. I knew for a while at least, I have to take them, and as such it has lowered a huge blood pressure and stabilised the racing heart and missing beats, and feel slightly drugged but much better. Then the real blow he eventually wants me to go onto warfarin. I really may stick out of that. I will wait for the other tests. He did say that after a while if I agreed he would take me off of it, so far it would seem I will wait until after the eye op.

All my fears, my reluctance, my stance against allopathic medicine and invasive procedures have been confronted. What then are my conclusions so far? My great friend Michael and editor of energygrid said, that all things are mere arrangements of atoms, and from the quantum level there are only probabilities and possibilities and my choice or intention could be if needed to take these substances, to take them and intend their benefits without the horrendous side effects. Anyway I am taking aspirin and beta blocker, we will wait and see. Another great friend said that by turning the substances counter clockwise ten times and blessing them it gives the benefits and eliminates the nastiness. Still at this time May18 2009.

Some people have said I am a fake and that I have let them the down. Yes it is true that I have cured myself of serious things before. However, I cannot always be 'perfect'. I have never claimed enlightenment, or special powers. I have fears, am on a path of some sort of spirituality, whatever that is. I live in a modest sheltered housing block of flats and so on. I have also stated in my blogs that these powerful energies can manifest in very real mechanical and organic illness and get checked out by a doctor. Some people I know who had the above symptoms did get checked out and were all clear. I guess my body was not strong enough to take the energy and let it transmute and so it presented its relief of the stress of the new energies in the form it took. I also admit that my own fears of all things medical could have manifested the above.

We do live in a synthetic, polluted world and sometimes we need synthetic and polluted medicines and the like to neutralise it. I make no excuses and I stand by what I have written before and now. I do hope I have your love and support. I apologise if I have given the impression that I am above or arrogant and I merely reflect on what I feel. I have also stated that doctors and the like will be needed for many a year to come. The changes I experienced in the hospital stay were that they were charming, kind, attentive yet firm and deliberate. I am also working on myself and see if it can be possible to come off of all the above drugs, I do know of complimentary things like red rice yeast, natto and the like. However to get my eye done I have to conform and now I will see if I can come off of these. However I will keep on monitoring and working on it.

So where am I now [still May 2009]? I am in a kind of nowhere wilderness, the living dessert, as my old teachers named it. It is an initiation and is different from the dark night of the soul, which I wrote about some years back. The difference for me being that in the dark night there was no witness I was absorbed and caught up in the scenario as it unfolded. In the dessert, I am the witness in a pit or vast void, yet discontented. No beliefs and scepticism; 'My God why have you forsaken me?' We shall see and if still on the Earth planes when posted then there will be updates.

On a different tack. I have several god daughters and sons. In my turbulent childhood, adolescent and adulthood, relationships have never been especially intimate, and intimacy even with me has been not entirely in depth, that is growing. Recently one of my God Daughters rang and shared a very moving conversation. She has never been able to fully express her emotions, especially over the phone. She lives abroad. She invited me to do a blessing at her wedding anniversary, and I had to decline, because at this time the doctors said flying is out of the question until all tests are completed. I was overcome with a mixture of disappointment at not be able to attend and elation at the honour. Then she said she had always felt I was her real dad [I am not her biological dad] and said wonderful things, then the one that set me crying, she said that for all my knowledge, support and so forth she really, really loved me as a daughter and loved me for me. I have never had that feeling from anyone, not even from partner Gilly or girlfriends and not from my parents. I cried over the phone for nearly ten minutes. What a healing. It seemed unblock something, yes in my heart. The hospital kindness and that of my GP [now like a friend] seemed also to do something to my heart as well.

The planetary line ups of Neptune, Jupiter and Chiron on coming into alignment soon [Again May as written] and the healing power of the wounded healer is taking place, let's hope for the world too.

A sweet friend reminded me that the Dalai Lama had his gall bladder removed recently and that some very famous high Lamas have diabetes so don't be so hard on me. Another friend said 'do what it takes to get through to 2012'. May I kindly remind you that in many blogs I have said 'not much might happen in 2012 and we have windows for further chances in 2036 and 2075.

It is now June 4 2009 and after the removal of the cataract which for me was a huge event. I had to be sedated and then afterwards collapsed and had oxygen and then again in the afternoon when staying at my cousins, and now experiencing loss of balance. Well, yes I am sensitive, yes, I am coward towards medical and physical procedures, and yes I am reacting to the drugs as prescribed. Some have said that we need drugs[medically that is] to slow us down and so enabling us to absorb the faster frequencies and so thereby give a less able body time to download and complete the process. In some ways this makes sense. Yet as of now I am not sure.

Despite all the above doom and gloom there are times of great inner peace, a feeling of rebirth, a kind of living revitalising stream of energy. A kind of purity, a primordial, pristine aliveness. I can physically see this in the mirror, a facial body glow, and eyes alive and bright. Cracks are appearing in the hard dam of my conditioning. Yet the fear creeps in when the thought of intrusive medical procedures and the like. These tests will be in late July and August. Maybe the revitalising and regenerating energies will be more consistent and even rectify the irregular pulse. Maybe the pulse is irregular because we are or I am being recalibrated. Maybe the heart and metabolism is being upgraded. We shall wait and see.

I do hope you are not disgusted with my frank and hopefully honest appraisals of myself. I do this so that anyone reading this that is experiencing similar things may not feel alone and isolated. Lisa Renee. The Children of Light, Karen Bishop, Shala Mata and many others you can see at the site Spiritual Library, share similar things, not so in a personal manner, believe when I say I did not read them when I experienced the above. It was well meaning friends who sent me these to placate and assist me.

I would like to thank all those who emailed, phoned and prayed for me. Thank you for being you, thank you for not judging me and continued support. Please keep your prayers and kind thoughts going as I for you. In gratitude and love Thank You. [Written on June 4 2009].

July heralds three eclipses and it said that they after a time lapse of 14 days can by the change in vibratory rate cause significant earth changes. This will of course affect us too.

In the early eighties I worked at Marylebone Police Station [moved to behind or adjacent to Cumberland Hotel and Marble Arch] and sometimes on call at Paddington Police Station. This time I think 1982 Michael Jackson came to London and booked a hotel I think it was the King David. He moved in with his entourage and his toys, and this hotel was around the corner to Marylebone Police Station.

A publicity stunt was arranged for him to come to Marylebone Police Station and he was pictured in a cell and to our amazement he wanted to see the black kitchen staff. He came to this kitchen with its tiled floor and bacon slicers, stainless steel sinks and so on and with a ghetto blaster performed for an hour.

I have always liked Michael Jackson's voice, his dancing. He then came to one of his songs I think it is called' Someday in Your Life ' as he sung it live [ there was only backing music on the tape] I began to sob as this song touches something very deep in me. He saw this and came over and laid hand on my shoulder. I looked into his eyes and saw something very special. In that moment I knew he had a special quality of awakening heart energy, despite all his eccentricities. His movement across the floor on a somewhat precarious surface was unbelievable.

I was struck by his childlike appearance in his special uniform suit he wore in those days. His hair was ridiculously plastered down and as I patted his head as he walked away and got a really greasy showbiz palm.

You're safe now Michael and when you perform for the angels and spirits they will always remember the shy and confused man on Earth but the free spirit they now have to entertain them. Keep on Keeping on.

Thank you folks for indulging in my personal stuff. Back to what in August?

Lots of Love. Geoff

Friday, 5 June 2009

Reality? - June 2009

THERE IS NO SUCH THING as reality; it is the interpretation, the perception we put on it. Each of us has our world view outer and inner and although we may agree in the general principles, we do indeed put our own slant on this. We have cultural, religious, environmental, and political with a library of stored memories; an archive of the past which filters and shapes our personal, family, friends, social and work, religious worship places and the like, which within the framework of the general consensus shapes our reality. Similar and yet different, familiar and yet estranged. The only real constant is the witness, the silent observer that which is never wavering and intently aware of the ever passing scenario of what life experiences throw at us. It is not affected by the experiences, only when we get immersed in that illusion of reality we have created and the impartial witness is obscured. It is indeed the sun behind the clouds.

Talking about the sun. BBC and other programmes are now saying the sun is in a quiet time and there are no solar flares and very little else. Yet planets are still getting global warming. Does this refute Nassim Haramein's pulsing sun and his 6 hour video as seen in energygrid and YOUTUBE? Yes and no. It could be that the BBC, religious, Darwinians, atheists and so on are trying a disinformation. It could be that the carbon emission folk are getting jittery and that the sun is the real reason and they reluctant to admit they are wrong or rather giving incorrect information. To be fare to them if they told folk it was or is a natural sun cycle then the populace would more than likely ignore green issues and really do the planet in with greed and pollution.

Nassim definitely showed genuine NASA films and the registration of huge energy out busts went over the top, even the available graphs at the time. He then went onto say 'that is very difficult to get any other information regarding this' and then if you see how they faked the 'the sun /comet tail debacle' you can see how easy a cover up is done.

My own theory is such. The sun demonstrated to my mind that it is an intelligent being [see Nassim's video at 4-hour mark and the zapping of the invading large mass], see also my blog on the Themis and magnetosphere opening and closing, and we see an intelligent plan in operation, not at all scientifically as of today acceptable. [Themis showed an opening, a breach in the magnetosphere from North instead of South, a long breach, spirally vortex from sun in plasma, timed openings of approx eight minutes, scientists when shown evidence of this by a colleague were shaken if not stirred{sorry Mr Bond}].

To my mind we have here a differing set of sciences. The physicists of today getting nearer the next two, the geniuses like Nassim and many others found on the net, and then science of the Cosmic Mind, which I feel is behind it all.

My feeling is and I have stated right from the start and in nearly every blog, there is a divine plan at work here. I have stated that the energies [as in my 1967 notes] were coming in orderly planned sequential incremental quanta. I feel the sun gave a huge input when the magnetosphere was breached for a whole day [see Themis], then again when the North flow opened the breach, and again with the pulsing. It is indeed a monitored procedure in which it is seen to be enough for a push, then a quiet time to absorb, get the message and then reactivate when more energy is needed.

I must say at first when I viewed the video (4-hour mark) by Nassim I felt quite a shock, the sun doing what in appearance seems to be an intelligent act. The logical part of me felt no way, then I realised I have always had the feeling that the Universe is an intelligent sentient being. Then gladness came over me, a joy, I knew I was part of this and that I am safe eternally. Ego wise I was still in awe, shock, the pulsing, the UFO and all, it stretched my beliefs, although I had always believed this in some similar form. Now I am assimilating this and it came to me, how sad that I could not accept this at face value because it beggared belief, how sad that scientists, religions, theorists cannot see the beauty, the intelligence and the foresight of this magnificence we live in.

I feel we have a higher science to reach beyond formulae and hypothesis to embrace the science of consciousness and with this it will enable us to join to link with Cosmic Consciousness and then we shall first hand.

The messages incorporated in the energy streams from the sun are changing the DNA and hence consciousness. When new neural pathways are formed they alter the alchemic, hormonal and cellular chemical composition, this in its turn causes a detoxification effect, and these in the physical body are in my opinion the so called ascension and transformation symptoms. Detoxification can be very severe and can lead to serious illness if taken to extremes, even with ordinary fasting and diet. During detox rashes, canker sores, itchiness, dizziness, depression and so forth can occur, a kind of healing crisis and the surfacing of this can be seen today in the chaos and violence.

When the Cosmic Mind through the Central sun relays the next set of encoding through solar bursts to our sun and hence to us then we shall see a more active sun again, should we be given that it is truly non active now and it is disinformation. We have to make up our own minds. Mine is the Sun is active in a passive state, after all in a dual universe, Yin and Yang, then the passive side of the sun [again if true] has it own more yin and subtle energy. It feels mighty warm to me in the early sun. A question — can we trust NASA and other authorities, that although the sun may not be presenting sunspots, it may still be pulsing? After all scientists were and are worried the sun might explode.

It is beginning to dawn on many how actually they are free on the inside if being bound on the outside. From the first paragraph it will be seen that we create our own reality only when we break free from the net of conditioning, which the general populace wish unconsciously to keep in place for security. Better the known than take a chance with the unknown. Think outside the box. Dare we?

Sometimes I wonder why in my prayers God, the Angels do not answer me. Well I have no doubt they exist, of course if that is my reality, as the witness I alone exist. My witness is everybody's witness. Well if given too much outside help then we become beggars. If given tools to help ourselves we become enablers. When we become the witness and Life flows through unobstructed we become creators. The state I find myself at present is waking up to become fully conscious of the witness. I float between illusion of my past creation, which has been largely unconscious and I followed by rote and programming to awakening to who I really am. So my world at present seems half unreal and half witnessing and experiencing Life and appreciating the times of not doing. Doing by not doing.

Where are my role models? For me nature. Many of the animals, plants and the like are full of energy, trust their natural role, follow their natural cycles; they are indeed in joyous surrender. They follow the rhythms' of Life they are part and parcel of creation. Nature on Earth, Nature in the Cosmos, the particle, the supernova.

Nature is impersonal. Wildlife experts and observers give animals names, humanise them. Life is not personal in a way. Life in a human if engrossed, bound in the ego becomes a centralised point of reference. Something to be defended or feels threatened and so attacks. It is this centralisation that causes trauma, pain and duality and this occurs when the witness is not present.

When one depersonalises Life then our responses are from the witness from Life Itself. Life does not in a way have a central reference point; it is just as it is. Life is impersonal. This gives a feeling of vastness, expansiveness, encompassing the whole, it is expanded awareness and as such it inclusive, all pervading and yet intricate and delicate.

When the all pervading inclusiveness decides to inhabit a form then we call this birth, it can be a death from all inclusiveness and vastness, to encapsulation and limits, borders, rules, discipline and dogma. When the form ends its residence to the form we call it death and yet this is the liberation of the encapsulated being and it can be called birth. Here we see the inadequacy of words and yet the beauty that they convey under the correct presentation [wow I hope to reach this]. Perhaps this was the sense I endeavoured to convey in the May 2009 blog.

A comet named Thatcher [discovered back a while] maybe the originator of the Lyrids meteor shower appeared through our skies on and around April 23 2009, it will not appear again until 2276. Its classification number is C/1861G1. This appeared before the Taurus New Moon on the 25 April 2009. The spring and summer new and full moons are powerful, containing Beltane, Wesak and other higher interlude spiritual festivals.

Latest NASA stuff on solar flares is that there are 'stealth' CME's that are small and give out no signals and so as I stated earlier there is activity of these events in a smaller and so called shallow performance.

As I write this 25 May 2009 I have had all sorts of medical scares and will share at some later date. I awaiting a cataract op at the end of month and what has occurred will be amazed if it takes place. Yet the New Moon just gone and the huge impending Jupiter, Neptune, Chiron and June 21 solstice may afford this to take place. I have been and in a huge emotional and physical roller coaster. Keep your seat belts on.

Hopefully by the time you read this I would have had a cataract removal, so will not be using the computer for a few weeks. Lots of Love to you all. By the way it is going to be and is a very intense energy syndrome time. Some are already as I feeling a deep shift from a kind of emptiness to a joy and then the dessert. Hang in there. Love again. Geoff

Tuesday, 5 May 2009

Another Insight - May 2009

AS I LAY IN BED this morning [24 March 2009] I experienced what had been previously felt as trembling fear, coming deep from the solar plexus and gut. Some people had felt this as well. Then sometimes it would turn into thrill. Sometimes a feeling of a breakthrough, an imminent event or a miraculous occurrence. On other occasions it turned into bliss, an inner knowing and assured safety.

This deep seated fear like syndrome started for much way back in late October and November 2008 when the Scorpio full moons were said to be the most powerful for sometime. They were to herald in the death of the old self. It certainly felt like this to many and me. The physical and emotional symptoms were intense. Sometimes this feeling of trembling turned into my chest area exuding light and huge waves of spiralling energy, this was in my minds eye, although it did seem as though my chest cavity was an open vault, and it did feel as if my whole thoracic wanted to burst open and shower forth love, compassion, harmony and joy. My heart raced and seemed as though it wanted to jump for joy and run through the streets shouting halleluiah.

Lately I have been feeling waves of energy from the solar plexus to my throat and a tweaking in the throat chakra as it does so, heart arrhythmia [check out with GP if in doubt] return to steady pulse, huge heat flushes [both sexes of all ages] and I felt this was something to do with the Central Sun and local Sun, the whole transformation and ascension scene, and of course the breakdown and panic feeling going through the collective unconscious.

On viewing Nassim and the clip about the sun going berserk as he put it and confirmation to my mind of my theories from the 1967 writing, then I felt well this was it as far as proof for me is concerned. Could there then be as was said in Dr Haramein's video part 2 a connection that we feel that is definitely doing things to our DNA? As you know from all my blogs I definitely believe so, and as such feel the associated symptoms as above are part and parcel of the whole deal, as is global warming.

Then to this morning which is the 24 March 2009. I lay there in bed and began to feel a different kind of sensation. Powerful high frequency micro pulsations, indeed a new insight. They seem to sparkle and dance. Endless play around and in the body, as if the energy of thousands of bees were swarming in me, powerful and yet gentle. I felt these were modulated high frequency micro pulsations, miniature magnetic fields at play, doing a cosmic dance a sort of weaving pattern. Interlaced and like a hive each its own 'job', busy and happy going about its work, coordinated by some mysterious plan, a divine orchestrated theatre of perfection at work.

As to the nature of this plan and its intended process and result I can only hazard guess and then feel if it is right for me. I feel it is the impact of the encoded messages from solar source and it is in entrainment with the Earth Mother and through the Schumann resonance, magnetic fields, the heart centre of Earth Mother and our hearts it is a cascade of higher frequencies in low modulation which is uplifting our blueprint DNA to cause cellular memory alteration and hence emotional, mental and physical upgrades.

This will cause metabolic and deep body rhythmic change. However I have a very scientific mind, a doubting Thomas and a stubborn and negative streak, this is however, being eroded. The cause is as everyone's story and drama, past life, this life and so on trauma, and it is very strange how suddenly all workshops, lectures, clients stopped. I can see why now, in a way anyway. Science to my interpretation has furnished me with adequate proof of the 1967 stuff which required me to prove to my satisfaction the transformation and its symptoms and how it works on the peptides, the physical organs and so forth, the validation of several prophesises and so on.

The next phase is to integrate this into my mind and body, to become that transformation. To do this requires a quiet safe and comfortable place, which at this time it is. This could change soon as the government wants to take away all sheltered housing status [a long story which is fought legally throughout the country, incidentally while other European Countries are increasing the status, they are shocked and amazed at the callous and ingratitude towards the elderly and vulnerable].

Transformation symptoms and integration can be tiring, fatiguing, and frightening. So a time of inactivity can be a godsend. In certain levels time is a misnomer, however, being 70 years young I trust the good Lord allows me the years to complete the process, and that my obstinacy will not create obstructions to the transformation.

Many are experiencing aches and pains, especially ribs and spine. In an earlier blog it was said that the spine is arranging itself into a different angle to the pelvis, this being to accommodate the transformation energies and their expansion into the new Aquarian Transformational Resurrection Light Body. The whole process would take 150 years starting in earnest from 1999. Certainly the way I feel to burst out of my rib cage is for me a telling sign. Watch this space and we shall see. It does not matter whether I make the process to its optimum for the years left; it is the writing of this with the sharing which will be the testament to this work.

Another insight came in. It would seem that our so called 'junk DNA' [previous blog] is an implant of coded cellular information and like sleeping cells in subversive places and seeds that lay buried and dormant in deserts for years and then when the rains come, or the clandestine phone call arrives these awake and are active to serve their mission. I feel that the nearer in approximation we come to the Galactic Centre and the alignment with the excitement caused by the central Sun to our Sun it causes an alchemic process [see back blogs] and that the process like lead to gold in the old alchemic process our bodies become the crucible and the process from carbon to silicon.[silicon and crystal are related].

I felt a distinct affiliation and closeness to our silicon friends and ancestors. When viewing the crop circle reply message as above you will see the reply contains we have three strands of DNA, we are silicone based DNA. It is no wonder then that memories of the ET or Sun Gods, or the return of our ancestors brings forth latent cellular memory for some as to our heritage, and like many, I love the Earth but feel my real home is elsewhere, and not necessarily in some energy form, yes ultimately, but some planet elsewhere that is so called solid and maybe silicon or crystal based.

I have always loved Superman, not because of his strength only, but he is from a crystalline planet, and when he goes to his Arctic fortress it is full of crystalline forms. This is so familiar to me, not the lay out but a similar configuration. Ever since my NDE in 1942 I feel to be as above and have shivers when anything ET is about or around. This knowing and feeling is different from intuition and is a very real experience for me. I know of very many folk who are not hiding from the stark reality of the Earth sojourn. These folk and I have been through life and are not spaced out trance walkers.

Maybe it is fanciful to think that the Sun Gods, see Nassim as above, the shamans and the return of the Ancestors', ET and the UFO stuff in Nassim's videos, my UFO story and the climate of change of vibrations, frequencies ushered in by the Sun and raising the frequencies [many feel this, a quickening, waves of energy, a shift in consciousness, heat surges and so forth, the transformation ascension symptoms] could this be creating a atmosphere suitable for the ET live in?

In my UFO story [blog May 2005] I have stated that most ET in the early days would not get within 300 feet of a human, the reason being that they felt the frequencies were so abrasive that they felt like being in boiling water, unless wearing some protective clothing and also did not want to catch our 'mind viruses'. Now apparently the frequencies have risen sufficiently for limited contact. Likewise we would go crazy if exposed to some of their craft and personel.

The question often asked is how that is the ET then came at Atlantis and as in some reports recently [see my offer about attachment by email]? The answer when in bible times or Atlantis the people were less cluttered and the 26,000 period had just begun so there was a surge of energy similar to 2012 but lower in frequency, so were the vibrations of the ET in accordance with it. Now we are to hopefully witness this again. The ET have progressed and so as we. Although there were and are meetings at close proximity [lady in 1989 and 88, the ET does say he was told not to meet humans [MOD file]]. It could have repercussions on the visitor.

As in the UFO story in the every early days ET picked their people to monitor. This procedure from 1999 onwards has changed. Why so? Firstly [see back blogs] there was the Grand Cross which liberated the gateway for energies from Solar Sources to come in. You will see that a NASA article stating that the solar wind dropped by a 98% May 10 till 12 1999. I feel that was a chance for a portal opportunity to inject in through the constellation and planetary line up enabling the facility to configure the surge for the next stage. It takes a while say three months at the earlier 1999 frequencies to inject the energies into a grand cross type set up. In this time huge energies are configured, measured for their power so as to be appropriate for the reception and not damage the recipients.

Then there were events like the Harmonic conversion, the set up in 2003 with the pentagrams and many more, now the Saturn, Uranus tug of war and the line ups mentioned in previous blogs. This being in preparation for the final surge in 2012. There are many articles on the bazaar nature of what our sun is doing and many articles by scientists on the warming of planetary neighbours.

It would seem that the stage is being set for a grand finale. The politico/religio/scientific orthodox are aware of this and desperately trying to jam the frequencies or modify them, mind bend the populace with fear and financial woes, pharmaceutical drugs, draconian human rights laws and tapping, snooping and extreme surveillance devices and to manipulate the information in corrupt ways and so imprison or denounce those who legitimately buck the system.

See about portals in March blog regarding the Themis stuff.

There is of course great objections to a silicon or crystallised DNA. However, we only know what present day science has to offer. I feel it could be possible under alien technology to weld carbon and silicon as a DNA model and so make hybrid races, such as we are. When one goes into water or anything one sees fractals of building blocks, by manipulating the crystalline forms such as in snow flakes it would be possible to create a new kind of intelligence and make it to fit another kind of body. If you clone sheep it might be possible by advanced technology to alter the DNA into other life forms. I feel that is why I have said many times in blogs that the forerunners will still be carbon based and in 150 years we will have adapted to a crystallised life form based on silicon. Gradually we will mutate or transform and as the so called 'junk DNA' is sequentially switched over the years, the brain receiving the coded solar messages, then gradually our physical body will emerge as a totally light ascension resurrected Aquarian physical entity. Of course you say, no one will be alive to say you are right or wrong, you are on a safe bet. Just keep observing and in a few years there will be evidence of DNA change [see Drunvalo on this 2003]. At the rate of just stem cell research and growing of organs and tissue we may find that the above is not so far fetched at first site.

Now for the science fiction bit and conjecture, and some of you may think or feel, Geoff's lost the plot, however, here goes. I feel the transformation will take a few stages.

The energies seemed to my 1967 notes come in increments 1967 till 1987 three monthly pulses, then 87 till 99 ending up with hourly pulses. 99 till 2012 modulated by planetary alignments, solstices and the like and Cosmic Solar portals [see March Blog].

The body [includes whole body brain] absorbs the encoded messages into the etheric auric layers[67-87], then contact with ET limited to a few individuals with either matching frequencies or examined in gentle ways [see UFO Blog].

The etheric then downloaded to DNA which then began a transformation process[see back blogs],[87-99], the ET contact was up stepped to more meetings as the DNA and frequencies were more compatible, still by carbon based ET and humans.

99-2012 a mixture of partially transformed [see Drunvalo 2003 on DNA change in 6 million children and rising] still carbon yet some crystalline minute structures. ET more like silicon on meeting yet still hybrid mixture, this will continue until the process goes over to silicon, which is a century and half away.

I reiterate to the point in nearly every blog, nothing at all may happen in 2012, we have other windows, 2036 and 2075 if we miss this then we will have to wait until other windows occur, they will be more frequent in the next 150 years on from 2012. Why is this so? Because the Sun will have imbibed as well as the planets the new energies and will continue to push for change. If humans are so recalcitrant then new life forms may appear to take the place of this destructive race.

Nature through the creative will, will always remove that which does not serve it. ET will arrive who are commensurate to the frequencies of the planet. As the frequencies become compatible so different ET [see UFO blog on the five visitor races], will come and be known, they will have the dedicated DNA which will suit the frequencies and match the human condition. Many who have chance encounters have felt disorientated [if not a military exercise using stun and other technologies] this is because the emitting frequencies of the ET were too strong for the human recipient, and the ET likewise feel sick and dazed too, that is why some of them scoot away as soon as possible. This may seem outlandish, some of the above has been verified from to my mind a reliable source and some is my own feelings and sense of ET. I hope you will continue to support me after this; after all I am aloud a little poetic licence. Thank you.

Been another earthquake time with large ones in Afghanistan, Italy, Indonesia, Hawaii and various minor ones in many locations. Although the seismic graph and chart shows this, this is a very intense period; this is a very active time with minor swarms. It seems to reflect the mood of the collective human mood. [See Heart Math Institution]. I further demonstrates the inter connective and the one life shared by all and everything. We are all family. One destiny, one life, one divinity and what works for everything everywhere.

I listened to the Budget in the UK and saw a whole load of rubbish. Then I listened to Thursday nights BBC Any Questions and then a later political programme and heard that the next thirty years we will be paying taxes 'every woman man and child' and then thought "What a message for today's youngsters, what a hope for the future and the sums were so ludicrous that it seemed unreal surreal."

The audience cringed, slated the politicians and frankly who ever succeeds new labour, be it new conservative, up market libdems, raucous BNP, Godhead Greens or family right fascism all will not succeed because we need a new way. A way that works for everyone everywhere. What is this new way? Sharing, caring and growing. What say the power mongers can't have that? A new move by the EU is to curb the internet anymore blatant moves on our civil liberties?

I feel the whole global economic debacle is a scam. It puts us in the hands of the criminal element, more crime, less public services, downsizing and so on. Ripe for the one world government take over. More than ever we have to empower ourselves. A riot of mind bending to overturn. We should never be vengeful, violent or covert. We should have an inner revolution, not a bloody one. We endeavour to find deep inner peace, a joining with the Cosmic mind and above all recognise the fear put on us. It is not easy and yet not hard. Every time I feel my gut knot up and it did as I read and heard the above, I reminded myself to breathe, let go and realign with source. This way, for me, nearly every moment is spent in practising the presence of awareness and hopefully expose the untruth and find the reality of calmness and fortitude, which hopefully prepares the soil of my soul for the seeds of wisdom and right action.

The next morning which was Friday 24 April 2009 [day before Beltane and New Moon ] I laughed at the seriousness and utter astonishment of higher taxes for the next 30 years, cut backs, drying up of internet, curtailing of human rights and yet extolling them. The police violence at the G20, the crazy arrests for throwing paper darts by the police citing the Anti Terrorist laws, the complete and utter b-------ks of the whole world economic, political, religious and moral breakdown. It truly is a busted world scenario. Mark you no political, religious or scientific hero will arise, no knight in shining amour, no 'WE ARE THE PEOPLE WE ARE WAITING FOR'.

It so unreal and so clear to see. In the programme Any Questions repeatedly the audience and some of the politicians said New Labour is dead, they should go, and the ship is dead in the water. Who then can do better? Yes all the other parties think they can. How? The system is dead. A new system is needed. A system that is all encompassing. How does this work?

It works by not having a profit based economy. The profit is in growing food naturally; don't say it can't be done. Many programmes have shown how permaculture and similar schemes work and well. Labour is restored by the unemployed going back to the land and with natural fertilisers. Small villages and communities working with solar power, wind turbines, geothermal and natural new materials.

The biggest change is the will through generosity, sharing, caring and a will to make it work. In other words a fundamental radical change of consciousness. Are we ready? Are we committed and awake enough? There are many unsung heroes who go about this change. They are not recognised, they seek no fortune and they are growing in the infrastructure. Like seeds waiting to pop through the soil. They are now just showing their heads.

It takes the right compost to grow new things. The death of the old way now rotting is the very manure we need for the growth of consciousness. The stench of the old way, suitable in its time, is very apparent now. I feel the stench of the old in me and it can be debilitating it is the launch pad for the rocket, the energy for the new me, the world and new age to go forward. The baby is turning in the womb, its head is engaging and it is nearly time for the Aquarian waters to break and wash away the stale sediments and gloomy outlooks. Can this be done? It is up to you and me.

When no one out there can help and we reach desperation, we can either go down or reach into inner resources and find an inner strength and resolve. Many of us are that point now. The next three years will be most efficacious if we seek inner solutions for outer problems.

There is some controversy over the sun and its recent quiet time, seemingly to contradict recent comments that some and myself have made. I answer this in the June 2009 blog. Following this I strongly recommend you read EVENTS and the links in the Energygrid menu. Just click on the menu on left hand side of blog or go to energygrid and Google, same thing. Please take time to read the vast information in energygrid it is interesting, controversial in places, none affiliated to any politics, organisations, religions or isms. It is very factual and the editor is a very humane, generous, intelligent, discreet and knowledgeable. I am grateful for the space to be able to air my views. May I repeat that my views on science or any other topic are not necessarily accepted by academic, religious or political institutions, nor do I wish to challenge orthodoxy in any way, merely to add my take on things and attempt to think outside the box? This is not meant to be inflammatory or excite to riot. May I also profusely thank those whistle blowing priests, academics, scientists and in the know politicians who very kindly listen, dialogue and exchange in soft and diligent ways the seemingly controversial ideas I present to them. May I say many seem to agree in principle with them and there is not the 'solid' proof as yet to back it up and my maths is not worth writing home about?

I wish to promote new ideas or maybe sometimes I re invent the wheel. However, if we are to evolve why not put foreword ideas and creative suggerstions? Heretics some years on have occasionally found to be harbingers of new ways that have proven to be of benefit and assisted our minds and ways of living to flourish. Equally so some ideas in my opinion have fallen flat and now have to be eradicated. Some of them are; the fall of market economy based on hoarding and power mongering alone. Fluoridation of water and food. Chlorinated drinking water when other treatments are less expensive and health promoting. The use of wireless computers. There is a technology to make mobile phone masts safe and the phones less harmful. The use of transport that is environmentally unsustainable. The downgrading of the banking system. De centralising cities. Eliminating celebrity role models and replacing with ones own role as the role model. Seeing money as a means to barter and not to be a means of its own. Enough I could go on for pages more. Make your own list and see if we can together gradually work towards a world that works for everyone everywhere.

Until next time. Go Well and Lots of Love. Geoff

Sunday, 5 April 2009

A New View - Astounding - April 2009

EVERY NOW AND THEN a genius arrives, such is Nassim Haramein. Watch this incredible man lecturing here. The video is 6 hours long! You can view this bit by bit by moving the timing pointer or arrow with the cursor. I will not even try to explain what is in these two amazing videos. The quality in energygrid [where my blog is] is better than the You Tube. The middle and ends have some blank spots just move on or wait.

For me the highlights were that they prove my theories and the NASA clips I assure you are genuine. Scientists of repute verified the information is A1 genuine.

I understand from various sources I trust that religious authorities, some scientists, Darwnians, Atheists, agnostics, governments with security forces are unhappy with the implications. Why so? Because of the nature of the NASA clips it would be tantamount to rewriting history. See also Lloyd Pie and his book Everything You Know are Wrong [previous blogs].

Nassim's Unified theory is being looked at by leading universities and his genius is mind blowing. However the bits that thrilled me which can be found in part two at 1 hr in, to view for 2hrs. 30 mins that talked about the pulsing sun and explains the change to the DNA and consciousness [NASA CLIP] only on pulse not on DNA change that is Nassim's comment and proof, which elated me and explains hot flushes and some ascension or transformation symptoms, the intelligent action of the sun to defend against an intruder, the saving grace of extinction, the UFO 's entering the sun[NASA CLIP], the fact that the Vatican has a huge financial and interest in the SOHO probe which filmed these events. The ET and UFO story that I did a few blogs back proves to me a huge event of some form is highly imminent.

It would seem that Drunvalo has a similar message regarding shortage of time. April 18 to April 28 2009 a large gathering of native ethnic dignitaries are meeting in North America for an attunement and they feel that the time is short too. They will then gather a consensus of opinion and issue a statement to the world via Drunvalo. The gathering will host members from around the world, possibly the largest of its kind.

It would seem that things are really heating up. From my point of view I have been informed three years ago that all the planets have global warming, Nassim confirms this and says Jupiter's surface is burning and Saturn and Jupiter have the Aura Borealis, and that on Earth this has been seen in Cuba and Mexico. Then the two articles mentioned in January and February 2009 blogs regarding the increase in measurements regarding electron volts, then in March blog the Themis project and the Lulin comet. Then reports of light workers having the transformation symptoms and confirmation the pulsing sun changes the DNA, there is much more and of course the UFO stuff seems to be correct too. On a personal level it is fortifying to hear and verification. Now to embody these powerful new energies. I suppose many of us feel the quickening as the Universe gears up for a cosmic show real soon.

The embodiment of these energies and the inculcation process is very real especially to the sensitives among us. Sensitivity has its drawbacks and if we can stand back, leaves a space then to become the witness we have a chance to process and imbibe and make harmony with the transition. No going back now.

A friend suggested a lovely concept. When we talk about where we are on the path, the journey we tend to say such and such is advanced, a guru, and so forth, or is a low density person. My friend suggested that we are all standing at the sea shore and as the wave comes in we stand at differing points but on the same wave. Many feel the 2012 event has happened and that we are experiencing the breakdown and are coming to terms with it. My view is we are seeing the precursors, the premonitions, the portents, we are sensing the arrival of the big wave, the event, maybe just a flip in consciousness.

The sun has two eleven year periods. One of them is a quieter sun spot activity and the other cycle more activity. The event of the turnover is the flip of the magnetic poles [not physical ones]. This active one terminates in 2012. [Back blogs describe the Institute of Navigation and Dr Paul Kintner and sun spot activity and satellite protection]. It would seem our magnetic fields are varying [see back blog] and so the Earth, maybe the Earth is in sympathetic resonance with the sun, and maybe we have to be in sympathetic resonance with Earth and Sun. The sun in its turn in sympathetic resonance with the Central Sun and so forth.

It is a constant source of amazement how the beautiful intricate delicate relationships between all parts of the whole if there is such a thing as parts, are formed and relate, change in relationship and yet maintain their integrity although being separately joined and free to dance, change position and yet remain who they are in their change and yet very different as well. This being the mystery of Life and yet obvious and relevant.

When in forensics I came across something in the video as above, a cell divides becomes 2, then 4, then 8, then 16, then 32, then 64 at 64 dedifferentiation takes place and in the human little organs, limbs start to form and so on, the embryonic form begins to appear. The I Ching has 64 hexagrams, there are 64 codons and the space geometry is based on 64[see video]. 6+4 is 10 and 1-0 is the binary code. 1 is the number of creation into form. When I was in science and learning Qi Gong and being a Zen Person, I could never understand why science masters told me and later scientists that infiniteness and finiteness were opposites, I from the Yin Yang symbol always thought they were complimentary not antagonists. Night-day, black-white and so forth is the compliment as male and female as allopathic and complimentary medicine. Seeing the complimentary properties, the ecological and symbiotic relationships, would usher in the peace and co creative properties we need to rebuild the world.

What does this mean in us? To build a loving relationship with the body mind concept, to love as a natural feeling, to dredge out the impurities which poison the mind and so vented leave a harmony and peacefulness of bliss. Can the world community attain this? Yes I feel we are lancing the boil, the puss, the putrid canker is erupting and hopefully blow itself out. Perhaps the Sun is acting as a poultice and drawing out the sting. We shall see and hopefully we shall see and feel it soon.

It is mere conjecture why the Vatican has such an interest in the Sun. Well in the museum in the Vatican enclave there is an abundance of Egyptian memorabilia, said to be given as a present. However, many tales of the sun gods returning[see video as above] the milky way and major stars transposed on the Nile and pyramids, pointing to the mystical return on the 26,000 year cycle, the UFO activity can either threaten the Papal Advocacy and other religions and threaten the very existence of Church, Synagogue and Mosque. This also threatens science, the very foundations of our history.

It has been suggested that the Vatican and other religious institutions know about our 'Sun Gods' and the return of UfO Ancestors and by monitoring as such would be able to suppress the truth about our origins and so keep their power and control over us intact. Governments and Security forces would feel their power base somewhat eroded. Scientists, the global conglomerates, medical fraternity would all feel the pinch on the ego and profits too.

Maybe when the information gets out the populace will then turn to a greater power and intelligence. The realisation the Universe is a living, sentient organic being and that we are the offspring of this wonderful and blessed creation. A lovely thought in today's scenario.

As I type this it is Sunday 22 March 2009 and I had clicked onto NASA Astronomy Picture of The Day, and lo and behold there is a picture of the sun on December 23 1996 destroying a large comet, which looks as though it could be the one that Nassim's clip showed. No doubt it is genuine. However when you see the actual video you see that this flare is a deliberate aim at the comet. This picture as above seems as if it is a random event and no intention behind it. This of course will diffuse and cause doubt. A clever disinformation without words. This is not the first time others and I have phoned round emailed and so forth about subjects and then the internet spreads it and certain agencies then do a replica in detail, either from a different angel, get a University or expert to do so called tests and experiments [see back blogs] or someone has a keen interest in monitoring. Can it be just coincidence? After all we live in a free democratic world where our human rights, freedom of speech are safeguarded?

President Obama is coming in for flack. If you like to watch google video on the Obama Conspiracy. Well he certainly is mixing in with the old boys club and deceived the press and went to meet the elite that David Ike talks about when he was supposed to be on a plane with the press. To say his press representative had fumbled, bumbled and looked s----y when asked where the president was----------, is the understatement of the year and you can see him go red and pale. Makes you think.

There is another aspect to this; some feel that President Obama is a kind of double agent. He is ingratiating himself, a kind of undercover agent into the devils nest, to see the weaknesses' and then be able to form strategies to cause the downfall of those who seek world acclaim and domination, to those that oppress the vulnerable, feeble and then maybe the meek shall inherit the world. By meek I mean strong gentle people who are in harmony with Mother Earth, The Cosmos and Life. Time will tell and watch this space. My feel about Mr Obama is that he is a well meaning and delightful being, however, with great power comes great responsibility. In my years with the home office I witnessed many a good person become exasperated and either gives up, duck out of sight or give in and join the nastiest. The corruption, the backhanders, the promotions to shut one up or threats can be wearying and debilitating. If one is sensitive to vibes then it can give one all sorts of health problems as it did me.

I am reluctant to go into conspiracies however A Doctor Mercola [Mercola.com a great if not pedantic site] did an article on the Baxter Pharmaceutical multi national and did they spike the Avian Flu vaccine with a contaminated source and so cause a pandemic? Czech newspaper reporters are into an investigation of this. Some years ago there was a similar investigation regarding the aids virus and a scientist Dr Gallo. Having seen the bank corruption, presidents impeached, the 9/11, the Iraq war fiasco, then anything is possible.

There are numerous videos by 'experts' [usually a one sided view as they specialise and do not see the entire picture, merely a frame, useful for specifics], that as we the populace increase in numbers, even with, heaven forbid GM foods we will run out of space and be bumping into each other. Then we have the older population outgrowing younger persons. Are we to be a planet of seniors? Is this why the UK are downgrading care for the elderly? Strangely enough Europe upgrading the help and facilities.

Many young people are destroying themselves with drugs, sugar drinks and fast foods. Yet the body in time could adapt. The UK has in Brussels a very common name and when I presented workshops and lectures in Rome United Nations [FAO] we were known as the whore of Europe, do anything for money. Appear kind and diplomatic but a back stabber, strange how knife crime is so prolific in the UK. It has been said that the UK will be the first to reach the bottom of the pit, the height of depravity and corruption and then rise. One has to sink to the very bottom to clear the mire and then rise, hopefully to better and healthier outlook and life styles.

Interestingly there is a NASA space exploration to look for Earth like planets, the Mars exploration and how humans could survive with food, water produced synthetically, and the old war horse of life on the dark side of the moon and bases already there, could this be that either we have gone beyond redemption or it is the Divine Plan that we go out into the Universe an d eventually populate and become the ET's we look for?

The objection to us going out and touring and maybe living on other planets is manifold. Firstly look at the space junk, astronauts having to hide in the ISS as solar flares and exploding satellite junk floats by, not enough to pollute Earth but now outer space. The destructive and dangerous ideology of some scientists and the total disregard for people, emotions, care, love and working with nature. To take our aggression, greed, power domination and war like racialist tendencies to other civilisations or among those who intend to breed and populate, merely to reproduce the history of so far on this planet mindset and lifestyle does not induce pleasant scenarios in me.

A radical flip in consciousness is needed and with the flurry of UFO stuff [see in particular Nassim Haramein's video], and if you email me I can do an attachment of some released documents from the MOD UK and a startling picture from my archives plus read my back blog on the UFO story, you may find we will not be allowed to trample indiscreetly on sacred turf. The moon is now littered in places with moon landing junk as will be Mars.

It is difficult to the rational mind to contemplate how a radical flip can be achieved by 2012. However, as everything is breaking down and the shift comes in rapidly [can't you just feel it gathering pace]. It could just happen.

However, there is a scenario less appealing and yet may in some ways inevitable. The Elders from the Ethnic Communities have issued a warning that a nuclear confrontation between India and Pakistan is on the boil, Iran has the capabilities and will Israel do a number on Iran? North Korea and China have space capabilities and so forth, not to mention the USA and the UK.

Another scenario mentioned by the Elders is that the Earth Being will be fed up with the lot of us and my dear and late good friend Sun Bear said 'If Mother Earth is fed up with us, one cough and we're off'. Of course Tectonic plate activity, Volcano eruptions, the weather stuff, global warming [see real reasons Jan 2009], could as the above scenario eliminate many people and a rebuild would be a necessity. Again hopefully the survivors unlike the banking system would rebuild on ecological and sustainable methods and above all not for survival alone but for true compassion and care for each other as well as the planet.

Apparently just recently in UK parliament a former minister Graham Stringer warned the government to be prepared for a huge solar flare like the one in 1859 which then caused havoc. He said it could knock out all power and so on. I wonder if he has been reading or been informed of the blogs and various NASA statements about solar cycle 24 and its 50% increase in intensity culmination in late 2011 0r 2012. Big headed me, I would be chuffed if had read my bumf. Dr Stringer is a very controversial person challenging Gordon Brown and said that dyslexia was an excuse for poor learning; he should come and sit in my seat, and is the MP for Manchester Blackley.

Well folks until next time. Go well and thank you for reading and supporting energygrid journal.

Take. Lots of Love. Geoff

Tuesday, 3 March 2009

Into The Breach Dear Friends - March 2009

LAST MONTH I stated I would lay out my theories on a NASA announcement. The announcement was that in December 16 2008, five NASA THEMIS spacecraft discovered a breach in the Earth's magnetic field ten times larger than anything thought to exist. This means that solar wind can go through the breach and 'fill up the magnetosphere' and so cause very strong geomagnetic storms. [Found out Dec.16 w2as posting or announcement date, please June 2007 date later].



Figure 1 Left side mega crisis right side mega solutions

Researchers were surprised even amazed at the way it forms, it overturns all theories regarding space physics. "At first I didn't believe it", says project scientist David Sibeck of the Goddard Space Flight Center. "This finding fundamentally alters all our understanding of solar wind magnetosphere interaction". The magnetosphere is a bubble of magnetism that surrounds the Earth and protects it from solar wind. Exploring the bubble is the Themis main objective, the mission was set up in February 2007. My other notes say that Themis say that the craft found the breach in June 3 2007, apparently when the five probes flew into the breach as it was opening and was reportedly a spontaneous event. On board sensors recorded a cascade of solar wind particles flowing into the magnetosphere, heralding an event of unexpected size and importance. "The opening was huge four times wider than Earth itself" says Wenhul Li, a space physicist at the University of New Hampshire who has been analysing the data. Li's colleague Jimmy Raeder, also from New Hampshire says" 1 x 1027 particles per second were streaming into the magnetosphere that is 1 followed by 27 zeros. This kind of influx is an order greater than we thought possible".



Figure 2 Mega Crisis and Mega Solutions merge at Apex. They synthesize and become the Third Way. This is Cosmic Solution

There is a lot more in the correspondence. Just a few pointers we are entering into Sun cycle 24 [previous blogs] and NASA has predicted the CME's [solar flares] could be 50% stronger than previous cycles. If one researches solar flares or coronal mass ejections and the effect on power lines, computers and the power of them you can deduce the effect it could have if the breach is open when a flare erupts and streams through.

Now to my stuff and perhaps a few quotes from the articles if need be. Although holes in the magnetosphere are not uncommon, my 1967 writings and certainly in nearly every blog since 2004 I have mentioned the cosmic energies that will sequentially change in incremental units our DNA [see blog on the 1% change in Children and expanding to other youngsters and some adults] and this sequential process to full enhancement will take 150 yrs, and that the climax to the first stage is December 21 2012, and further there are certain powers trying to stop this process. The new DNA is the next step in evolution.

I must stress the explanations that follow are my own ideas brought forward from the 1967 writings. I had to find some semblance of scientific proof, not endorsed by science as such, but an interpretation that would satisfy and justify the 1967 inspired papers. The first two kinds of proof are the Daily Telegraph Article of 1995 and Nature Article 20 November 2008 [both mentioned in this years blogs] that energies from the Cosmos were measured beyond normal or hither to found measurements, and I then equated that to the fact that we are imbibing these energies, they are encoded and they in turn form new neural pathways and peptide cascades and thereby altering our DNA. Older folk would have more debris to shift and this results in a detoxification, this can be painful for some and named transformation or ascension symptoms. Should the change be too traumatic it could result in illness or even demise?



Figure 3 The Tree Of Life and its Association with Adam, Lilith and Eve, The Serpent as the DNA Helix and the Apple as the formulae of Mutation or Genetic Enhancement.

I feel the breaches act in accordance to an Earth, Sun, Central Milky Way Mass [The Central Sun] and are part of the 26,000 year cycle and are in house as it were part of a large time clock. Imagine a message coming from the Milky Way Source, exciting the Sun to emit a burst of energy, not random but containing encoded signals, this then communicates with the magnetosphere to open a breach, like an iris unfurling, to allow in enough energy coding to 'push' the energy threshold higher and then saturate all life on Earth with new coding and evolving sequences of information.

Sir Patrick Walsh, a friend of mine, a scientist, healer and brilliant inventor of the only that I know of, computer, personal, mobile phone and home protection that really works, such as pendants, home discs and so forth, tells me that the Earth reversed its polarity magnetic field during end of October to end of November 2008 and brought up the negative side of things for cleansing and releasing, incidentally coincides with the Scorpio New and Full Moon which were said by Shamans to be the most powerful for many a year and would be the 'death of the old self in many', others talked about cramping pains in the abdomen and bowel clear out, the seven portal or sub chakras of the heart being cleared. This could be a signalled message for the Earth to do this; could this also be why the Schumann resonance is erratic and that the magnet poles are shifting so [see 2009 blogs so far]. It would be interesting to collate these dates with breach openings and see the effect on Earthquakes, tidal surges, magnetic storms and so forth.



Figure 4 The Idea being that Angels or Sun Gods come through a Portal as in Nassim Haramein's Event Horizon to a Singularity at a Black Hole. And the stunning idea that human carbon DNA transforming under the Alchemic Process of the Pulsing Sun to Silicon DNA.

Back to a quote from the article 'The event began with little warning when a gentle gust of solar wind delivered a bundle of magnetic fields from the sun to Earth. Like an octopus wrapping its tentacles around a big clam, solar magnetic fields draped themselves and the magnetosphere and cracked it open. The cracking was accomplished by means of a process called" magnetic reconnection". High above Earths poles, solar and terrestrial magnetic fields linked up [reconnection] to form conduits for solar wind. Conduits over the Arctic and Antarctic quickly expanded, within minutes they overlapped over Earths equator to create the biggest magnetic breach ever recorded by Earths-orbiting spacecraft. We have seen things like this before say Raeder, but never on such a large scale. The entire day-side of the magnetosphere was open to the solar wind."

What is even more surprising is that space physicists have long believed that holes in the Earths magnetosphere open in response to solar magnetic fields that point south. This great breach opened in response to solar fields pointing north.

The big point here is that we are electromagnetic phenomena; we are as the Earth is. No one as yet has done research as to what effect it has on us. We know that outages of power lines and so forth are common and can disrupt many electrical appliances. What does this do to us and we know about the harmful electronic smog. Should this not be our main scientific investigation? Maybe the finding is known but that, it, like the real reason for global warming as in previous blog [Jan 2009 synopsis] could have repercussions to the power mongers and global conglomerates. Will it be left to amateurs like me to sound the clarion call and in time to be found that the facts at the time did not fit the science, but like above, it will be in time.

Hypothetically, the 'Divine Plan, the Universal Consciousness, maybe arranging in its clockwork rhythmic cycle for the reversal, the opening on grander scales to let in the energies of evolution, to boost the DNA to new forms, doing this in its inimical way to' cook' us into a dish of the future. It could mean faster metabolic rates, heartbeats, pulse beats, digestive updates needing different foods, maybe less food. Certainly different behaviour patterns. Sexual energies transmuted, anger energy transmuted to higher powers and of course the human appearance becoming more androgynous. In fact the whole range of human appearance, experience being upgraded, reconfigured and transformed. We at present are at the beginning processes and the painful job of releasing the past and known security to let it go and be brave and courageous is no mean feat.

Returning to the article. Even more surprises. Space physicists have believed that holes in the Earths magnetosphere have opened in response to solar winds that point South. The great breach of June 2007 [although beginning of the article it says December 2008, I will check on this although a breach did occur, but puts Sir Patricks reversal out of sync with the breach, never the less Sir Patricks still holds as a separate event], this great breach opened as a response to North pointing solar magnetic field. 'To a lay person, this may sound like a quibble, but to a space physicist, it is seismic' says Sibeck. 'When I tell my colleagues, most react with scepticism, as if I trying to convince them the sun rises in the west. Apparently the article was printed in December 16 2008 and the event was in June 2007, this does detract from what I state, it maybe coincides with Sir Patricks and the Shamans as a separate event.



Figure 5 ARE YOU READY TO ENTER A NEW WAY? A NEW CONSCIOUSNESS? GO FOR IT NOW. THERE IS ONLY THE NOW.

Here is why they can't believe their ears; the solar wind presses against the Earths magnetosphere almost directly above the equator where our magnetic field points north. Suppose a bundle of solar magnetism comes along, and it points north, too. The two fields should reinforce one another, strengthening Earths magnetic defences and slamming the door shut on the solar wind, in the language of space physics, a north-pointing solar magnetic field is called "Northern IMF" and it is synonymous with shields up. So you can imagine our surprise when a northern IMF came along and shields went down instead. This completely overturns our understanding of things. Says Sibeck.

These openings in my understanding can be the portals of energy so often described in channelled writings and in my notes of 1967 the star gates or more accurately described in the notes as inter dimensional gateways, something akin to the Bermuda Triangle [I go into this in much earlier blogs]. Often we see how 11 in astrology can be a gate way and download. I often get the phrase a parting of the veil, [see blog on transformers and coils]. These higher frequencies are now saturating our planet and causing many earth changes [see blog on science and solar vibrations and their effect on the tectonic plates], all of this causes frequency entrainment [see blog on pendulum clock and women who live together and their entrainment of bodily functions]. This is leading the planet and all life forms to a higher frequency and up steps, upgrades with differing configurations to the next step in evolution. The effect of higher frequencies causes a flushing out, like a pressure hose of that which is not commensurate to the incoming vibrations, a kind of shaking loose. This is of course the emotional fear of the death of the old vibes or patterns, the old psychological self and bodily expunging of the dross. This dross once served well and now is the compost of the new.

Raeder goes onto to say that Northern IMF events don't actually trigger geomagnetic storms; they do set the stage for storms by loading up the magnetosphere with plasma. A loaded magnetosphere is primed for auroras, power outages, and other disturbances that can result when a CME hits. The years ahead could be especially lively. We are entering solar cycle 24.

For reasons not fully understood, CMEs in even numbered solar cycle [like 24] tend to hit Earth with a leading edge that is magnetised north. Such a CME should open a breach and load the magnetosphere with plasma just before the storm gets underway. It's the perfect sequence for a big event. Sibeck then says 'This could result in stronger geomagnetic storms than we have seen in many years'.

Is there significance in the even numbers, I feel this is a case of when they started numbering the cycles. However, the fact that they alternate shows a rhythm, a cycle and that the reversals of the Northern and Southern IMFs maybe are part of a cycle hitherto not been identified and in the passing of linear time it will be discovered as a cycle within the larger 26,000 cycle, just as we are finding out in chrono biology, there are 634 cycles and rhythms in the body [see earlier blogs]. Wheels within wheels, as above so below, the hologram and so forth.

This of course astrologers are aware of, the great pyramid, Glastonbury and so on all recorded these cycles endemic to their function. Sometime with event of quantum computers and such like these cycles will be seen to be linked and in lots of ways similar if not a replica of Earth's ecological symbiosis and natural eco systems. Again the hologram and its implications.

Science will see these cycles, recognise them and be able to time travel to past and future, will have UFO like craft, we will have peace and prosperity. The madness being purged out of humanity now, some in therapy, some in outside violence will have long gone. The reason for the eco cycles and the human and Earth cycles to be linked and seen as co joined and in harmony with cosmic cycles will take a very special cleaned out mind to be able to comprehend the expansiveness of such concepts and apply them in form. This will mean highly intuitive, compassionate beings. They will have to be able to see holistically. The medical profession will be able to see the larger picture and instead of pill popping and dangerous procedures they will do miracles by a biding to the natural cycles and advanced cellular research based on the inner meaning of stem cells and how they relate to cycles, magnetic influxes and so on. Make no mistake; we will need doctors, surgeons well into the next fifteen years. Already stem cell research without the need for embryos is underway. We will see the marvels of longevity with binaural brain entrainment. We will see health and pure atmospheres restored. To do this we must have a holistic outlook, a world that works for everyone everywhere. When it is seen and absorbed that the Universe works one for all, and all for one then the issue of mine and thine will have gone forever.

The next five years are crucial. We have terrorists still living with outmoded religious ideas, these include others who are in denial, so called good people. Of course there is a creator and of course we should respect creation as the Creators Art Work. We should see all is family. We are each other and we are as one at a very basic level. We come from the same source. We return to that source. No one religion, sect, or atheistic society owns the right to creation. We are all on borrowed time, our bodies are hire vehicles. We merely rent our stay here.[Natives in their own ethnic environment do not rent, they are given by the creator the right to live free and unharmed].

If we can purge the need for greed, lust, and see the wonders that lay before us, ready to be unfurled, then as we catch the vision of this we may be able to celebrate in a future that is steeped in beauty and respect.

October 30 2008 another article appeared on science at NASA, this is where I now found it is the article date; the one sent to me was not clear on this. Just to clarify the breach was in June 2007; Sir Patrick and Earths reversal field was 2008 November and continuing to now. Onto Oct.30 2008 article. New information coming in from Themis shows that many scientists did not believe that something overhead has been verified that a magnetic portal linking the Earth to the Sun 93 million miles and that tons of high energy particles may flow through the opening before it closes again by the time you read a page of this article.

"It is called a flux transfer event or FTE says Sibeck. Ten years ago I was pretty sure they did not exist, but now the evidence is incontrovertible". We used to think the connection was permanent and that the solar wind could trickle into the near-Earth environment anytime the wind was active, we were wrong. The connections are not steady at all. They often brief, bursty and very dynamic, says Sibeck"

Back in earlier blogs I mentioned that in the 1967 notes it stated that the energies would come in pulses and that although it would seem random, chaotic, it was a planned and orderly Cosmic process and was incrementally facilitated to the requirements and the distance from the Central Sun and the tolerance for the human race. This would account for the transformation symptoms not falling into regular patterns or astrological conjuncts and so forth. It also gives time to process, eliminate, and reconfigure.

At a scientific conference at Huntsville Alabama in 2008 it was said that FTEs formed the dayside of the Earth [side closest to Sun], and that the Earths magnetic field presses against the Suns magnetic field, approximately every eight minutes [time for sunlight to reach Earth as it were], the two fields briefly merge or "reconnect" forming a portal which the particles can flow. The portal takes the form of a magnetic cylinder about as wide as the Earth. The European Space Agency's fleet of four cluster spacecraft and NASA's five Themis probes have flown through these cylinders measuring their dimensions and sensing the particles that shoot through. They are real, says Sibeck.

The cylindrical portals tend to form above Earth's equator and roll over Earth's winter pole. In December, FTE, s roll over the north pole, in July over the South Pole. Sibeck believes this is happening twice as often as previously thought, and that there are two types of FTE, s, active and passive. Active ones are magnetic cylinders that allow particles to flow through rather easily; they are important conduits of energy for Earth's magnetosphere. Passive FTE's are magnetic cylinders that offer more resistance; their internal structures do not admit such an easy flow of particles and fields. The interesting things they are trying to solve, why every eight minutes? How and why do the magnetic fields within the cylinders twist and coil? We are doing some heavy thinking about this at the Workshop, says Sibeck.

My take on this is that the eight minutes is related to the time elapse for the illusion of light, refracted through the ionosphere as photonic energy and that there is a correlation and rhythm between the two, and the conduits are the 'fibre optics' of the messages carried by the light through them. The messages are encoded signals and are the cause of genuine communication between The Galactic Centre our Sun and the Earth. Some of the encoded messages are then seen on the Earths surface as genuine crop circles.

My take on passive and Active FTE,s is that we live in a dual Yin and Yang form, so the cross over as in the Yin Yang symbol is the function of the change over. This balances up the forms on the Planet and herself.

This may seem very technical and pompous on my part, but is part of my brief and mission given all those years ago by who I do not know. Maybe it something to do with my NDE [earlier blog]? I feel that this knowledge of NASA is very important to our future; my take is to discover if this has anything to do with the next step in evolution and the effect and affects of this on or minds and bodies. The proof that the energies of transformation are connected to the above and that they are increasing in potency and delivery.

If this is proven that as we travel towards the alignment in December 2012 and that the energies are so measured and increase we have the reason for global warming and the changes as seen today and for the next five years or so. Human deep seated will and stubbornness may pit itself against the relentless pushing of the Cosmic Pulse. The battle of gross and subtle levels will well up and find a crescendo, an apex point, a giant Cosmic Orgasmic surge. Astrologically the planets are refracting the energies and imbibing them with their endemic facets and so the line ups as mentioned in an earlier blog, will seek out the dross, burn out the residue and purge the crud and grime and clean this planet and her forms. A Yogi once said when you stir the fires of kundalini, expect to be scrubbed, cleaned and purged. I believe we have a world kundalini surge [see earlier blog] and that the energies above are arousing this in our solar system and am the cause of the global warming [along with our 10% of pollution, which we have to stop]. Our pollution of the planet is the outworking of the pollution we hold in our minds.

I am asking our editor if he would post this blog along with February's as I have to have a cataract removed and go to a place for a break after a very tiring and trying period. I can then get a break. I have not been on holiday for nearly forty years, I feel like a break. So until April 2009. Lots of love. And Go well. Geoff



Figure 6 Mount Hermon where the Fallen Angels were supposed to have landed. Were they the Sun Gods? Were they the first UFONAUTS? WERE THEY THE ALANTEANS? REFER TO REPORTS OF THE SUMERIAN STONES AND THEIR HEIROGLYPHICS AS WITH SITCHIN. ARE THEY RETURNING ?

Thursday, 5 February 2009

The God-Fearing Atheist - February 2009

ON TELETEXT a news piece said that the British Humanistic Society had placed thousands of adverts on buses and trains and so forth. The advert went something like' there maybe God or not so just go and enjoy your life'. What does this mean to you? Well God in the traditional sense of the Old Man in the sky who favours some religions, people or prophets, speaks through chosen ones and if you read the old testament orders racial genocide[please read it, I did not write it] then certainly one can wonder where is this unconditional loving benign being? Then again if we do have a God who has His own Mind and how creation goes, He, It or She can do what they want with their creation.

Then what about free will? Does a despotic God allow free will, or is it dispensed to favourites? Does this God allow free will so that when we cock it up we turn to Him and surrender? Then the view we are all the expression of the One Mind of God playing itself out to the enjoyment and amusement of our demises and victories. God's soap operas. The ancient idea of the Gods viewing our endevours. The trials and tribulations of Hercules to name but one.

Looking into the vastness of the Cosmos, it seems hard to believe that the human quality God of the Old Testament, or the local diminutive ideas and concepts of God could have created this vastness. Millions and millions, yea, billions of trillions of stars, distances, galaxies, so vast and awe inspiring, that perhaps all of our attempts to define creation, be it atheistic, religious, scientific will even get near to this theoretical almost ludicrous defining of the creator or created.

To me it is a mystery, I have in previous blogs given a few ideas as to my explanation, mainly God or the Mind that permeates the Universe, behind it, in it and of it, as a play, a drama that amuses the One Mind, however, a non interfering being allowing free will and in some ways, this being losing Itself in its own creation in order to eventually realise who it was that created the creation in the first place. Self realisation. God realising 'Hey I Am the Creator after all. What a startling discovery!!!'. You could say God is into seeking enlightenment too. Oh Boy. In Zen they say creation occurred because of the spirit of Eternal Loneliness. That is the Creator feels lonely so then creation began. To self produce itself [bible' we are built in the Image of God, perhaps not physically but mentally'] this is merely speculation as well. The question arises who created God and then who created the creator that created God? Ahhhh !!!.

I can understand scientists who pull apart the Universal structure of matter and seek the 'bit, the particle' that kick started creation and then the same question arises, who created that first particle? It goes on, another theory. It happened by a big bang, an accident. Scientists' are supposed to be logical. An accident, a big bang, how did this come about from nowhere, from nothing and still cannot be explained? Then the religious community still cannot explain God and yet one is told 'you must have blind faith, trust, and belief'. We are back to the science view, non logical. Does it mean that there is no SOMETHING?

So far we have been philosophising, cogitating, perusing and sifting in mind games. We know that mind games can only be based on our programming, our early cultural, religious, and political and hand me down superstitions, with advanced educational theories. Beyond the mind, transcendental and deep beyond thought, deep in the theta and delta areas, a quiet intuitive knowing feels the connection to a greater awareness, a greater felt and yet not worded intelligence.[not to be fooled by deep buried mind juxtaposed graphics, a false awareness of what is, I call it false intuition, the cunning mind games that is 'fools gold'].

As science probes into creation, as we go deeper into the mind through deep meditation with technology helping this by brain binaural techniques, and more folk doing meditation, Yoga, Pilates, Tai Chi, Qi Gong and the like, science fiction films and graphics breaking mind moulds and visual vistas [some too violent], NASA Astronomy Picture of the Day, philosophy delving deeper through the sharing of deeper intuitive insights, we are moving into the era of consciousness. The Cosmos is shifting and unfolding and as it does it is sharing its secrets with us, as we unfold and have new insights too.

Humanity is on the brink of losing its traditional locally based logic and custom and habit routine explanations and living together as a planetary citizens in isolation. Racial and cultural edifices collapsing, banking, medical, political structures falling, built up and falling again until, exhausted, weary and heavy with the weight of defeat will finally give way and a new way arrive from the infrastructure.

So many people I meet, not only spiritual, what ever that means, are weary. 2,800 young people interviewed at random felt they had no reason to live, were bored and listless [teletext]. Some I have met have said' Wars, greedy bankers, mega rich, mega poor, adulterated food, drug infested medical pill popping GP,s one youth said in a gathering the GP gives us legal drugs with horrific side effects, we 'd rather have the drug pushers, same thing another way. No jobs, celebrities on drugs, breaking down, crooked politicians, religious leaders all arguing, family break ups, six people a day dying of stabbing, gun crime. Where is the answer, where is the role model, who really cares in a polluted, throwing away society'?

It is easy to get despondent. I have mentioned in previous blogs that at the end of eras, the Byzantine, Genghis Khan, The Roman, Ottoman, British Empires collapsed a period of breakdown, lawlessness, crime and hedonistic periods ensued. Then a reformation, rebuilding and so forth. This collapse is world wide, felt by nearly every person and nature.

How will it rebuild itself? Well if it attempts to build back on the old blue prints that failed and worked well for its era, until evolution demanded radical transparent change, then it will fail again. It will need bold, courageous altruistic practical visionaries who begin to build forms commensurate and concomitant with the energy and infrastructural energies, impulses picked up by fresh minds and clear intuitive promptings. These will be quiet minded people rooted deep in a new mind set, implanted deep in their minds by the Cosmic Shift and new energetic ways. They will be people who have cleared the attic of old attitudes and cobwebs. They will reach out to those who are weary and tired, lethargic and decrepit, stale and burnt out; they will be the revitalising waters to those thirsty and lonely isolated folk.

This new energy now being infused, percolating and slowly saturating our humanity is being felt by those who are in tune with the 'new way'. The 1% of youth who are in the DNA change are experiencing this silent slow, but accelerating surge. This will hopefully catch on to the forlorn youth as mentioned above. This will revive their flagging spirit. First though they have to be cleaned out [I mentioned in last blog the death of the old self] well that has to happen before the new can enter. In a way the violence is a purging configured in a basic mode, some fortunately can detoxify in a more socially acceptable manner.

Those in the 'old mode' sense the change in a deep fundamental way in their vault of programmed library which is taken for their reality, served well for them for the old age now dwindling, their mausoleum of the past, impregnated by years of repetitive rote, driving these patterns so deep into the caves of the unconscious, the very cellular memory of millions of years, so entrenched and encrusted, that it takes huge awakenings and energies, through tragedies, world shattering cataclysms, that will eventually remove the grime and set them free. These can be personal or planetary. This has been the planetary consciousness, intertwined, interlaced with us, the planet and ourselves at some level sharing a common mind set, appropriate for the time, now facing redundancy.

The planetary conscious is undergoing in its own inimical way a radical shift, geographically, weather wise, climate wise; and as the tectonic plates shift it reconfigures itself with new magnetic energies [see last blog on email from Norman]. Schumann resonance, all planets global warming, and so forth all changing, the swarming at Yellow Stone Park, and so many other shifts, for us financial chaos, wars, racial tension, relationship breakdowns, terrorists', and job loses corruption and crime, chemicalisation of everything, nature abandoned and raped, profit the new mantra, greed the new morality and power over the mass paramount and kept in check by draconian laws that flaunt freedom and human rights and forcibly medicated.

Yet these are all awakeners'. Behind this is the silent message of CHANGE, CHANGE. The old school are fearful. Loss of power, loss of privilege, the ego facing anonymity. Yet the new form is to be content to be a link in the chain, working in an ecological way. One for all and all for one. A sharing based on compassion. The joy of being a part of a world community working for the love of beauty, nature and seeing one's world citizens safe, warm, sheltered, well fed and secure in their ethnic and yet world community status. When will this be? When each and everyone has awoken to the truth of who we are and our link to the Cosmos.

Two quotes that came to me a few days ago whilst sitting in the stillness. ' I can be anything I want because I love and accept myself'. 'I cannot be separated from the Universe, no matter how hard I try. I am its creation; I am made of the same stuff. It is an impossibility to be apart from it. The ego programme like the clouds that obscure the Sun is a temporary blind, a veil. At a fundamental level, the deepest strata I am co-joined'.

January 3rd 2009 saw the Quadranlid meteor shower and far distant Comet named Lulin[c/2007 N3 when discovered], it is too faint to see until late February 2009. There are 32 meteor showers a year and you can see a calendar of them at AMS Meteor Shower Page. I just have a feeling these are signals and messages for us on a subtle and deep level.

Returning to the quote 'I cannot be separated…………………co-joined', it gives me such a joy to feel this at a deep level. It is a feeling of eternity, a purpose that for ever, whatever this means, and there is a journey with short sojourns. That the witness to life is everlasting and it may not be in its flesh form but in an awareness form, if awareness can ever be cloaked and bound. It is merely what it is. Unbounded space, seamless and yet not discernable, everywhere and yet not detected, in and the very essence and not tangible, the background and yet not there. The Koan when you see it, it is not that, it is an illusion, and yet it is knowable not through any physical or psychic sense, it is the knower, the awareness that knows and recognises itself. It is self realisation. I Am That.

One could on, and what is That? This is the ever and never ending conundrum. This is the very yeast of creation. It is the axis, the pivotal point which the Universe comes and goes, turns around and perpetual motion. The point of dissolution and extinction is the very point of birth and regeneration. Life holds both in the palm of its hand.

The mind wrestles to find a reason an answer, a solution to this daunting, immense Koan, this paradox, and when finally gives up in despair finds itself at rest and has found its origin. This peace is without thought; it is awareness and is without limits, boundaries or concepts. It is a void, emptiness, a vastness, awesome, impersonal and yet in this formlessness there is unlimited potential. All issues from the void, it is the womb of creation and yet no form is seen within its empty form. Something arrives out from nowhere.[a big bang, Genesis 'In the beginning was the void'], who knows, why try to fathom it out, rest in the peace and one then feels in this oasis of solitude the truth of what is and that is for you to know and others to seek.

Recently in the news was a report and video sort of, of a miracle healing in a hospital where a filmy apparition of an angel was reported and seen by many of the staff. I feel as the energies build up and the mass consciousness awakens more of these kinds of events will occur. The veil is thinning and what a wonderful new era this could beckon. In previous blogs it was mentioned the healing springs, genuine crop circles, unexplained deep bore holes, the growing number of children with psychic powers, many people turning to meditation, defying institutionalised recommendations regarding health and lifestyle, resulting in healings and life enhancing change, and medical magic with institutionalised help too. A balance is needed.

Recently in Sweden a huge kind of fireball lit up the sky as bright as the sun. Scientists think it was a meteorite. Yet at present no matter has been found.

Some years back I used to visit the Food and Agricultural Organisation of the UN in Rome Italy [FAO], to present for two weeks workshops, lectures and counselling/healing. I went five or six times. The reception of the ideas, mainly attitudinal Healing, UFO story, the emerging new consciousness was not always received with openness. It was tough work and very basic. However, others have arrived and it is beginning to open up. Three people in particular are way showers. The first a lovely American lady who married a Italian Minister and has lived in Italy for many, many years and is an exact double of the late Katherine Hepburn and was a ladies table tennis champion, known affectingly as the Pooch or Pucci. The next lady is Judith a pioneer in healing methods, lastly someone who Judith put me in touch with, Annick Augier, lovely French lady who through her illness has developed a real talent which you can read about in www.annickaugier.isendyouthis.com . Annick hopes to live in London and one can commission a painting with reading by contacting her. I have had a reading and it was most impressive. It deals with the spiritual and soul side of one and this was over the phone.

May I suggest you look at this link, its implications and mind blowing findings are staggering? http://articles.mercola.com/sites/archives/2009/01/20/can-scientists-read-your-mind.aspx

The above has implications which if brought in by legislation could be the ultimate end to all privacy and yet can be a great blessing. If link is not successful just go to Mercola.com and go into archives.[January 20 2009]. There is also a large document on the hazards of digital technology and a subtle way of influencing this type of mind control. The EnergyGrid I blog for has this rather large data.

On another tack, Jude Currivan has emailed and states the importance of a large meditation to take place on February 14 2009 at 07.25 Greenwich meantime. It is a colossal line up of planetary alignments; houses and so forth see www.judecurrivan.com. She quotes from the Aquarian song of some forty years ago.

When the Moon is in the Seventh House
And Jupiter aligns with Mars.
Then Peace will guide this planet
And Love will steer the Stars.
This is exactly in the line ups. Interesting it nearly coincides with President Obama and his inauguration.

Another giant Fireball was witnessed January 19 2009 in the USA [Southern California and nearby places, sounds similar to the one in Sweden as above].

January 26 2009 is the eclipsed solar new moon and there is a triple conjunction of Sun, Moon, and Jupiter followed by the eclipse of the Moon at Full Moon on February 9 2009. A most powerful time along with the 14th Feb 2009 as above.

I feel real astrology is a powerful tool, see the works of Dr Percy Seymour, science with perturbations, butterfly effect, and Bose-Epstein Substrate, and many other factors too numerous to mention and past blogs.

There are lots of prophesies abounding at this time. The main themes are a kind of rehash of the Global One bank, one government, one religion but with draconian laws and run by an elite cartel with domination and ruthlessness. This also includes mind bending techniques through the digital television, mobile phone and electronic apparatus. You can refer to psychotronics, MRI mind reading [Mercola.com], binaural beat entrainment brain waves [ I use a the holosync one, I feel for me it is safe and helps me], Zeitgeist and David Icke stuff, so generally they are variations on a theme[Reverend Williams Prophesies]. We do face challenging times. Although President Obama has a definite special charisma and energy some are suggesting that he has been groomed to allay world fears but the administration like in the UK government and leaders are the rulers. The secret silent government are the power behind the throne.

I do know that the powers to be fear an awakened populace and those that think and intuit for themselves. So any mind control, distraction, maybe drug abuse, crime, terrorism, although seen to be combated maybe is a sprat to catch a mackerel. How so? Seen to be fighting the above and yet letting sufficient to get through the net and proclaiming it is so out of hand that new suppressive and human rights denial will have to be implemented. It is like some global conglomerates that do eco preservation works in one part of the world and proclaim their green credentials and pollute and sully elsewhere.

So what can we do? Lose heart? Abandon hope? That is what is hoped for by the power mongers. Lose one self in disratraction? Bury ones head in the sand? Hope that ET or God intervenes? I feel it is a challenge to go into that quiet centre where the intuitive faculty and innate wisdom reside and work from there out. To go in, in order to outwork.

Take heart dear friends. This world like everything shall pass and go into the emptiness of infinity and eternal emptiness and the return to source. This is but a temporary expedient transient abode. Enjoy the dream whilst it lasts for the spirit of joy is the expression of Love in action. This joy ripples out as waves and lights up the mind and body. As my old teacher once said [earlier blog], cannot always win, cannot always lose, a draw is a compromise, doing ones best is a mind game, so only necessary to partake and enjoy.

March Blog will contain the huge massive discovery by NASA that I feel vindicates my theories re 2012 and the next step in evolution. I must stress that the information will be from NASA, but my theory is merely my take on it.

So on that note friends Lots 0f Love. Geoff.